https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10423334/

location puertorico, he is homeless and needs a place to stay please help

StopSISEA the apocalyptic bill

PLEASE see on twitter or other places the USA GOV wants to enact a bill that will make all NSFW hosting webs INCLUDING FUR AFFINITY to dump NSFW ART all together. It is an attack on our free speech and there is no place for us to migrate too as all USA based site and pixiv as well will be effected !

will not be posting here anymore. just on dA from time o time.

but will be still on my nsfw acc

hmm no one seems to appreciate my art here, I am moving to facebook, its where i post concept art and quick drawings

Hmm, I literally have no NO !!, MOTIVATION to continue the story, even my only reader stop paying attention. ASIDE FROM THAT, to those who just FAVE THE COVER picture and not the story that I took time and EFFORT to write EVEN with my crippling computer ANXIETY. what you do is like a slap to the face, or more a less an Insult!.. faving only for the cover photo makes me rage !..

like sriously !!, I had enough, I feel like moving to fb...

feel detached here !

I know that person may come and see this message.
but I am moving on from myy ex crush..

i have a new crush, But I guess it is my past life Karma is the reason why I may never find love.

I just want someone to love and to hold me, but sadly that may not happen. thanks to that person, I can never trust anyone.

I now cant help but feel that everyone i meet will eventually leave me, i guess i need to find some other way to feel whole again

dont know why but i have been lazy to do it ;_;

well since the arrival of tik tok Furries seem to have taken to it to make memes. but it also leaves them open for furry bashing.. I cant help but to feel appalled at the anti furry comments.

hmm how do I say this, these anti furries are horrible.. hope karma hits them like a freight train !

ahh.. this year.. probably the most dangerous year for me... (data collection)

and the year I hope to meet other furs IRL !

MERRY CHRISTMAS
EVERONE !!

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR

just came back from Sabah borneo again, this time for a family trip and not a class or scientific expedition trip.

photos will be released a few a day.

Well after i think two weeks after the break up.. I am still Salty.

hmm I was thinking.

this person that i was close with, dissaperes for 3 months without telling me, " told me he needed a break"

then after 3 months I found him on dA... I was pissed off but glad he was okay. I confessed, and he did not say much. when I finally asked again, he told me that he knew I had a crush and he was not interested..

so now.. I am salty at the fact of the 3 month dissaperence.

according to sources, I am going through some sort of withdrawal from all the love hormones I had while I was in a delusional state.

I ended up having a short fuze and straight up blocking people who trigger me..

especially on facebook.

...Such a waste of my time....

its nothing really.. will be featured in one of my poems

well it has shifted many times.. well Tomorrow is Deepavali again and this will be the 4th installment of Deepavali drawings XD

I Will be graduating tomorrow from my degree course.
even If I am graduating in second class.

Yes I am finally back home. after 6 days living in a make shift tent in the jungle for a scientific expedition to IMBAK CANYON in Sabah Borneo


Photos I will be posting according to the days. today I will post the journey to Imbak, tomorrow day 1 and so onn

Well my flight is tomorrow evening to Kota Kinabalu Sabah.. will stay overnight in town, next day the LONG 8 hour journey to Imbak canyon will begins..
its my first major scientific expedition .. and I am in charged of the Juniours for my group project TT_TT

So this place has no phone line and no internet access.. no facilities either.. staying in a tarp shack..

so from the 28th to the 4th I am cut off from the modern world o,0

hnggg...

This random person sent me a message .. and it was lewd. I asked her to leave me alone! and proceeded to block them



are these bots common ?
some people have no lives!. just stay indoors and do random shit like this !!..well at least hell is waiting for them

I will be going for my second trip to SABAH BORNEO. will be going to Imbak Canyon conservation center, for a 7 day expedition.. all together I will be there for 9 days (2 days at air port).

I am quite scared actually .. the place is really remote, and is 8 hours away from the biggest city. It is also a MALARIA zone ! >.<





Anyway I started uploading on my youtube channel.. but its so far about wildlife and insects...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RSjDfF13FM

well, it was a cloudy morning and it was about to rain.. I went into my garden and passed some mango trees.. then I heard something like a cat hissing but much more rapidly.

I made my way to the sound thinking that something has happened to my neibour's cat but then i notices the sound was coming from beside me.

I turned and saw this Equitorial spitting Cobra with its hood opened up, curled around the stem of the mango tree, at face level with me.. i was a foot away from it.

i just bolted out of there .. it was like a blur...

the snake escaped...now i am traumatized... if it had bitten my face it would have been the end of me..

I'm turning 24 this year XD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q24i-kdawwY

A song that represents me 100 %~

Kono jinsei wa watashi no mousou desu...

Well... have any of you gone back and looked at your old art... WELL I DID.. oh my god IT IS AWFUL O.O

THE CRINGE IS REAL !!!

My art is still horrible anyway now But WAYYYYYYYYYY better than the art I use to make in 2014 and 2015.... OH my god !!!!


Do yo feel the same way about your old art..?

I went back and saw the first year stories which were extra short.. because it was supposed to be like shorts.. but now the stories eventually got longer and more detailed until the final chapter which is chapter 20.

Now in year 2 each story is more detailed and will follow like this


Prologue- 1 (environment)

Prologue 2-(Character or villain intro, event intro)

Act 1

act 2
.
.
.

Act x

Climax

post climax

Epilogue

by using this style the stories had gotten wayy longer from 4 Pages ( Year 1 chapter1) To 10 pages (Year2 chapter 1)

Tried to log into fA AND a MESSAGE POPS UP SAYING THAT WINDOWS IS SENDING AUTOMATED QUERIES !!!

seriously No privacy