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March 2025 Update Journal >.<
Posted 7 months agoHarroo everyone,
I normally start with me freaking out over how long it's been since I made a journal, so aaaa it's March and my last one was December o.o!
In the time it's been since December, I've been pretty busy with work, getting some school stuff situated (as things got in the way before) and something that I honestly don't know how to deal with.
First thing that's been on my mind for quite a while (and I wanna write it down in a comprehensible way) is on the subject of a fursuit I commissioned from someone last year. To make a long story short, I bought Vincent from the same maker and decided (after being pressured out of getting a commission from someone in the UK) to commission them for a fursuit of my one character, Watson my "skulldog" (his face is patterned like a skull but isn't a skull). I went with this maker because I thought being a returning customer and all, this maker was good for it. Well, I started to pay for this commission on April 29th last year and from then until Megaplex of last year, things went well for the most part; I paid every month until I saw them at Megaplex and they said "it was fine" for me to hold on the last payment and they told me the reason why there was some delay over the summer was because some things happened (will not list those however so yeah). During the summer I was working on Vincent anyway, so it wasn't a big deal to me anywho, plus the commission just started and we already went through swatches over the summer. At Megaplex, someone who also was commissioning this maker asked me if I'd heard anything from the maker as they commissioned them as well and had no communication with them over the summer. I told them the maker had some emergencies over the summer and that they were delayed because of that.
Fast forward to November of last year (skipping over October of last year because it can bite me, one of the worst months ever); my dad pulled up a review on this maker where the customer waited for about 2 1/2 years, made numerous attempts to contact this maker only to be ghosted for months on end and even their last chat log it took from one year to the next year to get a response from this maker. This was when the customer told the maker they would like a refund as their commission wasn't being worked on. Another thing, even after he asked for a refund and got a response back, it still took the maker more time than necessary to refund the customer. This is where I should've said something, but I tried to give them the benefit of the doubt.
Same month, different day I see they posted on their socials "I might have to look for a regular job with how things are going." This caused me to see another red flag and honestly, made me have anxiety. I messaged them after seeing that post asking for a ballpark on when my suit was to be finished and they said "Watson should be complete for a spring release." This fell into their time of when a suit is to be completed (though for context, I must put this in as well; they stated to me they do not do hard deadlines, which is why I asked for a ballpark. However, on their site in one place it said 2-3 months, which then I think changed to 8-12 months, but then they don't do hard deadlines. I would say there's a presumption that the suit should be finished by 12 months or 1 year but we'll get to that). Afterwards, I thought maybe I was just being impatient and forgot that it was a fursuit commission, but then I read that review again and found another of someone stating something similar happening only they actually waited for 3 years, but still I persisted and tried to remain patient.
The last correspondence I would have with this maker in 2024 would be on Nov. 27th and it was on the basis of Watson's head. More Context; the maker after many months of waiting sent 3D renders of Watson's head and what it was gonna look like once it was somehow used to in making the same thing for a soft base. When I first received this, I honestly thought to myself "is that it? no handpaws or feetpaws? Not even a tail?" but I tried to roll with it because maybe they work on those after the head, maybe the tail will be zipped onto the bodysuit. I would receive nothing from this maker from then until February when my mom went mama bear mode and emailed this maker which got the maker to respond to my messages finally (I told my mom not to message her but she wasn't having it, especially since this whole commission has caused me lots of depressive states, panic attacks and trouble sleeping or getting a full nights rest. at that point, my hands were tied).
I would exchange a few messages with this maker in February about my commission and even said "Honestly I was expecting something physical by now, such as handpaws or feetpaws or even a tail." They said the tail is usually worked on with the bodysuit, which I was fine with. They also said they would be working on my feetpaws and handpaws the next week following February 26th. I also neglected to add the purple feet-pawpads to Watsons ref sheet which was a bit of an oopsies moment.
At the time of me writing this, it has been one month since I've received a message, only including the 3D renders of Watsons head and no photos or proof they even worked on my feetpaws or handpaws. I also haven't even gotten a message asking for my DTD which I've had ready for quite a while. It has also been about 11 months so far (will be 11 on March 29th) and I haven't even received anything of substance. I don't know how I should go about this with this maker, other than possibly having to just ask for a refund as I've made the attempts to contact them but they haven't done the same. For more context as well; I've commissioned something else from another maker and ordered socks from Angy Paws and those so far have two things; Angy Paws I've already got a tracking no. and I know where my socks are, AND the other commission has a queue which has been in motion since I've seen it (also I won't say what I commissioned yet from the other maker because it's a surprise).
My honest feeling for this commission now is I honestly feel bitter to get anything from this maker I've been dealing with for almost a year, and they've soured me towards Watson who to me is a character I hold dear to me. I feel discouraged as I feel if I were to do anything it would only be to my deficit, and I feel disappointed. After all, this maker is nice and they made a sona that I now consider personally important and means so much to me, up there with Jeffery, Keter and Jade. But I feel like this has gone on long enough and not having any reliable communication or any updates I can see is just not working. Honestly, I'm looking forward to my next commission which is a long way off (hinted at it in an art I posted recently) and it'll be with a maker I actually really want. That of course being MoreFurLess as they make really nice suits. Anyway, that's been a major weight on my mind and shoulders as of late. I'm really hoping things turn for the better soon (whether it be I get my money back or ideally, they would just say they can't do it and give me my money back but I'm pretty sure it won't be that easy).
Onto the next topic, School related stuff has finally gotten done (mostly) and I shouldn't have to worry on that front. as for Work related stuff, got that resolved as well (though I don't remember if I ever mentioned that I won't here). I also have been trying to improve some more with my art in some ways and even got some materials to take a crack at making a fursuit head. I also got to attend the Megaplex picnic on the 1st which was awesome! I made six pans of scones, and they disappeared within about 20-30 mins (oh my, those took an entire day to make ;u;). At the picnic, I did make a few new floofy friends though and I also got to meet and talk with Scrubb who I really wanted to talk with as he's a femboy (cough cough like me cough cough x3). I was honestly super nervous so getting me to talk with Scrubb was a bit difficult. Luckily one of my new friends helped me to actually meeting Scrubb and talking with him, I'm so glad I got to do that.
anyway though, that's all for this journal. I thought I'd put the more serious stuff first and then the levity at the end so at the least the end bit of the journal has a silver lining. That's all from me for now though, and I'll see you in the next journal/submission ^W^
I normally start with me freaking out over how long it's been since I made a journal, so aaaa it's March and my last one was December o.o!
In the time it's been since December, I've been pretty busy with work, getting some school stuff situated (as things got in the way before) and something that I honestly don't know how to deal with.
First thing that's been on my mind for quite a while (and I wanna write it down in a comprehensible way) is on the subject of a fursuit I commissioned from someone last year. To make a long story short, I bought Vincent from the same maker and decided (after being pressured out of getting a commission from someone in the UK) to commission them for a fursuit of my one character, Watson my "skulldog" (his face is patterned like a skull but isn't a skull). I went with this maker because I thought being a returning customer and all, this maker was good for it. Well, I started to pay for this commission on April 29th last year and from then until Megaplex of last year, things went well for the most part; I paid every month until I saw them at Megaplex and they said "it was fine" for me to hold on the last payment and they told me the reason why there was some delay over the summer was because some things happened (will not list those however so yeah). During the summer I was working on Vincent anyway, so it wasn't a big deal to me anywho, plus the commission just started and we already went through swatches over the summer. At Megaplex, someone who also was commissioning this maker asked me if I'd heard anything from the maker as they commissioned them as well and had no communication with them over the summer. I told them the maker had some emergencies over the summer and that they were delayed because of that.
Fast forward to November of last year (skipping over October of last year because it can bite me, one of the worst months ever); my dad pulled up a review on this maker where the customer waited for about 2 1/2 years, made numerous attempts to contact this maker only to be ghosted for months on end and even their last chat log it took from one year to the next year to get a response from this maker. This was when the customer told the maker they would like a refund as their commission wasn't being worked on. Another thing, even after he asked for a refund and got a response back, it still took the maker more time than necessary to refund the customer. This is where I should've said something, but I tried to give them the benefit of the doubt.
Same month, different day I see they posted on their socials "I might have to look for a regular job with how things are going." This caused me to see another red flag and honestly, made me have anxiety. I messaged them after seeing that post asking for a ballpark on when my suit was to be finished and they said "Watson should be complete for a spring release." This fell into their time of when a suit is to be completed (though for context, I must put this in as well; they stated to me they do not do hard deadlines, which is why I asked for a ballpark. However, on their site in one place it said 2-3 months, which then I think changed to 8-12 months, but then they don't do hard deadlines. I would say there's a presumption that the suit should be finished by 12 months or 1 year but we'll get to that). Afterwards, I thought maybe I was just being impatient and forgot that it was a fursuit commission, but then I read that review again and found another of someone stating something similar happening only they actually waited for 3 years, but still I persisted and tried to remain patient.
The last correspondence I would have with this maker in 2024 would be on Nov. 27th and it was on the basis of Watson's head. More Context; the maker after many months of waiting sent 3D renders of Watson's head and what it was gonna look like once it was somehow used to in making the same thing for a soft base. When I first received this, I honestly thought to myself "is that it? no handpaws or feetpaws? Not even a tail?" but I tried to roll with it because maybe they work on those after the head, maybe the tail will be zipped onto the bodysuit. I would receive nothing from this maker from then until February when my mom went mama bear mode and emailed this maker which got the maker to respond to my messages finally (I told my mom not to message her but she wasn't having it, especially since this whole commission has caused me lots of depressive states, panic attacks and trouble sleeping or getting a full nights rest. at that point, my hands were tied).
I would exchange a few messages with this maker in February about my commission and even said "Honestly I was expecting something physical by now, such as handpaws or feetpaws or even a tail." They said the tail is usually worked on with the bodysuit, which I was fine with. They also said they would be working on my feetpaws and handpaws the next week following February 26th. I also neglected to add the purple feet-pawpads to Watsons ref sheet which was a bit of an oopsies moment.
At the time of me writing this, it has been one month since I've received a message, only including the 3D renders of Watsons head and no photos or proof they even worked on my feetpaws or handpaws. I also haven't even gotten a message asking for my DTD which I've had ready for quite a while. It has also been about 11 months so far (will be 11 on March 29th) and I haven't even received anything of substance. I don't know how I should go about this with this maker, other than possibly having to just ask for a refund as I've made the attempts to contact them but they haven't done the same. For more context as well; I've commissioned something else from another maker and ordered socks from Angy Paws and those so far have two things; Angy Paws I've already got a tracking no. and I know where my socks are, AND the other commission has a queue which has been in motion since I've seen it (also I won't say what I commissioned yet from the other maker because it's a surprise).
My honest feeling for this commission now is I honestly feel bitter to get anything from this maker I've been dealing with for almost a year, and they've soured me towards Watson who to me is a character I hold dear to me. I feel discouraged as I feel if I were to do anything it would only be to my deficit, and I feel disappointed. After all, this maker is nice and they made a sona that I now consider personally important and means so much to me, up there with Jeffery, Keter and Jade. But I feel like this has gone on long enough and not having any reliable communication or any updates I can see is just not working. Honestly, I'm looking forward to my next commission which is a long way off (hinted at it in an art I posted recently) and it'll be with a maker I actually really want. That of course being MoreFurLess as they make really nice suits. Anyway, that's been a major weight on my mind and shoulders as of late. I'm really hoping things turn for the better soon (whether it be I get my money back or ideally, they would just say they can't do it and give me my money back but I'm pretty sure it won't be that easy).
Onto the next topic, School related stuff has finally gotten done (mostly) and I shouldn't have to worry on that front. as for Work related stuff, got that resolved as well (though I don't remember if I ever mentioned that I won't here). I also have been trying to improve some more with my art in some ways and even got some materials to take a crack at making a fursuit head. I also got to attend the Megaplex picnic on the 1st which was awesome! I made six pans of scones, and they disappeared within about 20-30 mins (oh my, those took an entire day to make ;u;). At the picnic, I did make a few new floofy friends though and I also got to meet and talk with Scrubb who I really wanted to talk with as he's a femboy (cough cough like me cough cough x3). I was honestly super nervous so getting me to talk with Scrubb was a bit difficult. Luckily one of my new friends helped me to actually meeting Scrubb and talking with him, I'm so glad I got to do that.
anyway though, that's all for this journal. I thought I'd put the more serious stuff first and then the levity at the end so at the least the end bit of the journal has a silver lining. That's all from me for now though, and I'll see you in the next journal/submission ^W^
Furry Happy New year to all ^W^
Posted 10 months agoHiya Everyone,
So first little note; aaaaa oh my god I barely made any journals or had much activity! ;w;
So the biggest reason is a lot happened this year. The beginning of this year I lost my dog, he was age 12. Along with that, a friend I knew for only 3 months passed away. I didn't mention it earlier as it wasn't easy for me to talk about for a few months and I had to think on things. A friend who knew him well (a lot longer than I) asked me how I could be crying over someone I barely knew and only had a few run-ins with. I didn't know how to answer him then, but if I were to say now, it's because when it comes to this fandom; I care so much for the vast majority of it and hearing that someone in it has passed is never easy to hear. When you meet that person and have conversations with them one minute and then the next you are no longer able to, it's like someone ripping a hook through your heart leaving a nasty wound in it that takes a while to heal. With that, I'll leave this part as it is and move onto the next.
Looking back on this year, I'd say it started off really rough and in some cases, completely awful and stress inducing, but at the other half of the year, I would say things improved. Apart from all the art and animations and shows that came out this year, another good thing that happened was, I created Vincent's bodysuit, making one of the resolutions from last year fufilled (Resolution No. 6); though I could also add No. 1 as I did get better at sewing and somewhat better at fursuit making because sewing was a huge part of that. I just thought of this, I'm gonna add a list of all the resolutions I managed to fufill :3. So here they are:
No. 1 (kinda)
No. 2 (again kinda, though this one it's complicated to say the least)
No. 4 (Not exactly, but I did do more drawings. Some are personal though)
No. 5 (Ok well not exactly, I found the battery charger for my Canon and guess what, it was in my camera bag, where I left it >w>)(I had woof brain)
No. 6 (and his bodysuit is so comfy to wear, up until it gets too hot to wear xD)
No. 8 (I made the 1.0 of the "Tailbag" but I need to workshop it some still. It's definitely not gonna be made with Leather bits UNLESS I learn how to sew leather better and not snap my needle)
No. 10 (I met Raze this year again, Mangusu, Eigen(well kinda, I asked him where I could put my phone during Floor wars as my dad wanted me to carry it with me xD), LittleAlphaPup (for a brief moment) and SamyLeSkunk (well not exactly, we sat at the same table once, didn't really say anything to him though, I didn't know what to say so I just stayed quiet >W<)
No. 11 (Saw him, got a pic with him and even got to watch him in floor wars up close. Good thing I didn't have to go up against him, I probably would've lost big time xD)
So one I did do (NOT EXACTLY, but in a sense kinda) was I went back in time, at least in terms of Youtube. I got to watch the content I used to love watching all the time back in 2015-2016-ish time frame. Some of that content was missing for a long while or deleted off of Youtube (btw thanks so much Youtube for being so dumb and getting rid of good content in favor of these megacorps with deep pockets) (Sorry, had to vent out some frustration there); however, some awesome people reuploaded that content back to the site. It's not all back but still, having about 75% back vs 100% or 0%, it works out well anyway.
So now onto the art count for this year, 19 not counting doubles. That's not very much but to be fair I did take 5 1/2 weeks to make Vincent and I would say his bodysuit is worth 25 points in itself (a digigrade bodysuit with a detailed design, yeah I'm giving it 25 points). I could also count the personal art but I don't think that'd be fair as it's not gonna be shown on this page, so with the fursuit point adjustment (as I'm clalling it x3), the total is 44! (Of course not counting it that way, it'd be 20 but the fursuit was multiple pieces put together into one over a 5 1/2 week period).
Now onto New Years Resolutions. I think the list will look roughly the same but I'll be adding some. So here's some for 2025:
1. FIX MY SLEEP SCHEDULE (partly my fault, partly my work. Still, my sleep schedule should balance out better hopefully soon. I have friends in all different time zones x3)
2. Save up for a Fursuit Commission from MoreFurLess (I know, I have one and I shouldn't go commissioning every so often. But here's the thing, as I said, the one I have is complicated; and because of it being complicated, I want to be satisfied with a commission that's a lot "less" complicated (pun intended x3).
3. Get some new Keycaps or a new keyboard (so I might just get a new keyboard as the one I have, it's hard to find the right kind of keycaps for and the company I got this keyboard from merged with turtle beach)(maybe I'll get a corsair keyboard or something oooo o.o)
4. Finish Keter's fursuit (I think I got what I need with one exception, I think I need more fur ;w;)
5. Make an Ampwave fursuit (Maybe this year, might learn something in colleg :3)
6. Get into College (hopefully sooner rather than later)(since I finished my tests finally after years of things interfering)
7. Make some vids with Vincent and maybe some other floofs (if I get the suit soon and if I make one myself or get one from MFL)(the MFL onewould probably take longer than this coming year let's be fair x3)
8. Go to Megaplex and join in Floor wars again and do much better (hopefully x3)
9. Hang out some more with Astro at Megaplex (He's so fun to hang out with >W<)
10. See Raze at Megaplex once more (though I have a plush of him so that'd be funny bringing my plush with and saying I got a mini-him xD)
11. Maybe attend other cons other than Megaplex (if I can even book FWA or any closer to my state. I doubt Anthrocon's gonna happen)(I also doubt I'd manage to go to ANE, AFC, Further Confusion or even Midwest Furfest).
12. I wanna learn a more Japanese artstyle (because of Valkorey, those wolves look so nice aaaa ;.;) and also because of that, I wanna learn how to better draw animations. I've been wanting to translate my art into an animation format for as long as I've had these stories about my characters.
13. Maybe start making some fursuit parts and selling them at some cons (if I could manage it of course)(FWA's definitely not gonna work that way)
14. Maybe join in the Megaplex dance comp (that's a stretch even for me)
15. Upgrade my PC (it needs more storage and it's time for it to be upgraded >W<)(might have to put of the MFL commission if I do, Idk which I'd do 1st)
and of course the impossible ones that I couldn't do unless I was crazy X3:
1. 365 challenge (one piece of art for everyday of the year)(Challenge accepted lol xD)
2. The Most technologically advanced fursuit I can think up, made real (allow me to laugh, HAAAAAAAAA XD. I barely know how to solder and code, I couldn't do that! I'd be better off making an ampwave!)
3. The 31 days of Halloween drawings (This one's more a joke, I just choose not to do that for the forseeable future because of what happened with 2020s list)(I still gotta finish 21s, 22s, 23s and 24s)
4. Actually Physically Travelling back in time (not through YT vids)(if only science was that advanced)
5. Step on the moon (*ahem* SPAAAAAAAAAAACEEEEEE X3)
Anywho, that's all for this fairly long Journal. I hope you all have a furry happy new year; be sure to be responsible enough (those that partake in alcoholic beverages or other means of impairing paraphernalia. I hope you all have a great start to 2025 and I'll see you all in the next journal/Submission! ^W^
So first little note; aaaaa oh my god I barely made any journals or had much activity! ;w;
So the biggest reason is a lot happened this year. The beginning of this year I lost my dog, he was age 12. Along with that, a friend I knew for only 3 months passed away. I didn't mention it earlier as it wasn't easy for me to talk about for a few months and I had to think on things. A friend who knew him well (a lot longer than I) asked me how I could be crying over someone I barely knew and only had a few run-ins with. I didn't know how to answer him then, but if I were to say now, it's because when it comes to this fandom; I care so much for the vast majority of it and hearing that someone in it has passed is never easy to hear. When you meet that person and have conversations with them one minute and then the next you are no longer able to, it's like someone ripping a hook through your heart leaving a nasty wound in it that takes a while to heal. With that, I'll leave this part as it is and move onto the next.
Looking back on this year, I'd say it started off really rough and in some cases, completely awful and stress inducing, but at the other half of the year, I would say things improved. Apart from all the art and animations and shows that came out this year, another good thing that happened was, I created Vincent's bodysuit, making one of the resolutions from last year fufilled (Resolution No. 6); though I could also add No. 1 as I did get better at sewing and somewhat better at fursuit making because sewing was a huge part of that. I just thought of this, I'm gonna add a list of all the resolutions I managed to fufill :3. So here they are:
No. 1 (kinda)
No. 2 (again kinda, though this one it's complicated to say the least)
No. 4 (Not exactly, but I did do more drawings. Some are personal though)
No. 5 (Ok well not exactly, I found the battery charger for my Canon and guess what, it was in my camera bag, where I left it >w>)(I had woof brain)
No. 6 (and his bodysuit is so comfy to wear, up until it gets too hot to wear xD)
No. 8 (I made the 1.0 of the "Tailbag" but I need to workshop it some still. It's definitely not gonna be made with Leather bits UNLESS I learn how to sew leather better and not snap my needle)
No. 10 (I met Raze this year again, Mangusu, Eigen(well kinda, I asked him where I could put my phone during Floor wars as my dad wanted me to carry it with me xD), LittleAlphaPup (for a brief moment) and SamyLeSkunk (well not exactly, we sat at the same table once, didn't really say anything to him though, I didn't know what to say so I just stayed quiet >W<)
No. 11 (Saw him, got a pic with him and even got to watch him in floor wars up close. Good thing I didn't have to go up against him, I probably would've lost big time xD)
So one I did do (NOT EXACTLY, but in a sense kinda) was I went back in time, at least in terms of Youtube. I got to watch the content I used to love watching all the time back in 2015-2016-ish time frame. Some of that content was missing for a long while or deleted off of Youtube (btw thanks so much Youtube for being so dumb and getting rid of good content in favor of these megacorps with deep pockets) (Sorry, had to vent out some frustration there); however, some awesome people reuploaded that content back to the site. It's not all back but still, having about 75% back vs 100% or 0%, it works out well anyway.
So now onto the art count for this year, 19 not counting doubles. That's not very much but to be fair I did take 5 1/2 weeks to make Vincent and I would say his bodysuit is worth 25 points in itself (a digigrade bodysuit with a detailed design, yeah I'm giving it 25 points). I could also count the personal art but I don't think that'd be fair as it's not gonna be shown on this page, so with the fursuit point adjustment (as I'm clalling it x3), the total is 44! (Of course not counting it that way, it'd be 20 but the fursuit was multiple pieces put together into one over a 5 1/2 week period).
Now onto New Years Resolutions. I think the list will look roughly the same but I'll be adding some. So here's some for 2025:
1. FIX MY SLEEP SCHEDULE (partly my fault, partly my work. Still, my sleep schedule should balance out better hopefully soon. I have friends in all different time zones x3)
2. Save up for a Fursuit Commission from MoreFurLess (I know, I have one and I shouldn't go commissioning every so often. But here's the thing, as I said, the one I have is complicated; and because of it being complicated, I want to be satisfied with a commission that's a lot "less" complicated (pun intended x3).
3. Get some new Keycaps or a new keyboard (so I might just get a new keyboard as the one I have, it's hard to find the right kind of keycaps for and the company I got this keyboard from merged with turtle beach)(maybe I'll get a corsair keyboard or something oooo o.o)
4. Finish Keter's fursuit (I think I got what I need with one exception, I think I need more fur ;w;)
5. Make an Ampwave fursuit (Maybe this year, might learn something in colleg :3)
6. Get into College (hopefully sooner rather than later)(since I finished my tests finally after years of things interfering)
7. Make some vids with Vincent and maybe some other floofs (if I get the suit soon and if I make one myself or get one from MFL)(the MFL onewould probably take longer than this coming year let's be fair x3)
8. Go to Megaplex and join in Floor wars again and do much better (hopefully x3)
9. Hang out some more with Astro at Megaplex (He's so fun to hang out with >W<)
10. See Raze at Megaplex once more (though I have a plush of him so that'd be funny bringing my plush with and saying I got a mini-him xD)
11. Maybe attend other cons other than Megaplex (if I can even book FWA or any closer to my state. I doubt Anthrocon's gonna happen)(I also doubt I'd manage to go to ANE, AFC, Further Confusion or even Midwest Furfest).
12. I wanna learn a more Japanese artstyle (because of Valkorey, those wolves look so nice aaaa ;.;) and also because of that, I wanna learn how to better draw animations. I've been wanting to translate my art into an animation format for as long as I've had these stories about my characters.
13. Maybe start making some fursuit parts and selling them at some cons (if I could manage it of course)(FWA's definitely not gonna work that way)
14. Maybe join in the Megaplex dance comp (that's a stretch even for me)
15. Upgrade my PC (it needs more storage and it's time for it to be upgraded >W<)(might have to put of the MFL commission if I do, Idk which I'd do 1st)
and of course the impossible ones that I couldn't do unless I was crazy X3:
1. 365 challenge (one piece of art for everyday of the year)(Challenge accepted lol xD)
2. The Most technologically advanced fursuit I can think up, made real (allow me to laugh, HAAAAAAAAA XD. I barely know how to solder and code, I couldn't do that! I'd be better off making an ampwave!)
3. The 31 days of Halloween drawings (This one's more a joke, I just choose not to do that for the forseeable future because of what happened with 2020s list)(I still gotta finish 21s, 22s, 23s and 24s)
4. Actually Physically Travelling back in time (not through YT vids)(if only science was that advanced)
5. Step on the moon (*ahem* SPAAAAAAAAAAACEEEEEE X3)
Anywho, that's all for this fairly long Journal. I hope you all have a furry happy new year; be sure to be responsible enough (those that partake in alcoholic beverages or other means of impairing paraphernalia. I hope you all have a great start to 2025 and I'll see you all in the next journal/Submission! ^W^
Megaplex 2024 Journal ^W^
Posted a year agoHellu Everyone,
Normally I would freak out over the fact that "oh my god it's been since January! ;W;" But this time I will say I've been hard at work on stuff (sewing, tests I had to get out of the way, etc.) and since I have a bit of time now, I can work on some drawing ideas I have (hopefully I actually do hehehe ;u;) and also some vrc models (and also some VRM models now that I learned that O.O). I'm waiting until Megaplex to show off what I've been hard at work on because it's a bit of a debut. It'll be a suit I'll be unveiling, that's the most I'll say x3.
anywho, onto the reason I made this Journal, the Megaplex meme thingy X3. So here we go!
1. When are you getting there?
A: Hopefully Thursday afternoon by 3pm and NO LATER!
2. Where are you staying?
A: The Main hotel woooo ^W^
3. How long will you be there?
A: Thurs-Sun and leaving Sunday After the closing ceromonies (unless my parents want to leave earlier, as I'm going with them ;.;)
4. Can I Hug You?
A: Yes, All the hugs! Though be sure to ask first as sneaking up on me or pouncing me without my knowledge is a big no no. Especially since I'm very careful with Vincent's Ears.
5. How about Pictures?
A: This floof is gonna be a photography floof for a good portion of this con because I just got a new SD card to fill with floofy pictures and I wanna also video, so yes x3.
6. Will you be suiting?
A: Um, yes definitely! And Also, my mom will be suiting as well! (PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH HER, SHE'S MY MOM AFTER ALL. PLUS SHE'S NOT TOO IN THE KNOW ABOUT FURRIES STILL)
7. Will you be attending any panels?
A: maybe, though I was hoping this year to be a part of the fursuit dance competition. I can't though, since idk how to edit down songs and give them in ;.;. Though I wanna be at some of the things like the fursuit games and the parade of course ^w^.
8. If I find you, where will you be eating (hypothetically)?
A: The hotel restaurants more than likely, but if I'm out of suit or with my parents, I ask for my privacy please >w<
9. Will you be going to any room parties or the nightly dance?
A: Nightly dance yes, room parties most likely not. (AND NO ASKING MY MOM X3)
10. Can I give you food and drinks?
A: I follow a code that it must be a sealed container with no signs of tampering and I usually need to know where it came from. Otherwise I won't accept it. I apologize in advance >w<
More to come hopefully soon, I've had this strange bit of motivation I haven't had in quite a long time. I wanna work on my one comic of Sirus and maybe some more artwork that I've been meaning to complete. I will however be putting quality over the quantity of course. I'll see you all in the next journal/submission ^w^
Normally I would freak out over the fact that "oh my god it's been since January! ;W;" But this time I will say I've been hard at work on stuff (sewing, tests I had to get out of the way, etc.) and since I have a bit of time now, I can work on some drawing ideas I have (hopefully I actually do hehehe ;u;) and also some vrc models (and also some VRM models now that I learned that O.O). I'm waiting until Megaplex to show off what I've been hard at work on because it's a bit of a debut. It'll be a suit I'll be unveiling, that's the most I'll say x3.
anywho, onto the reason I made this Journal, the Megaplex meme thingy X3. So here we go!
1. When are you getting there?
A: Hopefully Thursday afternoon by 3pm and NO LATER!
2. Where are you staying?
A: The Main hotel woooo ^W^
3. How long will you be there?
A: Thurs-Sun and leaving Sunday After the closing ceromonies (unless my parents want to leave earlier, as I'm going with them ;.;)
4. Can I Hug You?
A: Yes, All the hugs! Though be sure to ask first as sneaking up on me or pouncing me without my knowledge is a big no no. Especially since I'm very careful with Vincent's Ears.
5. How about Pictures?
A: This floof is gonna be a photography floof for a good portion of this con because I just got a new SD card to fill with floofy pictures and I wanna also video, so yes x3.
6. Will you be suiting?
A: Um, yes definitely! And Also, my mom will be suiting as well! (PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH HER, SHE'S MY MOM AFTER ALL. PLUS SHE'S NOT TOO IN THE KNOW ABOUT FURRIES STILL)
7. Will you be attending any panels?
A: maybe, though I was hoping this year to be a part of the fursuit dance competition. I can't though, since idk how to edit down songs and give them in ;.;. Though I wanna be at some of the things like the fursuit games and the parade of course ^w^.
8. If I find you, where will you be eating (hypothetically)?
A: The hotel restaurants more than likely, but if I'm out of suit or with my parents, I ask for my privacy please >w<
9. Will you be going to any room parties or the nightly dance?
A: Nightly dance yes, room parties most likely not. (AND NO ASKING MY MOM X3)
10. Can I give you food and drinks?
A: I follow a code that it must be a sealed container with no signs of tampering and I usually need to know where it came from. Otherwise I won't accept it. I apologize in advance >w<
More to come hopefully soon, I've had this strange bit of motivation I haven't had in quite a long time. I wanna work on my one comic of Sirus and maybe some more artwork that I've been meaning to complete. I will however be putting quality over the quantity of course. I'll see you all in the next journal/submission ^w^
2024! Happy New Year Everyone ^W^
Posted 2 years agoHellu Everyone,
I would like to wish everyone a very happy New Year and may this year bring all of you some joy and such >w<. So this time of the year is when I do a count of how much artwork I've done over the last year.
For Drawings (not counting duplicates): 26 drawings (to be fair it's to be expected since I was working lots, and I took it a bit easy on art so I wouldn't burn out >W<)
I would count Retextures, but I don't see the need, even though there are some new ones, I would rather leave those out of the count.
I also didn't realize that Prisma was gonna be my last drawing for 2023 so I forgot to put the star on his pic. So as a substitute, I'll just say that I would've out a Gold star on that one meaning last year was a great year overall (for my friends, family and myself). Which means that there was a big improvement from last year.
Now onto resolutions (or rather my 2024 list x3):
1. Improve on my sewing and fursuit making skills (getting there one day at a time >w<).
2. Get a fursuit commission (more details coming soon ooooo x3)
3. Get a new set of Keycaps or a new keyboard (yeah, idk why but my keycaps are just giving up >>)
4. DO MORE DRAWINGS (already on it, should have some art of Jeffery, Keter, Jade and Issac coming soon >W<)
5. Get a new camera (for when I wanna take pics with Vincent and *blank* (once again more coming soon x3)(also for when I go to cons)
6. Make Vincent's Bodysuit (once I learn some more with sewing classes, I'll make an attempt :3)(I wanna get some practice and mess up so I get it right the 1st time)
7. Finish Keter's 1.0 Fursuit (he needs a head :P)
8. When it comes sewing, Make some of my ideas real o.o
9. (Probably gotta wait on this one BUT...) Make a working Ampwave fursuit (oh yes, I wanna make Cl3f)
10. Meet some furs I've watched on Youtube and such (Stormi, UncleKage, etc.)
11. See Raze again (probably at the next megaplex >w<).
12. following the previous, Join the Megaplex dance competition (oh boy that's a biggy so we'll see o.o""")
13. Make some more Youtube content with Vincent and *blank*
14. Fix my sleep schedule (half my fault, the other my works so thanks work >W<)
15. This one is a big one since it's a list; Attend the following cons (probably won't go to all but we'll see of course >w<):
I. FWA 2024 (maybe, I probably won't be going since I'll be working on getting that commission)
II. Anthrocon (should be able to? We'll see on that one but that one should be a yee :3)
III. Megaplex (*ahem* Y E S!!!! x3)
IV. Aquatifur (maybe, it's later in the year but again it's a definite maybe)
V. (ok I heard of this and I'm still in disbelief, and it probably won't happen but still) Furry Cruise
VI. Furpoc (I think this happens around the same time as the cruise so I'd choose this one over it tbh because it's furpoc >W<)
VII. (this one is a maybe mainly because of what I heard from last year's so yeah) MFF
So apart from all this, the only update I can give is I've been working, ALOT! And it's been draining me... ALOT! (no but seriously ;w;) So that's all for now, expect some art coming soon as I'm gonna try and keep myself motivated and I'm gonna start doing more drawing since it's been a long enough break >W< (I've got the itch). Oh! I almost forgot one thing for my list, an impossible one I put on there as a joke
16. Go back in time, literally (yeah right lol x3)
But seriously, that's all for now. I hope you all have a happy New Year and I'll you in the next journal/submission ^W^
I would like to wish everyone a very happy New Year and may this year bring all of you some joy and such >w<. So this time of the year is when I do a count of how much artwork I've done over the last year.
For Drawings (not counting duplicates): 26 drawings (to be fair it's to be expected since I was working lots, and I took it a bit easy on art so I wouldn't burn out >W<)
I would count Retextures, but I don't see the need, even though there are some new ones, I would rather leave those out of the count.
I also didn't realize that Prisma was gonna be my last drawing for 2023 so I forgot to put the star on his pic. So as a substitute, I'll just say that I would've out a Gold star on that one meaning last year was a great year overall (for my friends, family and myself). Which means that there was a big improvement from last year.
Now onto resolutions (or rather my 2024 list x3):
1. Improve on my sewing and fursuit making skills (getting there one day at a time >w<).
2. Get a fursuit commission (more details coming soon ooooo x3)
3. Get a new set of Keycaps or a new keyboard (yeah, idk why but my keycaps are just giving up >>)
4. DO MORE DRAWINGS (already on it, should have some art of Jeffery, Keter, Jade and Issac coming soon >W<)
5. Get a new camera (for when I wanna take pics with Vincent and *blank* (once again more coming soon x3)(also for when I go to cons)
6. Make Vincent's Bodysuit (once I learn some more with sewing classes, I'll make an attempt :3)(I wanna get some practice and mess up so I get it right the 1st time)
7. Finish Keter's 1.0 Fursuit (he needs a head :P)
8. When it comes sewing, Make some of my ideas real o.o
9. (Probably gotta wait on this one BUT...) Make a working Ampwave fursuit (oh yes, I wanna make Cl3f)
10. Meet some furs I've watched on Youtube and such (Stormi, UncleKage, etc.)
11. See Raze again (probably at the next megaplex >w<).
12. following the previous, Join the Megaplex dance competition (oh boy that's a biggy so we'll see o.o""")
13. Make some more Youtube content with Vincent and *blank*
14. Fix my sleep schedule (half my fault, the other my works so thanks work >W<)
15. This one is a big one since it's a list; Attend the following cons (probably won't go to all but we'll see of course >w<):
I. FWA 2024 (maybe, I probably won't be going since I'll be working on getting that commission)
II. Anthrocon (should be able to? We'll see on that one but that one should be a yee :3)
III. Megaplex (*ahem* Y E S!!!! x3)
IV. Aquatifur (maybe, it's later in the year but again it's a definite maybe)
V. (ok I heard of this and I'm still in disbelief, and it probably won't happen but still) Furry Cruise
VI. Furpoc (I think this happens around the same time as the cruise so I'd choose this one over it tbh because it's furpoc >W<)
VII. (this one is a maybe mainly because of what I heard from last year's so yeah) MFF
So apart from all this, the only update I can give is I've been working, ALOT! And it's been draining me... ALOT! (no but seriously ;w;) So that's all for now, expect some art coming soon as I'm gonna try and keep myself motivated and I'm gonna start doing more drawing since it's been a long enough break >W< (I've got the itch). Oh! I almost forgot one thing for my list, an impossible one I put on there as a joke
16. Go back in time, literally (yeah right lol x3)
But seriously, that's all for now. I hope you all have a happy New Year and I'll you in the next journal/submission ^W^
Merry (belated) Christmas Everyone ^W^
Posted 2 years agoThough technically it was yesterday, I would like to wish everyone a merry Christmas!
I've been hard at work on things like work (working my tail off ;w;) and even on getting some things ready so I can start on Vincent's bodysuit (which I'm able to almost ^W^). I also just went to sign up for some sewing classes today so yeyyyy I can learn >W<. I also after almost a full year finished a comic page for "The Origin of Keter Husky"! (I started it on Christmas Eve last year and finished it on the Dec. 17th of this year ;w;). I still plan on working through that list of drawings but I also have something in store for the new year (apart from my classes, I'll be working on making some wonderous things o.o).
I know it's been quite a bit since I uploaded anything and I really need to keep on top of that hehehe ^w^""". I've just been super busy with work and other tasks and such which has been preoccupying me. Anywho though, I plan on putting more art on before the year is out (including the comic page oooo x3), but for now, I hope you all are doing well, I'd like to wish you all a wonderful Christmas and a wonderful day/night and I'll see all of you in the next Journal/Submission ^W^
I've been hard at work on things like work (working my tail off ;w;) and even on getting some things ready so I can start on Vincent's bodysuit (which I'm able to almost ^W^). I also just went to sign up for some sewing classes today so yeyyyy I can learn >W<. I also after almost a full year finished a comic page for "The Origin of Keter Husky"! (I started it on Christmas Eve last year and finished it on the Dec. 17th of this year ;w;). I still plan on working through that list of drawings but I also have something in store for the new year (apart from my classes, I'll be working on making some wonderous things o.o).
I know it's been quite a bit since I uploaded anything and I really need to keep on top of that hehehe ^w^""". I've just been super busy with work and other tasks and such which has been preoccupying me. Anywho though, I plan on putting more art on before the year is out (including the comic page oooo x3), but for now, I hope you all are doing well, I'd like to wish you all a wonderful Christmas and a wonderful day/night and I'll see all of you in the next Journal/Submission ^W^
My First Convention! Megaplex 2023 ^W^
Posted 2 years agoHerru Everyone!
Sorry it's been a while (a lot has happened recently, can't really share on some of it mostly because I forgot a fair portion since the last journal ;w;). So for this Journal, I'm not doing a full update journal of sorts. Instead I'm only focusing on the one thing I've been excited over since June (no really, I've been planning this since June 1st) and that is my first con, Megaplex 2023 ^W^! So I know other fursons do this thing where they list off some questions of sorts, So I thought for fun I'd do the same even though no one would know what I look like or how to find me >w<. anywho, here's my list just for funnsies :3.
1. When are you getting there?
I would've loved to be there early Thursday morning since the water park isn't far from there, but instead Thursday afternoon and hopefully not Thursday evening ;w;.
2. Where are you staying?
Main hotel ^w^
3. How long will you be there?
Thursday through Sunday? maybe til Saturday night though unfortunately >.<
4. Hugs?
of course, I'm accepting of hugs ^w^. Just don't tackle hug me or hug me without me knowing though o.o
5. How about pictures?
What!? of my hooman mug!? Nooo X3. but seriously, when it comes to pics, I'm ok with them since I'll be asking to take pics with fursuiters >w<
6. Will you be suiting?
Kinda, so I'm REALLY hoping to get a partial from the dealer's den (probably won't exactly happen but never know :3. Besides if anything I'm good at piecing things together, and I could help multiple fursuit makers :3). But also, I'll be wearing my green and red hooves (like a halfsuit of sorts?).
7. what panels will you be attending?
Fursuit related ones so I can get better OwO. But also I had some in mind as well, we shall see :3.
8. If I somehow found you hypothetically, where would you be eating?
In the morning, more than likely somewhere in the hotel's restaurants x3.
9. will you go to any parties?
probably not since I'm not going alone (*cough cough* parents *cough cough*)
10. Can I give you food or drinks?
Ummm, probably not. I'm kinda particular about food or drinks, as long as it's like never been opened and nothing with alcohol, I despise it (look others can drink, but not me >>)
That's all the ones I'm doing >w<, I hope to have fun and maybe see some of ya there ^w^. I'll see you in the next journal or submission, Or maybe even at the con o.o .
Sorry it's been a while (a lot has happened recently, can't really share on some of it mostly because I forgot a fair portion since the last journal ;w;). So for this Journal, I'm not doing a full update journal of sorts. Instead I'm only focusing on the one thing I've been excited over since June (no really, I've been planning this since June 1st) and that is my first con, Megaplex 2023 ^W^! So I know other fursons do this thing where they list off some questions of sorts, So I thought for fun I'd do the same even though no one would know what I look like or how to find me >w<. anywho, here's my list just for funnsies :3.
1. When are you getting there?
I would've loved to be there early Thursday morning since the water park isn't far from there, but instead Thursday afternoon and hopefully not Thursday evening ;w;.
2. Where are you staying?
Main hotel ^w^
3. How long will you be there?
Thursday through Sunday? maybe til Saturday night though unfortunately >.<
4. Hugs?
of course, I'm accepting of hugs ^w^. Just don't tackle hug me or hug me without me knowing though o.o
5. How about pictures?
What!? of my hooman mug!? Nooo X3. but seriously, when it comes to pics, I'm ok with them since I'll be asking to take pics with fursuiters >w<
6. Will you be suiting?
Kinda, so I'm REALLY hoping to get a partial from the dealer's den (probably won't exactly happen but never know :3. Besides if anything I'm good at piecing things together, and I could help multiple fursuit makers :3). But also, I'll be wearing my green and red hooves (like a halfsuit of sorts?).
7. what panels will you be attending?
Fursuit related ones so I can get better OwO. But also I had some in mind as well, we shall see :3.
8. If I somehow found you hypothetically, where would you be eating?
In the morning, more than likely somewhere in the hotel's restaurants x3.
9. will you go to any parties?
probably not since I'm not going alone (*cough cough* parents *cough cough*)
10. Can I give you food or drinks?
Ummm, probably not. I'm kinda particular about food or drinks, as long as it's like never been opened and nothing with alcohol, I despise it (look others can drink, but not me >>)
That's all the ones I'm doing >w<, I hope to have fun and maybe see some of ya there ^w^. I'll see you in the next journal or submission, Or maybe even at the con o.o .
Late May 2023 Update Journal o.o
Posted 2 years agoHerru Everyone,
OH MY GOSH IT'S BEEN ALMOST HALF A YEAR SINCE I MADE JOURNAL!... AAAAAAAH! ;w;
No but seriously, I think I should make an update journal now as I've been working a lot and even tried saving up for a fursuit recently (didn't exactly go to plan, but on the bright side I now have more to make more fursuit stuffs yeyy ^W^)(and more for school too >w<). But anywho here's some stuffs that has happened.
First and foremost, I'm still working at the grocery store as a bagger (even though I asked over ten times to be in the bakery and they hired some minor who's already called off just after getting hired in there what the hecc >w>. I also asked to be a cashier and they hired more cashiers and passed me up ><), I'm still working on getting stuff done for flight school (though I thought about some stuff here and there, including fast tracking my schooling by joining the Air Force, even though that would for me be kinda much as I don't think I'd make it through boot camp let alone being sent somewhere overseas ;w;. I also thought of getting my equivalent so I at least have it and so I at the least can maybe get a career in aeronautical engineering or maybe rocket engineering/ working on rockets in some capacity (I wanna build them >W<).
Second on the list, I've moved again to a new house (my parents got a new house that isn't a rental :3) and it's very nice. Along with that, I also got a new computer desk and chair and even a drone :3. So now I'm able to fly as a hobby when I can't as a schooling thing x3.
Third, since I've been kinda taking a break from drawing for a bit, with a few exceptions, I've been doing more VRC retextures and even got a head base so I can finally make Keter as a fullsuit (though I already made his feetpaws, handpaws, tail and bodysuit x3). The only thing I need is one of those manny-heads (mannequin heads) with the shoulders so I can make his mane. I might also need to reorder some fur as I kinda maybe messed up patterning out the fur on his head already ;w;. I also had to fix my hooves as the stitch on the one leg wasn't enough so I just whip stitch it tight. Now they should be relatively strong >W<.
Fourth, whilst we're on the subject of fursuits, I plan on working on two new projects, one is a skunk tail for Albert (he's after the next project >w<) and the next one is a partial of a celestial canine I plan on making with (and i'm not kidding when I say this), macro paws >W<! Okay so, maybe not exactly macro paws like HUGE BULKY, TANKY paws; but I plan on making the paws about 1.5 times larger with some exceptions (shoe size and the leggy spot). I did the math on them and 2 times would probably be way to big as the width would be too wide and you'd end up tripping over yourself. I also ddi think about making them with a little storage compartment and that may happen (we shall see o.o). I also was thinking of making the base about 6-8 inches tall and then the paws would be taller. As for if I were to ever offer these as something I'd sell, yes and no. I would be willing to IF and ONLY IF, the customer understands that these macro paws are big bulky feetpaws that they may have the chance to trip in and also MAYBE might have a hard time walking. Also, I wouldn't sell them right away as a little QA from me and maybe one other furson would be a better idea before sending these out into the wild >w<.
Fifth and last, I'm gonna leave a list of the art backlog here so that I remember what's on the list of things I was planning on drawing sometime X3. Here it is:
1. Shaftbeast artwork of my first 3 sonas (Jeffery, Keter, Jade) (Jade's account, NSFW)
2. Rook artwork (He'll be here, even though he's technically supposed to be NSFW, he's more on the mature side, backstory to him as well will be added to submission)
3. Late 2021 Halloween drawings (THEY TAKE A CERTAIN PRIORITY OVER EVERYTHING, I WANT THEM DONE RIGHT, BUT ALSO DONE SOON, IT'S ALMOST 2 YEARS ;w;)
4. NSFW Refs for my sonas (Jeffery, Keter, Jade, etc.) (This would be more mature not adult, so it'll be ok here on my account) (anything with certain kinks or fetish material, Jade's account)
5. Mutate me round 1 to completion (This one is gonna be finished at some point, I don't have an exact on this one yet, mainly because of other ideas I have, it will be coming back)
6. Jeffery the seven tails Redux (I never finished the first attempt so I'm gonna try my hand at revising it, it'll take a bit before I get to it though)
7. The Origin of Keter Husky Comic series (HIGH PRIORITY, IT'S MY FIRST STORY I EVER WROTE, I WANT THE COMIC TO BE 2ND IN THE LIST OF PRIORITY)
8. How Dauntless (plane TF Comic) (I'm getting around to that one as well, I mainly put it off because of other ideas as well)
9. Siruses' comic series (reads like a manga, R - L) (Coming "Soon" x3)
10. Sekali and Rampart Silent Comic (In the works, but not ready for print yet)
11. the gods and goddesses in my lore and maybe even a hierarchy (had this planned for a long time, it's coming "soon", just like Ragnarök, btw GOW: Ragnarök coming November 9th OWO)
12. Eldritch Hierarchy (for good reason x3)
13. Faidrinian species artwork (working on these boios too >w<)
14. Cherno-wolves artwork (coming "soon" x3)
15. More inverse artwork (and maybe lore owo)
16. On the subject of lightborns, lightsworns, abyssals and the ruler of the multiverse and the ruler of the void (sounds like a title, MINE! >W<) (no but seriously, it'll be a series of drawings for lore about lightborns, lightsworns, those that become abyssals, the ruler of the universes in the multiverse that being Astrasseus and the ruler of the void and how the demon realm, Hell, Hades, etc. work kinda) (partially because Siruses' comic will have some of these elements OWO)
17. Updated artwork of Leon the Chameleon Wolf and Taile (including Taile's Anthro form) (Leon and Taile are one, but she can take over and then they become an anthro snake)
18. 2021/22 Hallow's Eve theme: Bal'Kar Invasion (4 drawings)
19. Garvyn Artwork (I wanna expand upod them x3)
20. more Chem-Tech arts (more into that portion of my lore x3)
21. More art of all my characters
22. more art of Argus :3
23. My sonas as siege operators (not like as the operators already in the game, more like me making an operator using them as themselves x3)(already came up with a couple, Jeffery AKA Plasma, Keter AKA Kronos, Jade AKA Cav 2.0 [joking lel x3], but Jade would be kinda like that only as an attacker, Issac AKA Guardian (Guardian angel x3), Brook AKA Shepherd (kinda easy with him x3), Albert (he's a tough one but I thought he'd be like a recon operator like lion since he doesn't really spray unless he gets scared), Allen AKA Mesmer (Bal'kar using a device that allows him to mesmerize the enemy and distracts them, then he can make them turn on their team. Probably something to do with bioextract x3), Radium AKA, well Radium (I mean it kinda fits x3)(he would use a gadget that can emit gamma waves which disrupt electronics and mess with the enemy's vision and health overtime), Leon/Taile AKA Chameleon (Chameleon wolf, able to mimic an enemy with voice and even looking similar to an enemy), Clef AKA Soundwave (since he's DJ, he could either have something which emits a bass wave which will stagger the enemys or maybe he can play music and sounds in one room to lure out the enemy, or maybe he could use present mic's ability and just scream to make the enemy team stunned X3), Argus AKA Seadog (something to do with stealth, his main weapons would be the mp7 or a silenced m14 and his secondary would either be a sig p226 suppressed or a USP 45 suppressed) and lastly Sirus AKA Demon (using his demon form, he can smash through soft walls and castle barricades x3. He also takes less damage whilst smashing through walls or barricades and less damage when charging through a Surya gate)
Next are some more Hardcore art challenges I thought of x3:
1. The species challenge with Jeffery, Keter and Jade (all drawn as their species, then a bunch of others x3)
2. The most multifur artwork I can possibly do before my paws fall off challenge x3 (no but seriously, I wanna make a multifur art that is just insanity on a page X3)
3. The Origin of Keter Husky Animated (this I'll need some help on, I can draw it all but I'll definitely be hiring some Voice actors for some of my sonas and if anything, I'd like to either make it a movie (or feature presentation) OR a mini series. As for my thoughts on who would voice who, Jeffery would probably be me if not then someone who can pull off a good voice for him, IDEALLY for Keter either Michael Kovach or Richard Horvitz (oh my god both could do his voice fairly well >W< aaaaa). Though if I couldn't and had to choose, someone who can do the voice I'm thinking of for him :3, Jade would be someone who can either pull off a good Australian accent or someone who is Australian and both have to sound like what I imagine she sounds like x3 and Jeffery and Keter's parents (as well as some others but ye x3). This does not mean I would plan on selling out my sonas or anything, I just wanna make something that I would be proud of and then be able to share it with the world >W<).
4. More animated stuffs (to go with 3 x3)(also no I would never sign a deal where some corporation gets to own Jeffery or any of my sonas for that matter, not a snowball's chance x3)(Hypothetically speaking of course).
Then One challenge which I would say is impossible for me to do x3:
1. The 365 in one year challenge (one drawing per day for a year)(this for me would more than likely never happen, but I could be optimistic and say I could try one day :3)
Anywho, that's all from me for now, I'll do my best to try and make more update journals that aren't months out (maybe one or two every month just so I'm at least doing one a month >w<). I hope you all have a wonderful Day/afternoon/evening/night and I'll see you in the next journal or submission ^W^.
OH MY GOSH IT'S BEEN ALMOST HALF A YEAR SINCE I MADE JOURNAL!... AAAAAAAH! ;w;
No but seriously, I think I should make an update journal now as I've been working a lot and even tried saving up for a fursuit recently (didn't exactly go to plan, but on the bright side I now have more to make more fursuit stuffs yeyy ^W^)(and more for school too >w<). But anywho here's some stuffs that has happened.
First and foremost, I'm still working at the grocery store as a bagger (even though I asked over ten times to be in the bakery and they hired some minor who's already called off just after getting hired in there what the hecc >w>. I also asked to be a cashier and they hired more cashiers and passed me up ><), I'm still working on getting stuff done for flight school (though I thought about some stuff here and there, including fast tracking my schooling by joining the Air Force, even though that would for me be kinda much as I don't think I'd make it through boot camp let alone being sent somewhere overseas ;w;. I also thought of getting my equivalent so I at least have it and so I at the least can maybe get a career in aeronautical engineering or maybe rocket engineering/ working on rockets in some capacity (I wanna build them >W<).
Second on the list, I've moved again to a new house (my parents got a new house that isn't a rental :3) and it's very nice. Along with that, I also got a new computer desk and chair and even a drone :3. So now I'm able to fly as a hobby when I can't as a schooling thing x3.
Third, since I've been kinda taking a break from drawing for a bit, with a few exceptions, I've been doing more VRC retextures and even got a head base so I can finally make Keter as a fullsuit (though I already made his feetpaws, handpaws, tail and bodysuit x3). The only thing I need is one of those manny-heads (mannequin heads) with the shoulders so I can make his mane. I might also need to reorder some fur as I kinda maybe messed up patterning out the fur on his head already ;w;. I also had to fix my hooves as the stitch on the one leg wasn't enough so I just whip stitch it tight. Now they should be relatively strong >W<.
Fourth, whilst we're on the subject of fursuits, I plan on working on two new projects, one is a skunk tail for Albert (he's after the next project >w<) and the next one is a partial of a celestial canine I plan on making with (and i'm not kidding when I say this), macro paws >W<! Okay so, maybe not exactly macro paws like HUGE BULKY, TANKY paws; but I plan on making the paws about 1.5 times larger with some exceptions (shoe size and the leggy spot). I did the math on them and 2 times would probably be way to big as the width would be too wide and you'd end up tripping over yourself. I also ddi think about making them with a little storage compartment and that may happen (we shall see o.o). I also was thinking of making the base about 6-8 inches tall and then the paws would be taller. As for if I were to ever offer these as something I'd sell, yes and no. I would be willing to IF and ONLY IF, the customer understands that these macro paws are big bulky feetpaws that they may have the chance to trip in and also MAYBE might have a hard time walking. Also, I wouldn't sell them right away as a little QA from me and maybe one other furson would be a better idea before sending these out into the wild >w<.
Fifth and last, I'm gonna leave a list of the art backlog here so that I remember what's on the list of things I was planning on drawing sometime X3. Here it is:
1. Shaftbeast artwork of my first 3 sonas (Jeffery, Keter, Jade) (Jade's account, NSFW)
2. Rook artwork (He'll be here, even though he's technically supposed to be NSFW, he's more on the mature side, backstory to him as well will be added to submission)
3. Late 2021 Halloween drawings (THEY TAKE A CERTAIN PRIORITY OVER EVERYTHING, I WANT THEM DONE RIGHT, BUT ALSO DONE SOON, IT'S ALMOST 2 YEARS ;w;)
4. NSFW Refs for my sonas (Jeffery, Keter, Jade, etc.) (This would be more mature not adult, so it'll be ok here on my account) (anything with certain kinks or fetish material, Jade's account)
5. Mutate me round 1 to completion (This one is gonna be finished at some point, I don't have an exact on this one yet, mainly because of other ideas I have, it will be coming back)
6. Jeffery the seven tails Redux (I never finished the first attempt so I'm gonna try my hand at revising it, it'll take a bit before I get to it though)
7. The Origin of Keter Husky Comic series (HIGH PRIORITY, IT'S MY FIRST STORY I EVER WROTE, I WANT THE COMIC TO BE 2ND IN THE LIST OF PRIORITY)
8. How Dauntless (plane TF Comic) (I'm getting around to that one as well, I mainly put it off because of other ideas as well)
9. Siruses' comic series (reads like a manga, R - L) (Coming "Soon" x3)
10. Sekali and Rampart Silent Comic (In the works, but not ready for print yet)
11. the gods and goddesses in my lore and maybe even a hierarchy (had this planned for a long time, it's coming "soon", just like Ragnarök, btw GOW: Ragnarök coming November 9th OWO)
12. Eldritch Hierarchy (for good reason x3)
13. Faidrinian species artwork (working on these boios too >w<)
14. Cherno-wolves artwork (coming "soon" x3)
15. More inverse artwork (and maybe lore owo)
16. On the subject of lightborns, lightsworns, abyssals and the ruler of the multiverse and the ruler of the void (sounds like a title, MINE! >W<) (no but seriously, it'll be a series of drawings for lore about lightborns, lightsworns, those that become abyssals, the ruler of the universes in the multiverse that being Astrasseus and the ruler of the void and how the demon realm, Hell, Hades, etc. work kinda) (partially because Siruses' comic will have some of these elements OWO)
17. Updated artwork of Leon the Chameleon Wolf and Taile (including Taile's Anthro form) (Leon and Taile are one, but she can take over and then they become an anthro snake)
18. 2021/22 Hallow's Eve theme: Bal'Kar Invasion (4 drawings)
19. Garvyn Artwork (I wanna expand upod them x3)
20. more Chem-Tech arts (more into that portion of my lore x3)
21. More art of all my characters
22. more art of Argus :3
23. My sonas as siege operators (not like as the operators already in the game, more like me making an operator using them as themselves x3)(already came up with a couple, Jeffery AKA Plasma, Keter AKA Kronos, Jade AKA Cav 2.0 [joking lel x3], but Jade would be kinda like that only as an attacker, Issac AKA Guardian (Guardian angel x3), Brook AKA Shepherd (kinda easy with him x3), Albert (he's a tough one but I thought he'd be like a recon operator like lion since he doesn't really spray unless he gets scared), Allen AKA Mesmer (Bal'kar using a device that allows him to mesmerize the enemy and distracts them, then he can make them turn on their team. Probably something to do with bioextract x3), Radium AKA, well Radium (I mean it kinda fits x3)(he would use a gadget that can emit gamma waves which disrupt electronics and mess with the enemy's vision and health overtime), Leon/Taile AKA Chameleon (Chameleon wolf, able to mimic an enemy with voice and even looking similar to an enemy), Clef AKA Soundwave (since he's DJ, he could either have something which emits a bass wave which will stagger the enemys or maybe he can play music and sounds in one room to lure out the enemy, or maybe he could use present mic's ability and just scream to make the enemy team stunned X3), Argus AKA Seadog (something to do with stealth, his main weapons would be the mp7 or a silenced m14 and his secondary would either be a sig p226 suppressed or a USP 45 suppressed) and lastly Sirus AKA Demon (using his demon form, he can smash through soft walls and castle barricades x3. He also takes less damage whilst smashing through walls or barricades and less damage when charging through a Surya gate)
Next are some more Hardcore art challenges I thought of x3:
1. The species challenge with Jeffery, Keter and Jade (all drawn as their species, then a bunch of others x3)
2. The most multifur artwork I can possibly do before my paws fall off challenge x3 (no but seriously, I wanna make a multifur art that is just insanity on a page X3)
3. The Origin of Keter Husky Animated (this I'll need some help on, I can draw it all but I'll definitely be hiring some Voice actors for some of my sonas and if anything, I'd like to either make it a movie (or feature presentation) OR a mini series. As for my thoughts on who would voice who, Jeffery would probably be me if not then someone who can pull off a good voice for him, IDEALLY for Keter either Michael Kovach or Richard Horvitz (oh my god both could do his voice fairly well >W< aaaaa). Though if I couldn't and had to choose, someone who can do the voice I'm thinking of for him :3, Jade would be someone who can either pull off a good Australian accent or someone who is Australian and both have to sound like what I imagine she sounds like x3 and Jeffery and Keter's parents (as well as some others but ye x3). This does not mean I would plan on selling out my sonas or anything, I just wanna make something that I would be proud of and then be able to share it with the world >W<).
4. More animated stuffs (to go with 3 x3)(also no I would never sign a deal where some corporation gets to own Jeffery or any of my sonas for that matter, not a snowball's chance x3)(Hypothetically speaking of course).
Then One challenge which I would say is impossible for me to do x3:
1. The 365 in one year challenge (one drawing per day for a year)(this for me would more than likely never happen, but I could be optimistic and say I could try one day :3)
Anywho, that's all from me for now, I'll do my best to try and make more update journals that aren't months out (maybe one or two every month just so I'm at least doing one a month >w<). I hope you all have a wonderful Day/afternoon/evening/night and I'll see you in the next journal or submission ^W^.
HOPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! ^W^ 2023
Posted 3 years agoI wish you all a Happy/Hoppy New year ^W^!
Some stuffs I wanted to add as well, I finished the Hallow's Eve 2020 Drawings last month/year in December, but I didn't upload the finished product because A: I wanted to make absolutely sure I'm satisfied with it and B: Christmas was more important and took more priority.
Second, For this year, I plan on doing all those drawing ideas I said prior (if possible) and all new VRC textures on my models ^W^! Since it's now been a year of doing work with models, I think it's only fair I remake them for 2023 and I also thought of keeping a tradition going; make a new year's model as well. This year, the Kirin by Harumaki got a 2023 makeup (it was kinda last minute so it's basic, BUT that's not what matters here >w<).
Third, OH MY GOD IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I MADE A JOURNAL! ;w;... So umm, I've been working a lot, making models and some arts, yeah : P. No but seriously, back in August I got my job, been working as a front service clerk (which means I get carts and bag groceries) and things have been very easy going (FINALLY A JOB I CAN ACTUALLY WORK AND NOT HATE THE PEOPLE I WORK FOR OR WITH *EXPLODES* >W<)(joking, kinda but yeah x3). I also made a fursuit of Keter, only thing he's missing a head which I plan on working on that too. I also made some Christmas hooves which btw, they're so comfy and make anyone who can wear them 4 inches taller >w<.
Fourth, it is time for the annual state of the drawings address (as I just called it this year and never before x3). So for 2022;
There were a total of: 31 Drawings (some were doubles and in some cases triples)
This is kind of to be expected considering I got into model making and was very busy last year with so many things.
Now a new counter, Model retextures made last year: 49 model retextures including a few that I haven't uploaded on here quite yet.
So now, we add all the artwork together (because it all counts) and what do we get: a very impressive 80 bit of artwork from 2022! Wooooooo ^W^
Lastly, For this year I have some resolutions that I'm still thinking on, but for now the first should be obvious; to try and catch up on the art backlog. Second one will be to do remakes on some retextures, third will be to make more complex models than I already have (yes, I'm gonna do that and I will find a way oWo, fourth is I really wanna make a world in VRC (figure that out somehow), fifth is flight school stuff (meaning going to another airport because oh boy the one I went to might as well of scammed me ><), sixth is to try and get into the bakery at my job, seventh is to make it to a furry convention this year somehow, eighth is to commission my first fursuit (if at all possible), nineth is to get back into figure skating if possible, tenth is to do more fursuit making and yes, I might actually do LIMITED sales or commissions (KEY WORD: MIGHT), eleventh is to do my best on art this year in terms of not just quantity but quality as well, this also includes improvement. Twelfth is to spend less (look models and games ain't cheap alright, I spents somes because I can gets a treates x3), thirteenth is to create a two-person vr model (yes, that's right. TWO PEOPLE IN ONE)(granted whoever has the base model is in control, but the idea is still cool), fourteenth is to get a faidrinian plush made (I want to bring one to life >W<) and to also finally launch the faidrinian FA page and such, fifteenth is to work more on the comics I have in the works (my paws hurt just thinking of the art cramps ;w;) and finally SIXTEENTH is to work on some youtube content and maybe streaming on twitch (and maybe something with a VRM model? idk how to do that though : P).
Anywho, Hoppy new years to you all, here's to a very productive and hopefully innovative and imaginative year, 2023. That's all from me for now, please be safe and I will see you all in the next journal/submission :3
Some stuffs I wanted to add as well, I finished the Hallow's Eve 2020 Drawings last month/year in December, but I didn't upload the finished product because A: I wanted to make absolutely sure I'm satisfied with it and B: Christmas was more important and took more priority.
Second, For this year, I plan on doing all those drawing ideas I said prior (if possible) and all new VRC textures on my models ^W^! Since it's now been a year of doing work with models, I think it's only fair I remake them for 2023 and I also thought of keeping a tradition going; make a new year's model as well. This year, the Kirin by Harumaki got a 2023 makeup (it was kinda last minute so it's basic, BUT that's not what matters here >w<).
Third, OH MY GOD IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I MADE A JOURNAL! ;w;... So umm, I've been working a lot, making models and some arts, yeah : P. No but seriously, back in August I got my job, been working as a front service clerk (which means I get carts and bag groceries) and things have been very easy going (FINALLY A JOB I CAN ACTUALLY WORK AND NOT HATE THE PEOPLE I WORK FOR OR WITH *EXPLODES* >W<)(joking, kinda but yeah x3). I also made a fursuit of Keter, only thing he's missing a head which I plan on working on that too. I also made some Christmas hooves which btw, they're so comfy and make anyone who can wear them 4 inches taller >w<.
Fourth, it is time for the annual state of the drawings address (as I just called it this year and never before x3). So for 2022;
There were a total of: 31 Drawings (some were doubles and in some cases triples)
This is kind of to be expected considering I got into model making and was very busy last year with so many things.
Now a new counter, Model retextures made last year: 49 model retextures including a few that I haven't uploaded on here quite yet.
So now, we add all the artwork together (because it all counts) and what do we get: a very impressive 80 bit of artwork from 2022! Wooooooo ^W^
Lastly, For this year I have some resolutions that I'm still thinking on, but for now the first should be obvious; to try and catch up on the art backlog. Second one will be to do remakes on some retextures, third will be to make more complex models than I already have (yes, I'm gonna do that and I will find a way oWo, fourth is I really wanna make a world in VRC (figure that out somehow), fifth is flight school stuff (meaning going to another airport because oh boy the one I went to might as well of scammed me ><), sixth is to try and get into the bakery at my job, seventh is to make it to a furry convention this year somehow, eighth is to commission my first fursuit (if at all possible), nineth is to get back into figure skating if possible, tenth is to do more fursuit making and yes, I might actually do LIMITED sales or commissions (KEY WORD: MIGHT), eleventh is to do my best on art this year in terms of not just quantity but quality as well, this also includes improvement. Twelfth is to spend less (look models and games ain't cheap alright, I spents somes because I can gets a treates x3), thirteenth is to create a two-person vr model (yes, that's right. TWO PEOPLE IN ONE)(granted whoever has the base model is in control, but the idea is still cool), fourteenth is to get a faidrinian plush made (I want to bring one to life >W<) and to also finally launch the faidrinian FA page and such, fifteenth is to work more on the comics I have in the works (my paws hurt just thinking of the art cramps ;w;) and finally SIXTEENTH is to work on some youtube content and maybe streaming on twitch (and maybe something with a VRM model? idk how to do that though : P).
Anywho, Hoppy new years to you all, here's to a very productive and hopefully innovative and imaginative year, 2023. That's all from me for now, please be safe and I will see you all in the next journal/submission :3
Early August Update journal 2022 (jeez two months ;w;)
Posted 3 years agoHello everyone, I am still here >W<,
I hope everyone has been well, I have been doing pretty good myself. So to start off this REALLY late journal, it didn't take long for my workplace to once again become a warzone. So to summarize, they first took me off of scones on the premise that because of my skin condition, I'm not allowed to make them until my face clears up (which btw I could take them to court over, COULD but I won't. I don't like legal fees and it's not worth it because I'll be looking for a new place to work... AGAIN. Ok seriously I'm sick of looking for new jobs every five minutes -_ -). That sparked a war of sorts as my mom hasn't gone in there to buy any of the baked goods since and I've been professional with my bosses and co-workers, but not as friendly. Basically they picked at something that I've been dealing with for a while, posed as doctors saying I need to follow their regiment to clear it up, I told them that wouldn't work but they persisted, I almost left over some of the smallest things they tried, and now I'm pretty much going to be placing an application in somewhere new hopefully soon because of the next issue (oh also, my mom is a licensed esthetician and so is the person I go to see for my face and skin, they both said that what makes me have issues is oily food and stress, my bosses said it was milk, cheese and sugars, all things I've eaten consistently throughout my life and it never made my face or skin have breakouts). Now then, the second issue that happened (hence why I said it sparked a war), the owner of the salons' kid (the salon my mom works at btw) as well as the owner herself dealt with something I wouldn't like to share full details on. All I can say is not only did the tea cafe I work at loose the business of the salon owner and anyone that goes to that salons' business, but what happened to them caused my bosses to have to promptly fire one of my co-workers for (like, that HAD to happen). I came back this week and everything seems ok, the business was busier during the afternoon but otherwise, seemed to go just fine. They also got someone to fill in that spot the other co-worker was in.
Second on the list of things, for the first time in a year and a half, I got sick in mid-july, yeyy ><. So, we went to the beach the week before I got sick and everything was fine, apart from the next day having minor dehydration and feeling slightly sun sick. Well then, I went to work that week and I got sick from someone at my workplace (I know who it was) and for the first week I was feverish and stuffed up, the second I tried to go to work on friday after thinking I was fine, then after one day I tapped out and said, "yeah that's too much for me right now." Well funny thing too with that, that Saturday my dad came home and told me the news from my boss; my boss couldn't even tell me to my face about what they were going to do with the scones. Oh and just after that, they tried to force the two up front to make them by getting them to come in at 9AM to make them, they both said they're not going to do that after I told them what happened. So now I feel a lot better (obviously x3) and I should be good on not getting sick for another year and a half maybe two (I would only hope). Another thing that happened, after I got over my sickness I had another tooth break on me, fun ><. I just went to the dentist yesterday and oh boi do I hate needles and oh boi do I hate drilling. my new tooth should be here two weeks from now but until then, no hard foods, no steak, no sticky foods, no crunchy or chewy and whatever my new bite doesn't like, no.
Third on this list of things, Helluva boss season 2 episode one came out, yeyyyyy ^W^! I love the series already and can't wait for Hazbin to come out, but now I have a new favorite episode, that being episode 1 of season 2!?!?!? (anyone gets that reference x3). I basically have been waiting forever (the 270-ish days it took) and it was so worth the wait, especially because the crew did such a phenomenal job on everything, the backgrounds, the color schemes, the characters, the voice actors, the audio mixing and design, the visuals, it's all there and it conveyed so much through it all (I'm gushing ok x3).
Fourth, this next one sucks. I had to phase out my old drawing tablet from the first time I did digital art and buy a new one because my old one got ruined by soda. So for context, I was having a great day that day, then after getting home from work and getting something to eat, my soda fell over on my desk and spilled all over my set up. My computer is fine! it's far enough away from my desk to where it wouldn't have been affected, but my keyboard now has sticky keys (which I tried cleaning but there's some keys that persist in being sticky) and my first drawing tablet I've ever had is now ruined. I tried to get it to work but I'm pretty certain the soda got to where it isn't supposed to go, that being the chipboard, and shorted or heavily damaged a vital component. I got a new one now, it's about 3 times the size too, but I'm never going to get rid of the old one. What I mean is, as it was my first digital tablet, I'd like to keep it and display it. After all, it's the reason why about 85 percent or more of my art is digital on FA and it also is the reason I got better at artwork over the years, helping me see little details here and there I'd never think about unless I did all of that digital art. Granted I could've gotten better with traditional and such and then I'd have more refined techniques for traditional, but mainly I think the digital art aspect was most helpful for me because of how much storage I'd need for all the traditional pieces I'd make. Either way, that tablet is now retired and has served me very well and now the new tablet will have to fill some big paws (shoes? but why shoes? besides, shoes are only here to be ripped... x3).
FIFTH, along the subject of art, yes artwork, I'm working on getting stuff drawn and uploaded. Some art I got is not for this account (it's personal-ish). Also here's a numbered list of what I have planned (some of it will be for Jade's account as hers is NSFW):
1. Shaftbeast artwork of my first 3 sonas (Jeffery, Keter, Jade) (Jade's account, NSFW)
2. Rook artwork (He'll be here, even though he's technically supposed to be NSFW, he's more on the mature side, backstory to him as well will be added to submission)
3. Late 2020 Halloween drawings (THEY TAKE A CERTAIN PRIORITY OVER EVERYTHING, I WANT THEM DONE RIGHT, BUT ALSO DONE SOON, IT'S ALMOST 2 YEARS ;w;)
4. NSFW Refs for my sonas (Jeffery, Keter, Jade, etc.) (This would be more mature not adult, so it'll be ok here on my account) (anything with certain kinks or fetish material, Jade's account)
5. Mutate me round 1 to completion (This one is gonna be finished at some point, I don't have an exact on this one yet, mainly because of other ideas I have, it will be coming back)
6. Jeffery the seven tails Redux (I never finished the first attempt so I'm gonna try my hand at revising it, it'll take a bit before I get to it though)
7. The Origin of Keter Husky Comic series (HIGH PRIORITY, IT'S MY FIRST STORY I EVER WROTE, I WANT THE COMIC TO BE 2ND IN THE LIST OF PRIORITY)
8. How Dauntless (plane TF Comic) (I'm getting around to that one as well, I mainly put it off because of other ideas as well)
9. Siruses' comic series (reads like a manga, R - L) (Coming "Soon" x3)
10. Sekali and Rampart Silent Comic (In the works, but not ready for print yet)
11. Jess the Wolfe story (Oh boy, writing. So, this one I have MULTIPLE plots and such I wanna go with this story. Originally, I was gonna go for a lighter hearted, slice of life type story. Now I'm thinking not so action-packed, but rather like slice of life but also has something going on with it, not like gods and demons fighting over the fate of the world but also not Saturday afternoon indoors playing video games and having some antics ensue here and there and that be it, in the middle somewhere).
12. the gods and goddesses in my lore and maybe even a hierarchy (had this planned for a long time, it's coming "soon", just like Ragnarök, btw GOW: Ragnarök coming November 9th OWO)
13. Eldritch Hierarchy (for good reason x3)
14. Faidrinian species artwork (working on these boios too >w<)
15. Cherno-wolves artwork (coming "soon" x3)
16. More inverse artwork (and maybe lore owo)
17. On the subject of lightborns, lightsworns, abyssals and the ruler of the multiverse and the ruler of the void (sounds like a title, MINE! >W<) (no but seriously, it'll be a series of drawings for lore about lightborns, lightsworns, those that become abyssals, the ruler of the universes in the multiverse that being Astrasseus and the ruler of the void and how the demon realm, Hell, Hades, etc. work kinda) (partially because Siruses' comic will have some of these elements OWO)
18. Updated artwork of Leon the Chameleon Wolf and Taile (including Taile's Anthro form) (Leon and Taile are one, but she can take over and then they become an anthro snake)
I think that's everything for now, if I have any more updates I'll be sure to put them here, but in the meantime, I'm here, I gots a new tablet, I'm ready to art, I've finally gotten something on FA after almost two months, and now I'm gonna try to draw stuff >w<. I hope you all have a wonderful day/night and I'll see you all in the next journal/submission ^W^.
I hope everyone has been well, I have been doing pretty good myself. So to start off this REALLY late journal, it didn't take long for my workplace to once again become a warzone. So to summarize, they first took me off of scones on the premise that because of my skin condition, I'm not allowed to make them until my face clears up (which btw I could take them to court over, COULD but I won't. I don't like legal fees and it's not worth it because I'll be looking for a new place to work... AGAIN. Ok seriously I'm sick of looking for new jobs every five minutes -_ -). That sparked a war of sorts as my mom hasn't gone in there to buy any of the baked goods since and I've been professional with my bosses and co-workers, but not as friendly. Basically they picked at something that I've been dealing with for a while, posed as doctors saying I need to follow their regiment to clear it up, I told them that wouldn't work but they persisted, I almost left over some of the smallest things they tried, and now I'm pretty much going to be placing an application in somewhere new hopefully soon because of the next issue (oh also, my mom is a licensed esthetician and so is the person I go to see for my face and skin, they both said that what makes me have issues is oily food and stress, my bosses said it was milk, cheese and sugars, all things I've eaten consistently throughout my life and it never made my face or skin have breakouts). Now then, the second issue that happened (hence why I said it sparked a war), the owner of the salons' kid (the salon my mom works at btw) as well as the owner herself dealt with something I wouldn't like to share full details on. All I can say is not only did the tea cafe I work at loose the business of the salon owner and anyone that goes to that salons' business, but what happened to them caused my bosses to have to promptly fire one of my co-workers for (like, that HAD to happen). I came back this week and everything seems ok, the business was busier during the afternoon but otherwise, seemed to go just fine. They also got someone to fill in that spot the other co-worker was in.
Second on the list of things, for the first time in a year and a half, I got sick in mid-july, yeyy ><. So, we went to the beach the week before I got sick and everything was fine, apart from the next day having minor dehydration and feeling slightly sun sick. Well then, I went to work that week and I got sick from someone at my workplace (I know who it was) and for the first week I was feverish and stuffed up, the second I tried to go to work on friday after thinking I was fine, then after one day I tapped out and said, "yeah that's too much for me right now." Well funny thing too with that, that Saturday my dad came home and told me the news from my boss; my boss couldn't even tell me to my face about what they were going to do with the scones. Oh and just after that, they tried to force the two up front to make them by getting them to come in at 9AM to make them, they both said they're not going to do that after I told them what happened. So now I feel a lot better (obviously x3) and I should be good on not getting sick for another year and a half maybe two (I would only hope). Another thing that happened, after I got over my sickness I had another tooth break on me, fun ><. I just went to the dentist yesterday and oh boi do I hate needles and oh boi do I hate drilling. my new tooth should be here two weeks from now but until then, no hard foods, no steak, no sticky foods, no crunchy or chewy and whatever my new bite doesn't like, no.
Third on this list of things, Helluva boss season 2 episode one came out, yeyyyyy ^W^! I love the series already and can't wait for Hazbin to come out, but now I have a new favorite episode, that being episode 1 of season 2!?!?!? (anyone gets that reference x3). I basically have been waiting forever (the 270-ish days it took) and it was so worth the wait, especially because the crew did such a phenomenal job on everything, the backgrounds, the color schemes, the characters, the voice actors, the audio mixing and design, the visuals, it's all there and it conveyed so much through it all (I'm gushing ok x3).
Fourth, this next one sucks. I had to phase out my old drawing tablet from the first time I did digital art and buy a new one because my old one got ruined by soda. So for context, I was having a great day that day, then after getting home from work and getting something to eat, my soda fell over on my desk and spilled all over my set up. My computer is fine! it's far enough away from my desk to where it wouldn't have been affected, but my keyboard now has sticky keys (which I tried cleaning but there's some keys that persist in being sticky) and my first drawing tablet I've ever had is now ruined. I tried to get it to work but I'm pretty certain the soda got to where it isn't supposed to go, that being the chipboard, and shorted or heavily damaged a vital component. I got a new one now, it's about 3 times the size too, but I'm never going to get rid of the old one. What I mean is, as it was my first digital tablet, I'd like to keep it and display it. After all, it's the reason why about 85 percent or more of my art is digital on FA and it also is the reason I got better at artwork over the years, helping me see little details here and there I'd never think about unless I did all of that digital art. Granted I could've gotten better with traditional and such and then I'd have more refined techniques for traditional, but mainly I think the digital art aspect was most helpful for me because of how much storage I'd need for all the traditional pieces I'd make. Either way, that tablet is now retired and has served me very well and now the new tablet will have to fill some big paws (shoes? but why shoes? besides, shoes are only here to be ripped... x3).
FIFTH, along the subject of art, yes artwork, I'm working on getting stuff drawn and uploaded. Some art I got is not for this account (it's personal-ish). Also here's a numbered list of what I have planned (some of it will be for Jade's account as hers is NSFW):
1. Shaftbeast artwork of my first 3 sonas (Jeffery, Keter, Jade) (Jade's account, NSFW)
2. Rook artwork (He'll be here, even though he's technically supposed to be NSFW, he's more on the mature side, backstory to him as well will be added to submission)
3. Late 2020 Halloween drawings (THEY TAKE A CERTAIN PRIORITY OVER EVERYTHING, I WANT THEM DONE RIGHT, BUT ALSO DONE SOON, IT'S ALMOST 2 YEARS ;w;)
4. NSFW Refs for my sonas (Jeffery, Keter, Jade, etc.) (This would be more mature not adult, so it'll be ok here on my account) (anything with certain kinks or fetish material, Jade's account)
5. Mutate me round 1 to completion (This one is gonna be finished at some point, I don't have an exact on this one yet, mainly because of other ideas I have, it will be coming back)
6. Jeffery the seven tails Redux (I never finished the first attempt so I'm gonna try my hand at revising it, it'll take a bit before I get to it though)
7. The Origin of Keter Husky Comic series (HIGH PRIORITY, IT'S MY FIRST STORY I EVER WROTE, I WANT THE COMIC TO BE 2ND IN THE LIST OF PRIORITY)
8. How Dauntless (plane TF Comic) (I'm getting around to that one as well, I mainly put it off because of other ideas as well)
9. Siruses' comic series (reads like a manga, R - L) (Coming "Soon" x3)
10. Sekali and Rampart Silent Comic (In the works, but not ready for print yet)
11. Jess the Wolfe story (Oh boy, writing. So, this one I have MULTIPLE plots and such I wanna go with this story. Originally, I was gonna go for a lighter hearted, slice of life type story. Now I'm thinking not so action-packed, but rather like slice of life but also has something going on with it, not like gods and demons fighting over the fate of the world but also not Saturday afternoon indoors playing video games and having some antics ensue here and there and that be it, in the middle somewhere).
12. the gods and goddesses in my lore and maybe even a hierarchy (had this planned for a long time, it's coming "soon", just like Ragnarök, btw GOW: Ragnarök coming November 9th OWO)
13. Eldritch Hierarchy (for good reason x3)
14. Faidrinian species artwork (working on these boios too >w<)
15. Cherno-wolves artwork (coming "soon" x3)
16. More inverse artwork (and maybe lore owo)
17. On the subject of lightborns, lightsworns, abyssals and the ruler of the multiverse and the ruler of the void (sounds like a title, MINE! >W<) (no but seriously, it'll be a series of drawings for lore about lightborns, lightsworns, those that become abyssals, the ruler of the universes in the multiverse that being Astrasseus and the ruler of the void and how the demon realm, Hell, Hades, etc. work kinda) (partially because Siruses' comic will have some of these elements OWO)
18. Updated artwork of Leon the Chameleon Wolf and Taile (including Taile's Anthro form) (Leon and Taile are one, but she can take over and then they become an anthro snake)
I think that's everything for now, if I have any more updates I'll be sure to put them here, but in the meantime, I'm here, I gots a new tablet, I'm ready to art, I've finally gotten something on FA after almost two months, and now I'm gonna try to draw stuff >w<. I hope you all have a wonderful day/night and I'll see you all in the next journal/submission ^W^.
Late May 2022 Update Journal ;w;
Posted 3 years agoHellu Everyone,
So to start, AAAAAAAAAA I missed April ;w;! So I meant to do a journal for April but I guess I never got around to it, but still I should've because now I can't even remember much of what happened in April ^w^".
Anywho though, most of what I can say is five days after I got laid off from that previous employment, I got my job back at the tea cafe and they started me off at $12/hr. Also a lot has changed there; for one no more drama, no more crazy (minus the used to be chef, now I would say is the sous-chef?)(there's a reason behind that too), now they're only open 3 days a week (G, thanks to a specific thing we all know and hopefully understandably despise/ are extremely disappointed in, but as such I will only elude to it and not specifically say) and now I get 7 hours a day for the 3 days we're open because I make all the scones (the secret to them is... I made them and used ingredients :O). So now I get to make all the scones the previous scone maker didn't make like chocolate chocolate cherry (Chocolate scones with chocolate chips and cherries)(why not white chocolate chips though :p), apple cinnamon and ginger peach white chocolate. I also still do the dishes, but now I've been labelled the "head baker" there x3.
Along with that, I'm still working on things with my private pilot training, I'm just working on the ground work (textbook stuff) and I also went for my physical (passed with flying colors), got my student pilot's license and my insurance. I also made sure to get some notebooks so I could take notes because oh my god there's so much owo.
Third thing, I saw some movies with my mate and we've been doing stuff together so I haven't done too much on the subject of art unless you count vrchat retextures and some drawings here and there (which should be posted here as soon as I can/ as soon as they're finished). I want to start doing more model retextures with the wickerbeast and such, but I also want to start working with the nardoragon models as well (so I should be getting that one soon :3). I also managed to finish my handpaws for my fursuit project, yeyyy ^W^. So I was going to work on the next handpaw that one week I was at my previous employment, but apart from the dark feelings I had and just the feeling of not wanting to do anything, I just put it off and I think about 2 weeks ago I finally started working on the second handpaw again and sewed it together. I would say my fursuit making skills still need lots of work and to be honest, I think I need a mentor/teacher who can show me how to sew and maybe even how to make a fursuit better (like teaching about different stitches, different techniques, showing me how to get the shape I want out of foam, how to make fursuit feetpaws because oh my god those have given me the most challenge please if someone could teach me that it'd be great, I don't learn from watching though ;w;, those sorts of things x3). I also plan on making Keter to completion, however I regrettably have to say in a both saddened and frustrated way, the company that of which makes the luxury shag I buy no longer makes faux furs for cost reasons (BTW, IT'S PARTNERED WITH AMAZON SO WHY FAUX FUR IDK BUT I'M STILL GONNA BE FAIRLY UPSET WITH THAT). So now I don't know where to get my faux fur supplies, especially the various colors I would use and I'm terrified to use any of my faux fur fabrics for anything because it's basically all the faux fur I have and I don't want to mess anything up (btw, if anyone knows where I can get faux fur, please do let me know, I would greatly appreciate it ;w;).
Fourth thing, I've been working on comics and I plan on releasing a page for Siruses' comic "soon." (pulling a vivzie here x3). I also am gonna finish up those halloween drawings soon trust me, I'm working towards those too, hopefully those will be finished before halloween this year x3. I also am working on doing some more art possibly for my Cherno-wolves and Faidrinians "Soon." I also have some more art planned for my "Mutate me" comic, my "How Dauntless" comic and I thought about it for a bit and I think I'm gonna do a redux of the "Jeffery the Seven tails" comic (basically redraw and also finishing it x3). I also came up with another comic which I had as an idea for a long while, that being making a silent comic (no dialogue between characters, just body languages and actions OWO) with my sergal Sekali and my protogen Rampart. I originally was going to make it with dialogue and have Sekali speaking his native tongue (Sekir)(which btw in his native tongue, Sekalis' name is "SEH-KAR-EE") and Rampart would be understanding him and speaking in English. However, I thought it would be better in my opinion for them not to speak in it as it only being body language and actions, no dialogue, it can tell more than just words and as a secondary affect, it for me in an art sense feels like a good thing to do and a challenging one as well (body language, facial expressions, little movements with hands, fingers, eyes, tail position, ear positions, brows, heck think of anything on the body, it could be part of someone's body language and I would have to somehow convey that through an actually more simplified medium as I don't want to have too much detail come to think of it :p. Nevertheless, my point stands, it's gonna be hard >W<). The only "Words" you will see in that comic would be stuff in the background like "Hangar bay 2" or maybe something on a computer screen and even then I think I should put it in an alien language that makes barely any sense.
Well that's all I got for now, again sorry I didn't make a journal back in April, I don't know why I forgot to make one ;w;, but I'll do my best to stay on top of that. I should be uploading more art "Soon", so that should be coming out soon. That's all from me for now, I hope you all have a wonderful Day/Evening and I'll see all of you in the next Journal/Submission ^W^
So to start, AAAAAAAAAA I missed April ;w;! So I meant to do a journal for April but I guess I never got around to it, but still I should've because now I can't even remember much of what happened in April ^w^".
Anywho though, most of what I can say is five days after I got laid off from that previous employment, I got my job back at the tea cafe and they started me off at $12/hr. Also a lot has changed there; for one no more drama, no more crazy (minus the used to be chef, now I would say is the sous-chef?)(there's a reason behind that too), now they're only open 3 days a week (G, thanks to a specific thing we all know and hopefully understandably despise/ are extremely disappointed in, but as such I will only elude to it and not specifically say) and now I get 7 hours a day for the 3 days we're open because I make all the scones (the secret to them is... I made them and used ingredients :O). So now I get to make all the scones the previous scone maker didn't make like chocolate chocolate cherry (Chocolate scones with chocolate chips and cherries)(why not white chocolate chips though :p), apple cinnamon and ginger peach white chocolate. I also still do the dishes, but now I've been labelled the "head baker" there x3.
Along with that, I'm still working on things with my private pilot training, I'm just working on the ground work (textbook stuff) and I also went for my physical (passed with flying colors), got my student pilot's license and my insurance. I also made sure to get some notebooks so I could take notes because oh my god there's so much owo.
Third thing, I saw some movies with my mate and we've been doing stuff together so I haven't done too much on the subject of art unless you count vrchat retextures and some drawings here and there (which should be posted here as soon as I can/ as soon as they're finished). I want to start doing more model retextures with the wickerbeast and such, but I also want to start working with the nardoragon models as well (so I should be getting that one soon :3). I also managed to finish my handpaws for my fursuit project, yeyyy ^W^. So I was going to work on the next handpaw that one week I was at my previous employment, but apart from the dark feelings I had and just the feeling of not wanting to do anything, I just put it off and I think about 2 weeks ago I finally started working on the second handpaw again and sewed it together. I would say my fursuit making skills still need lots of work and to be honest, I think I need a mentor/teacher who can show me how to sew and maybe even how to make a fursuit better (like teaching about different stitches, different techniques, showing me how to get the shape I want out of foam, how to make fursuit feetpaws because oh my god those have given me the most challenge please if someone could teach me that it'd be great, I don't learn from watching though ;w;, those sorts of things x3). I also plan on making Keter to completion, however I regrettably have to say in a both saddened and frustrated way, the company that of which makes the luxury shag I buy no longer makes faux furs for cost reasons (BTW, IT'S PARTNERED WITH AMAZON SO WHY FAUX FUR IDK BUT I'M STILL GONNA BE FAIRLY UPSET WITH THAT). So now I don't know where to get my faux fur supplies, especially the various colors I would use and I'm terrified to use any of my faux fur fabrics for anything because it's basically all the faux fur I have and I don't want to mess anything up (btw, if anyone knows where I can get faux fur, please do let me know, I would greatly appreciate it ;w;).
Fourth thing, I've been working on comics and I plan on releasing a page for Siruses' comic "soon." (pulling a vivzie here x3). I also am gonna finish up those halloween drawings soon trust me, I'm working towards those too, hopefully those will be finished before halloween this year x3. I also am working on doing some more art possibly for my Cherno-wolves and Faidrinians "Soon." I also have some more art planned for my "Mutate me" comic, my "How Dauntless" comic and I thought about it for a bit and I think I'm gonna do a redux of the "Jeffery the Seven tails" comic (basically redraw and also finishing it x3). I also came up with another comic which I had as an idea for a long while, that being making a silent comic (no dialogue between characters, just body languages and actions OWO) with my sergal Sekali and my protogen Rampart. I originally was going to make it with dialogue and have Sekali speaking his native tongue (Sekir)(which btw in his native tongue, Sekalis' name is "SEH-KAR-EE") and Rampart would be understanding him and speaking in English. However, I thought it would be better in my opinion for them not to speak in it as it only being body language and actions, no dialogue, it can tell more than just words and as a secondary affect, it for me in an art sense feels like a good thing to do and a challenging one as well (body language, facial expressions, little movements with hands, fingers, eyes, tail position, ear positions, brows, heck think of anything on the body, it could be part of someone's body language and I would have to somehow convey that through an actually more simplified medium as I don't want to have too much detail come to think of it :p. Nevertheless, my point stands, it's gonna be hard >W<). The only "Words" you will see in that comic would be stuff in the background like "Hangar bay 2" or maybe something on a computer screen and even then I think I should put it in an alien language that makes barely any sense.
Well that's all I got for now, again sorry I didn't make a journal back in April, I don't know why I forgot to make one ;w;, but I'll do my best to stay on top of that. I should be uploading more art "Soon", so that should be coming out soon. That's all from me for now, I hope you all have a wonderful Day/Evening and I'll see all of you in the next Journal/Submission ^W^
March 2022 Update Journal
Posted 3 years agoHey Everyone,
So first off as I'm writing this, I'm pretty upset. Apart from the obvious that I'm sure everyone knows (will not mention or go into details), Stuff has happened as of recent and it sucks. So to start let's get all the bad out first, like ripping off a band-aid.
First off, I got laid off from my job and the reason for it was mainly because the print shop was losing money. I originally was debating in my head if I should quit there because the two owners with all due respect seemed to contradict everything especially the one I dealt with the most. This of course made for a very confusing work environment as well as making seemingly simple tasks or jobs become more difficult and it eventually led to that same owner, my boss to start micromanaging everything down to the smallest detail (meaning even if you kept track of literally everything, he still wasn't satisfied). Apart from that I stayed because I was looking into other places to work, but also thinking to myself that no where else would hire me, making me feel pressured into staying there. This was of course the wrong decision, but I still did it anyways so oh well there. However, last week I did a full cleaning of the place including sweeping the print room, sweeping the supply room, cleaning the bathrooms (technically not within my jobs description, I did it because I hate dirty bathrooms >>), vacuuming the lobby, dusting every surface off (again, same with bathrooms, I hate dusty surfaces >>), spraying the air with anti-bacterial spray just for good measure, wiping down every surface whether it was touched or not (just for good measure), stocked the bathrooms with paper towel and toilet paper rolls and after all that I still did all the normal non-cleaning related things such as ink and paper inventory, calling our important customers up about how we were now available to make color prints for blueprints in the event they needed those, writing down info for customers who wanted specific stuff printed and of course, cleared my email list about twenty times over until I had nothing to do because everything else was done.
Ok I know they did it for cost reasons and if anything I left on good terms, neither one of the owners were mad at me and even said I was a good and honest worker. However, the thing that just bothered me was the contradictory statements I would hear over the time I worked there (which I guess now it doesn't matter so oh well), the fact that I was never late and they gave me a 3 out of 5 for punctuality, a 2 on dependability and 1 on my work quality (this was a month ago on my employee evaluation when everything was running smoothly). Then they said they lost some important contractors and they didn't feel comfortable dealing with someone who was as they put it, "A kid who just got out of High school." I can understand where they're coming from with this argument; however, printing blueprints really isn't that difficult, nor is stapling them, nor is rolling them up and attaching an invoice to them. I can break down my job pretty simply; I get an email with a PDF, I download said PDF, I put it in a folder labelled for that client under the current day's date (Example: client is Window Construction, So Client folder, Window Construction, New folder labelled 2022-03-15). Then I drag & drop the PDF into a program for the printer, it loads the pages in order (unless there's multiple PDFs, in which case it's a matter of me sorting them after print), I hit print and then it sends it to the printer and prints. After sending that, I take it off the paper rack, shuffle or as I like to say since it's more accurate, stack the paper to be seemingly perfectly stacked. Then I grab a binding strip, staple it with 4 staples (unless customer says otherwise, then it's 5 staples) and then roll it up, invoice the prints with a detailed invoice, attached the invoice to the prints and then email them back saying your prints are available for pick up. That was 98% of my job in a nutshell (the other 2% was either monthly invoicing for one customer or miscellaneous stuff). The owner I dealt with the most, my used to be boss, also said that it was too much for me to handle because I didn't have the experience and tried lecturing me on how this was a tipping point in my life where I was starting adulthood. I stopped him before he could by saying that I was trying to balance that job and flight school at the same time. This stopped the lecture there, which I was glad it stopped there.
Now what's the point of all this? Why am I rambling on about all this? Mainly just to vent. My friends and family were actually relieved I got out of that job after the amount of abuse I experience while working there (yeah, it was mental abuse and it just was not professional when some of the workers took their days out on everyone else), but I just felt mad at the fact that they cut my job for cost reasons and this was a week after one of the drafting employees threatened to leave if she didn't get a raise (NOT DRAWING A LINES HERE, JUST STATING POINTS). I'm also upset because I would do stuff far beyond my job description and pay even and they would find the one thing I didn't do (something totally random) and then lecture me for not doing it. Another thing that bothers me is how I was told I was doing a great job and that I was doing really well handling everything and even said to two other workers who would hang out at work whilst I was working my tail off around them and then they gave me horrible, abysmal employee evaluation (oh by the way, my dad was livid about the punctuality comment, because he drove me to work every single monday and we were always 15 minutes early).
So after I got laid off, they said they would pay me for the whole day (which I think they did, got a paystub online) and that I could go home early or stay for the rest of the day if I wanted, it wouldn't matter. I decided since I was tearing up and even started crying outside whilst on the phone with my dad, to go home and not look back. Oh and when I told my coworker (the one who would fall alseep during work by the way) that I got laid off, he was upset and then that turned into fuming rage (he started slamming things, throwing things around, his face read "I'm fuming mad", etc.). So yeah, now I'm looking into five other places, I'm thinking two of them will probably work better for me (the ones involving me not dealing with customers), but we'll see.
Anywho, now that the band-aid has been ripped off, not much else has happened as of late other than me making more retextures and getting a new mic since my old ones' cord broke ;w;. I also started a project I meant to start months ago (that being Keters' fursuit owo). So far I started on the handpaws because they're the easiest (apart from the tail). I also did some drawing and plan on doing more (as well as retextures). I also have been playing games and watching anime more (because I didn't want to force the artworks, quality over quantity owo)(nevermind the fact I uploaded so many VRC screenshots x3). I'm also going to do some more artwork for Sirus'es comic series. There are other pieces of art I would like to do, but those may take a bit especially if I'm doing comic pages owo.
Anyway, that's all from me for now, I'll be sure to make another journal if I have anything else. I hope you all have a lovely day/evening. Please everyone out stay safe and I will see you all in the next journal/submission :3
So first off as I'm writing this, I'm pretty upset. Apart from the obvious that I'm sure everyone knows (will not mention or go into details), Stuff has happened as of recent and it sucks. So to start let's get all the bad out first, like ripping off a band-aid.
First off, I got laid off from my job and the reason for it was mainly because the print shop was losing money. I originally was debating in my head if I should quit there because the two owners with all due respect seemed to contradict everything especially the one I dealt with the most. This of course made for a very confusing work environment as well as making seemingly simple tasks or jobs become more difficult and it eventually led to that same owner, my boss to start micromanaging everything down to the smallest detail (meaning even if you kept track of literally everything, he still wasn't satisfied). Apart from that I stayed because I was looking into other places to work, but also thinking to myself that no where else would hire me, making me feel pressured into staying there. This was of course the wrong decision, but I still did it anyways so oh well there. However, last week I did a full cleaning of the place including sweeping the print room, sweeping the supply room, cleaning the bathrooms (technically not within my jobs description, I did it because I hate dirty bathrooms >>), vacuuming the lobby, dusting every surface off (again, same with bathrooms, I hate dusty surfaces >>), spraying the air with anti-bacterial spray just for good measure, wiping down every surface whether it was touched or not (just for good measure), stocked the bathrooms with paper towel and toilet paper rolls and after all that I still did all the normal non-cleaning related things such as ink and paper inventory, calling our important customers up about how we were now available to make color prints for blueprints in the event they needed those, writing down info for customers who wanted specific stuff printed and of course, cleared my email list about twenty times over until I had nothing to do because everything else was done.
Ok I know they did it for cost reasons and if anything I left on good terms, neither one of the owners were mad at me and even said I was a good and honest worker. However, the thing that just bothered me was the contradictory statements I would hear over the time I worked there (which I guess now it doesn't matter so oh well), the fact that I was never late and they gave me a 3 out of 5 for punctuality, a 2 on dependability and 1 on my work quality (this was a month ago on my employee evaluation when everything was running smoothly). Then they said they lost some important contractors and they didn't feel comfortable dealing with someone who was as they put it, "A kid who just got out of High school." I can understand where they're coming from with this argument; however, printing blueprints really isn't that difficult, nor is stapling them, nor is rolling them up and attaching an invoice to them. I can break down my job pretty simply; I get an email with a PDF, I download said PDF, I put it in a folder labelled for that client under the current day's date (Example: client is Window Construction, So Client folder, Window Construction, New folder labelled 2022-03-15). Then I drag & drop the PDF into a program for the printer, it loads the pages in order (unless there's multiple PDFs, in which case it's a matter of me sorting them after print), I hit print and then it sends it to the printer and prints. After sending that, I take it off the paper rack, shuffle or as I like to say since it's more accurate, stack the paper to be seemingly perfectly stacked. Then I grab a binding strip, staple it with 4 staples (unless customer says otherwise, then it's 5 staples) and then roll it up, invoice the prints with a detailed invoice, attached the invoice to the prints and then email them back saying your prints are available for pick up. That was 98% of my job in a nutshell (the other 2% was either monthly invoicing for one customer or miscellaneous stuff). The owner I dealt with the most, my used to be boss, also said that it was too much for me to handle because I didn't have the experience and tried lecturing me on how this was a tipping point in my life where I was starting adulthood. I stopped him before he could by saying that I was trying to balance that job and flight school at the same time. This stopped the lecture there, which I was glad it stopped there.
Now what's the point of all this? Why am I rambling on about all this? Mainly just to vent. My friends and family were actually relieved I got out of that job after the amount of abuse I experience while working there (yeah, it was mental abuse and it just was not professional when some of the workers took their days out on everyone else), but I just felt mad at the fact that they cut my job for cost reasons and this was a week after one of the drafting employees threatened to leave if she didn't get a raise (NOT DRAWING A LINES HERE, JUST STATING POINTS). I'm also upset because I would do stuff far beyond my job description and pay even and they would find the one thing I didn't do (something totally random) and then lecture me for not doing it. Another thing that bothers me is how I was told I was doing a great job and that I was doing really well handling everything and even said to two other workers who would hang out at work whilst I was working my tail off around them and then they gave me horrible, abysmal employee evaluation (oh by the way, my dad was livid about the punctuality comment, because he drove me to work every single monday and we were always 15 minutes early).
So after I got laid off, they said they would pay me for the whole day (which I think they did, got a paystub online) and that I could go home early or stay for the rest of the day if I wanted, it wouldn't matter. I decided since I was tearing up and even started crying outside whilst on the phone with my dad, to go home and not look back. Oh and when I told my coworker (the one who would fall alseep during work by the way) that I got laid off, he was upset and then that turned into fuming rage (he started slamming things, throwing things around, his face read "I'm fuming mad", etc.). So yeah, now I'm looking into five other places, I'm thinking two of them will probably work better for me (the ones involving me not dealing with customers), but we'll see.
Anywho, now that the band-aid has been ripped off, not much else has happened as of late other than me making more retextures and getting a new mic since my old ones' cord broke ;w;. I also started a project I meant to start months ago (that being Keters' fursuit owo). So far I started on the handpaws because they're the easiest (apart from the tail). I also did some drawing and plan on doing more (as well as retextures). I also have been playing games and watching anime more (because I didn't want to force the artworks, quality over quantity owo)(nevermind the fact I uploaded so many VRC screenshots x3). I'm also going to do some more artwork for Sirus'es comic series. There are other pieces of art I would like to do, but those may take a bit especially if I'm doing comic pages owo.
Anyway, that's all from me for now, I'll be sure to make another journal if I have anything else. I hope you all have a lovely day/evening. Please everyone out stay safe and I will see you all in the next journal/submission :3
February Update Journal 2022 :3
Posted 3 years agoHerru everyone,
First off, I'm sorry it's so late for a journal ;w;, I've been working on stuff mentally and physically and I haven't been able to do much on here (reeeeeeee x3). Anywho though, like I said, I've been working on stuff since the last time I uploaded anything, mainly spending time with my friends and doing some artwork here and there. I also am now starting to look for a new job (there's an entire thing on that and it's not pretty >>)(Simplified version: my workplace doesn't treat anyone right, my boss is always judging me and insulting my intelligence but that's another thing all together as well. He also judges me on the actions I do and when I make suggestions to make things better for the print shop, he shoots them all down as if they're not beneficial. That and my fellow coworkers have bullied me and one of them raised their voice to me as if they thought they were above me, when in actuality they're not; not even in the slightest. Also, I make barely anything and after my employee evaluation, it would be next to impossible for me to ask for a raise, especially since my boss gave me such a low rating after all the work I do. That and another thing as well, after that "Evaluation", I had all my drafting jobs taken from me for no reason. I guess I'll learn drafting by not drafting, makes so much sense am I right?). I was thinking of going somewhere that will treat me at the least better and would let me work without problems. I would also like to make a better wage so that I may be able to afford my pilot's license and then over time eventually become a cargo pilot for FedEx (Here's hoping).
Second, I am treating all the vrc pics (mainly the retextures) as artwork I've done this year (I DO NOT MEAN TO SAY I OWN THE ASSETS AS IN I CREATED THEM, I ONLY MEAN TO SAY THE RETEXTURES ARE MY DOING AND MY ARTWORK!). So whenever I count the amount of artwork I've done this year, I'm adding the pics I've done in vrc as well. As for regular artwork, I'm current;y working on a comic page for Siruses' Comic. I haven't been able to get myself to work too much on it as of late, but that's from a lot of things that have been happening lately (already mentioned it). I'm doing my best to do my artwork, while also allowing myself to breathe and not to force myself to do artwork, as that wouldn't exactly give good results (or at least results I'm happy with).
That's pretty much everything for right now, I know this is shorter than my typcial monthly journals, but not much has happened or been noteworthy as of late, apart from the negative. I mainly didn't want to bring it up, but I thought it a good idea to record it anyway. I'll be sure to do my best art-wise and as the song goes, "Accentuate the positive, eliminate the negative." (just thought of that idk x3). Anywho, I hope you all have lovely day/evening and I'll see you all in the next journal/submission :3
First off, I'm sorry it's so late for a journal ;w;, I've been working on stuff mentally and physically and I haven't been able to do much on here (reeeeeeee x3). Anywho though, like I said, I've been working on stuff since the last time I uploaded anything, mainly spending time with my friends and doing some artwork here and there. I also am now starting to look for a new job (there's an entire thing on that and it's not pretty >>)(Simplified version: my workplace doesn't treat anyone right, my boss is always judging me and insulting my intelligence but that's another thing all together as well. He also judges me on the actions I do and when I make suggestions to make things better for the print shop, he shoots them all down as if they're not beneficial. That and my fellow coworkers have bullied me and one of them raised their voice to me as if they thought they were above me, when in actuality they're not; not even in the slightest. Also, I make barely anything and after my employee evaluation, it would be next to impossible for me to ask for a raise, especially since my boss gave me such a low rating after all the work I do. That and another thing as well, after that "Evaluation", I had all my drafting jobs taken from me for no reason. I guess I'll learn drafting by not drafting, makes so much sense am I right?). I was thinking of going somewhere that will treat me at the least better and would let me work without problems. I would also like to make a better wage so that I may be able to afford my pilot's license and then over time eventually become a cargo pilot for FedEx (Here's hoping).
Second, I am treating all the vrc pics (mainly the retextures) as artwork I've done this year (I DO NOT MEAN TO SAY I OWN THE ASSETS AS IN I CREATED THEM, I ONLY MEAN TO SAY THE RETEXTURES ARE MY DOING AND MY ARTWORK!). So whenever I count the amount of artwork I've done this year, I'm adding the pics I've done in vrc as well. As for regular artwork, I'm current;y working on a comic page for Siruses' Comic. I haven't been able to get myself to work too much on it as of late, but that's from a lot of things that have been happening lately (already mentioned it). I'm doing my best to do my artwork, while also allowing myself to breathe and not to force myself to do artwork, as that wouldn't exactly give good results (or at least results I'm happy with).
That's pretty much everything for right now, I know this is shorter than my typcial monthly journals, but not much has happened or been noteworthy as of late, apart from the negative. I mainly didn't want to bring it up, but I thought it a good idea to record it anyway. I'll be sure to do my best art-wise and as the song goes, "Accentuate the positive, eliminate the negative." (just thought of that idk x3). Anywho, I hope you all have lovely day/evening and I'll see you all in the next journal/submission :3
Hoppy New Year Everyone ^W^
Posted 4 years agoHerru everyone,
So to start, I would like to wish you all a hoppy new year (foreshadowing for what I'm gonna draw intensifies x3). I hope you all had a fun time seeing the new year come in (I also hope all of you did so reasonably hehe x3), I know I did. For new year's this year I switched it up a bit and spent the night on Vrchat with friends and when the new year started, I opened up a bottle of Sarsaparilla (Sioux city sarsaparilla, very yummmm :3).
Second matter of business, on the subject of artwork. I count up all the artwork from last year and see how much I did last year (just for my own curiosity to be fair x3). So last year I did:
54 Drawings (technically 53 since the one is a photo edit of a drawing). Not bad considering all that happened last year, I mainly was going for much more (like double of last year's being 67 oWo), but I'd rather have less that are quality rather than more which are not quality but rather quantity :3.
Third matter of business, I'm going to start working hard on some artwork and I'll also be possibly uploading some of my pics from vrc on here at some point. I also wanna finish those Halloween drawings from 2020 (should've been done by now I know _w_) and I think 2021's theme is gonna have to wait for a while (not until this year's Halloween, that's a whole new theme x3).
Well that's all from me for now, I hope you all are having a good first day/evening in the new year. Hoppy 2022 everyone and I'll see you in the next journal/submission ^W^
So to start, I would like to wish you all a hoppy new year (foreshadowing for what I'm gonna draw intensifies x3). I hope you all had a fun time seeing the new year come in (I also hope all of you did so reasonably hehe x3), I know I did. For new year's this year I switched it up a bit and spent the night on Vrchat with friends and when the new year started, I opened up a bottle of Sarsaparilla (Sioux city sarsaparilla, very yummmm :3).
Second matter of business, on the subject of artwork. I count up all the artwork from last year and see how much I did last year (just for my own curiosity to be fair x3). So last year I did:
54 Drawings (technically 53 since the one is a photo edit of a drawing). Not bad considering all that happened last year, I mainly was going for much more (like double of last year's being 67 oWo), but I'd rather have less that are quality rather than more which are not quality but rather quantity :3.
Third matter of business, I'm going to start working hard on some artwork and I'll also be possibly uploading some of my pics from vrc on here at some point. I also wanna finish those Halloween drawings from 2020 (should've been done by now I know _w_) and I think 2021's theme is gonna have to wait for a while (not until this year's Halloween, that's a whole new theme x3).
Well that's all from me for now, I hope you all are having a good first day/evening in the new year. Hoppy 2022 everyone and I'll see you in the next journal/submission ^W^
Merry Christmas everyone ^W^
Posted 4 years agoHellu Everyone,
Just making a quick journal to say a furry merry Christmas to you all ^W^! I hope you all enjoy spending time together and enjoying time with friends, family, etc. as well as giving those fursons/persons/hoomans gifts and even opening your own. Also if you're like me, get yourself a nice big mug of cocoa before opening gifts (I prefer caramel hot cocoa or even panera's hot cocoa with those big mint marshmellows oWo). I wish you all a great day/night and I will see you all in the next Journal/Submission.
Once again, Furry Merry Christmas everyone ^W^
Just making a quick journal to say a furry merry Christmas to you all ^W^! I hope you all enjoy spending time together and enjoying time with friends, family, etc. as well as giving those fursons/persons/hoomans gifts and even opening your own. Also if you're like me, get yourself a nice big mug of cocoa before opening gifts (I prefer caramel hot cocoa or even panera's hot cocoa with those big mint marshmellows oWo). I wish you all a great day/night and I will see you all in the next Journal/Submission.
Once again, Furry Merry Christmas everyone ^W^
December Update 2021/ Christmas Journal :3
Posted 4 years agoHerru everyone,
yes I'm still here (reeeee I need to be better at doing more here >W<). I haven't been too active as of late mainly due to life (yey, life >>). To summarize, drafting til I'm dead tired, shopping for peoples for Christmas and going places, getting on VRC more to hang out with some new friends, playing COD Vanguard even though it makes me upset (I stopped today btw, I played one game and said "screw this"), playing Farcry 5 because it was on sale (not bad tbh : P), watching Helluva Boss all over along with Dr. Who (missed Dr. Who so bad ;w;), broke a tooth because the food was as hard as a bullet (no fun in that department ><) and went to see the Nutcracker for the first time and even met the mother of the one playing the Sugar Plum Fairy (that was just a surprise because she was at the front doors of the theatre and started talking to us oWo).Not much else other than that, aside from me cooking up some ideas for drawings in my head along with trying to draw after drafting all day for four days in a row (which btw they gave me a really tough job that makes my head hurt >>). I'm still working on getting stuff done (the right way of course) and now that I broke myself of COD for a while (hopefully a long while), I can finally get to finishing those Hallow's Eve Drawings for 2020 and maybe work on the 2021 drawings this year AND other various drawings as well.
Anywho, that's all for now from the woof. I hope you're all having a lovely Christmas time and I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas this year and I'll see you all in the next Journal/Submission ^W^
yes I'm still here (reeeee I need to be better at doing more here >W<). I haven't been too active as of late mainly due to life (yey, life >>). To summarize, drafting til I'm dead tired, shopping for peoples for Christmas and going places, getting on VRC more to hang out with some new friends, playing COD Vanguard even though it makes me upset (I stopped today btw, I played one game and said "screw this"), playing Farcry 5 because it was on sale (not bad tbh : P), watching Helluva Boss all over along with Dr. Who (missed Dr. Who so bad ;w;), broke a tooth because the food was as hard as a bullet (no fun in that department ><) and went to see the Nutcracker for the first time and even met the mother of the one playing the Sugar Plum Fairy (that was just a surprise because she was at the front doors of the theatre and started talking to us oWo).Not much else other than that, aside from me cooking up some ideas for drawings in my head along with trying to draw after drafting all day for four days in a row (which btw they gave me a really tough job that makes my head hurt >>). I'm still working on getting stuff done (the right way of course) and now that I broke myself of COD for a while (hopefully a long while), I can finally get to finishing those Hallow's Eve Drawings for 2020 and maybe work on the 2021 drawings this year AND other various drawings as well.
Anywho, that's all for now from the woof. I hope you're all having a lovely Christmas time and I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas this year and I'll see you all in the next Journal/Submission ^W^
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!! ^W^
Posted 4 years agoherru everyone,
This journal's gonna be short and sweet. I just want to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving and to say some of the things I'm thankful for ^w^. So to start, I am thankful for all of my friends who have been there for me when things got a little rough. I am thankful as well to my family for helping me in a lot of ways, since they are the reason I got my career start in a sense (I'm the one who put in the effort, but they were the ones who helped me find the right people to talk to). I am thankful for all of you out there just because (idk how to describe it x3), and lastly I am thankful for all of those who have helped me learn more this year for pretty much everything from science to art to other various things. I would like to thank all of you out there and I hope you all have a wonderful thanksgiving.
Also, don't eat too much turkey, it make you sleepy X3.
This journal's gonna be short and sweet. I just want to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving and to say some of the things I'm thankful for ^w^. So to start, I am thankful for all of my friends who have been there for me when things got a little rough. I am thankful as well to my family for helping me in a lot of ways, since they are the reason I got my career start in a sense (I'm the one who put in the effort, but they were the ones who helped me find the right people to talk to). I am thankful for all of you out there just because (idk how to describe it x3), and lastly I am thankful for all of those who have helped me learn more this year for pretty much everything from science to art to other various things. I would like to thank all of you out there and I hope you all have a wonderful thanksgiving.
Also, don't eat too much turkey, it make you sleepy X3.
October Update 2021 (late one sorries >W<)
Posted 4 years agoHerru everyone,
So first off, I haven't been drawing much if at all this month and that's because I felt like I should take a small break from drawing. I kept driving myself to draw a lot and to exceed my previous expectations and to run myself hard, but then I also felt that if I kept pushing myself too much I would experience burnout, like hitting the wall really hard kind. So that's one main reason nothing has been coming out (and tbh, I feel bad because it's one of my favorite months as it's Halloween/Hallow's Eve month >W<). Another reason I took a break was to somewhat work on retexturing some VRC models I got from Ghostly (OMG their models are sooooooo gewd uwu)(x3) and I think I got the hang of basic retexture work and such. I still don't know how to make clothing menus or anything custom or how to change the hairstyles on the models or anything that doesn't involve slapping recolored/retextured model textures on a model x3. Also another reason I took a break was I got a funimation subscription (yep, watching lots of animes after work oWo) and I also got Blade & Sorcery (Exercise oWo). Basically I watch animes after work sometimes and if I'm feeling up to it, I'll exercise in Blade & Sorcery and have fun slapping NPCs with swords and daggers x3. Another reason I took a break as well was I started playing space engineers ALOT (I made some cewl stuffs OWO) and that was for me to work on concepts for spaceships and planes that I had ideas for and didn't get around to. One plane I built has eight rocket bays that are hidden in the wings until you open them with a button, then these door-like things swing open and the rockets are there. Another I did was I built my own take on an SBD 3 Dauntless with a space flight attachment that the plane latches onto and it can then somewhat fly in space (mainly that attachment is for re-entry x3) and the wings even fold up on it :3.
Anywho, second order of business; I got some fur and I can now make one of my sonas (my second sona, my husky boio) KETER ^W^!!! I'm so excited but also scared to make him (mainly because I got 3.5 of the blue I need and 3 of the tan I need and I don't want to mess up). I also plan on making my other sonas as well and working on my suit making and when I do, I'll be sure to share my work with all of ya :3.
Third thing, I went figure skating (ice skating x3) the other day and I was surprised. I thought I wouldn't be able to do my jumps or even get close to some of my spin or anythign else and yet, it was as if I had skated the day before (even though I hadn't gone ice skating since 2019)(oh my god I missed that >W<). Another thing I found was that my coach had left the rink and moved to another rink (which is fine because when I can, I'm starting lessons with him again if I can >W<).
Fourth thing, I do plan on starting to draw more again but it'll be after this weekend (so probably monday, the beginning of november : P) and I do plan on working on all that backlog art I planned on finishing so I can get to more stuffs (like maybe some comics or some faidrinian art or even some other stuff that needs to be worked on :3). I know my track record for saying "Imma do art" hasn't been great as of late, I'm fully aware that I should probably stick to my guns more on that, but I needed a break tbh. Working on artwork all the time for me is great up until I start feeling the burnout or even strain from doing art non-stop (not physical, mental strain).
Anywho, that's everything I can think of at the moment. I plan on finishing up the Hallow's eve drawings for last year and this year and then it'll be onto maybe some Christmas stuff or even some stuff I wanna work on (one of those things being a comic series for Fenrir X3). I hope you all have a wonderful day/evening and I'll see you all in the next Journal/Submission ^W^
So first off, I haven't been drawing much if at all this month and that's because I felt like I should take a small break from drawing. I kept driving myself to draw a lot and to exceed my previous expectations and to run myself hard, but then I also felt that if I kept pushing myself too much I would experience burnout, like hitting the wall really hard kind. So that's one main reason nothing has been coming out (and tbh, I feel bad because it's one of my favorite months as it's Halloween/Hallow's Eve month >W<). Another reason I took a break was to somewhat work on retexturing some VRC models I got from Ghostly (OMG their models are sooooooo gewd uwu)(x3) and I think I got the hang of basic retexture work and such. I still don't know how to make clothing menus or anything custom or how to change the hairstyles on the models or anything that doesn't involve slapping recolored/retextured model textures on a model x3. Also another reason I took a break was I got a funimation subscription (yep, watching lots of animes after work oWo) and I also got Blade & Sorcery (Exercise oWo). Basically I watch animes after work sometimes and if I'm feeling up to it, I'll exercise in Blade & Sorcery and have fun slapping NPCs with swords and daggers x3. Another reason I took a break as well was I started playing space engineers ALOT (I made some cewl stuffs OWO) and that was for me to work on concepts for spaceships and planes that I had ideas for and didn't get around to. One plane I built has eight rocket bays that are hidden in the wings until you open them with a button, then these door-like things swing open and the rockets are there. Another I did was I built my own take on an SBD 3 Dauntless with a space flight attachment that the plane latches onto and it can then somewhat fly in space (mainly that attachment is for re-entry x3) and the wings even fold up on it :3.
Anywho, second order of business; I got some fur and I can now make one of my sonas (my second sona, my husky boio) KETER ^W^!!! I'm so excited but also scared to make him (mainly because I got 3.5 of the blue I need and 3 of the tan I need and I don't want to mess up). I also plan on making my other sonas as well and working on my suit making and when I do, I'll be sure to share my work with all of ya :3.
Third thing, I went figure skating (ice skating x3) the other day and I was surprised. I thought I wouldn't be able to do my jumps or even get close to some of my spin or anythign else and yet, it was as if I had skated the day before (even though I hadn't gone ice skating since 2019)(oh my god I missed that >W<). Another thing I found was that my coach had left the rink and moved to another rink (which is fine because when I can, I'm starting lessons with him again if I can >W<).
Fourth thing, I do plan on starting to draw more again but it'll be after this weekend (so probably monday, the beginning of november : P) and I do plan on working on all that backlog art I planned on finishing so I can get to more stuffs (like maybe some comics or some faidrinian art or even some other stuff that needs to be worked on :3). I know my track record for saying "Imma do art" hasn't been great as of late, I'm fully aware that I should probably stick to my guns more on that, but I needed a break tbh. Working on artwork all the time for me is great up until I start feeling the burnout or even strain from doing art non-stop (not physical, mental strain).
Anywho, that's everything I can think of at the moment. I plan on finishing up the Hallow's eve drawings for last year and this year and then it'll be onto maybe some Christmas stuff or even some stuff I wanna work on (one of those things being a comic series for Fenrir X3). I hope you all have a wonderful day/evening and I'll see you all in the next Journal/Submission ^W^
Another September update Journal 2021
Posted 4 years agoHerru Everyone,
So first, about a week ago my family lost our 15 year old cat. His name was Orange and he was the last cat from the original family we had of animals I had from my childhood. We got him when he was only 8 weeks old and he was very skittish for half of his life. My dad had to take him to the vet to be put down (there's more to it, but for my sake I wish not to put that here). After barely making it through work that day, I came home to find something special for Orange, that being my dad gave him a proper burial and even a memorial with flowers. This helped me and my mother very much in that now we can remember him well when we see that flower bush out back. This definitely wasn't easy for me to write, but I felt it necessary. It has been getting easier each day and I even got myself to do a couple things, such as bowling and even retexturing some vrc models (which I will probably take pics of and put on here :3).
Onto the second bit, my dad got a local job so now he'll be home again, off the road (sort of). This will definitely help because he'll be helping my mom with things that neither she nor I can do (electrical, plumbing, really heavy lifting, etc.).
Third thing, I thought to leave this last as it's not exactly as important as the first two; but even so I wanted to include it in this Journal so, this years Hallow's Eve theme for my drawings :3. This year, I'm going to be doing:
Bal'kar Invasion (All my sonas and some characters' Bal'kar forms x3)(Oh and I'm working on finishing last years, been a bit hard since I don't have the grasp on last year's theme as much as I did last year).
That is all for this Journal, more to come in October and hopefully even some fursuit pics or even vrc pics. Anywho, I'm gonna try getting a crack on things with drawing so I'll see you all in the next Journal/Submission ^w^.
So first, about a week ago my family lost our 15 year old cat. His name was Orange and he was the last cat from the original family we had of animals I had from my childhood. We got him when he was only 8 weeks old and he was very skittish for half of his life. My dad had to take him to the vet to be put down (there's more to it, but for my sake I wish not to put that here). After barely making it through work that day, I came home to find something special for Orange, that being my dad gave him a proper burial and even a memorial with flowers. This helped me and my mother very much in that now we can remember him well when we see that flower bush out back. This definitely wasn't easy for me to write, but I felt it necessary. It has been getting easier each day and I even got myself to do a couple things, such as bowling and even retexturing some vrc models (which I will probably take pics of and put on here :3).
Onto the second bit, my dad got a local job so now he'll be home again, off the road (sort of). This will definitely help because he'll be helping my mom with things that neither she nor I can do (electrical, plumbing, really heavy lifting, etc.).
Third thing, I thought to leave this last as it's not exactly as important as the first two; but even so I wanted to include it in this Journal so, this years Hallow's Eve theme for my drawings :3. This year, I'm going to be doing:
Bal'kar Invasion (All my sonas and some characters' Bal'kar forms x3)(Oh and I'm working on finishing last years, been a bit hard since I don't have the grasp on last year's theme as much as I did last year).
That is all for this Journal, more to come in October and hopefully even some fursuit pics or even vrc pics. Anywho, I'm gonna try getting a crack on things with drawing so I'll see you all in the next Journal/Submission ^w^.
September 2021 update :3
Posted 4 years agoHerru Everyone,
So I forgot to make a journal for August, woops : P; but I'm making up for it now so yey :3. Firstly, August was an interesting month to say the least for me (I won't go too much into detail on that, it was just a very emotional month for me surprisingly). I had a lot going on and it was even the month when I would've started school if I hadn't completely missed the boat on that and yeah (HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCCCCCCC!!!!!). However, I'm working towards it for the winter semester now and I'm for sure going to be ready by then (even if I have to study til my woofy brains melt reeee x3).
Second order of business, art. So I'm not going to force myself to do art as I think it would be wrong of me to force myself into doing art (plus the quality in my opinion does diminish if I force myself : P). But that isn't to say I'm not going to be doing art or as much art as I have planned (especially for Hallow's eve hehehe mwahahahahaha! XD). I might hold off on saying what this years' theme for my hallow's eve art will be, but basically it'll be a fun one for sure x3. As for last years (oh boy owo'); so I never really finished all of last years and while I tried really hard to finish last years artwork, I eventually missed a day, then began running out of steam and now I'm still sitting here with 17 of last years ideas still undrawn and I have at least another 15 ideas for this years so rip X3.
Third order of business, I've been in a big fursuiting mood as of late and if I can, I might make myself a new suit and wear them in some photos and such ^w^. The main thing is I still need to set up my sewing table and machine in my office, which also means I need a space for that stuff, which until this office is cleaned up a bit I don't have an ideal spot for any of that : P.
Fourth, I haven't played as many games as of late on my ps4 (and kinda have been taking a break from VR). Oh and along with my ps4, someone hacked my old PSN account and I fixed it once, but then it got suspended again for a chargeback that never happened from my end and also with no cards on file (so pardon my french, but what the hell >>). So I had to make a new account and that's all well and good, except I didn't get PS plus for it because I was affraid it was going to happen again, so that was a thing ;w;. I also don't know if I had mentioned this in my last journal, but I moved to the new house and it's ok ( it has problems, but not really at the same time : P). Anywho back on track for a sec; I did start playing more on my new PC that I bought (rip my wallet ;w;) and this computer I have nicknamed "The Beast" because it can handle anything and when it really wants to show its power, it sounds like a jet engine oWo. I have been trying to pull myself from playing games on it however, because I did say I was going to cut back on video games and somehow I keep on completely borking myself, but I also play more when I'm not in a drawing mood and as I said before, I won't be trying to force myself to draw. So the idea that I thought of is this, draw when I have the mood, play games here and there, to cut back on games watch something on Netflix, youtube, etc. and then something else (whatever that may be, could be just getting out of the house or something like skating like I used to or something : P).
Well, that's all from me, I might also upload some of my VRC pics on here of my floofy self ^W^ along with some drawovers if I get the mood for that :3. Also forgot to mention (I know this is the end of the journal but I just thought of this x3), comics will be on standby for now from me because they're a bit much (as in they take a week to be finished properly at minimum for me because I'm nuts X3). So for now, The Origin of Keter Husky, Siruses' comic series, How Daunting (plane TF comic), Mutate me (mutation comic) and any other I didn't mention will just have to wait til I can mentally grasp the idea of drawing comics again and also after I have cleared up some of these backlogged drawings I have in mind X3. But anywho, that's all from this foof, I hope you all are doing well and I hope you all have a wonderful day or evening and I'll see you in the next Journal/Submission ^W^.
So I forgot to make a journal for August, woops : P; but I'm making up for it now so yey :3. Firstly, August was an interesting month to say the least for me (I won't go too much into detail on that, it was just a very emotional month for me surprisingly). I had a lot going on and it was even the month when I would've started school if I hadn't completely missed the boat on that and yeah (HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCCCCCCC!!!!!). However, I'm working towards it for the winter semester now and I'm for sure going to be ready by then (even if I have to study til my woofy brains melt reeee x3).
Second order of business, art. So I'm not going to force myself to do art as I think it would be wrong of me to force myself into doing art (plus the quality in my opinion does diminish if I force myself : P). But that isn't to say I'm not going to be doing art or as much art as I have planned (especially for Hallow's eve hehehe mwahahahahaha! XD). I might hold off on saying what this years' theme for my hallow's eve art will be, but basically it'll be a fun one for sure x3. As for last years (oh boy owo'); so I never really finished all of last years and while I tried really hard to finish last years artwork, I eventually missed a day, then began running out of steam and now I'm still sitting here with 17 of last years ideas still undrawn and I have at least another 15 ideas for this years so rip X3.
Third order of business, I've been in a big fursuiting mood as of late and if I can, I might make myself a new suit and wear them in some photos and such ^w^. The main thing is I still need to set up my sewing table and machine in my office, which also means I need a space for that stuff, which until this office is cleaned up a bit I don't have an ideal spot for any of that : P.
Fourth, I haven't played as many games as of late on my ps4 (and kinda have been taking a break from VR). Oh and along with my ps4, someone hacked my old PSN account and I fixed it once, but then it got suspended again for a chargeback that never happened from my end and also with no cards on file (so pardon my french, but what the hell >>). So I had to make a new account and that's all well and good, except I didn't get PS plus for it because I was affraid it was going to happen again, so that was a thing ;w;. I also don't know if I had mentioned this in my last journal, but I moved to the new house and it's ok ( it has problems, but not really at the same time : P). Anywho back on track for a sec; I did start playing more on my new PC that I bought (rip my wallet ;w;) and this computer I have nicknamed "The Beast" because it can handle anything and when it really wants to show its power, it sounds like a jet engine oWo. I have been trying to pull myself from playing games on it however, because I did say I was going to cut back on video games and somehow I keep on completely borking myself, but I also play more when I'm not in a drawing mood and as I said before, I won't be trying to force myself to draw. So the idea that I thought of is this, draw when I have the mood, play games here and there, to cut back on games watch something on Netflix, youtube, etc. and then something else (whatever that may be, could be just getting out of the house or something like skating like I used to or something : P).
Well, that's all from me, I might also upload some of my VRC pics on here of my floofy self ^W^ along with some drawovers if I get the mood for that :3. Also forgot to mention (I know this is the end of the journal but I just thought of this x3), comics will be on standby for now from me because they're a bit much (as in they take a week to be finished properly at minimum for me because I'm nuts X3). So for now, The Origin of Keter Husky, Siruses' comic series, How Daunting (plane TF comic), Mutate me (mutation comic) and any other I didn't mention will just have to wait til I can mentally grasp the idea of drawing comics again and also after I have cleared up some of these backlogged drawings I have in mind X3. But anywho, that's all from this foof, I hope you all are doing well and I hope you all have a wonderful day or evening and I'll see you in the next Journal/Submission ^W^.
July 2021 Update :3
Posted 4 years agoHerru everyone,
So to start with updates; I'm still trying to get into college and it's been a bit hard lately. I still wanna go to be a pilot and maybe aeronautic engineering, but we'll see where I go :3.
Second is I started doing prep at my work somewhat, I have to start going in an hour earlier everyday now and I'm starting with cutting things like grapes, celery and such. I also have learned how to better use a knife and how to cut certain things a certain way. So that's all good on that front ^w^.
Next up, I'm gonna be moving in about a week or so to our new house and then we should all be good not to have to move in a year. My boss has a house given to her by her aunt and she's willing to sell it to us so yeyyy.
Now onto art; I haven't been drawing much as of late because I've been busy trying to get into school, playing on VRC with friends, playing on my ps4 a bit and even watching stuff (like beastars season 2 ^W^) and now I have to start packing my room up (oh boi do I hate moving >>). I'm still trying to do some art here and there, but I'm also now trying to learn Blender as well. Now I would be more than happy about this if it weren't for one issue; for some reason whenever I try to look at the render preview, the textures all either disappear (with the light like 2 inches away) or they turn into a green code-like mess of things (my one friends said something about the textures artifacting but Idk : P). Basically, I've hit a serious wall and am upset at the fact that I now am stumped from making any forward progress and have no idea what to do to fix it and why it's happening to begin with. So I pose the question to all of you then; does anyone know why my object looks like a glitchy coded green mess!?
I think that's all for now, if I think of anything else, I will make another journal to add onto this all. Until then, I hope you all have a wonderful day and I will see you all in the next submission/journal :3
So to start with updates; I'm still trying to get into college and it's been a bit hard lately. I still wanna go to be a pilot and maybe aeronautic engineering, but we'll see where I go :3.
Second is I started doing prep at my work somewhat, I have to start going in an hour earlier everyday now and I'm starting with cutting things like grapes, celery and such. I also have learned how to better use a knife and how to cut certain things a certain way. So that's all good on that front ^w^.
Next up, I'm gonna be moving in about a week or so to our new house and then we should all be good not to have to move in a year. My boss has a house given to her by her aunt and she's willing to sell it to us so yeyyy.
Now onto art; I haven't been drawing much as of late because I've been busy trying to get into school, playing on VRC with friends, playing on my ps4 a bit and even watching stuff (like beastars season 2 ^W^) and now I have to start packing my room up (oh boi do I hate moving >>). I'm still trying to do some art here and there, but I'm also now trying to learn Blender as well. Now I would be more than happy about this if it weren't for one issue; for some reason whenever I try to look at the render preview, the textures all either disappear (with the light like 2 inches away) or they turn into a green code-like mess of things (my one friends said something about the textures artifacting but Idk : P). Basically, I've hit a serious wall and am upset at the fact that I now am stumped from making any forward progress and have no idea what to do to fix it and why it's happening to begin with. So I pose the question to all of you then; does anyone know why my object looks like a glitchy coded green mess!?
I think that's all for now, if I think of anything else, I will make another journal to add onto this all. Until then, I hope you all have a wonderful day and I will see you all in the next submission/journal :3
June 2021 Update ^w^
Posted 4 years agoHerru Everyone,
So a couple things for this one, mostly gonna be short (possibly x3), the first is I've been promoted at my job ^W^! (:O so soon). So in about two weeks or so, I have to start earlier in the morning to help do some prep (oof, sleep schedule >w>) and then I do dishes for the majority of the day (so I'll be learning to do prep for a quarter of my job and still have 3 quarters in dishwashing :3).
Next in terms of updates, I still need to cut down on video games ;w; (I actually didn't do exactly that, I played vrc and onward on my quest 2 everyday for a couple hours over the span of a week both on my days off and a couple after work)(TO BE FAIR, I hung out with my friends and played uno, among us and such on vrc and I now love onward more than the new COD game that just came out last year x3). While on the subject though, I got Albert in VRC as a wickerbeast ^W^! He's so freaking adorbs and whenever I look at him in the mirror, seeing him makes me super happy :3.
Along with that, I also haven't done much drawing as of late mostly because I haven't had the drive for it. So I haven't forced myself to draw anything as I don't want to force my art since all that will do is make it unsatisfactory and it'll probably come out wrong. Although, I have gotten some drive to do some art as of late and as long as I've got it, I'm gonna take it and run with it >w<. Speaking of drawing, I might do some summer themed art with some of my sonas with octopus tentacles instead of legs :3 (that'll have to wait for now x3).
Anywho, that's all for now. I'll be sure to write another journal if I think of anything else but for now that's pretty much everything. I hope you all have a lovely day and see you all next Journal/Submission ^W^
So a couple things for this one, mostly gonna be short (possibly x3), the first is I've been promoted at my job ^W^! (:O so soon). So in about two weeks or so, I have to start earlier in the morning to help do some prep (oof, sleep schedule >w>) and then I do dishes for the majority of the day (so I'll be learning to do prep for a quarter of my job and still have 3 quarters in dishwashing :3).
Next in terms of updates, I still need to cut down on video games ;w; (I actually didn't do exactly that, I played vrc and onward on my quest 2 everyday for a couple hours over the span of a week both on my days off and a couple after work)(TO BE FAIR, I hung out with my friends and played uno, among us and such on vrc and I now love onward more than the new COD game that just came out last year x3). While on the subject though, I got Albert in VRC as a wickerbeast ^W^! He's so freaking adorbs and whenever I look at him in the mirror, seeing him makes me super happy :3.
Along with that, I also haven't done much drawing as of late mostly because I haven't had the drive for it. So I haven't forced myself to draw anything as I don't want to force my art since all that will do is make it unsatisfactory and it'll probably come out wrong. Although, I have gotten some drive to do some art as of late and as long as I've got it, I'm gonna take it and run with it >w<. Speaking of drawing, I might do some summer themed art with some of my sonas with octopus tentacles instead of legs :3 (that'll have to wait for now x3).
Anywho, that's all for now. I'll be sure to write another journal if I think of anything else but for now that's pretty much everything. I hope you all have a lovely day and see you all next Journal/Submission ^W^
May 2021 update OWO
Posted 4 years agoHerru everyone,
So for starters, sorry for making this so late >W<, I've been a bit busy as of late with things and stuff. One of those things is I got a new job at a tea cafe :3. The other is I've been trying to get into college (there's a story to that). anywho, I'm still working on some drawings and such and I'll be uploading them here (most likely in an art dump x3) as soon as possible ^w^.
Another thing I've been doing a bit of is trying to cut down on playing video games (did I say that in the last journal : P?). But yeah, the job has helped with that a bit, but I really want to get more into making things and drawing things. Don't get me wrong, I'll play games for about 14 hours if I'm in the mood owo; but again I really want to cut down on the frequency of that (btw those games are usually COD (of course x3), minecraft, resident evil, rdr2 (if I'm in the mood) or just sandbox games and things like payday 2.
Along with that, I got the preorder of resident evil Village! just one issue though; I can't play it because my pc can't handle it (and believe me, I tried to make it work >w>)(potato graphics are still too much). So to fix this, I'm gonna work my floofy backside off and save up until I can start upgrading it >W<. Plus, it's not just for RE8, its for all the newer games coming out. My pc has need an upgrade for years and now it's at that point where if it doesn't get upgraded, I won't be able to play the newer games >>. Fortunately, I don't have to replace the motherboard (woo! 700 bucks saved ;w;). The only things I need to upgrade are the graphics card (ouch ><), the ram (not too bad :3), the psu (power supply), the processor (again not too bad :3), and the storage (I could transfer all my data on the hard drives to an ssd, but I think I'm just gonna add more space)(also not too too bad either x3).
Anywho, another thing I've been excited about is beastars season 2 should be coming to the US soon ^W^ (yeyyy!)(now if they gave BNA a season 2 as well OWo). I also heard about the new venom movie coming out as well (now I have ideas x3) and I heard aggretsuko is getting another season ^w^. As for Beastars, I already have a bit of an idea as to what season 2 will have in it, mainly to do from reading some of the manga x3. That is all I'll say on that as to not spoil anything.
Anyway though, I think that's everything so far?(if I think of anything more, it'll be in the another journal :3). Happy may to all of you and I hope you all have a wonderful day/night ^W^.
So for starters, sorry for making this so late >W<, I've been a bit busy as of late with things and stuff. One of those things is I got a new job at a tea cafe :3. The other is I've been trying to get into college (there's a story to that). anywho, I'm still working on some drawings and such and I'll be uploading them here (most likely in an art dump x3) as soon as possible ^w^.
Another thing I've been doing a bit of is trying to cut down on playing video games (did I say that in the last journal : P?). But yeah, the job has helped with that a bit, but I really want to get more into making things and drawing things. Don't get me wrong, I'll play games for about 14 hours if I'm in the mood owo; but again I really want to cut down on the frequency of that (btw those games are usually COD (of course x3), minecraft, resident evil, rdr2 (if I'm in the mood) or just sandbox games and things like payday 2.
Along with that, I got the preorder of resident evil Village! just one issue though; I can't play it because my pc can't handle it (and believe me, I tried to make it work >w>)(potato graphics are still too much). So to fix this, I'm gonna work my floofy backside off and save up until I can start upgrading it >W<. Plus, it's not just for RE8, its for all the newer games coming out. My pc has need an upgrade for years and now it's at that point where if it doesn't get upgraded, I won't be able to play the newer games >>. Fortunately, I don't have to replace the motherboard (woo! 700 bucks saved ;w;). The only things I need to upgrade are the graphics card (ouch ><), the ram (not too bad :3), the psu (power supply), the processor (again not too bad :3), and the storage (I could transfer all my data on the hard drives to an ssd, but I think I'm just gonna add more space)(also not too too bad either x3).
Anywho, another thing I've been excited about is beastars season 2 should be coming to the US soon ^W^ (yeyyy!)(now if they gave BNA a season 2 as well OWo). I also heard about the new venom movie coming out as well (now I have ideas x3) and I heard aggretsuko is getting another season ^w^. As for Beastars, I already have a bit of an idea as to what season 2 will have in it, mainly to do from reading some of the manga x3. That is all I'll say on that as to not spoil anything.
Anyway though, I think that's everything so far?(if I think of anything more, it'll be in the another journal :3). Happy may to all of you and I hope you all have a wonderful day/night ^W^.
April 2021 Update Owo
Posted 4 years agoHerru Everyone,
So... Where to start? well first I moved to FL because my family moved back down (my mom didn't like the cold mainly) and for almost 3 weeks, my main computer monitor has been broken. When we were moving, I packed it in the car with piloows lining it like it was a rare glass figurine and made sure it was safe for the whole car ride. However, it wasn't enough apparently, because now the display itself is broken (not worth fixing basically because at that point, ya might as well replace it uwu). So mainly my art has been traditional for the couple of traditional pieces I've done. I drew a rubber dragon named Duke who's 15 foot tall (more on him in the future x3). However, being the derp woof I am, I didn't realize I also had MY TV I USE ALL THE TIME!!! So for now, my computer is hooked up to my tv and I'll be able to do some drawing with it :3. I also can now interact much more on FA instead of using my phone x3.
On with the second order of business, I started playing changed and it's now one of my most favorite games owo. So far I've gotten to the library and that's it. I was gonna get farther along, but then we moved uwu. However, I may be doing some more goo art (and maybe some changed fanart or inspired art x3) in the future as well.
Last bit of this update, I'm still waiting for my yellow fur to start work on making Penn my companies' mascot (for my fursuit company that is still not quite off the ground yet X3) and idk when I'll be getting that _w_. Oh well, it won't be too long :3.
Well that's all for now from me, I hope you all have a lovely day/night and I hope to see you all next submission/journal ^W^
So... Where to start? well first I moved to FL because my family moved back down (my mom didn't like the cold mainly) and for almost 3 weeks, my main computer monitor has been broken. When we were moving, I packed it in the car with piloows lining it like it was a rare glass figurine and made sure it was safe for the whole car ride. However, it wasn't enough apparently, because now the display itself is broken (not worth fixing basically because at that point, ya might as well replace it uwu). So mainly my art has been traditional for the couple of traditional pieces I've done. I drew a rubber dragon named Duke who's 15 foot tall (more on him in the future x3). However, being the derp woof I am, I didn't realize I also had MY TV I USE ALL THE TIME!!! So for now, my computer is hooked up to my tv and I'll be able to do some drawing with it :3. I also can now interact much more on FA instead of using my phone x3.
On with the second order of business, I started playing changed and it's now one of my most favorite games owo. So far I've gotten to the library and that's it. I was gonna get farther along, but then we moved uwu. However, I may be doing some more goo art (and maybe some changed fanart or inspired art x3) in the future as well.
Last bit of this update, I'm still waiting for my yellow fur to start work on making Penn my companies' mascot (for my fursuit company that is still not quite off the ground yet X3) and idk when I'll be getting that _w_. Oh well, it won't be too long :3.
Well that's all for now from me, I hope you all have a lovely day/night and I hope to see you all next submission/journal ^W^
February 2021 Journal ^W^
Posted 4 years agoHerru everyone ^w^,
So last week I got a cold XP (I was a sick woof ;w;), but now I'm ready to get back to doing more artwork (just gotta motivate myself to do more x3). I did one drawing while sick which was the drawover of myself, I also have more drawovers I wanna do which include one of me as Allen (Bal'kar form x3), me as Jessica (so basically, my shy skoonky self ^.^) and a couple others. However, I might put those off for now as it's February and I feel like doing more art for Valentine ^W^! Since Valentine's Day is coming up, Valentine being the love folf should get more arts of her :3. Not only that, but I really want to do more art for her as she pretty much is everything I love when it comes to floofs x3 (I love multifur art hence her four ears, I love big floofy tails, I love the color red, I love a big boopable nose and I love her little pawbs ^w^).
I also haven't forgotten about the other bits of art I planned on doing, I just haven't gotten around to them as I still plan on finishing round one of "Mutate Me" and I also still have some other comics I want to finish. Here's a list of the ones I wanna finish ^w^:
1. Mutate Me Round 1
2. How Dauntless (Plane TF Comic)
3. The Origin of Keter Husky (Still gotta work on that one, is my pride and joy ^w^)
4. Allen's Origin comic (How he became a Bal'Kar boio, haven't started on that one yet xP)
5. Sirus'es comic series (got page 1 so far : P)
Anywho, I also want to do some new ref sheets for everyone as I haven't had any updated refs in a while (I need to make some like badly owo). But that's pretty much all for now, I'll be making as much art as I can (hopefully more than just one a week x3) and I'll see you all in the next Journal/Submission ^W^.
So last week I got a cold XP (I was a sick woof ;w;), but now I'm ready to get back to doing more artwork (just gotta motivate myself to do more x3). I did one drawing while sick which was the drawover of myself, I also have more drawovers I wanna do which include one of me as Allen (Bal'kar form x3), me as Jessica (so basically, my shy skoonky self ^.^) and a couple others. However, I might put those off for now as it's February and I feel like doing more art for Valentine ^W^! Since Valentine's Day is coming up, Valentine being the love folf should get more arts of her :3. Not only that, but I really want to do more art for her as she pretty much is everything I love when it comes to floofs x3 (I love multifur art hence her four ears, I love big floofy tails, I love the color red, I love a big boopable nose and I love her little pawbs ^w^).
I also haven't forgotten about the other bits of art I planned on doing, I just haven't gotten around to them as I still plan on finishing round one of "Mutate Me" and I also still have some other comics I want to finish. Here's a list of the ones I wanna finish ^w^:
1. Mutate Me Round 1
2. How Dauntless (Plane TF Comic)
3. The Origin of Keter Husky (Still gotta work on that one, is my pride and joy ^w^)
4. Allen's Origin comic (How he became a Bal'Kar boio, haven't started on that one yet xP)
5. Sirus'es comic series (got page 1 so far : P)
Anywho, I also want to do some new ref sheets for everyone as I haven't had any updated refs in a while (I need to make some like badly owo). But that's pretty much all for now, I'll be making as much art as I can (hopefully more than just one a week x3) and I'll see you all in the next Journal/Submission ^W^.
Hawwpy New year everyone ^W^
Posted 5 years agoHerru everyone,
I would like to first wish everyone a Haww-py new year ^. .^. Second, when it comes to my arts, I'll be getting back to it very soon (and might even add some fursuit stuffs as well :3) and such. Also on the subject of arts, my Faidrinian types pages are almost done :3. The reason why I say almost is because there is still one more; but as for the main ones, they're done. As for the species pages to come, that will touch on some more mature stuff (such as biology and reproduction) as well as not so mature themes such as how Faidrinian honey and jelly are made, and also what their hives look like. However, when it comes to those pages, those will be on the new Faidrinian species page which is coming very soon ^. .^!
Next up on the list of artwork I plan on doing is more Bal'kar art of my shepherd boio Allen. I REALLY love the Bal'kar species so much x3. I also planned on doing a small comic series with Allen and how he actually becomes part of the hive X3 (more to come in the future x3). I also wanted to POSSIBLY do some arts of all my sonas transformed into Bal'kar, but I may limit it to just some or maybe even just myself and Jade (Of course Jade X3).
Along with the art I wanna do for Allen, I also wanna continue doing the gods & goddesses artwork I have been doing. I already did 3 so far (that being Kronos, Sleipnir and Fenrir), but I do plan on doing at least 20+ more X3. I really like doing the artwork for those as well because I can then show off what the gods and goddesses look like in my lore from some IRL mythos and even some I've made up as well :3.
Next up on the subject of arts (running out of transistions X3) is The Inverse. I do plan on doing more artwork of The Inverse and even plan on making more Inverse creatures. As to why they're called The Inverse; they are the opposite to their main counterpart. For instance, Amethyst was created to be the opposite of Jade, very VERY girly, very kid-like and very level headed through all things. However, unlike Jade she's evil and instead of listening to the rules/laws of the mortal realm (that being those on Earth in my lore), she decides to make up her own rules and cause trouble everywhere she goes (With an exception, she listens to her creator. More on that in the future x3). Anywho though; in summary, I will be doing more of The Inverse x3.
Along with that, I also plan on doing more Chem-Tec related artwork including some new things which include the creature(s) such as the North Australian empress Leeches (again more on that in the future x3) and other such things like that. I also wanna do some redraws of Sarge as I love my gooey malamute boio :3.
Lastly, onto the count of how many pieces of artwork I have done last year, I did this last year and it came out to being 57. Now before getting to how many I did in 2020, I would like to first say it doesn't really matter to me that much how many I did in 2020, I rather care for the quality and the improvement I've done with it. Now then, the total amount of artwork in 2020:
67 total drawings/artworks (not bad for one year I think :3)
Well, that's all for now from me. I'll be starting off the artworks I wanna do with one of these topics (not gonna say which as I'm still deciding on which first tbh x3) and then we'll see where I go from there. That's all for now and I'll see you in the next Journal/submission ^. .^!
I would like to first wish everyone a Haww-py new year ^. .^. Second, when it comes to my arts, I'll be getting back to it very soon (and might even add some fursuit stuffs as well :3) and such. Also on the subject of arts, my Faidrinian types pages are almost done :3. The reason why I say almost is because there is still one more; but as for the main ones, they're done. As for the species pages to come, that will touch on some more mature stuff (such as biology and reproduction) as well as not so mature themes such as how Faidrinian honey and jelly are made, and also what their hives look like. However, when it comes to those pages, those will be on the new Faidrinian species page which is coming very soon ^. .^!
Next up on the list of artwork I plan on doing is more Bal'kar art of my shepherd boio Allen. I REALLY love the Bal'kar species so much x3. I also planned on doing a small comic series with Allen and how he actually becomes part of the hive X3 (more to come in the future x3). I also wanted to POSSIBLY do some arts of all my sonas transformed into Bal'kar, but I may limit it to just some or maybe even just myself and Jade (Of course Jade X3).
Along with the art I wanna do for Allen, I also wanna continue doing the gods & goddesses artwork I have been doing. I already did 3 so far (that being Kronos, Sleipnir and Fenrir), but I do plan on doing at least 20+ more X3. I really like doing the artwork for those as well because I can then show off what the gods and goddesses look like in my lore from some IRL mythos and even some I've made up as well :3.
Next up on the subject of arts (running out of transistions X3) is The Inverse. I do plan on doing more artwork of The Inverse and even plan on making more Inverse creatures. As to why they're called The Inverse; they are the opposite to their main counterpart. For instance, Amethyst was created to be the opposite of Jade, very VERY girly, very kid-like and very level headed through all things. However, unlike Jade she's evil and instead of listening to the rules/laws of the mortal realm (that being those on Earth in my lore), she decides to make up her own rules and cause trouble everywhere she goes (With an exception, she listens to her creator. More on that in the future x3). Anywho though; in summary, I will be doing more of The Inverse x3.
Along with that, I also plan on doing more Chem-Tec related artwork including some new things which include the creature(s) such as the North Australian empress Leeches (again more on that in the future x3) and other such things like that. I also wanna do some redraws of Sarge as I love my gooey malamute boio :3.
Lastly, onto the count of how many pieces of artwork I have done last year, I did this last year and it came out to being 57. Now before getting to how many I did in 2020, I would like to first say it doesn't really matter to me that much how many I did in 2020, I rather care for the quality and the improvement I've done with it. Now then, the total amount of artwork in 2020:
67 total drawings/artworks (not bad for one year I think :3)
Well, that's all for now from me. I'll be starting off the artworks I wanna do with one of these topics (not gonna say which as I'm still deciding on which first tbh x3) and then we'll see where I go from there. That's all for now and I'll see you in the next Journal/submission ^. .^!
