Well more like stressed.

Ugh, a REALLY rocky start for a summer vaction. I started praticing with my mom at the last few weeks in may, it wasn't too bad, but now she wants me on the highway and interstate. I tried to go on it a few times with her and jesus christ I swear being with her is like walking of broken glass and mouse traps with cats are scratching on chalk boards! She makes me go all over the road, and the cussing me out and tells me its my fault!! I swear to god I want to scream. Today we was practicing on a abanden parking lot and she freaked all because I didn't make a 90 degree turn! She even threaten to slap me!

On another note, my computer's mouse is fucked up and I have to use my laptop until I get a new one.

Those reasons why my art and responding has been less notice-able, stress and technical difficulties.

Ok I wanna get back into the PCA feel, so I am opening 3 slots for arttrades...but there is a catch!

-I will draw your PCA character with one of mine! Pick one of mine with yours. It doesn't have to be a couple, it can be like hanging out, fighting, etc. Just no sex scenes, please, I am not very good with them yet.

-Be pacific of what you want them to do or I will be forced to use mah imagination. Oh noes. >:

-I also accept stories~

There are 3 slots. And....GO!! 8D

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I was at the Anime Mid-Atlantic con! C:

It was my first time at a con! I had quiet an adventure~ I registered on friday and got my badge/pass!! I seen a lot of awesome cosplays!! I bought me a lot of stuff such as a Knuckles doll, the Yugioh: The movie ani-manga, a shitload of pins, a soul eater hat, a Rukia key chain, a cellphone charm, cute fox ears, and a lot of artwork from people!! I also watched a bunch of AMV's and jugded them!! Also...I met Vic Mignogna!! Oh my god...he is a really wonderful person!! He is WAAAAAY nicer then thought he would be!! I got him to autograph my hat and a poster I got, and to take a picture with me~ Today I gave him a duck tape rose and a quick doodle of Edward and Ikkaku calling each other names!! :3

But there was thing I will not miss at the con...I think a rabid yaoi fangirl was going to kill me >: I seen this really cute drawing of yaoi(and I am not into yaoi that much) and I couldn't help but buy it along with a Orihime picture!! The girl that sold me the picture "Do you like that couple?~" and I said "Naw. I am not into yaoi much because I think -so and so-'s realtionship is very brotherly, but I love the cute artwork!~" but the this girl that was looking at the same stuff said in a snapping tone "Well I don't care what you think!! I think its an awesome couple!1!!1! >:V" OMG I thought she was going to prison shank me ;A; *whimpers*

But other than that I had fun!! <3

Now I need to clean out/fav my messages and get ready to reopen this account :D

Yeah, Yeah. I haven't updated here in like a frickken blue moon, but school and reallife stuff has been rideing me like mule! But I am plaining to make my comeback, starting now, and will be updating soon, like sometime this week soon C:

Now for the updates(some good, some bad):

-I entered the talent show, and sang "Thank you" by Dido.

-I was going to keep this a suprise until later but it doesn't matter now, I was going to be an aunt, but sadly my brother's girlfriend had a miscarriage.

-I finally came up with some idea's for my original story, using different charaters~


-In chorus we did a musical that was a fucking rip off of "High School Musical" called "S'Cool". It was fucking stupid.

-I had a project to do in science. We made a model of a bug. I did mine on a moth, the Atlas(Atticus) moth to be paific. But the damn keep on falling apart. Lucky the science teacher gave me a grade for affort.

-I am going to a techinal college. I am going to try to get my degree in grahic design over at the vocantinal school near it too.

-I got my learners permit~

-Here is the big one. As of yesterday at 3 pm, I became a gradute of high school! I went to project gradution, and did some things. They gave out prizes. I won me a big screen tv, but I didn't need it, so I trade with a boy in my class with a laptop, because I REALLY needed a laptop for tech college!

-This is in the future. One June 12-June 13, I am going to the Mid-Atlantic Anime con! My first con! I am also going to meet the person that does Edward Elric in the english dub of FMA!! :3


Oh btw! For those of you that I forget thier birthdays, I will repay you somehow! Maybe with boobies! XD

Lately the side my wrist has been hurting off and on...its just like pings of pain and it keeps on popping a lot. Most of the people I have talk to believes its a case of carpal tunnel...*sighs* I am going to the doctor...but I am going to lay off the computer for a day or two and take a rest from drawing...I just hope its just a mild form of carpal tunnel...I am really scared right now...

I know I have been unactive for like EVER and its not fair to you guys but I have nothing for the PCA as of now and I still owe people late gifts TT3TT


anyways, I still love you guys and i hope I come back soon~ *hugs and kisses*

Here is something for shits and giggles,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlrrOF7bG8s :3

You know when I felt nothing than depression...and my mom is a fucking liar! Just this weekend she told me how proud she was of me, and that I screwed up, now she thinks I am a nobody...

I stayed up a little last night, felt tired the today...and me and my mom had a meeting with some women about my drivers thing, and because I was nodding off, she hates my guts. She already said if the women wasn't there she would have smacked the shit out of me. And now my stepdad is taking advantage of it to twist me.

Mom said she unplugging my internet for today...I maybe able to get on this weekend and shit and you know check my messages...

Remember kids your parents only love you during the good times~ :D

Thats right bitches! Along with a 100 dollars, I got me Pokemon HeartGold!! I am doing more then fine!! >8D

Actually it kind of sucked because my parents were yelling at each other while I was try to watch Yu-gi-oh! season zero on youtube and try to draw something for easter, so yeah I had a sad panda face for while. But the 2 pictures Chibikins drew for me brightened mah day so it wasn't all bad ^^

I will prolly have a easter picture either this week or later on >>; ...

Blarg! I need to get meh Soulsilver(Or heartgold) :<

Now I am marjorly pissed at DA! Why because they made my icon and signature about fucking twilight! DICKHOLES! DX<*

Anyways I have a present for ya~ -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zqSSJSQlWo

Eh, the reason why I have not been up here is because I have nothing good as of yet for the PCA. School is stressing me out, and I think I am the only mature one my senior class. I have joined a RPG group and shit...but don't get the wrong idea! I still love you guys with all my cake fullied heart <;D

...and I am working on a birthday present for a certain person >|D I am not saying who though~

I am sorry that I have been inactive for the last couple of days but between school(Biology and trolls) and sickness, I fell just awful. Also I am sad to say this but, the PCA is making me have...well let me put it as Joey would put in the YGO: TAS "This is makes me have rage of the BROOKLYN variaty![/b]" >B/


(And no I would not like to talk about it.)

Alright computer is working, and I don't know why it did that but who cares its fixed.

As for my getting high...well it was from second-hand smoke really...I enter the schools bathroom, and opened the door, and smelt bad like STAGNADED SEWER WATER bad. I had to go like really bad and I couldn't the other ones so I did the most stupid thing possiable, I held my nose and breathed in, and enter. After for to long I had to breathe, and I almost choked. As soon as I was done. I run to my 3rd block teacher, then her the secrity guard went in there and confirmed, it was the smell of weed. And was like "...FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF-Are you saying I breathe in WEED oxygen?! D:<" afterwards, I didn't feel trippy, hungry or anything like that, but I just felt sleepy. I went home sleept for almost the whole friggin evening, and now I am un-amused! DX<*

Well my computer at home won't let me on in the internet, everytime I try to get on internet explorer there is a box the comes up saying "Runtime" down or something like that. My mom is take a look at it this evening, but if I am not here for a while that its that.

Bye for now.

The reason why is because its looks more better as a comic and such. Plus I have sai and I can use diffrent shades of black and grey :3

This is what I found that "wow-ed" me. Though I warn you...it may rape your childhood for some of you.

Ok, MOST anime fans know who Dan Green is, and what Hentai is. For those of you that don't, Dan Green is a voice actor for 4kids entertainment(Mostly) who voices Yugi/Yami, Trudge from the Yu-Gi-Oh series, Knuckles from Sonic, and others. Hentai is anime porn, simple as that. What do these 2 have in common you ask? Well it seems He voiced for a one. Yup I am not lieing either. How did I found out? Well today I checked on my videos examples for my PCA voice meme journal and well the one for Maxwell(One of my Pokemorphs), the video was deleted(Damn youtube) so I go on a hunt for another video and stumbled upon a video with just audio and a sideshow.

Hear is the proof-> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnQ5bp_qutk (listen at your own risk and your "innocence" :<)

At first I was like "O_____________O oh mai." and now I am like "<X,D"

I have found something amazing, and yet it raped my childhood alittle bit though.

I well not say it what it is on here. For those of that want to know just note me (And if your not afraid of getting your childhood raped that is) XD

Yeah I need too. The PCA is fun and but I need to do a varity of things.

So I am gonna do somethings. I well do my characters entrance exam story. But in the meantime how about some rping? :3

Well seeing its been 3 whole years since the PCA has been created, why not tell our stories of how we found this place :3

I'll start: I think it has been almost 2 years since I found out about the PCA. I found it through Chibi when she started posting art for it. I thought it would be kinda of a silly idea really "Pokemorphs and a highschool set?!?! Thats sounds kinda crazy." thats what I thought. Then I checked it out, and thought "Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea at all.". Then I created Team Kurohana. Then it was like a YEAR when I drew them again. Then yet again I found this place through Chibi and started drawing them again. And that boys and girls is how my magical adventure started at the PCA. XD

Yes I know, I should be doing art and shit, but I am bored and such so here is my favourite anime openings.

5. Vandread OP1: Trust "These are the more underated animes, and I really liks this one. I really didn't understand mechas back then but I use to dance to this song when ever this aniem came on to encorewam."

4. Samurai Champloo OP: Battlecry "I really love the beat to this one. Its even a mixture of rap too~

3. Ninja Nonsence OP: Shinobu Sanjou "I damn Chibi for getting me hooked on this anime and at the same time I thank her too! I love the anime its just so random, and it has ninjas XD"

2. Higurashi OP 1: Higurashi "This one of the first horror animes that I liked, even though it scared me at first (lol LIAR!). This opening had chills going down my spine when I first seen it.

1. s-CRY-ed OP: Reckless Fire "This anime has got to be the one most underrateded animes ever! I love this anime and opening to it too! Its mixture of 90's style electric guituars and mexcain style! Its so epic and made of win in my opinion (thats why its one my characters theme song)!! So this well always be my favourite opeing! <3

Don't go "But this anime and opening sucks!" or "You could of picked better" because these are my favs. Your have yours and I have mines :|

Since I made that rent journal how about a meme to relive some of that?

What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:

~More ~

● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:

Well go.

I mean come on! Its just a art project! At least thats what I thought it was.

I hear people talking that "I hate this one is so popluar because of this or that!" or "I think it unfair that they make this exculssive group and its fucking retarded!" As for me. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE! Damn! I have been a staind still between two friends, and I refuse to take sides but trying to help but hell lets face it! Everytime I try to do good it backfires on me! I only do this for fun, I am apart of it for the hell it and friends! I thought that was everyones interest, but I guess not.

I am sorry if I upset anyone(I didn't mean to) because of this journal but seriously people, GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER!

Its retardsontherun(please don't ask why I choose that >>) :>

I don't know if i'll be on today or not, kinda having a bad day today :<

I got one because all the cool kids are doing it, and yeah I have no fucking idea how to use it and shit...

so please...help me.

ALL OF THIS FUCKING SNOW!! I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL(I thought I would never hear myself say that! lol) REALLY ITS RICULIOUS THAT I AREADY MISSED LIKE 2 WEEKS OUT OF THE SECOND TERM BECAUSE OF SNOW!! I WANT TO GO BACK ALREADY! I miss my friends :,<

Sorry about that, just had to say something about that. Anyways my nose is getting better, it wasn't that badly broken just yeah >>;....

Any questions you wanna ask me?