yea ya heard me im switching accounts why? cuz i've grown to hate being known as jay-shadowwolf-5. the more i see it, the more i say it, the more i hear it, it just sounds stupid and i hate that tag now >.< so long story short i'm making a new page i will now go by  jayruki this account might be used for tradesor freebie pics i would get form various nice people or even my crappy sketches i don't know yet.

if any of ya actually like my art or watch me for some reason or even care about me go watch  jayruki now cuz this account/page/whatever won't be updated or used as much so yea

i am so smart! i am so smart! SMRT i mean SMART!

im almost done with high school, just have to walk down the aisle and get the diploma, im probably gunna miss the school but i know only a select few would miss me...maybe i might return to say hi to them maybe not. im looking foraward to the graduation and my summer vacation. i would like to thank all who had helped me get this far, all my furry friends that i had befriended and those who had helped me when i was down. this fall...i will be enrolled into college and start anew hopefully to have a better time then when i was in high school. i look forward to the future, im not going to dwell in the past, no not no more im just going to keep looking forward.

in arting news im slowly returning to drawing and those who had asked for trades and requests...you will get them if you can please remind me what you asked for ^^; bear with me, i had a rough and stressful few months but i'll soon be able to do more in the up comming weeks.

well that's all i got to say for now i'll see ya later, hit me up on yim, skype(as much as i hate it lol) or aim if you wanna chat and stuff ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2358527/ <- go here

okay last time i signed up for aim i made a big boo boo and did probably the most stupidest thing x.x anyway i made a new one and got it right i think ^^;

it's jayruki still and should work when you look it up.

and in other news i have no idea if im still grounded and stuff hopefully im not but i doubt it

cuz i got grounded for bad grades yet again! also i did some stupid shit and going to use this time to clear my head...not rly feelin like myself lately...so yea no new artz and stuff from me :(

my mother once again had a talk with me, i felt bad lying to her but she knew....she knew for quite a while...idk what to do now, i don't want to lie anymore...but im scared if i confess more...i just...dunno wat to do anymore...i want to speak but im still deathly afraid of what the end result would be...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2329003/ <- pimpage

hey all you furrs out there what are you doing wasting your life on FA for? get off the computer and go give your mommy a hug or make her something special go on go! XD

if ya do can ya add me so we can talk and be friends? why aim? cuz yahoo is glitchy half the time and skype crashes my shit nearly twice a day when on it

my screen name is jayruki plz add cuz i need moar people to talk to and wanna make some new friends too :3

gunna see how it works compared to the other ims im hoping it doesn't give me as much problems as skype and not glitchy like yahoo

 Omni-Aura could use some commisions please help him out follow the link and see what u can do to help him out even if its just alittle

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2304695/

o.o i just hit 3000 pageviews? wow hehe it's good that im slowly getting noticed but just needs to be more, i would glady apreciate it if you could buy a commission to help me out for when i head to college and possible visit my mommy and daddy at wherever they move to. so can ya'll pwease do so?

tagged by  William-softpaw

The Rules:
- You must post these rules.
- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
- You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them!

10 things about myself
1. I often sleep with my diapered husky (my mom thinks its cute lol)
2. Ive been a furry/babyfur for like 4 years now :P
3. i am bi
4. I dun have an rl father D:
5. I want wear diapees or pull-ups 24/7 (da potty ish icky!)
6. HUGE KINGDOM HEARTS AND ZELDA FAN!
7. my favorite food is chicken
8. im sick of being used
9. im in love wif a sissy otter :3
10. is looking for some furs i can get along with :3

not gunna tag cuz i dun know anyone x.x if u wanna do it go for it i guess

i don't know why...but im having this strange feeling all of a sudden. it's mixed emotions again but this time it's strange to me. i don't know what's causing this, i learned what i did wrong with my girlfriend and i had accepted that...i have a loving family with a nice boyfriend...and yet...something seems off. is it cuz i secretly regret all this? i feel...rejected still...it seems like no one out there to be with me even for a second. just what is it this time? maybe i didn't figure out the real reason...maybe what was ailing me before is still floating about...i just...want these mixed feelings to leave me...i want to have a clear mind once more.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2232321 <-- right here

go over here and check it out you might go home with one of them :3 http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2225201/

anyone who owns dissidia duodecim. have you ever had your psp randomly push the home button while you play the main game or during a fight? also i noticed a weird glitch where the game enters a sorta slow down mode and im wondering if thats a problem. i also noticed that during fights the music cuts off but the sound effects keep playing. im wondering if any of you who own the game have encountered this weird glitch or too plz respond cuz im a bit scared that i might of picked up a broken copy or my psp might be broke

what is this you might ask? well it happens to be a new thing my mommy is offering^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2184285/

what you will get is a pretty sparrow pic like so http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5433656/

her prices vary from $3-5 so check out her journal to get a slot ^^

need some practice and an incentive to stop being lazy and im feeling geneous.

want one? here are the rules

1. If you want one, you have to offer 10 free sketches yourself in a journal like this.
2. Only 10 sketches,nothing extremely complicated and with references.
3. A character each sketch, no group sketch, m'kay?

so how bout it?

1.  ShibaYoshifuru
2.  toddlergirl
3.  teligress1988
4.  AzureFox08
5.  Space_Husky
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a live stream being hosted by my cub lol please check it out and hang out http://www.livestream.com/wyckdfur

http://www.livestream.com/sasha_rose take a gander at wat shes making :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2134335/ <- go here

geez i haven't uploaded any of my real artz in a while its mostly been stream requests and freebies from others, dammit i got to get off my lazy ass and draw some more >.< i need to do more traditional sketches and colored pics heck maybe throw in some digital artz too, i mean i got the right tools now i just need to practce to get more used to it. i need to pull up my big girl panties and get to it! i wanna least get somewat reconized before my graduation from high school.

also comments on my pics are welcome. friendly critizism is appreciated, it will help me fix what faults i have so i can improve in the future.

thats all i got to say take care

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2112118/ head over there and take a look