Hey guys I'm going to upload my paintings here to keep them organized

 kaz_3000 still call me JFoxx ok

I love Jackie some much but she doesn't feel the same for me she used to but she said her love for me faded away but I want it to come back I'm so scared last night I want out walking and thinking about her crying lising to my immortal I cried so hard for so long I can't cry any more I love her so much I one day want to marry me but she's probably not going to accept me but I hope at least she will be with me for my hole life but she doesn't love me enough for that any more why did stuff have to get in the way *shig* why me? *tries to cries but can't make a tear there's none left right now* I miss her love so much and this is the time I need it the most :(

Here I am again staying in the door way and I ask myself why I'm standing here and I say to myself it's because I love you but it seems when I say I love you it's not enough anymore but I want you to now your the reason I live your the reason I get up in the morning your the reason I seem happy your the reason I want to live and not let go and die I know how hard life can be out of every one that you know I properly now more how you feel I care about you and want you to be safe I'm here for you I know I'm not perfect but nobody is life is to bresh to wast I hope you know that I want you to be here for ever even if you leave me I'd love you forever I wish for your return but I want you to know that your the reason I sleep at night your the reason I'm not so crazy your the reason I can't wast my life on noting your the reason I don't cry in my sleep any more your the reason I can look at myself in the mirror and feel happy about my looks your the reason I don't give up so please don't give up I want you here and to stay with me I'll try to fix anything for you I know how rough it is to live in this cruel world but every on has there bad days and good days and I know your have lot of bad day right now too but so am I and I want you to know your the reason i want to be alive so I can live with you and stay healthy for ever yeah your the reason I don't have to feel sad all day long I think about you and you keep from the danger I live in all the things here are scary with out you yeah your the reason your the reason your the reason baby that I live,love and feel your the reason.


this is baskily a love song that I mad for my mate she isn't very happy rhigt now so I thout that this would at least help out a lil and make her a lil happy Love you a lot baby ;3 I hope tthis workes X3

OK guys so here's some bad news my grand Mouthe's dog was very sick for like a week or two she's didn't want to eat she couldn't walk she just wanted to lay there and we had no Idea what was wrong with her she was going to go to the vet today but sadly she past away last night poor Bonny hope she's in a good place now and hope I will get to see her again some day I loved that dog R.I.P Bonny we will miss you