what would you guys think aboot a Heroscape tournament, there would be prizes and fun, and it would be played all on Facebook, or we can stream it via the many streaming sites out there.

On a seperate note, I am back... I'm not sure if I have lost all of my really good friends on here, but I am trying to right the wrongs in my life and get on track with everything.

If any of you have any ideas on how I can get the Heroscape tournament up and running, I am open to new ideas. And if I have wronged you in anyway, let me know and I will try to make ammends.

Thank you for your time.

just wanted to notify people of this fact.

Do you think a mother who wants to control everything should dictate who two people (the daughter of the mother and the daughters fiance) become friends with and dis own the daughter if she sees her with them?

RL Predicament: So My fiance's mother has basically controlled her her whole life, and said that she can not be friends with her best friend. Just today she found out that we have been visiting and having fun with The person she told us not to hang around with. Now she has called my fiance a "Flying Bitch" and made her cry pools of tears (my fiance is the daughter of the mother whom I'm speaking of).

I really want to go to her mothers house and give her a piece of my mind, But IDK if my fiance would want that... I might just act on my own and do it anyways because her mother is a fucking bitch and yells at her for anything anyway.

Thoughts?

My heart grows heavy with this burden of lies that I have spread.

I have lied to all of those whom have read my journals.

I, Jang T. Ulstch, do not have cancer.

That was a lie I told to help my friend with a research paper for his summer homework. It was a paper on how you should not believe everything you hear from your friends/family/other people online, or in person.

I understand that all of you will never believe me again (you more than likely do not believe me now), so I plan to remove myself from FA permanently if you (the reader of this journal) wills it.

If there are no answers before 1:00 P.M. MST then I will remove myself from this site and never return, nor will I contact anybody on any of my contacts list (Yahoo, FA, FN, MSN, AIM, etc.).

I feel like I have betrayed everyone (and I have) in this research paper.

I am deeply, truly sorry. I do not expect anyone to accept my apology.

That clock is now ticking to my disappearance.

actually it's not a question, more like a statement.

I have decided to not write a completely furry based story... simply due to the fact that I have re-written the mid section of my Main "Blood War" story to incorporate Anthros.

i know this means i wont have as many readers due to me being a "sell out", but i actually had an anthro in the original context of the story when I was in High School. I liked the idea and wanted to toy around with the story development around some key characters.

I will tell you what characters I have come up with in a matter of about... 3-5 years (*=in the original original story from high school):


*Zane Loreen: Main protagonist

Zork Loreen: Brother of Zane and Narcy. Starts off as one of the protagonists, but...

*Narcy Loreen: Little sister of Zane and Zork.

*Jang Telensoe Ulstch: Secret Medal of Honor recipient, one year after receiving the Medal of Honor he disappears mysteriously (in my High School version Jang was the only anthro in the whole story, he was a wolf anthro).

Django Selvan Ulstch: Twin brother to Jang, he disappears around the same time as his brother.

Danny & Billy Wilkinson: These two brothers start out as the two main antagonists, causing Zane and Zork so much hardship, but later on decide to work with Zane and Zork to survive.

Matron Belford: He prefers to be called Belford after his father (due to his passing). This man helps Zane with Financial troubles in exchange for his services (NO, NOT THAT! Get your mind out of the gutter!).

*Maykoyo Yubarasha: Not much is known about this man, he starts out as Belford's assistant, but as the story progresses you will find out what he has up his sleeve (in the original story from High School, Maykoyo was apart of the insergence team sent into Tampa Bay FL. to rescue the remaining survivors, but falls victim to the main antagonist).


Now, I have developed these characters after alot of soul searching and looking deep within my self (I know, wierd way to find story characters, right?) and have developed a story most befitting of a sequel, though there may not be a sequel depending on how popular it is, or I may just write a sequel and keep it all to my self, MWAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!

Any who, does any of this even interest one person out there?

I have had a song stuck in my head... its the song from Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog... Its the one where dr. horrible (Neil Patrick Harris) is singing about killing Captain Hammer... idk why that song is stuck in my head... I wish I had that song right now... that would totally lift my spirits (I know, a little counter intuitive).

I just got out of treatment about 5 hours ago, and got a little bit of sleep. Right now I want a sierra Mist... That soda is my favorite of all time. Maybe I'll ask my mate if she can get me some when she picks me up...

Also... I need to charge my laptop, so I'll be off for a while...

Does anybody know of a furry publishing company? I would like to write a furry novel and get it published... if not, then maybe I could make one? I wonder what I would have to go through to do something like that...

If I wrote a completely furry story and posted it on here, would any of you read it? It would still be titled "Blood War" because the title still fits it since it is between two brothers... but I just want to know.

I think i'll ask my doctor if small episodes of blindness are normal wit the treatment...

hello everyone. my treatment is going smoothly though it hurts it should be over in a few months. i just wanted to keep those of you who wanted to know how i was doing posted. just got internet at my new place so i can messege anyone who wants to chat. oh, btb, i'm using a psp-go so it might take me a little while to send a messege or recieve one since i don't have a computer yet.

thank you for you support in this scary time in my life, and may the gods and goddesses bless your journey.

I have just found out from my doctor/dermatologist, that I have melanoma. I just wanted to let you guys know that. Thankfully I have Medicaid so I can get treated for it and hopefully fight it off.

I thank you for your time, and thank you for being my friends.

i have taken some time to be by myself and think. I have come to the conclusion that I can not just sit around and do nothing about my life anymore. I am going to go back to college and learn to become a Video game Journalist. Thank you all who gave me your sympathy, and I hope you all have a wonderful life (I'm not going to quit coming on here, I'll check in every once and a while).

Wish me luck... Now I have to save alot of money.

My mother informed me just yesterday that my father, who i loved dearly, passed away. Right now i have soo many emotions racing through my head, i dont know what to do. I loved my father, i really did. And him just leaving me... I just hope that you know i love you daddy... i love you with all my heart, my soul, my joy, my sorrow, and evry fiber of my being.

# Steven Sturgill

I will always remember you, daddy.

I Love You.

Well, My GF and I got a new place... so that means we wont have internet for a whilest... but I promise you all that once we get teh interwebz I will update with a journal. Also... I have created a group for furries who want to know anything about upcoming games and consoles on Furnation. Any Fur who is on Furnation can join, and if your not on Furnation then you should check it out. If I had to discribe it I would have to say... It's kinda like Furspace and Facebook meshed together, its really kewl.

So my mate and I are living with her mom right as of the moment. Her and her mom don't exactly see eye to eye, and this leads to yelling matches.

The latest yelling fight was over My Mate's hair color (since I shouldn't give her name out online, I'll just call my mate "Bunny" for now). Bunny's hair color was (Originally her hair is like brown or something, but she dyed it black for me) black, and her mother didn't like it all that much but didn't say much about it.

Bunny wanted to dye her hair blond. Her mother said that would be a nice color. So she goes to bleach her hair (which started smelling like french fries I might add) and ends up getting her roots to look blond, and he mid-ends of her hair brown/black and bronze in-between.

Well, we both think it looks hot! Her mom.... doesn't. They both got into an argument about what a proper hair color is... and then the argument escalated into a yelling match that lasted for several hours.

My question is... Is it ok to be a 21 year old (Oh! should probably the only reason we are living with her mom is because we keep moving into apartments and getting screwed [with a broom] by the landlords), living with your mom (or living with your mate's mom), and dye your hair?

ok, I know I have asked you guys this before... But with the new motion control features now on all three systems, I just want to know... what gaming system (X-Box 360, Playstation 3, Nintendo Wii) would you choose to buy for motion gaming? And if you don't like games... Just humor me and pick one you think is better (there has to be one you think is better).

Personally, I want the PS3 Move bundle (Console, Game [sports champions in the U.S.], one Playstation 3 Move controler [wand like thing with an LED ball on the top], and a Dualshock 3 PS3 Controler) so I can have my favorite system and be in "THE NOW"!

Got the new PSP camera for my PSP 3001... AND I"M LOVING IT!!!!

Question... What can i do with this camera that would be Epic-Awesome...!?

Well hello again fellow Furs! I am here to tell you the updates on the game that I and six other Furries are making.

Title: Worldshift: Souls of Gaia.

Story: If I said anything about the story, then I would be giving away alot.

Features: New Character Change System (Two little devices that allow you to switch characters when ever you want, "Gaia Crystal," and "Gaia Gem."), and items to change your Guide so you can learn other abilities other than the ones you are given at the begining (For Zane, they would be a cross, and a skull... which the cross would allow him to learn healing abilities instead of learning stat raising abilities, and the Skull would allow him to learn attack abilities instead of stat raising... if you want to change back to any guide, you can, the items are infininte.).

New team members: Panda66 (From FA, Music Composer), LittleLadyBambi (Artist, STILL UNDECIDED!!!!).

Number of Maps Created for the game: (5) Still getting all of the features done.... May take some time...

Estimated Game Length: About 1-3 hours... depending... but thats pretty good for a game made by people/Furries that costs nothing! lol

Price for DL (Download): FREE BITCHES!!!!! Just DL and have fun! there is gonna be so much hidden stuff, you wont be able to get everything!

Estimated Secret items/monsters/bosses: OH MANZ!!!! Like... so far we have 25+ Secret Items, 10+ Secret Monsters, and 6 Secret Bosses!

Overall Fun: this game will make you want to play it again and again! Since it also has a Game+ feature, you wont have to get new weapons and armor, and the monsters will be stronger! and if you get certain Items in the "Side-Story Cut-Scenes" then you will be able to play certain moments in the game that you couldn't before! This game will keep you coming back for more and more and more!

Since our Flash Guru decided to quit on us... we will not be putting "Video-Cut-Scenes" in the game.... Unless there is a Flash Guru watching this that would like to put forth his/her talents and get noticed!..... we wouldn't be able to pay you... but you would get quite a bit of publicity.... which is always a good thing...lol.

Also... If any of your have talents that your willing to lend to us (like... using your marvilouse talents to help out with the game), then we are more than willing to accept you...

Just tell us/me your talents... and how you like to use them on the game... we are always looking for artists and flash gurus.. and composers...lol and voice actors/actresses.

Just send me a PM if your interested...lol.

well, Till the next update then... L8RZ!!!!

We have chosen a name for the game... but that name is subject to change. Currently the name of our game is "World Shift; Souls of Gaia." We are open to new ideas and innovations too. I am doing the lead programing/event editing, we have a map editor, a sound/music designer, and.. (DUM DA DUM!) Voice actors/actresses. We are in need of one more voice actress... the only requirements are #1- you must have a computer mic and some sort of sound recording software (your computer comes with sound recording software), #2- You should show some emotion in your voice acting (the more emotion you use in your voice acting, the more compelling the story becomes, BUT! there is a such thing as "over doing It" lets try not to show that much emotion...lol) #3- You must be patient. This is a big game with alot of people working on it. no one is getting paid to do this, they are doing it out of the kindness of their own hearts, and we arent going to let them down... as such, we have a lot to do. we are almost done with the script. And we have started on Map Designing/event editing, and Item/Equipment creating. Also... If you do become a Voice Actor/Actress, then you must have a voice for your "Guide" If anyone is interested then I will explain what a "Guide" is. If interested... then add me to your Messenger

MSN: jang_the_rabbit[at]hotmail.com
Yahoo: jangrabbit[at]yahoo.com

I am looking forward to working with you.

(P.S.; If there is no more need for voice actrs/actresses, then I am sure I can find something that you can help out with! One thing is... we can always use another Map editor/designer! And.... we can always use help with artwork!)

I am still alive! for those of you whom thought I just dissappeard... I was just taking a break from the drama that is my family. If you would like... I am writing a new Bloodwar Series book, I will post some of it if you Furries would like to read it?

Eventually the world will end... and its scheduled for Dec. 2012. When the world does end (according to the bible and other beliefs), The sinners will stay on Earth, And the "Righteous" shall be left behind to fend for themselves.


The theory in the Bible goes... "All whom is righteous shall go to the heavenly kingdom, and all who is not shall stay and perish among the fires of hell.
"
Which in turn could mean that a meteor is going to crash down on earth, or The Yellowstone Volcano is going to blow... which if that thing blows, then even the kingdom of heaven is doomed!

But my theory is, that Demons are going to come out of the center of the Earth (I say Demons to please the Christians, but everybody knows it will be some race we all didn't know about or thought they were extinct) and in the time they were in the center of the Earth, they evolved and became intelligent enough to craft tools and armor strong enough to with stand a bullet. Then they will force the human race into slavery, Causing a rebel alliance to form.


And this is were it gets interesting!

We start to fight the "Demons" and the campaigns we fight aren't victorious (because they have that fucking bullet stopping armor on yo!). So, we decide to make a weapon strong enough to penetrate it But in order to do that, we have to revert back to "The Forbidden Arts" (which is essentially making electronics and lasers [which became "The Forbidden Art" with the slavery of man]). We fail at that because there isn't anyone left on earth that is smart enough to create a laser of that power to penetrate the "Demon's" armor.


so, we try to create a sword so powerful it can cut diamonds, but in order to do that, we need a pressure machine (which machines became "Forbidden Relics" so they will be off limits too) that could make diamonds (I'm sure they have one at NASA, or Tokyo) so we can forge that sword.....


The rest? People are going to get pissed at me if I say anymore.... so thats it.... For now.



(C) Copyright 2009: Michael Sturgill

If I wrote a story and posted it up here..... would any of you really read it?

If so, please say so, if not........ thats ok, you'll still be my friend!!!!!!!

Hey... so there has been speculation that I had actually went and killed myself on Youtube.... but I havent and am still alive! I havent put anything new up, because of my limited access to the net, so.... i will try to add stuff... but don't expect anything...k?

Now..... Please read this I know I have people viewing me... so please read this.... PLEASE!?!?!?!?!???!???!


I need voice actors for the game I am Making....... If you are interested in putting forth your Fantastic voices for the game for completion sake, Then please send me and audio file of your voice saying "THE WORLD BE DAMNED!!!!!" for the males,
And "BRUNE, HELP HIM!!!!!!!!!" for the females........


If you would like to try out for a particular character.... then In a week or so... (depending on if i have anything to do... that is important).... I will post the characters, their gender, and the year animal they posses!

I can tell you a few of the characters now.....

also... if you would like to be a character in the game.... then Catch My 600 page view count..... and I WILL put you in the game as a playable character, and have you do the voice acting for your character!

BUT! If you do catch my 600 page view thingy.... then YOU MUST have the time on it! if you dont, then you will be disqualified! If there is a Tie... then both will be put in the game.... and if there is a three-way-tie.... all three will be put in the game... and so on.........