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Posted 13 years agoI'm back!
So, I know I've spent at least 3 months away from FurAffinity. Haven't really been on much of anything, to be honest, expect maybe Pinterest. I swear, it's practically become my new best friend >w>
Anywhoozle, new things have been happening! Last Monday, as in the Monday of THIS week, I got a job! Finally! It's only part time, but hey, it puts money in my bank, which can be fueled towards art! Woot! Uhn, I'm also in the process of redesigning my fursona. Again. I don't know why, but I just can't make something that feels.. Right, you know? Something that just clicks .w.
I'm gong to try to start posting and uploading here more often. Gasp! Actual stuff coming from ME.
Off to mod xD
So, I know I've spent at least 3 months away from FurAffinity. Haven't really been on much of anything, to be honest, expect maybe Pinterest. I swear, it's practically become my new best friend >w>
Anywhoozle, new things have been happening! Last Monday, as in the Monday of THIS week, I got a job! Finally! It's only part time, but hey, it puts money in my bank, which can be fueled towards art! Woot! Uhn, I'm also in the process of redesigning my fursona. Again. I don't know why, but I just can't make something that feels.. Right, you know? Something that just clicks .w.
I'm gong to try to start posting and uploading here more often. Gasp! Actual stuff coming from ME.
Off to mod xD
So, I'm really really really angry right now.
Posted 13 years agoWant to know why? I'll be happy to do so!
1. When I went outside to drive to the school, my car was covered in dirt. The whole thing.
2. When I finally wiped most of the dirt off, and actually got to school. The buy back lady wouldn't take my books. Said that they had "hit their quota for them." Wouldn't even consider taking them for free, just to take them off my hands. There's $200 that could have been in my pocket, down the fucking drain.
3. I tried to call my grandmother to tell her about all of this this, and my phone apparently hit its expiration date on my minutes, despite the fact that it says it has 15 days of service left. It says the end date for it is on 05/22/2012
I was actually in a pretty good mood this morning. I was singing in the shower, making plans for my new updated fursona, jamming out to my favorite song at my computer while modding said fursona on SL, and all this bullshit happens.
There goes a really good day down the drain.
1. When I went outside to drive to the school, my car was covered in dirt. The whole thing.
2. When I finally wiped most of the dirt off, and actually got to school. The buy back lady wouldn't take my books. Said that they had "hit their quota for them." Wouldn't even consider taking them for free, just to take them off my hands. There's $200 that could have been in my pocket, down the fucking drain.
3. I tried to call my grandmother to tell her about all of this this, and my phone apparently hit its expiration date on my minutes, despite the fact that it says it has 15 days of service left. It says the end date for it is on 05/22/2012
I was actually in a pretty good mood this morning. I was singing in the shower, making plans for my new updated fursona, jamming out to my favorite song at my computer while modding said fursona on SL, and all this bullshit happens.
There goes a really good day down the drain.
Sick and tired from nerves.
Posted 13 years agoI am SO tired, you have no idea. I'm going off of an hour and a half of sleep. It sucks big time. Luckily, I got all my papers written, and most of my notes from review typed up and ready to print off, but my nerves are making me shaky as hell, and sick to my stomach. I have my bedroom window open, as well as my door, in hopes to get as much fresh air in my apartment as I can to help calm me down.
My nerves, they are pretty much shot right now. God damnit, calm down, nerves. The last thing I need is to get so stressed out in the middle of finals, that I dry heave on the floor.
Class time is incredibly close by, and my nerves are pretty much shot. I just want to get this all over with so I can come back home, sleep, and clean my apartment in an effort to make myself feel better.
God, help me. I think I'm going to need it.End of the month coonnteesstt~ (not me) OwO
Posted 13 years ago
is holding a end of the month conntesst~Link is here --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3415185/
GO CHECK IT OUT
DO IT
DO IT NOOWW O:<
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUU... Finals.
Posted 13 years agoSometimes...
I really hate school. Seriously.
No matter HOW much I love my teachers and my classes, I can't stand when they assign so many research papers to right! DX
I got four.
Due tomorrow.
On Finals.
Which, because I was studying for like a bauss, I totally forgot about.
And now I have until 9:00AM tomorrow morning to finish all four papers, create notes for my test, and pre-discussion answers for said test, AND mark my book.
Oh, this is going to be fuuuunn~
Wish me luck!
*puts on her seirous face*
Let's do thiiss O:<
/runs off to make coffee
I really hate school. Seriously.
No matter HOW much I love my teachers and my classes, I can't stand when they assign so many research papers to right! DX
I got four.
Due tomorrow.
On Finals.
Which, because I was studying for like a bauss, I totally forgot about.
And now I have until 9:00AM tomorrow morning to finish all four papers, create notes for my test, and pre-discussion answers for said test, AND mark my book.
Oh, this is going to be fuuuunn~
Wish me luck!
*puts on her seirous face*
Let's do thiiss O:<
/runs off to make coffee
BEWARE OF COUGAR ATTRACTING PHEROMONES!
Posted 13 years agoI fucking love my man, I swear to God xD
Auzzie: sorry my neighbor is a fucking chatterbox xD
Jazzy: Its ok, baby
Auzzie: idk how the talk of "have you seen silvester?" goes into "what fertilizer do you use on ur flowers?" xD
Jazzy: they were secretly hitting on you? 8D
Auzzie: DONT EVEN GO THERE XD
Jazzy: I dunno, baby, it could happen. You are quite the hottie <3
Auzzie: I HAVE ENOUGH COUGAR PROBLEMS AS IT IS X3
Jazzy: SEE
Jazzy: EXACTLY
Jazzy: Its like you scream "I'm a yummy male in my sexual prime. All cougars, FLOCK TO ME."
Auzzie: I fucking hate you right now x3
Jazzy: No you don't, you love me to pieces <3
Jazzy: Not my fault you emmit some kind of cougar attracting pheromone xD
Auzzie: FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Auzzie: NOT FUNNY XD
Jazzy: IT IS
Jazzy: Remember, baby, if they ask you to come help fertilize their bushes, DON'T DO IT.
Auzzie: IM GOING TO KILL YOU XD
Auzzie: LOL
Jazzy: Omg, can't stop laughing xD
Beware the cougars! x3 Because I'm bored! :V (Get to know me Meme)
Posted 13 years ago1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Jennifer, but I'm so used to being called Jazz, its practically my name xD
2. How tall are you?
5'4"
3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
A really dark brown.
3. What about eye color?
Brown <3
4. What orientation are you?
I am of the Caucasian variety!
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Taken, but its...complicated? xD
I don't know how to exactly describe it x3
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Video games
Reading
Chatting with friends
Sketching when I actually get motivated to do so
SLEEPING O:<
7. What's your job?
Currently unemployed ;w;
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My happy-go-lucky nature underneath all the shyness <3
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
My shyness :V
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I am, originally, a very VERY shy and quiet person. I will actually squeek if intimidated >wO
Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?
BRIINNG IITT O:<
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
I follow a combination of faiths.
Bascially, it is one faith made of things that I believe to be true.
Other than that, I'm more of a spiritual, than religious person
12. Do you drink?
I dooo~ But usually when I'm stressed and need that extra boost to relax
13. Do you smoke?
Oh heeeellllll no!
14. What are your fears?
Needles, spiders, ANY MEDICAL TYPE PERSONAL
Seriously, any type of doctors freak me out :V
15. What are your dreams/goals?
I want to be a Mom in the future, badly.
I've been dreaming of it since my own died when I was little,
and I have even decided to adopt a child in the future,
husband or not
Also! 8D
I want to achieve the best kind of happiness that only love can give <3
16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Duh, who hasn't *rolls her eyes*
Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D
Sweeeett~
17. Who's your best bud?
I'd have to say my sister, Fonnessa, and my SL daughter, Kisa <33
LOVE YOU BOTH
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Bacon Ranch Popcorn... <333333
....
Don't judge me! D:<
19. Favorite drink?
Sprite Zero
20. Favorite color(s)?
Green, Pink, Purple, and Teal
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
To morph into anything I wanted! <3
22. Favorite movie?
The Last Samurai
23. Least favorite food?
Thats... Thats hard to thing
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Raammeeenn <3
Delicious ramen is DELICIOUS <3
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Currently: An old, beat up, 1992 Ford.. something. Can't remember, and too lazy to look.
IT IS THE CRAPPIEST CAR IN THE WORLD AND I LOVE IT
It be my baby :V
Wish I was driving/hoping to in the future: A Jeep. I LOVE those cars <3
Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.
26. Most disliked bug?
All of them...
ALL. OF. THEM!!
27. Most hated pet peeves?
People that chew with their mouth open,
28. Dislike in life?
NOT ENOUGH HUGGLES!! O:<
Can never have enough <3
29. Most annoying?
People who think its ok to just judge someone based on how they look, and not how they act.
I've learned to be VERY open minded when it comes to people, and if I hadn't,
I wouldn't have met the amazing people, I know today.
30. Most disliked TV show?
Anything relating to the news. That shiznic be so depressing >wO
I'll watch it once they start airing HAPPY stuff too <3ITZ MAH BIRFDAY O:<
Posted 13 years agoNo.
Seriously.
Its my birthday OwO
Huzzah for the big 21!
<333
*throws confetti everywhere and plops on a birthday hat* 8DGUYS GUYS!!
Posted 13 years agoMy birthday
is
in
2 days!!!
*squeals* So excited! The big 21!
Huzzah! xDMore Art Raffles! OwO
Posted 13 years agoShush, no judging with how many art raffles I post. I'm broke, and want art xD
Plus, these artists are really good and deserve the advertising anyway <3
One art raffle by
heerre: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3283274/
Another by
heerree: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3310264/
And lastly, one by
heerre: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3311619/
Enjoy~ <3
Plus, these artists are really good and deserve the advertising anyway <3
One art raffle by
heerre: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3283274/Another by
heerree: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3310264/And lastly, one by
heerre: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3311619/Enjoy~ <3
Annngrryy face! D:<
Posted 13 years agohttp://sageofmagic.tumblr.com/post/19140752749/her-long-hair-still-wet-from-the-shower-had
Warning: reading this might actually kill you, or your IQ.
I'm filled with so much book worm rage right now, it's not even funny. Ok, maybe it's a little funny.
Just a little.
Though I have to wonder, what do galloping abs sound like? OwO
Peace and Love,
Jazzy To My Watchers~
Posted 13 years agoApparently, 43 people are watching me. A few of you I know personally, a couple of you I know I met on FA, but the rest of you, and not to be rude...
Where the FUDGE did you come from? :V
Don't take offense, please, cause I don't mean it that way, its just I'm surprised that I have THIS many watchers. This is a pleasant surprise, I assure you.
To all the people who are watching me, thank you~
And out of curiosity, what are your reasons for doing so?
Peace and Love,
Jazzy <3
Where the FUDGE did you come from? :V
Don't take offense, please, cause I don't mean it that way, its just I'm surprised that I have THIS many watchers. This is a pleasant surprise, I assure you.
To all the people who are watching me, thank you~
And out of curiosity, what are your reasons for doing so?
Peace and Love,
Jazzy <3
A Couple of Art Raffles OwO
Posted 13 years ago
is holding a free art raffle to say a thank you to her watchers!You can check out said raffle heerree--> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3300096/
Oh, and be sure to give her a watch and look through her gallery. Her art is amazing! :V
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Also
is doing a chibi art raffle! :D Her stuff is adorable so go check out her gallery AND the raffle. DO EEEETTT.Raffle -- >http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3299212/
Freebie from TeeKay!
Posted 13 years ago
is hosting a freebie raffle here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3292952/They said I could be anything...
Posted 13 years agoSo I became a Sparkle Puppy!
❤SPARKLE PUPPPIIEESS <#
Posted 13 years agoGUYS
GUYS
GUYS
FUCKING SPARKLE PUPPIES!
I love them ;w;
Ffffffffffffff, so cute!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7633526/
/makes grabby pawsAnimated Icon Raffle! And Update?
Posted 13 years agoHosted by 
Here her journal about it: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3287220/
Check it out! Do it nooaaawwzz!
Also, I decided to make a list of fursonas/characters here on FA. They will be kept in ONE journal (or you know however many it takes if journals have a limit on their longnessnessnessneess~ Might seperate them into two, one for fursona's, the other for characters.) that will forever be growing CAUSE I CAN'T STOP MAKING THEM! Hnngg. Don't blame me, its not my fault I have no liffee~
They will have species, most of them will have names, probably most of them will be black and white, cause those have been my fur colors forreeveerr. >wO I will try to put their art references as well
There will NOT be that much detail on their exact markings, boob size, etc, etc, etc w/e cause I'm just too lazy to figure that stuff out right now! Maybe in time I will add those kind of details, MAYBE >w< If I post their art references, there will really be no need to, now that I think about it.
Anyway, this is mostly as kind of a database for me, cause my memory is shiznic, and I REALLY would not want to forget all the lovely characters and sona's I have acquired/thought up/bought.
Anyway, I hope EVERYONE is having a lovely, lovely day. Its been wonderfully quiet and peaceful these past couple of days. I might be moving soon from my icky, rough neighborhood apartment, to a wonderfully new, clean, no-kids-running-in-the-street one. I'm so excited. My neighbors downstairs, they scare me. Especially when they are holding a party and its a whole bunch of men standing in front of the stairs to my apartment, and I have to pass by all of them to go up.
Plus, I don't like the way my neighbor and his brother/friend/whoever look at me. Its creepy and it makes me very uncomfortable >w< I try to be polite though, and not seem overly friendly when they say something to me.
Do you see why I'm so excited? Do you see it? DO YOU? I hope so. owo
ANYWAY! Off to play Bioshock! 8D
Huzzah!
Here her journal about it: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3287220/
Check it out! Do it nooaaawwzz!
______________________Also, I decided to make a list of fursonas/characters here on FA. They will be kept in ONE journal (or you know however many it takes if journals have a limit on their longnessnessnessneess~ Might seperate them into two, one for fursona's, the other for characters.) that will forever be growing CAUSE I CAN'T STOP MAKING THEM! Hnngg. Don't blame me, its not my fault I have no liffee~
They will have species, most of them will have names, probably most of them will be black and white, cause those have been my fur colors forreeveerr. >wO I will try to put their art references as well
There will NOT be that much detail on their exact markings, boob size, etc, etc, etc w/e cause I'm just too lazy to figure that stuff out right now! Maybe in time I will add those kind of details, MAYBE >w< If I post their art references, there will really be no need to, now that I think about it.
Anyway, this is mostly as kind of a database for me, cause my memory is shiznic, and I REALLY would not want to forget all the lovely characters and sona's I have acquired/thought up/bought.
Anyway, I hope EVERYONE is having a lovely, lovely day. Its been wonderfully quiet and peaceful these past couple of days. I might be moving soon from my icky, rough neighborhood apartment, to a wonderfully new, clean, no-kids-running-in-the-street one. I'm so excited. My neighbors downstairs, they scare me. Especially when they are holding a party and its a whole bunch of men standing in front of the stairs to my apartment, and I have to pass by all of them to go up.
Plus, I don't like the way my neighbor and his brother/friend/whoever look at me. Its creepy and it makes me very uncomfortable >w< I try to be polite though, and not seem overly friendly when they say something to me.
Do you see why I'm so excited? Do you see it? DO YOU? I hope so. owo
ANYWAY! Off to play Bioshock! 8D
Huzzah!
Just because I can~ (Uncomfortable Meme 8D)
Posted 13 years agoSo, been seeing this meme running around FA, and decided to do it myself! I'm bored, have really nothing else to do today, so why the fudge not? 8D
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What color are your underwear/panties?
Pink~
Do they have a design?
They have lace on them, does that count?
Girls, what color is your bra?
Black
Is there a design?
Pink polka dots! (Shush, I was feeling girly today O:<)
What color are your socks?
What is this thing you call...socks?
Is there a design on them?
On what? OwO
(I know what they're talking about. Shoosh :P)
Are you a virgin?
Nope~
Happy that way?
Actually, I am
What is your favorite sex position?
Well, considering that I haven't had THAT much experience with varying
sexual positions, I'm going to go with doggy style! 8D
What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
-I am as straight as an arrow, bb!
-I consider myself to be one amazingly tomboyish, crazy mofo who can have her girly moments!
Do you look at hentai?
Hmm, not really. I've read a couple in my time, but not really all that interested in it.
But of course, there are exceptions
Real porn?
It certainly has more appeal than hentai, I tell you that.
Do you read smutty/porn stories?
Sometimes, porn is usually incorporated somewhere into the romance novels I read x3
Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Muuurr, yaoi <3 The ONLY exception to my lack of appeal to hentai.
Who was your first kiss with?
My childhood best friend during Freshman year of High School.
Are they of the opposite sex?
That they were
Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Actually, I have. Only once. Kissed a girl, I mean, as a form of experimentation 8D
Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
Heh
Hehehe
Heh
Haaa~
Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
No, but by God do I want some corset piercings. Those be smexy!
If so, where?
See Above!
Do you have any tattoos?
Yeeesss~ <3
If so, where?
On my wrist, and I'm planning to get more!
Thinking about on my shoulder.
ANYWHO
Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
Oh, HELL no! xD
Ever done any illegal drugs?
Nope
If so, which ones?
I don't believe in drugs!
Have you ever cheated on someone?
I have. A loooooooooooooooooong~ time ago.
No I be a loyal girl, that I do.
Ever been cheated on?
More times then I'm comfortable with, but thus is life! (Which is you know, none. I'd be comfortable with none.)
Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
Hahaha, God, I've been called worse than that. But yes, I have.
Do you own any sex toys?
Mmmmhm >:3
Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative?
What is this I don't even...
You are one sick bastard, you know that?
Have you ever masturbated?
Are you really asking this question? Seriously? <w>
Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
That I have :D
Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
Nope :O
Are you on any form of birth control (the pill, the patch, etc)?
Does distance count?
Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
Nope! 8D
Do you swear in front of your parents?
Yes
Do they care?
Not really, but God help me if I drop the F-bomb in front of my Mama
Are you uncomfortable yet?
Pff, are you kidding me? This is nothing to me.
This is normal conversation!
You obviously have NOT met my friends >:D
Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
Like anyone can get me to do something I don't want to do. Riiiigghht~ :3
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What color are your underwear/panties?
Pink~
Do they have a design?
They have lace on them, does that count?
Girls, what color is your bra?
Black
Is there a design?
Pink polka dots! (Shush, I was feeling girly today O:<)
What color are your socks?
What is this thing you call...socks?
Is there a design on them?
On what? OwO
(I know what they're talking about. Shoosh :P)
Are you a virgin?
Nope~
Happy that way?
Actually, I am
What is your favorite sex position?
Well, considering that I haven't had THAT much experience with varying
sexual positions, I'm going to go with doggy style! 8D
What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
-I am as straight as an arrow, bb!
-I consider myself to be one amazingly tomboyish, crazy mofo who can have her girly moments!
Do you look at hentai?
Hmm, not really. I've read a couple in my time, but not really all that interested in it.
But of course, there are exceptions
Real porn?
It certainly has more appeal than hentai, I tell you that.
Do you read smutty/porn stories?
Sometimes, porn is usually incorporated somewhere into the romance novels I read x3
Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Muuurr, yaoi <3 The ONLY exception to my lack of appeal to hentai.
Who was your first kiss with?
My childhood best friend during Freshman year of High School.
Are they of the opposite sex?
That they were
Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Actually, I have. Only once. Kissed a girl, I mean, as a form of experimentation 8D
Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
Heh
Hehehe
Heh
Haaa~
Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
No, but by God do I want some corset piercings. Those be smexy!
If so, where?
See Above!
Do you have any tattoos?
Yeeesss~ <3
If so, where?
On my wrist, and I'm planning to get more!
Thinking about on my shoulder.
ANYWHO
Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
Oh, HELL no! xD
Ever done any illegal drugs?
Nope
If so, which ones?
I don't believe in drugs!
Have you ever cheated on someone?
I have. A loooooooooooooooooong~ time ago.
No I be a loyal girl, that I do.
Ever been cheated on?
More times then I'm comfortable with, but thus is life! (Which is you know, none. I'd be comfortable with none.)
Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
Hahaha, God, I've been called worse than that. But yes, I have.
Do you own any sex toys?
Mmmmhm >:3
Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative?
What is this I don't even...
You are one sick bastard, you know that?
Have you ever masturbated?
Are you really asking this question? Seriously? <w>
Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
That I have :D
Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
Nope :O
Are you on any form of birth control (the pill, the patch, etc)?
Does distance count?
Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
Nope! 8D
Do you swear in front of your parents?
Yes
Do they care?
Not really, but God help me if I drop the F-bomb in front of my Mama
Are you uncomfortable yet?
Pff, are you kidding me? This is nothing to me.
This is normal conversation!
You obviously have NOT met my friends >:D
Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
Like anyone can get me to do something I don't want to do. Riiiigghht~ :3
Hnngg >wO Free art Raffle!
Posted 13 years ago
is holding an art raffle, and the prize is AMAZING~ OwOLink heeree vvvvv
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3275268/
vvvv Also here, by
vvvvhttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3276145/
:V <3
WHAT? :V
Posted 13 years ago
Oh God
What?
What is this, I don't even?
Hnnnngg >wO
THIS SCARES MEEE~ :V *flees*
EDIT: http://youtu.be/DO4tTJyy9d8?t=40s
MY FACE
EXACTLY
DXMid terms and I'm ok :V
Posted 13 years agoUuuuuu ;A;
Midterms
In an hour
Ffffffffffffffffffffff
I'll be ok though, I've been studying and I even woke up early today to study some move. MY BOOK HAS COLORFUL STICKIES IN IIITTT :V
But seriously. Midterms. Yuck D:
PEPPER, I'M STEALING YOUR KIKI FOR LUCK OK?!
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Also, for anyone who cares, I'm doing much better now. No anxiety attacks recently, no loneliness either. Probably cause I've been too busy studying like a boss \o/ After my midterm, I'll be a free woman for a week! A WEEK! Huzzah, no constant stream of knowledge trying to force itself into my brain! :V
OwO.... *will forget eeevveerrything~ she learned during her week off
Mmf, anyway, I'm going to see about getting a pet. Since my grandparents are so keen on moving me out in July, we have to make sure that the apartments they want to get allow pets :V My grandfather will pitch a fit when I get a cat (I can't STAND dogs, I can't. Though there are a few exceptions to that rule.), but he will just have to deal. I don't care if you don't like cats, Dad, I'm the one living and take care of iitt~ :V
Ffff, but yeah, I'm good. I'm all balanced out and happy and stuff :V I got my initial freak out moment over with the emo journal, and been feeling much better in the past couple of days :D
TIME TO GO MAKE COFFEE <3
/tries not to fall asleep owo
PEPPER I'M STILL GOING TO STEAL YOUR KIKI FOR LUCK! O:< <3
Peace ya'll,
Jazz <3
Midterms
In an hour
Ffffffffffffffffffffff
I'll be ok though, I've been studying and I even woke up early today to study some move. MY BOOK HAS COLORFUL STICKIES IN IIITTT :V
But seriously. Midterms. Yuck D:
PEPPER, I'M STEALING YOUR KIKI FOR LUCK OK?!
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Also, for anyone who cares, I'm doing much better now. No anxiety attacks recently, no loneliness either. Probably cause I've been too busy studying like a boss \o/ After my midterm, I'll be a free woman for a week! A WEEK! Huzzah, no constant stream of knowledge trying to force itself into my brain! :V
OwO.... *will forget eeevveerrything~ she learned during her week off
Mmf, anyway, I'm going to see about getting a pet. Since my grandparents are so keen on moving me out in July, we have to make sure that the apartments they want to get allow pets :V My grandfather will pitch a fit when I get a cat (I can't STAND dogs, I can't. Though there are a few exceptions to that rule.), but he will just have to deal. I don't care if you don't like cats, Dad, I'm the one living and take care of iitt~ :V
Ffff, but yeah, I'm good. I'm all balanced out and happy and stuff :V I got my initial freak out moment over with the emo journal, and been feeling much better in the past couple of days :D
TIME TO GO MAKE COFFEE <3
/tries not to fall asleep owo
PEPPER I'M STILL GOING TO STEAL YOUR KIKI FOR LUCK! O:< <3
Peace ya'll,
Jazz <3
Art Raffle and free art :V
Posted 13 years agoHuzzah, more info on art raffles :V
AND AND AND someone is giving away FREE art! :V OMG
The free art raaffllee is being held by
here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7572999
Check it out, plus check out their gallery! :V Their stuff is sooo cuuuttee ;w;
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Another art raffle being held by
is being held heerrree~ :V : http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3265796/
LOOK AT IT
DO IIITT~
DO IT NOW
:V
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and the free art is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3244810/ and its being held by
BUT HURRY UP since they'll only be doing 50 of them :V
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Icon Rafflllee :V
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3264916/ by
Check it out! Do it Nooooooowwww~
Enjoy \o/
AND AND AND someone is giving away FREE art! :V OMG
The free art raaffllee is being held by
here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7572999Check it out, plus check out their gallery! :V Their stuff is sooo cuuuttee ;w;
_______________________
Another art raffle being held by
is being held heerrree~ :V : http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3265796/LOOK AT IT
DO IIITT~
DO IT NOW
:V
________________
and the free art is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3244810/ and its being held by
BUT HURRY UP since they'll only be doing 50 of them :V
__________________________
Icon Rafflllee :V
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3264916/ by
Check it out! Do it Nooooooowwww~
Enjoy \o/
Emo journal is emo
Posted 13 years agoWarning: Don't read if you hate the emoness.
Today I realized something. Well, tonight actually, but that doesn't really make a difference.
I'm a totally different person than I used to be, I don't know when that change happened. Now, see, of course you're going "Well, no shit, Jazz. People change all the time, they're doing it constantly." I know that, ok? I KNOW. It's just. *sighs*
I used to be one of those people that were more inwardly drawn than outward. You gave me a book and a sketch pad, put me in a room by myself, and I"d be perfectly fine. Hell, even take away the book and sketch pad, and I'd still be ok. Silence was a friend to me. A very good one, actually, considering what my family situation was back then. It used comforting to be by myself and just listen to my fans move air.
Somewhere, though, between then and now, I've become more outwardly drawn. Less of the quiet, shy nerd who stumbled over her own words when spoken to, to more of a funny, loveable nerd who could speak her mind and even joke around with strangers, word stumbling or not. This, I have no problem with. Really, I don't. I enjoy talking with others, I enjoy making others laugh and making them smile, friends or not.
Well then, you might be wondering, what IS my problem?
My problem is that I've gotten used to people being AROUND me A LOT. So much so that when I'm alone for a few hours, I become very lonely. Upsettingly so, even. THAT is my problem. When did I become so dependent on the attention of others? Especially when it came to the people I care about. When did the silence of my own bedroom become so lonely and even kind of scary? I'm actually feeling so nervous about going to bed by myself tonight (I usually fall asleep to my boyfriend snoring away on skype), that I keep checking my doors and windows to make sure they're locked. I'm even thinking of locking my bedroom door. Like anyone would want to break into MY apartment. Pfff. What the fuck is WRONG with me?
When did I become so...needy and clingy? The two things I said I'd NEVER become. When did the peaceful silence become a scary and enstranged thing?
I don't want to change back to the person I was before, I DON'T. Like I said, I enjoy having others around me, making them laugh and smile, making their day brighter. I just... I want to be perfectly fine to be by myself again. I don't want to be so lonely when I'm by myself for too long. I don't want to be so clingy anymore...
*sighs, locks her door, and curls up*
Peace, ya'll,
The Emo Jazzy
/emo journal over
Today I realized something. Well, tonight actually, but that doesn't really make a difference.
I'm a totally different person than I used to be, I don't know when that change happened. Now, see, of course you're going "Well, no shit, Jazz. People change all the time, they're doing it constantly." I know that, ok? I KNOW. It's just. *sighs*
I used to be one of those people that were more inwardly drawn than outward. You gave me a book and a sketch pad, put me in a room by myself, and I"d be perfectly fine. Hell, even take away the book and sketch pad, and I'd still be ok. Silence was a friend to me. A very good one, actually, considering what my family situation was back then. It used comforting to be by myself and just listen to my fans move air.
Somewhere, though, between then and now, I've become more outwardly drawn. Less of the quiet, shy nerd who stumbled over her own words when spoken to, to more of a funny, loveable nerd who could speak her mind and even joke around with strangers, word stumbling or not. This, I have no problem with. Really, I don't. I enjoy talking with others, I enjoy making others laugh and making them smile, friends or not.
Well then, you might be wondering, what IS my problem?
My problem is that I've gotten used to people being AROUND me A LOT. So much so that when I'm alone for a few hours, I become very lonely. Upsettingly so, even. THAT is my problem. When did I become so dependent on the attention of others? Especially when it came to the people I care about. When did the silence of my own bedroom become so lonely and even kind of scary? I'm actually feeling so nervous about going to bed by myself tonight (I usually fall asleep to my boyfriend snoring away on skype), that I keep checking my doors and windows to make sure they're locked. I'm even thinking of locking my bedroom door. Like anyone would want to break into MY apartment. Pfff. What the fuck is WRONG with me?
When did I become so...needy and clingy? The two things I said I'd NEVER become. When did the peaceful silence become a scary and enstranged thing?
I don't want to change back to the person I was before, I DON'T. Like I said, I enjoy having others around me, making them laugh and smile, making their day brighter. I just... I want to be perfectly fine to be by myself again. I don't want to be so lonely when I'm by myself for too long. I don't want to be so clingy anymore...
*sighs, locks her door, and curls up*
Peace, ya'll,
The Emo Jazzy
/emo journal over
The most cutest sleeping timez evvaarr <3
Posted 13 years agoGuys..
GUYS...
One of my best friends ever fell asleep in Skype while we were talking, and its SO FUCKING CUUTTEE ; 3;
Its like MUST HUG HIM BUT DON'T WANT TO WAKE HIM UP ;A;
He makes the most adorable, cuddly noises ever in his sleep, though how noises are cuddly I HAVE NO IDEA :V
/resists urge to glomp him *3*
GUYS...
One of my best friends ever fell asleep in Skype while we were talking, and its SO FUCKING CUUTTEE ; 3;
Its like MUST HUG HIM BUT DON'T WANT TO WAKE HIM UP ;A;
He makes the most adorable, cuddly noises ever in his sleep, though how noises are cuddly I HAVE NO IDEA :V
/resists urge to glomp him *3*
HYPER JAZZ IS HYPER OwO
Posted 13 years agoa;seothaweo;j
I TOTALLY DIDN'T DISTURB SOME RANDOM STRANGER IN THE LIBRARY WITH MY COUGHING, NOPE TOTALLY DIDN'T
>w>
/cough
also, yes, I"m hyper :V *had too much cooffee~* owO
/rolls
Edit: SIR, I'M TRYING TO GET OVER A COUGHING FIT SPURRED ON BY A NASTY COLD. PLEASE LET IT PASS AND I WILL STOP BOTHERING YOU WITH IT :V
I TOTALLY DIDN'T DISTURB SOME RANDOM STRANGER IN THE LIBRARY WITH MY COUGHING, NOPE TOTALLY DIDN'T
>w>
/cough
also, yes, I"m hyper :V *had too much cooffee~* owO
/rolls
Edit: SIR, I'M TRYING TO GET OVER A COUGHING FIT SPURRED ON BY A NASTY COLD. PLEASE LET IT PASS AND I WILL STOP BOTHERING YOU WITH IT :V
