I wish things will get better. Feels like it never does though... Just an endless stack of different horrible things happening back to back. And an endless cycle of pain... People being complete a-holes/etc... And lies... bad things happening... Just... Ugh.... I don't like writing journals. It just makes me look bad. The world has been shitty to me... Not the best... People say to keep going... But it's been years. Ya know? I remember back in 2010. Things were kind of better.... :( Alot of loss has happened. Alot has faded.... ;~;