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General | Posted 10 months agoSo it's been a long while since I last talked on here. I haven't been doing anything here other than favoriting some art that I like.
I admit I do want to start posting some stuff again. I purchased a number of adoptable characters that I would like to start commissioning art of. And maybe possibly interact with people here and there.
Of course I know that I have a lot of work to do in improving myself on here after my horrible selfish actions I committed years ago. It won't be an easy journey. I know there will be those that will keep their distance and avoid me, and I understand. I don't blame them for choosing to do so. But I do hope that some of you might be willing to give me a second chance.
I admit I do want to start posting some stuff again. I purchased a number of adoptable characters that I would like to start commissioning art of. And maybe possibly interact with people here and there.
Of course I know that I have a lot of work to do in improving myself on here after my horrible selfish actions I committed years ago. It won't be an easy journey. I know there will be those that will keep their distance and avoid me, and I understand. I don't blame them for choosing to do so. But I do hope that some of you might be willing to give me a second chance.
I'm sorry for everything
General | Posted 3 years agoHi. First off, yes this account is still here even though I said I'd delete it.
More importantly, I'm making this journal because I want to apologize to everyone for how I acted in the past. I know there are a number of people on here that I have either hurt or just made uncomfortable. I have done/said a lot of things to people in the past that were not right to them. In particular, one person whom I will not name but they no doubt know who they are. I have done so many awful, deplorable things to this person in the name of 'getting closer'. I gaslighted, guilt tripped, emotionally manipulated, and even worse things to try and push our former friendship into something it's not. They have told me multiple times to stop and I refused to listen. They were incredibly angry with me and I don't blame them. They had every right to be angry with me. I was a stupid, crazy incel who didn't know when to stop. I've been doing lots of self reflection recently and only now do I realize what a monster I was back then. I cringe every time I think about what I said and did. I have no one to blame but myself.
To this person, as well as everyone else that I undoubtedly hurt, I am very sorry. For all the things I said and did. I'm not asking for forgiveness from anyone, because I don't deserve it. Whether you believe my apology is sincere or not is entirely up to you. I just wanted to get this out of my head and out in the open so I can move on with my life. Sorry if this seems rather short, writing is not my strong suit.
More importantly, I'm making this journal because I want to apologize to everyone for how I acted in the past. I know there are a number of people on here that I have either hurt or just made uncomfortable. I have done/said a lot of things to people in the past that were not right to them. In particular, one person whom I will not name but they no doubt know who they are. I have done so many awful, deplorable things to this person in the name of 'getting closer'. I gaslighted, guilt tripped, emotionally manipulated, and even worse things to try and push our former friendship into something it's not. They have told me multiple times to stop and I refused to listen. They were incredibly angry with me and I don't blame them. They had every right to be angry with me. I was a stupid, crazy incel who didn't know when to stop. I've been doing lots of self reflection recently and only now do I realize what a monster I was back then. I cringe every time I think about what I said and did. I have no one to blame but myself.
To this person, as well as everyone else that I undoubtedly hurt, I am very sorry. For all the things I said and did. I'm not asking for forgiveness from anyone, because I don't deserve it. Whether you believe my apology is sincere or not is entirely up to you. I just wanted to get this out of my head and out in the open so I can move on with my life. Sorry if this seems rather short, writing is not my strong suit.
