NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how the blocked me from seeing adult art asshole just because I'm 15 does not mean you can block me from seeing it I can Handel it I've seen it since I was 12 so fucking unblock me now PLZ I am so pissed off and to think I should of said I was 20 FUCK U ASS HOLE

Ummm Hi guy's I think I know how most of you fill about me annoying well if I ever was I'm sorry I'm just really hurt and I have no really friends in the really world and you guys are the nicest people I have ever met but still know one cares about me now would care if I died know one would go to my funeral I just want to die and go to hell for what I did in my life I never get to do what I want I'm a furry how never will ever meet another furry I just want to meet people like me but I won't because I'm afraid of my Dad not excepting me or loving me that's why I'm so Fucking annoying because I have know one like me to talk too I just want to disperse and let you all be happy well I cry because I will never be like you guys loved by every one else but no ever one looks at me like this "oh it's that stupid annoying 15 year old how will ask me a lot of stuff and made ask me to commission him or something like that I will just ignore him because there are better people to talk to and commission" I'm sorry if I was greedy and ask for a commission but if I was better at art I would commission all of you but I'm not so I can't and even if I did now you would just thinks it sucks and not look at it I'm so sorry I'm just a stupid greedy teenager how would love to be loved by all of you but I can't because I'm to young I wish I was older and better at art I Wise every one I want to read this but you won't because you might just think this is another stupid journal so I'm just writing this for noting jut so I can try to make my self feel better but if you do read and post a comment that would make my day but whats the point your to busy talking to people that or more important to you and I'm at the bottom of your friends list and you don't care about me I bet you wouldn't even notice that I'm gone because you don't notice me or talk to me or comment on any thing I do when I lave you guys comments on your stuff but I guess that will only be a dream that I have that every one would love me and I won't be afraid to talk to me or just say hi once and a while but no I'm just the you see crying in the dark alone with know one with me and know one cares that I'm there because you don't notice me because I'm a stupid teenager I want to disappear and leave you guys to your happiness and stop annoying you to let you play with all thee other people well i sit here in the dark crying as a watch you guys play and I try to play with you but you tell me to leave and go away because I'm annoying and you keep on playing as a walk away crying and dieing on the inside as I feel my hart is torn in to pieces and crushed against the ground I Wise is was you I say to you but you don't hear me and I keep walking into this darkness alone and sad and wishes to be your friend but I walk and go dig a den some where and cry in it alone and heartbroken and wishes to be you but I can't because I'm not loved like you!!!!!!!!!!!

*cries a little and wipes the Theresa from my face*