alright first i want ot thank my brother char for giving everyone an update thanks you bro.... now for the real stuff i ahve found a wireless access point free by my house but its about ablock away and i can only get on my messngers not only that job finding is getting harder by the minute and if i dont get a job very soon at the end of the month or get some money soon i dont know what to do so if you have any ideas please share ill take any advice you have at this time im stumped and i need money so please tell me if you have advice.... now for the messaging part and me haveing access to the net listen i dont know how long or how much time i can spend on there so when i see the ones i love on there ill chat you and see how you are doing at the time so i hope to get to message you all but loved ones come first and i would put names but than again like char my brother put it it would be rude and he is right so im taking his advice and keeping this wolfs muzzle shut for it and you know who you are so no belly aceing... wow i never typed this much in a journaly eve but anywho i g2g now wish me luck and hugs to my bros and kisses to the ones i love and you know who you are hehe take care all and i hope your doing better than i am take care all loves you all bunches.

Hey this is Char. He has given me permission to use his account to keep everyone posted on how he is doing (I dunno why he would tell me to do that lol).
Anyways...
he told me to post a journal saying that he offically has no net at his home. He's doing ok, which is good.
I don't know when he'll give me the next status about him but it'll come in due time.

yesh like the tittle says this si my last moment online and ill be offline for sometime but i just wanted to leave a reminder that the ones i car for like char my brother jrnova my brother next to my and my queen jkeena the one i love dearly and i cant get out of my mind and bro fayt i can forget you either bro or my sister crimson and her boyfriend cloud man i have way to much with you 2 and the rps ill never forget them thank you all for a wonderful time and ill never forget you all and its hard for me to say this hard for me to say from the heart as i try to hold back the tears on this keyboard i cant think you enough the ones i left on here ill never forget you and ill keep you in my head untel the day i die i promise i will reutrn but i dont know when but i will do my best untel then this is a farewell and a goodbye to the ones i love and thank you ill never forget you. *kisses and hugs to all*

great news everyone my mother and i talked about it and ill have internet after all thanks to her i cant believe this OMG OMG OMG OMG i cant believe this that and im still on a job hunt so if you have any ideas for looking or anything possible of an idea tell me plz ill do everything in needing anything ill take anything just need help finding one

well i cant believe something like this would ever happen to me but it has and it hurts so much that i cant even bare to tall or anything im tears as i ype this but this is my farewell untel i return i thank you all that has been there for me and has been there every step of the way. im going to miss my love keena and my family sidney and levi i hope they can forgive me and i hope they wont forget me but i will promise i will return. anyway whats going on if you havent notice this side on me it has finally hit me hard unless i can get a job by monday i will be no longer on the net i will have to shut it off even my phone and the ones out there like char and jjrnova and x9man90(hope i got your name right) i cant thank you enough for being there and my sister crimson i wont forget you being there for me as well but the main person the one ill never forget no matter how far we might be or how ever far we might go i promise i will return and i promise my love keena finsmith i will not let anyone else touch this heart not even my parents no one will touch this heart execpt you i love you hun.

why the fuck i intreven in lives and try to help yet i no it doesnt help why i help and i turn around and huurt somone close to me somone like a sister me i fucked up so bad why do i do this bull shit i dont no why but i need an ass whoopen hard somone give it to me plz enough where im laying on the ground so i can think for what i have done and learn my lesson untel than i dont no what im going to do but i do no this ill be offline on msn for a while maybe on tomorrow but past that i dont no its how i will feel tomorrow

hey all how u doing dont no what to hink so ya lol

holy shit its a journal o well i have to put these ppl out there first off my these brothers i say have just went from brothers to blood brothers and when there in this stage there so clost to me there like real brothers to me so i have to thank. jjrnova ur there for me and never lost a step for me tv and im so happy ur my blood brother and charizard14 u as well i couldnt have done with out u man u have been there for me as i have been there for u so i have to say ty as well *kneels before the 2* i ty so much and for all the other brothers out there as well ty as well *bows to all my brothers* i will be for all of u as u have been there for me. also i have to say hello to my son as well that im proud to have beside me side and i cant wait to see what he does next he is a very good son in my eyes and im proud ot have him on sl and in rl. well thats all i have to say now i just wanted to thank my brothers.

alright today was a very hell day for me at work and im goign to tell u y right now i was working unloading the trucks when one fo the workers gets injured by his bad ankle froma box fo i tols him to leave to give it a rest so i got in there and take his place after a i get threw a hole load i get tumbled by a huge wall of heavy boxes luckly i saw it in time and moved a lil but not enough because i got hit in th back really hard and im not feelin to well from it but i fept working with it not only that i had to clean up motor oil from my work as well because my manager told me to do it god hell day friday the 13th comes in but past that im good hope everyone else is haveing a better day

alright guys 2 things
1) the comments have it im not goign anywhere im staying

2) i was curoius if i was being a dead wate on here of what but im not leaving dont worry anybody the only wauy i think for me to leave if all me bros and friend left here

alright i have been asking myself this way to many time so its time for me to ask.
everyone has notice i havent drawin a damn thing on here and i dont no if i will ever do it yes i have writen one story but still i havent drawn or anything so im going to ask u.


Should i leave and keep all my friends and family on here in my heart or if i should stay on and contiune to do what i have been doing and commenting?

im back and hopefully wont have to help move again and i think i am done but yah well good news im haveing fun and rping with my fav bro

alright everyone i have to go help my parents move today so as soon as i get back ill let everyone no and then we all can have fun once again alright well talk to u later all ym friends and my bros

I have a gig on sl and if u want to listen on or just want to listen into the music now here is the streaming code http://server1.luschaudio.com:8044 than there u go there is the code have fun and take care if u need help with this than pm me ill check it all day today

i got my desktoip back and she is running better then i thoguth not only that i have my net hardwired witch is even more better but yah.

yes im so happy i cant wait for friday and saturday to come im sry for of u think this is bragging but i dont mean to i just nmeed to give an update.




well on friday i get my desktop back and i get my internet and ill be back up and fresh and all of u been waiting for my return on sl well dont wait much longer ill be there o and im crossing my fingers for char to get his laptop back around on friday. o also i get to rp with one of the best rpers i think in my book on saturday as well i cant wait big bro well talk to u all real soon

wel guess what i get to go back to my old job and actually have fun and now i can say the remoudle i did for that walmart 5260 u can say it sucked balls and if u ever work at a walmart dont ever do a remoudle unless u want to do it for fun but passt that dont even worry about it lol.

okie here is an update on me im going to check out the free wifi hot spot and see if i can get internet access over there o and my desktop is finally repaired *jumps with joy* well take care everyone and happy late valitines tc

alright the good news is that i have moved and i found a connection around here and a free wifi hit spot near a cafe so i might get on there. now for the *noo* news: i might not be able to get on sl where i am living with this connection but i am going to test out the free wifi hot spot and see if i get anywhere but yah o and i fif move i liove the new duplex im going to take pics and post them ip here when i get a camra lol. o i almost for got i got my desktop finally fixed it better than anything but here if the big catch i have to get 129.59 to pay it off but i can get that on m next check but yah ill be back on here.

o and here is something to tell everyont any of my friends that i have on here i need some new ppl with along my old characters in my story so hit me up im hiring some new characters im my story so i hope i here from u very soon take care and have fun.

hey everyone im not going to be on for a while loinger thanb i thought i am going to be offline while im moving. as soon as i get done moving ill let u all no sry but maybe while im out ill make another story with some new ppl in it who noes well take care all and hope to see u real soon later.

well for one thing i have a new phone and a new duplex yay for me lol but yah i cant wait for k9man to get back from his school i cant wait to rp with him and i will i cant wait *sits at the edge of his seat* but yah and i cant wait for char to get his laptop back so he doesnt have to walk everywhere to get online lol but yah thats how my life is going so far hopefully it will get better but yah. o and i will not be on Friday or Saturday im going to be busy and im going to do some gaming finally im getting out of the house lol and i got to move on those days as well. well everyone tc and thanks for putting up with me i dont think i would of made it the far with out me bros so ill have to do something special for them

hey everyone charizard14 is down for a bit his computer died and he is on the way to get it fixed as we speak so dont worry he will be offline for the rest of the night tho

well dang i think my bad starting years is strating to turn over on me im getting an apparatment hopefully this weekend because if not well here comes the dead water for my on the streets lol but i think i got one and ill be getting a phone as well that also mean ill be offline for a while but good thing is that ill be getting a cell phone and then internet so i hope i wont be to bad offline well see what happens.

heres a question for u girls out there if a guys treat u with all do respect in love and treats u like a queen why would u step away from the man?

well tc and wishs look to ppl exespecially http://www.furaffinity.net/user/k9manx90/ and pray for his mother ppl to get well out of the surgery fine and 100% a okay well g2g now tc and have fun cheers!

sry for not being on for the past few days i have been i have been in the frost side the cable line was busted from the ice strom i had and im sry for not being on but while i have been away i have been writing my story im not finish with it but i want u to think about it

happy birthday me yay.
well now u all now when my brithday is and wonder how old i am well im 19 yay me and guess what my old car is one year older as well yay but yah enough of that. well i hope ur guys are having fun and well see u all real soon take care and have fun cheers.

good news i no when im moving. bad news i wont have internet for a while and wont be able to talk to ppl in a while either but yah.


i will be moving on the first week of this comming month o and tomorrow is my birthday yay! but yah well talk to u guys later have fun