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Posted 9 years agoHello all~!
I just wanted to post another journal that I am not dead. School has been crazy! And I barely have time to sleep anymore at this point.
Commissions will remained closed for a while unless you are someone close to me. Shoot me a note here, SKYPE ME (JasperxZero) or if you have my phone number just shoot me a text.
If you are curious and want to talk to me I love making new friends and if you want to talk about future commission prices and what not SKYPING me is one of the best options since I get that on my phone and it is always on, on my computer. So even when I am doing art history things I will see the icon. :)
I am currently working on 2 commissions for
NoxFreakhound and 
Viviyan-KpopGirl.
Hancock is sketched out and ready to rock (though...shipping it is going to be an adventure! *cackles*).
And Viviyan I have the poses all mapped out and I know how I am going to paint them.
I just wanted to say thank you for people and creatures alike who follow me on here. It really means the world to me. :)
Commissions will reopen over the summer around May 18th.
Stay wonderful people~! I adore you all~
-Kai
I just wanted to post another journal that I am not dead. School has been crazy! And I barely have time to sleep anymore at this point.
Commissions will remained closed for a while unless you are someone close to me. Shoot me a note here, SKYPE ME (JasperxZero) or if you have my phone number just shoot me a text.
If you are curious and want to talk to me I love making new friends and if you want to talk about future commission prices and what not SKYPING me is one of the best options since I get that on my phone and it is always on, on my computer. So even when I am doing art history things I will see the icon. :)
I am currently working on 2 commissions for
NoxFreakhound and 
Viviyan-KpopGirl. Hancock is sketched out and ready to rock (though...shipping it is going to be an adventure! *cackles*).
And Viviyan I have the poses all mapped out and I know how I am going to paint them.
I just wanted to say thank you for people and creatures alike who follow me on here. It really means the world to me. :)
Commissions will reopen over the summer around May 18th.
Stay wonderful people~! I adore you all~
-Kai
Absence
Posted 10 years agoFirst of all, I would like to apologize for my absence on here.
I had computer trouble, which was a nightmare. Long story short I had to pick up my computer from home (which is four hours away) and they still never told me what was wrong with it and what was fixed. School has been nuts and I find myself on overdrive more often then not.
I have other things that are floating around in my skull that are also making day to day life challenging. I continue to push them back instead of dealing with them as of late because school is more important.
However, I am going to attempt to use some free time on my upcoming break to sort things out.
For the time being I will be closing commissions to focus on everything out.
Thanks for reading...
Kai
I had computer trouble, which was a nightmare. Long story short I had to pick up my computer from home (which is four hours away) and they still never told me what was wrong with it and what was fixed. School has been nuts and I find myself on overdrive more often then not.
I have other things that are floating around in my skull that are also making day to day life challenging. I continue to push them back instead of dealing with them as of late because school is more important.
However, I am going to attempt to use some free time on my upcoming break to sort things out.
For the time being I will be closing commissions to focus on everything out.
Thanks for reading...
Kai
Halloween YCH!!
Posted 10 years agoHey!! I'm doing a YCH~!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18025941/
Check it out, please~!
Thank you, you beautiful people!
-Kai
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18025941/
Check it out, please~!
Thank you, you beautiful people!
-Kai
Commissions are Open (Reminder)
Posted 10 years agoCommissions are open~
Just a reminder!
I am opening up some bust slots with a "fall theme" for $5 like this
Traditional:
- Sketch commission-
HEAD OR BUST $7
FULL BODY $10
- Ink -
HEAD OR BUST $11
FULL BODY $16
- Color -
HEAD OR BUST $20
FULL BODY $22
Digital
-sketch-
HEAD OR BUST $6
FULL BODY $10
-ink-
HEAD OR BUST $8
FULL BODY $15
-Color-
HEAD OR BUST $16
FULL BODY $21
Digital Painting
$25 and up~
Please feel free to note me for a quote. Quotes are always free. : ]
NSFW IS SOMETHING THAT I WILL DO! I am more than happy to, really.
The only thing that I will not do is Vore.
If you're interested go ahead and note me. : 3
Thank you so much for reading!
Just a reminder!
I am opening up some bust slots with a "fall theme" for $5 like this
Traditional:
- Sketch commission-
HEAD OR BUST $7
FULL BODY $10
- Ink -
HEAD OR BUST $11
FULL BODY $16
- Color -
HEAD OR BUST $20
FULL BODY $22
Digital
-sketch-
HEAD OR BUST $6
FULL BODY $10
-ink-
HEAD OR BUST $8
FULL BODY $15
-Color-
HEAD OR BUST $16
FULL BODY $21
Digital Painting
$25 and up~
Please feel free to note me for a quote. Quotes are always free. : ]
NSFW IS SOMETHING THAT I WILL DO! I am more than happy to, really.
The only thing that I will not do is Vore.
If you're interested go ahead and note me. : 3
Thank you so much for reading!
Update
Posted 10 years agoI just wanted to give a little update to show that I'm not dead! I just got back from Cable, WI we went up for he 4th of July weekend. I have a few drawings that I need to take pictures of and post up here, but I have a meeting with a silkscreen lady that was really impressed with my stuff! She said she was looking for someone to start going to conventions with so...*fingers crossed*
I'm also going to an exhibit opening tomorrow at the Field Museum in Chicago for Chinese art. So...I'm super excited about that. It's more of a "classy" event they're going to have Chinese food, some Chinese performers, and of course there are going to be speakers and professors that study everything Chinese....so....this is HUGE considering my second major is Asian art history.... So...yeah!
Thursday I have horseback so maybe, maybe on Friday I"ll be able to post some of the stuff that I've actually been able to draw.
But I'm alive!
And I would thank every one of you that have stuck with me or just started watching me, because all of you honestly mean the world to me. You guys honestly keep me drawing.
Have a fantastic day, you beautiful, beautiful people.
-Kai
I'm also going to an exhibit opening tomorrow at the Field Museum in Chicago for Chinese art. So...I'm super excited about that. It's more of a "classy" event they're going to have Chinese food, some Chinese performers, and of course there are going to be speakers and professors that study everything Chinese....so....this is HUGE considering my second major is Asian art history.... So...yeah!
Thursday I have horseback so maybe, maybe on Friday I"ll be able to post some of the stuff that I've actually been able to draw.
But I'm alive!
And I would thank every one of you that have stuck with me or just started watching me, because all of you honestly mean the world to me. You guys honestly keep me drawing.
Have a fantastic day, you beautiful, beautiful people.
-Kai
Looking for Sower? Seamstress?
Posted 10 years agoHello!!!
I'm looking to commission or to get a quote as to how much a cosplay outfit would coast me.
I am looking to cosplay as Jacob Frye This lovely bloke Better known as the newest Assassin. I already have the necklace and I will be buying the blade/gauntlet and cane/sword.
I don't know a lot of people that would be willing to do this and I'm just also at a loss of where or how to look.
I know that they are out there!
If anyone knows someone in mind, please comment below or toss me their link another way.
Thank you!
And happy Saturday!
-Kai
I'm looking to commission or to get a quote as to how much a cosplay outfit would coast me.
I am looking to cosplay as Jacob Frye This lovely bloke Better known as the newest Assassin. I already have the necklace and I will be buying the blade/gauntlet and cane/sword.
I don't know a lot of people that would be willing to do this and I'm just also at a loss of where or how to look.
I know that they are out there!
If anyone knows someone in mind, please comment below or toss me their link another way.
Thank you!
And happy Saturday!
-Kai
Liiiiiife
Posted 10 years agoHey guys and gals,
Works been busy, I've been working on some little doodles and things that I -will- be posting.
I've been working 40 hours (which is normal) with a handful of over time (which is not normal for summer help). People like me enough there and know that I'm doing work that they're letting me get some extra cash (which I am entirely grateful for). But I have not been able to draw nearly as much as I would like....WHICH...is alright. I have some doodles from being put on hold that are hanging around my desk that I want to take pictures of and color seeing that they turned out nicely.
BUT ANYWAY, this is more of a journal to let ya'll know that I am still alive.
My weekends have been busy (yet fun) the previous weekend I turned 21 and had a nice trip back up to Wisconsin and had my first legal drink up in New Glarus (spotted cow for days). The Sunday after I can't even remember what we did but it was work and Monday we ended up doing to my grandfathers and helping him with yard work and weeding (it was his birthday as well as my brothers xD) this past weekend on Saturday I ran around with my brother shopping and what not. It was fun but even then I had to run around and deal with some other things after the fact. And yesterday, I went back to my grandparents and mulched everything that we weeded the weekend before. They also have a huge ass yard.... 4 yards of mulch could mulch everything that my parents house needed nice and thick like lmao 4 yards of mulch for my grandparents is just enough to get some of the front yard done. Needless to say, I will be going back.
ON THE FINE SIDE THOUGH! I got to bring over my bow and do some shooting (which I haven't done in a year) fucking snapped the string on my upper forearm, lower bicep? Either way I have a giant bruise there, that I am far too giddy about. It was my own fault. Lmao Best part is I actually have an arm guard, I just didn't smack it where that thing was actually protecting me. xD
Anyway, I'm alive.
And I'm going to be late for work xD TA~!
Works been busy, I've been working on some little doodles and things that I -will- be posting.
I've been working 40 hours (which is normal) with a handful of over time (which is not normal for summer help). People like me enough there and know that I'm doing work that they're letting me get some extra cash (which I am entirely grateful for). But I have not been able to draw nearly as much as I would like....WHICH...is alright. I have some doodles from being put on hold that are hanging around my desk that I want to take pictures of and color seeing that they turned out nicely.
BUT ANYWAY, this is more of a journal to let ya'll know that I am still alive.
My weekends have been busy (yet fun) the previous weekend I turned 21 and had a nice trip back up to Wisconsin and had my first legal drink up in New Glarus (spotted cow for days). The Sunday after I can't even remember what we did but it was work and Monday we ended up doing to my grandfathers and helping him with yard work and weeding (it was his birthday as well as my brothers xD) this past weekend on Saturday I ran around with my brother shopping and what not. It was fun but even then I had to run around and deal with some other things after the fact. And yesterday, I went back to my grandparents and mulched everything that we weeded the weekend before. They also have a huge ass yard.... 4 yards of mulch could mulch everything that my parents house needed nice and thick like lmao 4 yards of mulch for my grandparents is just enough to get some of the front yard done. Needless to say, I will be going back.
ON THE FINE SIDE THOUGH! I got to bring over my bow and do some shooting (which I haven't done in a year) fucking snapped the string on my upper forearm, lower bicep? Either way I have a giant bruise there, that I am far too giddy about. It was my own fault. Lmao Best part is I actually have an arm guard, I just didn't smack it where that thing was actually protecting me. xD
Anyway, I'm alive.
And I'm going to be late for work xD TA~!
thoughts.
Posted 10 years agoFeel free to ignore. I just needed somewhere to spew my thoughts and questions in hopes to be able to focus for my last real final.
I'm confused as to why almost everyone I end up talking to ends up claiming to fall on love with me or they end up liking me at some point. There are at least twelve different occasions this has happened within the last four years. Now that may not sound like much to some. But I don't have many friends.
I know most of it is because I'm still stuck in a female body.
But why? Why can't I just be seen like one of the guys. I'm not flashing my tits around or wearing skimpy shorts because that isn't me.
And even if they know. Some have questioned and try to force me into staying as is. And I can only assume that's because it's "nice for them to look at".
Just my thoughts.
*crawls off to study*
I'm confused as to why almost everyone I end up talking to ends up claiming to fall on love with me or they end up liking me at some point. There are at least twelve different occasions this has happened within the last four years. Now that may not sound like much to some. But I don't have many friends.
I know most of it is because I'm still stuck in a female body.
But why? Why can't I just be seen like one of the guys. I'm not flashing my tits around or wearing skimpy shorts because that isn't me.
And even if they know. Some have questioned and try to force me into staying as is. And I can only assume that's because it's "nice for them to look at".
Just my thoughts.
*crawls off to study*
Follow Artist Love Blog?
Posted 10 years agoAlright, I'm not quiet sure how to do this but I'm doing it anyway!
I'm attempting to start up a blog full of comments when I'm down or I help someone else with their art demons. I'm going to be posting pictures for inspiration and other things that I think help "art block" as well as other things that I think that might help.
Follow me on Tumblr. ArtDemons
AND if this is something that you would be interesting in helping me with, I would love to talk to you about it.
Thanks for reading!
-Kai
I'm attempting to start up a blog full of comments when I'm down or I help someone else with their art demons. I'm going to be posting pictures for inspiration and other things that I think help "art block" as well as other things that I think that might help.
Follow me on Tumblr. ArtDemons
AND if this is something that you would be interesting in helping me with, I would love to talk to you about it.
Thanks for reading!
-Kai
Artist Self Love Blog
Posted 10 years agoI'm thinking about making an artist "Self Help" "Self Love" blog.
I'm pretty sure that I know what I'm talking about when I say that almost every artist gets art demons. Little things that tell you that you or your art is not good enough.
And I'm surprised at how little I have found on the internet with little pick me ups for when I get like this.
If anyone is interested comment below.
Regardless I think that this is going to be something I do.
HAPPY FRIDAY'S EVE~!
-Kai
I'm pretty sure that I know what I'm talking about when I say that almost every artist gets art demons. Little things that tell you that you or your art is not good enough.
And I'm surprised at how little I have found on the internet with little pick me ups for when I get like this.
If anyone is interested comment below.
Regardless I think that this is going to be something I do.
HAPPY FRIDAY'S EVE~!
-Kai
How does one make friends?
Posted 10 years ago I am really nervous about going back home over the summer.
I have no one there besides my family and I know that I will find myself sitting alone with my thoughts.
I am awful at meeting new people but if I could even get another handful of people that would care to text me or skype me through the day...I would be interested.
I love, love, looove meeting new people and talking. But I'm scared and always a little bit awkward.
The worst thing is that I find myself getting more afraid of walking around outside if I do not have a push to go and do so.
This has to change.
Even today I made myself go and spend tie in a building on campus I normally don't visit, just to get out of my dorm.
School, of course, is different than home.
I will have to drive somewhere to get to a remotely interesting place which is one of the reasons I've been trying to figure out how to make friends even online.
If people are truthful, I feel like online friends can help more so than in person friends...is this making any sense?
I don't know this pirate keeps rambling.
Thank you so much for reading.
And thank you to the watchers that I have and the friends that I have made on her over the years.
I truly cherish you all and the comments and favorites I do get really keep me drawing.
Have a pleasant day.
I have no one there besides my family and I know that I will find myself sitting alone with my thoughts.
I am awful at meeting new people but if I could even get another handful of people that would care to text me or skype me through the day...I would be interested.
I love, love, looove meeting new people and talking. But I'm scared and always a little bit awkward.
The worst thing is that I find myself getting more afraid of walking around outside if I do not have a push to go and do so.
This has to change.
Even today I made myself go and spend tie in a building on campus I normally don't visit, just to get out of my dorm.
School, of course, is different than home.
I will have to drive somewhere to get to a remotely interesting place which is one of the reasons I've been trying to figure out how to make friends even online.
If people are truthful, I feel like online friends can help more so than in person friends...is this making any sense?
I don't know this pirate keeps rambling.
Thank you so much for reading.
And thank you to the watchers that I have and the friends that I have made on her over the years.
I truly cherish you all and the comments and favorites I do get really keep me drawing.
Have a pleasant day.
FUR IN NEED
Posted 10 years agoAbout me Journal~ (WHY NOT!)
Posted 10 years ago_________________________ About me_________________________Hello~ *Waves*
I'm up way earlier than I should be and I thought why not put together an about me journal.
Well lets start off my name is Kaiden Matthew! But I love nicknames you can call me: Kai, Kade, Jasper, or anything you come up with. I love art. I am an artist and an art historian. I simply adore history. Anything from ancient times up until the revolution is my cup of tea! Speaking of tea...I'm a little bit obsessive. I love both coffee and tea equally (but I have far more tea on me at hand). I notice that I say 'love' way too much probably the hopeless romantic in me. I'm a gamer. I attempt to write, I would not say that I am the best by any means but I do like to role play. And by role play I don't mean asterisks or dashes with the actions laying between the both of them. I am semi-literate to a literate RP partner but I do not have the best diction.
I am a free spirit I want to travel. I shouldn't say want, I will travel. My goal is to get through school and pay off most if not all of my student loans and then go see the world. The plan so far is to see what my country has to offer and see if there is somewhere that pulls at my heartstrings where I just know that this is where I need to settle down and set some roots.
I am an open book ask a question and I will flip to that page and relay all that information. That being said I'm tossing a bunch of random things I believe some people might be interested in reading but if I missed something or there's more ya want to know, comment or note me.
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Where I am in life
I am currently going to school at UWSP. I'm going for two different majors and I will hopefully finish in 2017. With that I will have a BA in Art History (emphasis in Asia) and I will have a Bachelors of Fine Arts with a 2D emphasis. I will be learning Chinese (hopefully) and I will be tackling Italian eventually in my life. I adore languages I think that there are so many beautiful ones out there and I want to be able to speak as many as I can~.
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Hobbies
Few of the things that I like to do to pass the time~
-Drawing (obviously)
-Painting (Has to be my favorite)
-Drinking tea/coffee
-Reading
-Gaming
-Hiking
-Biking
-Outdoor-y things
-Horse back riding
-Photography
-Learning about Myths
-Deep conversations
-Cooking/Baking
-Watching TV/Movies
-Going to Concerts
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Movies:
-Anything Disney
-Treasure Planet is my favorite
-National Treasure
-The Secret Life of Walter Mitty
-Gamer
-Nightmare Before Christmas
-Lord of the Rings (Yes, and the hobbit)
-X-Men (All of them)
-Games and the Giant Peach
-Sweeney Todd
-Pirates of the Caribbean
-The Conjuring
-What About Bob
-The Devil's Carnival
-Iron Man
-The Avengers
-Thor
-Zombieland
-The Mask
- Can continue on forever
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TV Shows
-Naruto
-One Piece
-Psycho Pass
-Norogami
-Vikings
-Game of Thrones
-Dexter
-Carnaval
-Avatar the Last Air Bender (I have not finished Korra...)
-Chopped
-Cutthroat Kitchen
-Obsessed
-Ancient Aliens
-America Unearthed
-Excavation Unknown
-American Horror Story
-My Strange Addiction
-Extreme Couponers
-Forensic Files
-Anything to deal with serial killers, medieval, I watch more TV than I should
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Music/Bands
-Five Finger Death Punch
-Gemini Syndrome
-Godsmack
-Shinedown
-Theory of a Deadman
-Paparoach
-Lamb of God
-The Used
-10 Years (Totally know the drummer)
-Three Days Grace (with Adam)
-My Darkest Days
-Art of Dying
-All That Remains
-Hellyeah
-Motorhead
-Lifehouse
-Nickleback (yeah, yeah I'm -that- guy)
-Hinder
-Daughtry
-Hollywood Undead
-Movie Sound Tracks
-Pretty much will listen to anything except 'gang rap'.
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Games (oh boy here we go!)
-Assassin's Creed (all of them)
-Stick of Truth
-Dragon Age
-World of Warcraft
-Deadpool
-Sly Cooper
-Spyro
-Skyrim
-Don't Starve
-Devil May Cry
-Murdered Soul Suspect
-Sonic
-Soul Calibur
-Rockband
-they go forever
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Food
-Riiiiiiiibs
-I love trying new food
-Italian
-Chinese~~~~
-Mexican
-Burgers
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Appearance (why not?)
Eye color: Blue
Hair: naturally blonde, but I dye it black
Height: 5'5"
Weight: 130lbs
Body: Slim?
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Uh
This Space Pirate Assassin has drawn a blank. I may add to this later one lol
Thank you so much for readin~!
Commissions Open (reminder)
Posted 10 years agoCommissions are open~
Just a reminder!
Traditional:
- Sketch commission-
HEAD OR BUST $7
FULL BODY $10
- Ink -
HEAD OR BUST $11
FULL BODY $16
- Color -
HEAD OR BUST $20
FULL BODY $22
Digital
-sketch-
HEAD OR BUST $6
FULL BODY $10
-ink-
HEAD OR BUST $8
FULL BODY $15
-Color-
HEAD OR BUST $16
FULL BODY $21
Digital Painting
$25 and up~
Please feel free to note me for a quote. Quotes are always free. : ]
NSFW IS SOMETHING THAT I WILL DO! I am more than happy to, really.
The only thing that I will not do is Vore.
If you're interested go ahead and note me. : 3
Thank you so much for reading!
Just a reminder!
Traditional:
- Sketch commission-
HEAD OR BUST $7
FULL BODY $10
- Ink -
HEAD OR BUST $11
FULL BODY $16
- Color -
HEAD OR BUST $20
FULL BODY $22
Digital
-sketch-
HEAD OR BUST $6
FULL BODY $10
-ink-
HEAD OR BUST $8
FULL BODY $15
-Color-
HEAD OR BUST $16
FULL BODY $21
Digital Painting
$25 and up~
Please feel free to note me for a quote. Quotes are always free. : ]
NSFW IS SOMETHING THAT I WILL DO! I am more than happy to, really.
The only thing that I will not do is Vore.
If you're interested go ahead and note me. : 3
Thank you so much for reading!
Pumped!
Posted 10 years agoSo this pirate is totally stoked!
I am an art history NUT (it's actually one of my majors for anyone who cares) and I just got asked to join this group to go view Japanese Wood Prints from one of my art history teachers. My friend in the class said that she could drive me down there to be a part of handling the prints.
Guys! I am so excited I literally am bouncing up and down.
These are JAPANESE prints OLD Japanese prints. I WILL BE TOUCHING HISTORY!
I totally forgot my Nikon at home over Spring Break (I went to a Viking Exhibit with my dad xD) so I won't be able to take -as- good of pictures as I would like but I will try and see what I can get if anything worth while to toss up from the museum itself. I doubt I will be able to take pictures when handling the prints (nor would I really want to). But I will also be going to the museum with the art history group at my school the following day.
May 1st needs to get here sooner~!
I hope all of you lovely people are having a fantastic life and a beautiful Friday's Eve!
I am an art history NUT (it's actually one of my majors for anyone who cares) and I just got asked to join this group to go view Japanese Wood Prints from one of my art history teachers. My friend in the class said that she could drive me down there to be a part of handling the prints.
Guys! I am so excited I literally am bouncing up and down.
These are JAPANESE prints OLD Japanese prints. I WILL BE TOUCHING HISTORY!
I totally forgot my Nikon at home over Spring Break (I went to a Viking Exhibit with my dad xD) so I won't be able to take -as- good of pictures as I would like but I will try and see what I can get if anything worth while to toss up from the museum itself. I doubt I will be able to take pictures when handling the prints (nor would I really want to). But I will also be going to the museum with the art history group at my school the following day.
May 1st needs to get here sooner~!
I hope all of you lovely people are having a fantastic life and a beautiful Friday's Eve!
Wednesdays Rambles
Posted 10 years agoSo I'm finally on the road to getting healthy.
I am doing a lot better than I was just a week ago. Yesterday my cough came back a little bit but as of this morning it's nothing I won't be able to handle.
Working on commissions and they are still open~ Quotes are always free, go ahead and note me if you are interested.
Another big thing that's been going on in my cranium is I'm figuring out how to come out to my parents on the whole "transgender thing". It's been adding a lot of stress and tossing my emotions and thoughts around like a fucking hurricane but I normally come out thinking it's for the better. It feels right and I feel like it needs to happen. Just one of those things. : 3 Overall since I decided it I'm worried because it's such a wildcard but at the same time it's who I am.
Also, Easter candy for days. My grandparents sent me up a basket. I don't think I've had this much candy in a long ass while.
You're all beautiful~
Peace out
-Kai
I am doing a lot better than I was just a week ago. Yesterday my cough came back a little bit but as of this morning it's nothing I won't be able to handle.
Working on commissions and they are still open~ Quotes are always free, go ahead and note me if you are interested.
Another big thing that's been going on in my cranium is I'm figuring out how to come out to my parents on the whole "transgender thing". It's been adding a lot of stress and tossing my emotions and thoughts around like a fucking hurricane but I normally come out thinking it's for the better. It feels right and I feel like it needs to happen. Just one of those things. : 3 Overall since I decided it I'm worried because it's such a wildcard but at the same time it's who I am.
Also, Easter candy for days. My grandparents sent me up a basket. I don't think I've had this much candy in a long ass while.
You're all beautiful~
Peace out
-Kai
Update on life
Posted 10 years agoWell I'm sick. So there's that.
I'm adventuring home this weekend to try and knock this cold out.
But other than that life's been going pretty well.
I have an idea for the web comic that I talked about in a previous journal. Been jotting down rambles when I have the time to see what really comes out of it.
So there's that.
Also, reminder, Commissions are open. : 3 Would love to draw for you guys. Info can be found here. If you're not sure or just have questions feel free to note me. : ]
Quotes are always free.
I'm adventuring home this weekend to try and knock this cold out.
But other than that life's been going pretty well.
I have an idea for the web comic that I talked about in a previous journal. Been jotting down rambles when I have the time to see what really comes out of it.
So there's that.
Also, reminder, Commissions are open. : 3 Would love to draw for you guys. Info can be found here. If you're not sure or just have questions feel free to note me. : ]
Quotes are always free.
Webcomic
Posted 10 years agoSO!
I have wanted to do this for a while but I have had no idea where to start.
I have been looking around and I believe finally found a decent site to start up a webcomic.
Now, I am at a loss of where or what to write. I have no idea if I want to make a Furry based comic or tackle/retackle one of my stories that I wanted to make into a comic in the first place.
Feel free to put some ideas and comments below of a long webcomic that you would be interested in reading or even some short 3 page comics (other than straight porn. those are a given! ;]) you might be interested in seeing as well.
This probably will be worked on and sketched out and written for over the course of the rest of the semester and something I will start executing more over the summer.
Also, working on another project that I have going with
Jack_Gram . Trying to get more concepts out there before I say too much.
Mental Update: A lot better. still a little stressed but have cut a few things out of my life that were driving me insane and the down time was not as long. Have a great friend standing strong next to me and my family backed me to an insane degree. This weekend really helped me put my head back to where it needed to be!
I have wanted to do this for a while but I have had no idea where to start.
I have been looking around and I believe finally found a decent site to start up a webcomic.
Now, I am at a loss of where or what to write. I have no idea if I want to make a Furry based comic or tackle/retackle one of my stories that I wanted to make into a comic in the first place.
Feel free to put some ideas and comments below of a long webcomic that you would be interested in reading or even some short 3 page comics (other than straight porn. those are a given! ;]) you might be interested in seeing as well.
This probably will be worked on and sketched out and written for over the course of the rest of the semester and something I will start executing more over the summer.
Also, working on another project that I have going with
Jack_Gram . Trying to get more concepts out there before I say too much. Mental Update: A lot better. still a little stressed but have cut a few things out of my life that were driving me insane and the down time was not as long. Have a great friend standing strong next to me and my family backed me to an insane degree. This weekend really helped me put my head back to where it needed to be!
Help
Posted 10 years agoHey guys,
I'm looking for some help. I'm becoming a little discouraged that I have no idea what I am doing. I would like some feedback on what people like from artist; be it artwork, be it different pages, or whatever. Or things that you know help other people or yourself that you wouldn't mind tossing my way
I'm hitting a rough patch where I'm having a hard time trying to think myself out of this rut.
Thank you for reading,
Kai
I'm looking for some help. I'm becoming a little discouraged that I have no idea what I am doing. I would like some feedback on what people like from artist; be it artwork, be it different pages, or whatever. Or things that you know help other people or yourself that you wouldn't mind tossing my way
I'm hitting a rough patch where I'm having a hard time trying to think myself out of this rut.
Thank you for reading,
Kai
Vent
Posted 10 years agoI have been dealing with people whom need my help ever since I could remember. I have dealt with more suicidal people than I feel is healthy for someone who is not even 21 yet. However, I am not one to turn my back on people who nee help and I eel like there is nowhere else for them to run. With that being said...it's getting so tiring. I am currently dealing with one friend who just can't seem to pick all the pieces up and fit them back together in a way that will benefit them. With all honesty, since I have known them they have gotten a lot better at not wanting to off themselves and seeing that there are more emotions than just anger. Recently, they found themselves in a bad spot a little over a month back where they found themselves hospitalized for a short period of time (not by any means saying that it wasn't traumatic or anything because I was freaking out for them. Especially when I went to visit them. I am terrified of doctors and I managed to drag my ass their for them). Since then instead of getting a well needed wake up call they only seemed to be getting worse. Instead of saying and taking action to fix it, they do the opposite and wonder what the hell went wrong. To the point that they came to me and told me that one of the reasons they are upset and anxiety ridden was because I have random little crushes on people. Okay. We dated for two weeks, maybe, I had just gotten out of a year plus relationship and felt like a cornered mouse staring up at the cat when they even asked me out and the whole two weeks it literally drove me insane and I was fighting with myself. Also, during those two weeks when I brought that up to them their response was that it was still the start and to give it a chance. Am I the only one that when you start dating someone those tend to be the best times? Because you want to be with them. You want to kiss them. You feel comfortable with them. Not wanting to run the complete other direction and feel like your insides are about to burst. Anyway. I had finally been able to make them see my side and we ended up breaking up. Which, yes, I can agree with that I got over relativity quick but I was not nearly as emotionally invested as they were/are. So, the fact that this whole thing came back to bite me, confuses me. The "crushes" that I have had recently are nothing more than IRL video game crushes. The person happens to be pretty adorable or I like their voice an I get a little stupid when they're by. I don't even talk to them. Also, others that have tried to date me recently have freaked me out and have been friends. Which is really starting to annoying. It's harder, and harder, for me to build up a group of friends after losing many because they all end up wanting more. This is not the first time that this is happened. This is what has gotten me messed up and in relationships in the past. Before I was pretty good at blocking out or ignoring any feelings I could have because someone liked me might as well give it a shot. It has taken me years but I have learned that this is not healthy. I have also learned that because you say no and they flip their shit at you, does not mean that you did anything wrong merely that they have no idea how to handle not being able to get what they want.
So last night I had a friend over for video games (thanks a lot Jack_Gram was a fucking blast) which consisted of a lot of swearing and freaking out over Tingle's bubble ass in Hyrule warriors and eventually destroying whatever we could with Volga and Link (normal link seeing as Young Link and Tingle were too low of a level). Played some Unity and called it a night around 1 in the morning because I was starting to get overly sleepy. Okay no big deal. The person I was ranting about above, also happens to be my roommate. Joy. (I literally had no idea it was going to be this bad and I'm really starting to regret this decision. I don't get a break). They had happened to be out last night. I sent them a text saying that I was going to bed and I wasn't going to wake them up in the morning for class. When they finally got back it was around 2 o'clock and I happened to be up because my mind had decided to race. They 'woke me' and told me that they thought they needed to go to the hospital because they had some wine with a few friends they really didn't know and said it was reacting horribly to them and they threw up 5 times. Well. Lets rewind a bit. First of all, they get sick every single time that they drink. Second of all, the medicine they happen to be on has not been agreeing with them and things that they said should not be a problem are a problem, they were told that they could drink on this medicine (which yes they have that going for them) however everything else that shouldn't be an issue has been and issue how is drinking any different. Also, it was butt fuck freezing outside and they are underage going to the hospital they would pump their stomach and I could only assume ticket them. Puking is a way that the body was handling with it, no?
Then this morning they said that they were sorry and hopefully their awful decision makings were over. Here's my problem with that. This is the same person that has been saying that they need to change and that they hate themselves for (real example sleeping in. They sleep until 11 and then say they are upset that they didn't get up early and then do nothing to change it). If they don't change it. If they don't actively try to do anything...how is it going to get better. They also complain that they do not get anything and life is hard. Their father pays then $50 an hour to type up pieces of paper. They also have two floors of their house all to themselves as an art studio. Am I wrong to feel like I have no idea what to do anymore? Everything is triggering them to freak out and not work and not make sense but all of my suggestions like going to the doctor to see if you need different medication is ignored? I am exhausted. I am tired. And I feel like everything is going in one ear and out the other and I have no idea what the hell to do anymore....I just don't know.
So last night I had a friend over for video games (thanks a lot
Jack_Gram was a fucking blast) which consisted of a lot of swearing and freaking out over Tingle's bubble ass in Hyrule warriors and eventually destroying whatever we could with Volga and Link (normal link seeing as Young Link and Tingle were too low of a level). Played some Unity and called it a night around 1 in the morning because I was starting to get overly sleepy. Okay no big deal. The person I was ranting about above, also happens to be my roommate. Joy. (I literally had no idea it was going to be this bad and I'm really starting to regret this decision. I don't get a break). They had happened to be out last night. I sent them a text saying that I was going to bed and I wasn't going to wake them up in the morning for class. When they finally got back it was around 2 o'clock and I happened to be up because my mind had decided to race. They 'woke me' and told me that they thought they needed to go to the hospital because they had some wine with a few friends they really didn't know and said it was reacting horribly to them and they threw up 5 times. Well. Lets rewind a bit. First of all, they get sick every single time that they drink. Second of all, the medicine they happen to be on has not been agreeing with them and things that they said should not be a problem are a problem, they were told that they could drink on this medicine (which yes they have that going for them) however everything else that shouldn't be an issue has been and issue how is drinking any different. Also, it was butt fuck freezing outside and they are underage going to the hospital they would pump their stomach and I could only assume ticket them. Puking is a way that the body was handling with it, no? Then this morning they said that they were sorry and hopefully their awful decision makings were over. Here's my problem with that. This is the same person that has been saying that they need to change and that they hate themselves for (real example sleeping in. They sleep until 11 and then say they are upset that they didn't get up early and then do nothing to change it). If they don't change it. If they don't actively try to do anything...how is it going to get better. They also complain that they do not get anything and life is hard. Their father pays then $50 an hour to type up pieces of paper. They also have two floors of their house all to themselves as an art studio. Am I wrong to feel like I have no idea what to do anymore? Everything is triggering them to freak out and not work and not make sense but all of my suggestions like going to the doctor to see if you need different medication is ignored? I am exhausted. I am tired. And I feel like everything is going in one ear and out the other and I have no idea what the hell to do anymore....I just don't know.
Commissions Terms
Posted 11 years ago*Interested in commissioning me?If you are interested in commissioning me I am always interested in a multitude of ideas and types of drawings.
For some basic price listings please see the PDF file found here.
-Email me at JasperKai.Art[at]gmail.com or Note me if you are interested
-You can always email or note me for a quote. Quotes are always free!
-All payments will be made through PayPal
*Make sure to list the category (Traditional or Digital), what you want and any questions you may have otherwise. The better you describe what you are wanting the easier I can get you a quote.
Characters for Sale (CigaretteBurns)
Posted 11 years agoOne of my friends is in need of some money and is selling some characters.
A link to her journal about it along with the list of the characters is here.
Please go look at her stuff, she is a fantastic artist and has amazing character designs!
A link to her journal about it along with the list of the characters is here.
Please go look at her stuff, she is a fantastic artist and has amazing character designs!
Commissions OPEN
Posted 11 years agoHey guys,
Commissions are open.
I will be looking at starting with 5 slots.
A downloadable PDF is located Here.
Commissions are open.
I will be looking at starting with 5 slots.
A downloadable PDF is located Here.
