i dont seem to post much here anymore but i do still check it out alot. I hope everyone is having a good holiday. And to my friends i havent spoken much with these past years. I do still think about ya and miss ya.

happy holidays to all.

So its that time of year ago. I'll be spending Christmas alone but it doesnt meen i cant wish folk happy holidays anyways :)

Also to the few people that watch me. I have a few friends who do web comics for patreon. I'm trying to figure out how to help them get more people because honestly the people as welll as their art is awesome as fuck and the stories are great.

I'll plug them here of course but I'm curious if anyone else might have suggestions. I'd like to see these people be able to art a lot more than they do and to do that they need more patrons. One in particular doesnt need that much to at least get going but its still shy of what they need. Seeing these people get that would be one of the better things I could have for christmas this year.

https://www.patreon.com/Jakkal?ty=c

https://www.patreon.com/shadowsmyst?ty=c

https://www.patreon.com/DeltaProject?ty=c

These people are well worth your money even something as simple as a dollar I assure you.

If you looked down this far. Again happy holidays and thanks for any ideas.

I have someone I consider good friend in a bit of a bind right now and if anyone sees this then any help you can offer them even $1 is something that will go to a good cause and I will be very grateful.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6971892/ has the details for whats up its for  ShadowsMyst the web artist behind shifters and a totally great person. Anything helps!

Figured I'd try this since i havent posted a journal for a long time and also wishing all my friends merry Christmas.

Rules:
Ask = Anything you want. I'll answer honestly, always.
Make Assumptions = And I'll simply say if it's true or false. I'll only explain if asked.

most awesome RP ever. That is all.

I can not believe im doing this..... Damn you Vex for posting it eheh!

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. What's your sign?
5. Skype Name?:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:

HERE COMES THE FUN ...

1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you dance with me?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

What Do You Think Of My...?

1.Personality:
2.Eyes:
3.Face:
4.Hair:
5.Style:

W0ULD Y0U...
Give me your skype?
Marry me?
Let me booty call you?
Watch a movie with me?
take me out to dinner?
Drive me somewhere?
hug me?
Buy me cute or pretty gifts?
Take me to your secret place?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing karaoke w/ me?
Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
Re-post or ask me to answer these about you?
Give me a piggyback ride?
Call me your Prince?


Do YoU...
Think I'm cute?
Want to be naughty with me?
Want to cuddle with me?

Am I...
Odd but fun?
Cute?
Funny?
Cool?
Sexy?
Smart?
Your Type?

HAVE YOU EVER...
Thought about me naked?
Wanted there to be an "US"?
Wanted to actually meet me?
Found yourself wanting to kill dragons and complete dungeons for me?
Wanted me to realise your feelings?

merry xmas to all

whether you celebrate it or not. go enjoy a good meal.

i realy want some cashews about now!


move along

ah oct, once my favorite month of the year as both my bday (the 24th) and halloween are in it. that all changed 2 years ago when i had my life hit reset button thanks to some guy in a pickup who could nt be bothered to watch where he was driving... from there it spiraled onto near homelessness and i lost my grandfather to emphazima beforei could make it back to ky. last year wasnt much better though by no meens = to that disaster and i have been scraping by ever since. well this time something good actualy happened to go with the bad. I managed to get closer to a couple of friends and make some new ones and even better i reconnected with and old friend and before i knew it i had a girlfriend.
now the i have to ask myself this fun question... will this year go better... am i truly going to be allowed to be happy?

well here's hoping

heh ironically i only started keeping these journals at all because of my escapade in Florida despite it being completely against my nature.

im starting to notice myself hanging around Fa nearly all day and its odd to me.. i never used to be like that.

whats worse/better is now im starting to be drawn to wanting to draw more when i see a specific few peoples artings... usualy i just shrug it off but lately i cant keep myself from doing it even if it is something crude and simple @@

these things arent necesarily bad im just noting my observations of myself.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:35784135

go take a look!

die in a fire!!!!!!!

been combating one all day gah.

i work for a company trying to make an mmo in my spare time, my computer can no longer handle running on the t est server as the game grows further and further. as such in order to keep my spot i gotta publicize the game. so im posting this journal for TGS dark relic https://www.facebook.com/DarkRelicOnline

go take a look and please do like it! it realy will help us out!

lycangel is holding a raffle here! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4772179/

finaly i have a car!!!!!commence opperation scrimp and save for moving now!

over the course of the past few years things have gone from shitty to interesting to ultra shitty. for all my mopping and gloominess i say this i defy you fortune tommorow i make the call to hopefully get a car again and from there i will have a week of time to relax for once with those i cherish.

I DEFY YOU MISFORTUNE! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE!

to my aunt and uncle.... what would my grandfather say if he could see you and what your doing now.

time to make a big decision in my life! *looks for eject switch*

I got the flu this week, its almost gone but oye my head feels like it is made of a mixture of hot air and lead.

another of my favorite artist's are raffling!  Rhyu

my friend  landingzone is auctioning a commision, one of the best artists i have ever seen (soooo omfg details...) go buy him now!

What does one do when unsure?

And I have never felt so alone...

being emo. sue me.