due to the lack of time, I have because of Life and studies

sakuragi 2 had been postponed for 1 and a half year straight from 2017 to now

hopefully i can start posting one story per-month again !

but as usual there will be hiatuses again from writers block and other events.

Im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo saddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!, my hoped 4 month holiday was cut down to .... 1 month *cry*
i just finished my internship and straight must jump into my thesis *cry*

Has anyone else have this problem of the capcha just going on an on to the next picture. I find it annoying.

why does it do this some times ???

I been having depression and anxiety disorder for a while now. but my parents think I am Just spoiled. Yesterday celebrity chef Anthony Bourdain comited suicide. just like how many others with depression did. my mother straight up said in an arrogant voice " these people are too spoilt" I lost my temper. My parents do not know how painful it is to have depression its like a demon that is slowly draining my life force. It is painful and hard to stop.

when I am depressed my father threatens to hit me. and always shouts at me to "checkmate Myself"
but it is hard and the negative toughts keep on filling my mind until i have a panic attack or just be depressed.
i feel So alone at the moment ....like nobody cares.

ya its election week just laying low thats all

well tomorrow will be my fourth anniversary on april 21st here on fa
my anniversary drawing is being put off until I feel like doing it :P

My imagination is at overdrive, I have soo many drawings I just want to post but due to anxiety issues I dont even feel like posting any of them. Its not how people would judge them is that Im afraid I might damage my laptop in the process.
computer addiction is surely something major that I have . in 2016 I had the best year with windows 7 which worked flawless until the update ruined it forever then When I tried to get win 7 reinstalled back the computer shop guy told me that the previous person who downgraded my windows 7 used unofficial drivers to install it as my laptop actually does not support windows 7. nownmy laptop has an old version of windows 10 where after every update it will become buggy as hell and make editing a little frustraiting. even after reformatting it still continues updating. and now my life has become a purgatory everytime i have to use my laptop to do work..... this only gives me heart ache....

Well see you on the times where I come home from my internship, I will be here maybe only once a month.
see you all again next august !

YES STARTING january 20 th WILL begin my longest hiatus which is 6 months long , at the end of it hopefully i can start writing my sakuragi yuujin 2
anywayyy. Im gonna miss coming here but if i have internet at my new place hopefully i can come here daily or even post some drawings is i dont forget to bring my printer !, or i will post ms paint drawings again!

This will be the most challenging thing I will ever face , please , wish me luck !

2017 WAS TORTURE!!! GOOD RIDDANCE
but 2018 is a blank canvas, who knows it may be better or worse than 2017 but still it will never be good as 2016 :P

Anyway happy new year. Im am going to miss posting here during my internship, that last for 6 months. I will be moving to another city for that time being until I finish my internship ;_;

MERRY CHRISTMAS !
but sadly for me I cant really relax because I have too much work to do ;_;

well i just came back from 3 days of HELL !!, i GAD TO GO FOR SURVIVAL TRAINING for 3 days. it was conducted by the search and rescue army. OMG it was tiring especially since we had to take part in a mock rescue of a crashed plane. four of my friends were covered in fake blood and had to lie in afield while we had to come rescue them. then later we had to build a temporary shelter using wood and leaves. in the end i learned a lot, and even after being whipped, stepped on and humiliated I did enjoy it a little. :P

Yes other than the one month hiatus there will be a SIX MONTH HIATUS begining on january 22 ro july 22 2018 due to me having to do my industrial training (internship)

FINAL weeks tilli submit my final Thesis so I have NO time to draw or do anything
just saying :p

Happy Independence day to my fellow Malaysians XD

ON THE 9TH of september I will be moving to my new university branch is located an hour dive away and their internet restricts me from accessing fur affinity and deviant art. classes may be on all five days of the week so making a chance of a post unlikely every week.

well a few years ago when I first joined deviant art , there was this insane person that kept on trying to push the idea that japan was a country that is horrible, I did not agree with him , he proceeded to send messages every day and to all my drawings, he also drew many negative art such as anime characters being killed and also did racist propoganda againts japanese and hootis (a syiah race in yemen) HE was also a Homophobe and hated bronies. he even created a hate group for it.


After a while i Blocked him and soon he left deviant art.

BUT his rain of terror has not ended, he now posts racist videos on youtube againts japan and anime.

knowing that he was still doing the same things that he used to do made me worry and remember the time he used to harass me.

I really hate people like this , why do these kinds of people exist ?....,



IM sorry if this seems offensive or stupid for me to say or rant about it.

A little update, due to my laptop constantly having problems with the OS(win10 free upgrade)
i think i will upload less frequently~ sorry


I am not computer savvy so I have to deal with the problems until something big or crippling happensTT_TT

this also ties is with my real thesis writing and data analysis and also my move to another university campus which internet blocks fA~ IN SEPTEMBER

sending laptop for some repairs maybe a virus entered my system so i probably will respond once it is fixed.

I laughed sooo HARD XD


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BL7HpfIs3xY

I been wanting to write it for a while now but because of me being busy until the 24 of july 2018 ! yes next july ! , i think i must post phone it until then which is after my Industrial training which ic 6 months long.


anyway here is the plot for year 2.

After the events of the first year, the second year has new students, the new students along with the now second years (kyu and friends) must face similar situations with exepction of the inclusion of aliens, and the Akabana shrine attacks.

Today is tamil new year , the new year which follows the hindu calendar, and I heard that it will be easter

So Happy easter , Ps it already friday here !!

i had a great time and gained some experience , sadly my pictures are all HORRIBLE , my camera is a poor quality camera :p (ciplak camera) anyway i will post them accotding to places in sabah on different days since there are sooo many of them !!

I will be going on a field trip to the malaysian state of sabah on borneo island for 8 days !!!

Its the second week that my laptop is busted ,I feel so depressed , the worst part is i really need it to do my work !!
i will be back posting as soon as i learn how to use windows 10 after i get my laptop back .