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Posted 13 years agomooooving to 
I really don't make many journals anymore so update kinda
Posted 13 years agoWelp. I'm really depressed. Single again. A bunch of shit's going on and it really wasn't the best time to freaking leave me but you know whatever makes her happy :--)
Anyway I'm supposed to fight tonight. My ride was supposed to call me 9 minutes ago so he's late ugh maybe I'll just sleep or something. My eyes sting and I feel like there's a frog in my throat.
Or maybe I'll just keep watching The L Word. HOLY SHIT GUYS THAT SHOW IS LIKE THE BEST THING EVE R I'M FUCKING ADDICTED. I JUST STARTED TO REWATCH IT AGAIN AND OH MY GOSH. BABIES.
And I really feel like Jayy's species/design doesn't feel right. Nothing feels right with her lately. I'm changing so much and things are different. I feel like I want to take away the majority of her piercings, change her hair again, etc. I'm not comfortable. Maybe I should just make a new sona and move accounts. I hate this username anyway...........But I'm afraid I'll start all over again and it'll take me forever to gain as many watchers as I have now. Blah.
If I do move, it would be to this account:
How are you guys?I JSUT HAD THE FUNNIES T CONVERSAITOISN EVER
Posted 13 years agoOH MY GOD MY CONVERSATIONSS AT 3:55 AM
I CANT TOD DT THIS
LOOK JUST READ IT HERE I CANT BREATHE I'M JES DUFOUR AND DAVID IS
http://pastebin.com/udduFeMV
I CANT TOD DT THIS
LOOK JUST READ IT HERE I CANT BREATHE I'M JES DUFOUR AND DAVID IS
http://pastebin.com/udduFeMV
"DUDE" IS GENDER-NEUTRAL (this title is irrelevant)
Posted 13 years agoI THINK MY ART BLOCK IS GOING BYEBYE WOOFUCKINGHOO THIS IS GOOD
THIS IS VERY GOOD
ANYWAY
im tired so uh
goodnight lD
melts
forms into a giant slug
slugs off
THIS IS VERY GOOD
ANYWAY
im tired so uh
goodnight lD
melts
forms into a giant slug
slugs off
F5
Posted 13 years agonew icon because
Buried Alive
best fucking pokemon creepypasta next to lavender town omfg PLZ<3
Buried Alive
best fucking pokemon creepypasta next to lavender town omfg PLZ<3
wow i've discovered something new
Posted 13 years agodr pepper and chocolate chip cookies taste really good together-ish
and Juno makes me cry like a baby?????????
ANYWAY HOW IS EVERYONE
and Juno makes me cry like a baby?????????
ANYWAY HOW IS EVERYONE
EXTERMINATE
Posted 13 years agohttp://soundcloud.com/esoterradubst.....who-theme-tune
This song.
I just.
Too freaking wonderful.
I miss talking to you guys kfljsdfa I don't know what's gotten into me.
This song.
I just.
Too freaking wonderful.
I miss talking to you guys kfljsdfa I don't know what's gotten into me.
Wow I'm sorry guys/rant
Posted 13 years agoI haven't been making many updates and I apologize. I just haven't been in the mood to do anything lately. Tired. Homework a lot.
And it discourages me to come on here even more when I get messages concerning Jayycee's design. About how I apparently copied Syber. There's no way in hell that I could've copied in the first place, considering I've had her way before I even found the fandom.
The only excuse people can ever give for Jayycee looking like Syber is her colors. When in reality, the designs look NOTHING alike. And I refuse to change Jayy's design at all. She is who I am. I will mess with her design when I am good and ready.
In all respect, I am NOT trying to start fights. I would just greatly appreciate it if people would stop this. It gets annoying after a while, thanks.
ANYWAY.
I'm sick....ish. I guess. And I have no inspiration for art whatsoever. I can try to get going with my queue later on today after I finish my buttload of homework. Blargh.
And it discourages me to come on here even more when I get messages concerning Jayycee's design. About how I apparently copied Syber. There's no way in hell that I could've copied in the first place, considering I've had her way before I even found the fandom.
The only excuse people can ever give for Jayycee looking like Syber is her colors. When in reality, the designs look NOTHING alike. And I refuse to change Jayy's design at all. She is who I am. I will mess with her design when I am good and ready.
In all respect, I am NOT trying to start fights. I would just greatly appreciate it if people would stop this. It gets annoying after a while, thanks.
ANYWAY.
I'm sick....ish. I guess. And I have no inspiration for art whatsoever. I can try to get going with my queue later on today after I finish my buttload of homework. Blargh.
SCREAMING
Posted 13 years agoOKAY LOL (and meme)
Posted 13 years agoI ended up going to pride with another friend of mine so i'll just recap this
IT WAS FABULOUS.
Until my mother ruined it but that's not relevant.
I got hit in the face with a bead necklace because I am literally the least coordinated person ever xD
And I met a guy in a Rainbow Dash cosplay which was absolutely fantastic.
All the pride.
All the rainbows.
IT WAS GREAT.
Anyway. I'm going to try to art today so expect some things from me :>
Here's that meme thing for Jayycee.
1.) What's your name?
Jayycee
2.) Do you know why you were named that?
What no
3. Are you single or taken?
I don't know, Am I?
4.) Have any abilities or powers?
It depends on your idea of abilities or powers.
5.) Stop being a Mary-sue.
Fuck off.
6.) Uh... if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
Haha I could beat that shit up.
7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
Two half brothers.
8.) Oh? How about pets?
Plenty.
9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like.
You.
10.) Something that you do like?
My best friend, Jigsaw.
11.) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Well I like to draw.....But I assume you already knew that. I like fighting too. Aaaand creating music sometimes.
12.)Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Indeed I have.
13.)Ever...killed anyone before?
Possibly.
14.)What kind of animal are you?
Anything you want me to be.
15.) Your worst habits
Assuming the worst in everything and everyone. Paranoia.
16.)Do you look up to anyone at all?
Lots of people.
17.)Gay, straight, or bi?
I'm so gay, I shit fucking rainbows and piss glitter.
18.)Do you go to school?
Fuck that.
19.) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Sure I'd like to get married but I will NOT get pregnant. Hell no that crap is terrifying.
20.)Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
I think I have two or three. Maybe......
21.)What are you most afraid of?
There are so many things I'm afraid of. I'll start at the top of the list.
-Being left alone, ignored, or hated by the one I love most.
-Goats
-Pregnancy
22.)What colour is your hair?
Black and white.
23.) Eyes?
Lime green.
24.) What do you usually wear?
Chillin-usually a band or video game t-shirt/tank top and jeans or shorts with my hoodie or something.
Fighting- white tank top and black shorts
25.)What's your religion?
I am anti religious. And I don't believe in any god.
26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
Sure I guess.
27.) Well, it's still not over.
Well obviously.
28.) Anyways, where do you live?
Texas. Fuck, I hate it here.
29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
Low class. Fuck you.
30.) How many friends do you have?
Hardly any at the most.
31.) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
I would make myself better for everyone.
32.) What are your thoughts on pie?
Please give me some.
33.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
TACOS.
34.) Favourite drink?
Teeaaaaaaa or some sort of energy drink.
35.) What is your favourite place?
California....
36.) Least favourite?
Here.
37.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
This is a dumb question.
38.) Well, it's over.?
Okay.GUYYSYSSSSSSYSYYSYSYS
Posted 13 years agoTODAY IS THE GAY PRIDE FEST THING IN AUSTIN IM SO EXCITED IM CRYING YOU DONT EVEN KNOOOOOOOW AHHHH
UGH FA
Posted 13 years agoYOU'RE SLOWING DOWN AGAIN
GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER
GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER
streaming for the first time in forever lol [OFFLINE]
Posted 13 years agoJoin.me ended up freaking messing everything up and giving me hella bad lag. Sorry guys.TO EVERYONE WHO I'M GOING TO DO A BLOODY THING FOR
Posted 13 years agoWHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK OF A GROUP PICTURE?
UPDATES JOURNAL
Posted 13 years agoBECAUSE IM AWAKE
i really really like drawing blood someone give me ideas i want to vent
i really really like drawing blood someone give me ideas i want to vent
WELL MY LIFE IS REALLY STRANGE.
Posted 13 years agoI'M REALLY TIRED I DON'T KNOW WHY IM MAKING THIS JOURNAL CAUSE IT'S POINTLESS BUT ANYWAY GOODNIGHT<3333333333333333
WOW I'M LAZY
Posted 13 years agoI have like 22 comments I need to respond do wow guys I'm sorry LOL I'll go respond in a few minutes.
Aaaannnyyyway, I'm /trying/ to do some digital art. I just can't really see colors well. I can do sketches and lines, it's just difficult. I hate doing traditional art. Ugh that shit is crazy.
I'm going to leave this song here tho so
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wi2QC5K_gcE
there ya go :>
Aaaannnyyyway, I'm /trying/ to do some digital art. I just can't really see colors well. I can do sketches and lines, it's just difficult. I hate doing traditional art. Ugh that shit is crazy.
I'm going to leave this song here tho so
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wi2QC5K_gcE
there ya go :>
Okay so.
Posted 13 years agoMy computer screen is SHOT so I'm going to have to do some traditional art instead. I'll be doing all of my owed artwork traditionally and scanned. I apologize.
woah shit
Posted 13 years agoi just realized i have 312 watchers and 5800 pvs oops <3333333333333
i lovelovelove everyone okay come let me hug you all
i lovelovelove everyone okay come let me hug you all
OH MY GOODNESS IT'S BACK
Posted 13 years agoFINALLY.
I MISSED YOU GUYS.
I'M SO HAPPY LOL.
I HAVE ART TO UPLOAD
PEOPLE TO TALK TO
UGHUUUUUUUU<333333333333
TWIRLS AROUND AND LEVITATES IN THE AIR AND FLIES OFF
I MISSED YOU GUYS.
I'M SO HAPPY LOL.
I HAVE ART TO UPLOAD
PEOPLE TO TALK TO
UGHUUUUUUUU<333333333333
TWIRLS AROUND AND LEVITATES IN THE AIR AND FLIES OFF
taco salad for breakfast
Posted 13 years agoyep
eating taco salad at 6:53 AM for breakfast
with a side of some kind of tea
idk
btu this is delicious
and you guys should talk to meeeee :D
Oh yeah and guys
I just thought I'd put this out there but if you ever need anyone to vent to, I'm always here. Anyday, anytime. I'll do my best to help. Promise. <3So things have been looking up.
Posted 13 years agoI've really realized how much my mood has changed within the past 4 days.
I follow a lot of depression/b&w/self harm blogs on Tumblr and none of them are even close to how my emotions have been lately. ;w;
Things are just generally a lot better and I'm a lot happier.
Still on this art block though. I /really/ need to get off my ass and stop doing personal art like seriously. I have a shitload of stuff to get done.
I follow a lot of depression/b&w/self harm blogs on Tumblr and none of them are even close to how my emotions have been lately. ;w;
Things are just generally a lot better and I'm a lot happier.
Still on this art block though. I /really/ need to get off my ass and stop doing personal art like seriously. I have a shitload of stuff to get done.
AM IORIGINAL YET
Posted 13 years agoeveryone's making monster characters and stuff like that and I'm sitting here with my ghost character like hey
oh my god today has been awful
Posted 13 years agoI tried to stay up all day yesterday, all night, and all day but i couldnt do it and just went to bed at like 7 or something idk
but yeah
my stomach is fucking killing me and i feel like im going to be sick
im shaking because im so fucking cold
my emotions are just dkjlsfsdafs
everything is wrong today
but yeah
my stomach is fucking killing me and i feel like im going to be sick
im shaking because im so fucking cold
my emotions are just dkjlsfsdafs
everything is wrong today
MEEEEEEMEEEEEEEES because bored
Posted 13 years agoTHREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jayy
2. Jayycee
3. Jes
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Jayycee-D-Woof
2. Sitophilus
3. Epidemic-Freakhound
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Uploaded some arts
2. Sung
3. CRIED. I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR THE PAST THREE DAYS HOLY FUQ
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My taste in music
2. I seriously can't think of anything
3. um this isn't good?? LOL
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. EVERY
2. FUCKING
3. THING
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. French
2. German
3. Scottish
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Roller Coasters omg
2. GOATS, LAMBS, AND SHEEP
3. Roaches
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. WCAR shirt
2. Black basketball shorts
3. Monster Energy hat
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. INTERNET
2. MUSIC
3. SLEEP
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My best friend.
2. My cat.
3. My tablet.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS: (WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME UGH I'LL JUST PUT THE 3 BANDS I'M INTO AT THE MOMENT)
1. Sleeping With Sirens
2. Slow Magic
3. Ghost Beach
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. MY BEST FRIEND.
2. Arting.
3. Sleeping.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. SWS - All Of My Heart
2. Brand New - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
3. Deadmaus ft. Gerard Way - Professional Griefers
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. ANTHROCON
2. Making friends or something i guess?????
3. Stop thinking so fucking hard about everything
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Fucking things up.
2. Letting her slip away.
3. Drinking so much water 10 minutes ago uughuhuuu my stomach
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love
2. Close friendship
3. Honesty
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. HAHAH
2. HAHAHAHAHAHA
3. NOTHING
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I like french toast
2. I like waffles
3. I like pancakes
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. wat
2. ew
3. no
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. this
2. is
3. dumb
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. read for too long, gives me a headache although I adore books
2. give in too easily
3. Keep my attention on one thing for too long.
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Thing
2. i'd prefer
3. not to talk about
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. see
2. above
3. answers
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. BABY
2. I WAS
3. BORN THIS WAY
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Arts
2. Musics
3. Dancings
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. I NEEEEED HER BACK
2. ANTHROCON 2013
3. HUGS ;-;
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Fighting
2. Musician
3. Artingggg
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. PA
2. CA
3. BACK HOOOOOOOME TO CANADA
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. MARCELINE
2. FINN
3. JAKE
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Lots
2. of
3. things
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. nobody :D
2. because
3. lazy
1. Jayy
2. Jayycee
3. Jes
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Jayycee-D-Woof
2. Sitophilus
3. Epidemic-Freakhound
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Uploaded some arts
2. Sung
3. CRIED. I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR THE PAST THREE DAYS HOLY FUQ
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My taste in music
2. I seriously can't think of anything
3. um this isn't good?? LOL
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. EVERY
2. FUCKING
3. THING
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. French
2. German
3. Scottish
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Roller Coasters omg
2. GOATS, LAMBS, AND SHEEP
3. Roaches
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. WCAR shirt
2. Black basketball shorts
3. Monster Energy hat
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. INTERNET
2. MUSIC
3. SLEEP
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My best friend.
2. My cat.
3. My tablet.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS: (WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME UGH I'LL JUST PUT THE 3 BANDS I'M INTO AT THE MOMENT)
1. Sleeping With Sirens
2. Slow Magic
3. Ghost Beach
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. MY BEST FRIEND.
2. Arting.
3. Sleeping.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. SWS - All Of My Heart
2. Brand New - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
3. Deadmaus ft. Gerard Way - Professional Griefers
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. ANTHROCON
2. Making friends or something i guess?????
3. Stop thinking so fucking hard about everything
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Fucking things up.
2. Letting her slip away.
3. Drinking so much water 10 minutes ago uughuhuuu my stomach
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love
2. Close friendship
3. Honesty
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. HAHAH
2. HAHAHAHAHAHA
3. NOTHING
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I like french toast
2. I like waffles
3. I like pancakes
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. wat
2. ew
3. no
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. this
2. is
3. dumb
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. read for too long, gives me a headache although I adore books
2. give in too easily
3. Keep my attention on one thing for too long.
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Thing
2. i'd prefer
3. not to talk about
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. see
2. above
3. answers
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. BABY
2. I WAS
3. BORN THIS WAY
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Arts
2. Musics
3. Dancings
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. I NEEEEED HER BACK
2. ANTHROCON 2013
3. HUGS ;-;
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Fighting
2. Musician
3. Artingggg
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. PA
2. CA
3. BACK HOOOOOOOME TO CANADA
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. MARCELINE
2. FINN
3. JAKE
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Lots
2. of
3. things
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. nobody :D
2. because
3. lazy
