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Posted a year agoDecember commissions are closed!
Speaking about that I must say, that if I forgot to answer someone's message/send an invoice/sent the wrong invoice or something like that - please let me know. My brain is not braining very well recently.
I'm trying to keep track on everything, I make notes in my journal and I save my queue on Trello (here! (https://trello.com/b/Vcxv4354/jarvvitchs-art)).
I'm on my third week of daily therapy and it's draining me mentally. Also, we are finishing the house renovation. Soooo... I have a lot on my mind, and my mind is well, a mess.
Saying this, I know you guys are very patient and supportive, but feel free to kick me in the butt if I missed something. Really. I try to keep track of everything, but yeah... it is what it is. Just letting you know. :'D
Speaking about that I must say, that if I forgot to answer someone's message/send an invoice/sent the wrong invoice or something like that - please let me know. My brain is not braining very well recently.
I'm trying to keep track on everything, I make notes in my journal and I save my queue on Trello (here! (https://trello.com/b/Vcxv4354/jarvvitchs-art)).
I'm on my third week of daily therapy and it's draining me mentally. Also, we are finishing the house renovation. Soooo... I have a lot on my mind, and my mind is well, a mess.
Saying this, I know you guys are very patient and supportive, but feel free to kick me in the butt if I missed something. Really. I try to keep track of everything, but yeah... it is what it is. Just letting you know. :'D
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Posted a year agoTherapy
Posted 2 years agoOn my social media I told before about my struggles with trauma, anxiety and depression and I still want to be transparent with it - first, because it may affect my work, second - because I see that it helps other people to find help for themselves and talk about their own problems.
About two years ago I thought I ended my therapy and I'll manage the rest of my problems by myself. Turned out I didn't go through everything and this summer I went to the psychiatric ward for a few days, because I was afraid of my suicidal tendencies.
I got referred to daily therapy, and on Monday I started it. It's a few hours of therapy, everyday (excluding weekends), at 9 AM to 1-2 PM. My first impression is very positive, people are supportive, therapists are good and there is a lot of artistic therapy - which of course I like. Although, it's mentally exhausting, some talks are very difficult and yesterday when I came back home I felt very overwhelmed and... Angry? That's why I didn't stream yesterday. It's very intense and I may be less social or organised for a while (but November commissions will be done on time, don't worry).
Overall, it's just a chaotic period for me and on top of all, we are doing renovation of a new home, so finances are a bit low, and it's stressing me and Nem out. It's tiring, the future looks positive, but right now it's chaos and lots of work. I also plan to start creating merch, but it needs some time for creating projects and finances for a start - so... If you considered supporting me on Patreon, it would be very helpful. 💕
Other plans are video tutorials and engaging more people with my Observer tier (which provides personal art tutoring from me 👁️) I would like to focus more on teaching art, because I like it and I'm good at it. So, next year will be full of experiments.
About two years ago I thought I ended my therapy and I'll manage the rest of my problems by myself. Turned out I didn't go through everything and this summer I went to the psychiatric ward for a few days, because I was afraid of my suicidal tendencies.
I got referred to daily therapy, and on Monday I started it. It's a few hours of therapy, everyday (excluding weekends), at 9 AM to 1-2 PM. My first impression is very positive, people are supportive, therapists are good and there is a lot of artistic therapy - which of course I like. Although, it's mentally exhausting, some talks are very difficult and yesterday when I came back home I felt very overwhelmed and... Angry? That's why I didn't stream yesterday. It's very intense and I may be less social or organised for a while (but November commissions will be done on time, don't worry).
Overall, it's just a chaotic period for me and on top of all, we are doing renovation of a new home, so finances are a bit low, and it's stressing me and Nem out. It's tiring, the future looks positive, but right now it's chaos and lots of work. I also plan to start creating merch, but it needs some time for creating projects and finances for a start - so... If you considered supporting me on Patreon, it would be very helpful. 💕
Other plans are video tutorials and engaging more people with my Observer tier (which provides personal art tutoring from me 👁️) I would like to focus more on teaching art, because I like it and I'm good at it. So, next year will be full of experiments.
