FA+
Shop
Ayyyy
Posted 6 years agoYou ever get so worked up over something you're passionate about that you forgot what you were doing? Yea, me too.
About What Happened In 2015
Posted 6 years ago(Cross-posting from Tumblr and DeviantArt, because I want as many of the people involved as possible to see this)
This has been on my mind a lot recently, perhaps because my the state of my mental health has been fairly poor recently. It’s painful to remember what happened, especially because of how it affected me mentally, emotionally, and physically to this day. I am going to be seeing a new therapist soon, and I will be processing what happened and the emotions that come with it with him, but I do feel like I need to say something.
Yes, I was in the wrong. I was rude and mean to people I considered my friends, and that was wrong of me.
HOWEVER, I am not at total fault here. I am not at total fault for my emotional trauma, and to think that I am is absolutely insane.
When this happened I mentioned to most, if not all, of my friends at the time that I was in a weird place mentally. My emotions were all over the place. And while, yes, it was ultimately up to me to control myself and my emotions, there was backlash against me that was unfair.
The way I treated my friends was wrong, but the way my friends treated me was equally as wrong.
It’s funny.. no, sad, actually, that these people claimed to care about me, but went on to ostracize me.
I’ll say it again, because it needs to be said:
WHAT I DID WAS WRONG
I know that, but again, what YOU GUYS did was wrong as well. And if you’re going to sit there and claim innocence, you’re just as bad as I was in the past.
I have grown a lot since this happened. I have tried my damndest to learn from this, and to understand both myself and my emotions better. I still have a long way to go, but I am better than I was.
I know that you guys don’t have to accept my apology, and I know some of you won’t, and that’s okay. But I also want you guys to know that I deserve an apology as well. I will accept any apology given to me. Will I forgive all of you? Absolutely not. But will I accept your apologies? Of course.
This has been on my mind a lot recently, perhaps because my the state of my mental health has been fairly poor recently. It’s painful to remember what happened, especially because of how it affected me mentally, emotionally, and physically to this day. I am going to be seeing a new therapist soon, and I will be processing what happened and the emotions that come with it with him, but I do feel like I need to say something.
Yes, I was in the wrong. I was rude and mean to people I considered my friends, and that was wrong of me.
HOWEVER, I am not at total fault here. I am not at total fault for my emotional trauma, and to think that I am is absolutely insane.
When this happened I mentioned to most, if not all, of my friends at the time that I was in a weird place mentally. My emotions were all over the place. And while, yes, it was ultimately up to me to control myself and my emotions, there was backlash against me that was unfair.
The way I treated my friends was wrong, but the way my friends treated me was equally as wrong.
It’s funny.. no, sad, actually, that these people claimed to care about me, but went on to ostracize me.
I’ll say it again, because it needs to be said:
WHAT I DID WAS WRONG
I know that, but again, what YOU GUYS did was wrong as well. And if you’re going to sit there and claim innocence, you’re just as bad as I was in the past.
I have grown a lot since this happened. I have tried my damndest to learn from this, and to understand both myself and my emotions better. I still have a long way to go, but I am better than I was.
I know that you guys don’t have to accept my apology, and I know some of you won’t, and that’s okay. But I also want you guys to know that I deserve an apology as well. I will accept any apology given to me. Will I forgive all of you? Absolutely not. But will I accept your apologies? Of course.
Actually
Posted 6 years ago
rena
galaxyWIN $1111 IN A RAFFLE!!!!
Posted 12 years agoYou heard right! 
krispup is holding a raffle for $1111! It's super easy to enter, and doesn't cost a cent! Check it out here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5259913/
krispup is holding a raffle for $1111! It's super easy to enter, and doesn't cost a cent! Check it out here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5259913/