Gonna give FA+ a try for a few months, that Shinies thing sounds cool.

I don't trust this website's admins to have a good enough eye to consistently enforce the new rules, so I might delete every shortstack upload in this account.

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Well, this was definitely overdue. :V

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Now where'd I put those boobs...

I found out that my blood pressure is 111/63, with irregular heartbeat detected. The last part wasn’t that strange, I’m still feeling like my chest wants to burst out of my body any minute, even though I’m not feeling any other cardiac arrest symptoms. Been like this since the entire morning.

I might be carted off to the hospital in an Ambulance van.

I might not be able to work for a while.

I'll make it short: Right now, I've just lost patience for drawing. I can't go five minutes without staring at it and just thinking, "I want to punch this screen in disgust."

So before that happens, I'm taking a break from drawing for now. I've been doing that for a few days, actually. I don't know when I'll come back, but hopefully it'll be soon.

In the meantime, I'll try my hand at writing.

... And that's mostly why I might be taking a while to upload shit right now. The first chapter is done, but I think that it needs a cover so it'd be clickbait-worthy. No, not THAT kind of clickbait, what am I, a furry? :V

It's going to be a bit of a slog to do as well because I'm still trying to get used to this pixelated look that, while it's easy to manage lineweights with, it's a bit of a slow cooker, so I'm trying to feel my way around. What I might try to do is to see if I can do quickies in-between breaks.

"Quickies". More like one-houries. :I

Yeah. So. Um...

I have a reason why I don't use this site much recently. It's because I was updating on my Tumblr blog much more than even any time I would allow myself to use for here. I do apologize.

That being said, if anyone here is interested in looking at my blog(s):

http://jmadoc.tumblr.com -- General drawing shenanigans, but a large bulk of it is boobie edits of things I'm interested in.

http://jmmodding.tumblr.com -- This is a super cereal place where I post things related to game modding I may or may not publish for public consumption. As of this writing, at least for a week, I'll be taking a break from jmadoc to try and focus on things I'd put into jmmodding.

Okay, I guess that's all well and good for now.

Then it was a mistake thinking I can trust my own skills when this is the millionth fucking time I've heard you fuckers tell me that.

I ought to go more public about that distrust too, save me the fucking one-sided argument.

Lost 3 watchers already, probably because of my inactivity.

I have no excuses for this, I'm sorry.

I showed the internet my Starbound guns project, and I was told that:


- It's a bad idea

- It would induce choice paralysis

- It would flood the crafting screen


And none of this will change even if I decided to make it into an open resource for anyone to take and modify as they wish.

So I've decided to remove any traces of this project from my FA, Weasyl and DA. I will still show any interested individuals my progress on the project, and maybe I will reluctantly show the progress in some forums, but I don't want anyone else telling me that making what is essentially ego masturbation is a bad idea, period.