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Posted 14 years agoI cannot keep these journals updated properly :I
SORRY.
But so many things have been happening lately...I can't keep up anymore. School has been kicking my butt for like... A WHILE NOW. And it continues with it's winning streak. I had mock TAKS exams this week and have just gotten word that I'll be testing when I get back from break. TO MUCH TESTING,TO MUCH SITTING! (though I'd rather sit in one spot for 45 minutes then 5 hours.)
Not to mention the current constructions makes getting to and from school a hassle. GUHUH.
To much stress...this is why I've been feeling like crap the last couple of weeks. I'm hoping that these 2 weeks off from school will help me relax and get ready for another semester. I'll try to be more active here,I promise! D:
I need to take better care of myself. Some sleep and lazy days around the house is probably all I really need to feel better. Though what cheered me up most today was that my best friend Toshi sent me a stuffed panda plushie all the way from Japan! :'D <333 thank you Toshi,I carried that thing all around school. His has now been officially named Fuyumaru!
I lost my train of thooooooought.
I'm going to enjoy the rest of my Friday in bed under some nice warm blankets. ;u;
SORRY.
But so many things have been happening lately...I can't keep up anymore. School has been kicking my butt for like... A WHILE NOW. And it continues with it's winning streak. I had mock TAKS exams this week and have just gotten word that I'll be testing when I get back from break. TO MUCH TESTING,TO MUCH SITTING! (though I'd rather sit in one spot for 45 minutes then 5 hours.)
Not to mention the current constructions makes getting to and from school a hassle. GUHUH.
To much stress...this is why I've been feeling like crap the last couple of weeks. I'm hoping that these 2 weeks off from school will help me relax and get ready for another semester. I'll try to be more active here,I promise! D:
I need to take better care of myself. Some sleep and lazy days around the house is probably all I really need to feel better. Though what cheered me up most today was that my best friend Toshi sent me a stuffed panda plushie all the way from Japan! :'D <333 thank you Toshi,I carried that thing all around school. His has now been officially named Fuyumaru!
I lost my train of thooooooought.
I'm going to enjoy the rest of my Friday in bed under some nice warm blankets. ;u;
No internet??
Posted 15 years agoSo,I found out that my internet was acting funny on Monday and Tuesday. Then is kinda crashed for the entire week. My bro called the company in charge of our internet service and they said that they were on a 4 day vacation. :/
SOOOOO he had to call again today. They said his modem died and he needed to replace it,but their parts store didn't open until today.
UGHHH. So I'll have no internet for like..the rest of this week and next...probably.
I'm inactive here enough as it is,now I can't even get on (unless I am here at school). ASDFGHJKL;; sorry guys! Me & my bro are working hard to get things done as quickly as possible.
I hope you all had a safe and wonderful Thanksgiving!! <3333
SOOOOO he had to call again today. They said his modem died and he needed to replace it,but their parts store didn't open until today.
UGHHH. So I'll have no internet for like..the rest of this week and next...probably.
I'm inactive here enough as it is,now I can't even get on (unless I am here at school). ASDFGHJKL;; sorry guys! Me & my bro are working hard to get things done as quickly as possible.
I hope you all had a safe and wonderful Thanksgiving!! <3333
THANKSGIVING
Posted 15 years agoOH YEAH.
Always look forward to Thanksgiving. There's food,and..more food.. AND MORE FOOD ASDFGHJKL;;
but I really love spending the entire day with my family. Helping cook and and eating together is always fun.
I'm also looking forward to it because I have a whole week to myself! YUP. No school next week for me.
Which is good 'cause school has made it almost impossible for me to draw whatsoever.
I am hoping that this week will allow me to get commissions done and more art uploaded.
I have a ton of WIP's on my computer.
I am also happy to say that my sickness has subsided.
I CAN BREATH,TASTE AND SMELL LIKE A NORMAL PERSON AGAIN YAAAY!
( even though I got better like...a week ago? FFFFFFF)
I hope everyone has a fun,safe,and happy Thanksgiving!
Until then..GOOD NIGHT!
Though I don't know why,I'm not tired..neh..just tired of sitting in front of the computer I guess.
Always look forward to Thanksgiving. There's food,and..more food.. AND MORE FOOD ASDFGHJKL;;
but I really love spending the entire day with my family. Helping cook and and eating together is always fun.
I'm also looking forward to it because I have a whole week to myself! YUP. No school next week for me.
Which is good 'cause school has made it almost impossible for me to draw whatsoever.
I am hoping that this week will allow me to get commissions done and more art uploaded.
I have a ton of WIP's on my computer.
I am also happy to say that my sickness has subsided.
I CAN BREATH,TASTE AND SMELL LIKE A NORMAL PERSON AGAIN YAAAY!
( even though I got better like...a week ago? FFFFFFF)
I hope everyone has a fun,safe,and happy Thanksgiving!
Until then..GOOD NIGHT!
Though I don't know why,I'm not tired..neh..just tired of sitting in front of the computer I guess.
GAH.
Posted 15 years agoI seem to be coming down with a slight cough and itchy throat. :c
Mother took my temperature today and I ALSO seem to be running a fever of over 100. GUH.
I now feel even more 'bleh' then I originally did. THAT IS NOT GOOD! I have things to do and I spend pretty much all day sleeping...and cramming medicine down my throat.
It's such a bother. And now I stress over all the work I'mma have to do at school (since I really doubt I'm going tomorrow).
I also have people telling me that I'm lucky to be missing school. YEAH IT'S FUN when you aren't sick and coughing and have horrid headaches. But other then that it's like being at school again. xD;
Hopefully this will all blow over soon. I really hate sleeping ALL day,only to wake up even more tired then I was.
...HOW DOES THAT EVEN WORK?!
I'm also not to fond of the aches and pains all over my body. Makes navigating through the house unnecessarily painful.
Mother took my temperature today and I ALSO seem to be running a fever of over 100. GUH.
I now feel even more 'bleh' then I originally did. THAT IS NOT GOOD! I have things to do and I spend pretty much all day sleeping...and cramming medicine down my throat.
It's such a bother. And now I stress over all the work I'mma have to do at school (since I really doubt I'm going tomorrow).
I also have people telling me that I'm lucky to be missing school. YEAH IT'S FUN when you aren't sick and coughing and have horrid headaches. But other then that it's like being at school again. xD;
Hopefully this will all blow over soon. I really hate sleeping ALL day,only to wake up even more tired then I was.
...HOW DOES THAT EVEN WORK?!
I'm also not to fond of the aches and pains all over my body. Makes navigating through the house unnecessarily painful.
This is late;
Posted 15 years ago...but UPDATE! :D
Happy late Halloween everyone! I hope you all had fun and were safe. My boring old self just stayed home,drew,then went to sleep...well..not really..I started out drawing,then went to a friends house,drew there,came home,drew some more,then went to Village Inn with my bro and his friends. So it was a pretty awesome day yesterday. No trick or treating for me since I had no one to hang out with! D:
curse you all for being so busy~
FFFFFFF-
I was noming on candy that was already in the house while I drew. HAHAHA. I need a new batch of friends. Hopefully next year will be a bit more eventful. I think I don't feel comfortable going out it because it's dark and everyone in my neighborhood is suspicious. xD; DID YOU GUYS KNOW there are like...5 sex offenders around my neighborhood? That wasn't important but-
BUT YEAH. Hope you all had fun. (:
Now I must buckle down and get to work on commissions. I'm slowly getting used to PaintoolSAI. I'm still living in that Photoshop state of mind...
Happy late Halloween everyone! I hope you all had fun and were safe. My boring old self just stayed home,drew,then went to sleep...well..not really..I started out drawing,then went to a friends house,drew there,came home,drew some more,then went to Village Inn with my bro and his friends. So it was a pretty awesome day yesterday. No trick or treating for me since I had no one to hang out with! D:
curse you all for being so busy~
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I was noming on candy that was already in the house while I drew. HAHAHA. I need a new batch of friends. Hopefully next year will be a bit more eventful. I think I don't feel comfortable going out it because it's dark and everyone in my neighborhood is suspicious. xD; DID YOU GUYS KNOW there are like...5 sex offenders around my neighborhood? That wasn't important but-
BUT YEAH. Hope you all had fun. (:
Now I must buckle down and get to work on commissions. I'm slowly getting used to PaintoolSAI. I'm still living in that Photoshop state of mind...
my life is ironic
Posted 15 years agoPSAT's were last week. And even though I didn't have school on Monday the previous week,it still felt like a long week. I looked forward to the weekend which helped me recuperate from the copious amounts of stress and drama an all that good stuff. AND NOOOOW this week is full of 9 Week Exams. THANK YOU. 'Cause that' all I really wanted after coming back from a relaxing weekend.
But in more dire news; the top half of my phone's case broke. Sadness.
My phone is all...naked now..It makes me feel like a pervert. I tried fixing it via super glue that I found in my 5th period classroom,but every time I tried to dress my phone it snapped.
So now my phone is topless..I'm guessing that's the proper term to use in this context~
But on a more positive note,my productivity has been skyrocketing. I've been able to actually draw stuff rather then the crappy doodles and scribble that I've been making the past few days. I'll try to find some time to post. 'Cause I love you guys <3
I just can't decipher if it's from the lack of sleep,or just the sleep in general. One thing I noticed was that today,I was pretty much awake. No drowsy,'sleep please' feeling. I didn't sleep long either. I usually wake up at 8 am and I went to sleep at 4 am. LOLWAAAAAT. Ironically,when I get more sleep,the more tired I get throughout the day. The LESS sleep I get,the more awake/active I am. WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN-
But in more dire news; the top half of my phone's case broke. Sadness.
My phone is all...naked now..It makes me feel like a pervert. I tried fixing it via super glue that I found in my 5th period classroom,but every time I tried to dress my phone it snapped.
So now my phone is topless..I'm guessing that's the proper term to use in this context~
But on a more positive note,my productivity has been skyrocketing. I've been able to actually draw stuff rather then the crappy doodles and scribble that I've been making the past few days. I'll try to find some time to post. 'Cause I love you guys <3
I just can't decipher if it's from the lack of sleep,or just the sleep in general. One thing I noticed was that today,I was pretty much awake. No drowsy,'sleep please' feeling. I didn't sleep long either. I usually wake up at 8 am and I went to sleep at 4 am. LOLWAAAAAT. Ironically,when I get more sleep,the more tired I get throughout the day. The LESS sleep I get,the more awake/active I am. WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN-
LIFEDATE
Posted 15 years agoBECAUSE I DON'T UPDATE AS OFTEN AS I WOULD LIKE. baaaw.
I am happy to say that my mom is feeling a whole lot better though! So no more worries for me! :D
Though a couple of days ago I almost fainted at school. Had my mom pick me up and drive me home since I doubt I could've made the walk without falling over.
BUT I too am feeling better. yaaaaaay. LOL OCTOBER IS HERE GUYS! [strike]it's been here but FFFFFF[/strike] that means HETALIA AND HALLOWEEN! YES.
Even though I don't do much of anything for Halloween anymore. I'm just in it for the candy. hurrrr~
School is going great btw. My teachers are all wonky & don't know what they are doing. >o>;
AM I NOT ENTITLED TO A PROPER EDUCATION!? obviously not...cause I got to Parkland...
ANYWAYS according to Alex I am a no good woman who's only purpose in life is to glue sticks together. :c
IT'S LIKE THE OLD TIMES ALL OVER AGAIN! I love my afternoon classes. They are so much fun! <3
Especially 'cause I have Alex and Robert there to keep me company! :D
So far,life is good. Now excuse me while I got nom on some cookie dough ice cream <333
I am happy to say that my mom is feeling a whole lot better though! So no more worries for me! :D
Though a couple of days ago I almost fainted at school. Had my mom pick me up and drive me home since I doubt I could've made the walk without falling over.
BUT I too am feeling better. yaaaaaay. LOL OCTOBER IS HERE GUYS! [strike]it's been here but FFFFFF[/strike] that means HETALIA AND HALLOWEEN! YES.
Even though I don't do much of anything for Halloween anymore. I'm just in it for the candy. hurrrr~
School is going great btw. My teachers are all wonky & don't know what they are doing. >o>;
AM I NOT ENTITLED TO A PROPER EDUCATION!? obviously not...cause I got to Parkland...
ANYWAYS according to Alex I am a no good woman who's only purpose in life is to glue sticks together. :c
IT'S LIKE THE OLD TIMES ALL OVER AGAIN! I love my afternoon classes. They are so much fun! <3
Especially 'cause I have Alex and Robert there to keep me company! :D
So far,life is good. Now excuse me while I got nom on some cookie dough ice cream <333
I'm a bit worried
Posted 15 years ago...for my mom. :/
She hasn't been feeling too good lately. She told me that after she eats,her stomach muscles tighten up and her heart starts racing. She's never had that problem before,and this has been going on for almost a week. I really hope it's nothing to serious.
I don't know what I'd do without my mom around. ;o;
The result,is less work from me. I have to make sure that my mother is alright and that she is taken care of. I'm the only one around the house that is here day in & day out to help her with everyday things.
(my brother sleeps most of the day since he works nights & my dad doesn't usually come home form work until late)
....UNLESS I'm at school. Which makes me worry even more since I'm not around to help! D:
I don't get on much since I'm focusing on school and my grades~
Another reason for my lack of activity here is that, I'VE HAD NO MOTIVATION TO DRAW ANYTHING! I'll start on something,then lose my motivation,then no longer want to work on it. BAWW. I think I have too much on my mind.
I'm to much of a contemplative person,so that definitely messes with me. xD
Another pause in plans,seeing as how i'm also trying to find a style that I can work with and have as 'my own'. The one I have now is nice,but I think I could improve on a lot of aspects. SEE. TOO MUCH ON MY MIND. I just need to take a break from drawing,maybe,and just doodle crap until something 'tickles my fancy' so to speak. But for now,mother is my main priority.
Her health is more important than drawing.
She hasn't been feeling too good lately. She told me that after she eats,her stomach muscles tighten up and her heart starts racing. She's never had that problem before,and this has been going on for almost a week. I really hope it's nothing to serious.
I don't know what I'd do without my mom around. ;o;
The result,is less work from me. I have to make sure that my mother is alright and that she is taken care of. I'm the only one around the house that is here day in & day out to help her with everyday things.
(my brother sleeps most of the day since he works nights & my dad doesn't usually come home form work until late)
....UNLESS I'm at school. Which makes me worry even more since I'm not around to help! D:
I don't get on much since I'm focusing on school and my grades~
Another reason for my lack of activity here is that, I'VE HAD NO MOTIVATION TO DRAW ANYTHING! I'll start on something,then lose my motivation,then no longer want to work on it. BAWW. I think I have too much on my mind.
I'm to much of a contemplative person,so that definitely messes with me. xD
Another pause in plans,seeing as how i'm also trying to find a style that I can work with and have as 'my own'. The one I have now is nice,but I think I could improve on a lot of aspects. SEE. TOO MUCH ON MY MIND. I just need to take a break from drawing,maybe,and just doodle crap until something 'tickles my fancy' so to speak. But for now,mother is my main priority.
Her health is more important than drawing.
:'D
Posted 15 years agoHEY LOOK! MY FIRST JOURNAL HERE ON FA! :'D
success once again! /slapp'd
But thanks guys for the watches,favorites,comments,and just taking the time to stop by and check out my profile and such. I really appreciate it <3
...umm...I think I have a weak immune system. 'Cause I'm getting sick for the billionth time >:I
....well I don't really know if I'm getting sick. I just feel...eh. Probably from school,the stress of having to get things turned in on time once again always makes me feel pretty iffy. And the school year just started so that sucks. D:
I promise to get more stuff done. I haven't even fully gotten into the swing on my new DA account yet. (I'm still in the process of moving my previous deviations and adding people to my watch list,etc.) BUT hopefully school will be nice and allow me time to get at least 2 decent drawings up. All I've posted so far has been transparent BG's xD;
I'M USUALLY NOT THAT LAZY! I SWEAR!
SO.YEAH. my next journal posts may be more eventful then this one. Hopefully. I don't even KNOW what I'mma use this for anyways! D: But knowing me I'll be posting a journal every 2 days or something in no time. I JUST NEED TO GET ADJUSTED!
but thanks once again to all the people who watched/faved/commentd me! <333
success once again! /slapp'd
But thanks guys for the watches,favorites,comments,and just taking the time to stop by and check out my profile and such. I really appreciate it <3
...umm...I think I have a weak immune system. 'Cause I'm getting sick for the billionth time >:I
....well I don't really know if I'm getting sick. I just feel...eh. Probably from school,the stress of having to get things turned in on time once again always makes me feel pretty iffy. And the school year just started so that sucks. D:
I promise to get more stuff done. I haven't even fully gotten into the swing on my new DA account yet. (I'm still in the process of moving my previous deviations and adding people to my watch list,etc.) BUT hopefully school will be nice and allow me time to get at least 2 decent drawings up. All I've posted so far has been transparent BG's xD;
I'M USUALLY NOT THAT LAZY! I SWEAR!
SO.YEAH. my next journal posts may be more eventful then this one. Hopefully. I don't even KNOW what I'mma use this for anyways! D: But knowing me I'll be posting a journal every 2 days or something in no time. I JUST NEED TO GET ADJUSTED!
but thanks once again to all the people who watched/faved/commentd me! <333
