Hi all im leaving for texas for awhile for christmas break ill be driving so yeh my skype is pju129d. And yeh. Note me or skype. And. If. You want to text well 4439627607

ok so for everyone who saw my last journal i I apologize if you are offended or anything by my journal I am going to tell you why I make those types of journals so here we go.


first off you should know i make my life strrssfull by helping tons of people and i forget about how i need time for myself and so i get like 40 pwoplwas stress and makeing it mine but wiht me i ignore it and it builds up to a relel bad point so i kinda i have like problems and stuff to tell you i bed wet and love girly clothes and other things i have never thought of myself as hot or anything its from all my dateing and stuff i was allways told i was shit and noobody at all and yeh so i have issues ill make the other part of this tomorrow I'm busy right now

omg i hate how much shit happens everyday ok ik im weird ans shit but holy fuck one im sudicidel ok i cant help that two i have cut myself alot and yet i help 43 people a day not kill them selfs and yet whenn i allmost do nothign happens i end up bleeedin and crying and wanntign to hang myself i hate my life im like single as fuck cuz im scareed of a relationship cuz i dont like peopel hiting onn peoepl i like and ahit and ik noone will read this s hit so bye im going to cut

http://www.livestream.com/jo129d?t=111519


tell me if it workes

I hope every one has a good holiday ill be driving to texas hehe so furr frim texas should add me k. Hugs and kisses to you all ill miss everyone

Hi im just a lil kitten fox whos in heat someoen said i should. Amke. A journal. So yeh im in heat. And godddd i love. Stuff hehe my skype is pju129d

My name is joey

I love wearing girl clothes

Im a baby in my mind

Ill show you my skype

Im acualy a girl

My number is 4439627607

Ik everyone in the world

http://www.blogtv.com/People/pju129dback

going live in 30 mins come and chat

Hiii everyone im going to bed im wearing my dress and diaper. Ill have some good drreams i think i love you all so much

Last night i had a bad dream and it involed alot of people. And now im scared can i pwez get everyone to leave a coment. Im not lieing like. I even had a leak. From how much i wet plez people im scared idk if your ok im scared and sad

ok i was on skype and  zombehkat  Getrou and theses to herd me snore what jerks :'(

ok since im such a sisssy guys i was thinking of changing my fursona to like a kitty/fox can anyone draw it and sumit it to me so i can see how it would look il give youn the colors in a privet note

ok boys apernetly arent allowed to wear girls clothes if there str8 well fuck that ok i say yes let them

but if a girl want to be a boy oh thats fine and dandy but what cant i be is myself i guess thanks america im so glad i was adopted oh also im talking to an owner on skypey hehehe shes like being a weird

well today was shit im sick as hell and still alone life sucks

Yeah....
Oh yes
Ohhh..yeah..
Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)

In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret

So many times I thought I hold it in my hands
but just like grains of sand
love slipped through my fingers
so many nights I asked the Lord above
Please make me lucky enough to find a love that lingers
Something keeps telling me that you could be my answered prayer
you must be heaven sent, I swear
cuz...

Something happens when you look at me I forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak
could it be true is this what God has meant for me?
cuz baby I can't believe...that something like you could happen to me

yeah yeah...something like you

Girl in your eyes I feel your fire burn
oh your secrets I will learn
even if it takes forever
with you by my side i can do anything
I don't care what tomorrow brings as long as we're together
my heart is telling me that you could be my meant to be
I know it more each time we touch
cuz...

Something happens when you look at me I forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak
could it be true is this what God has meant for me?
cuz baby I can't believe...that something like you could happen to me

Something magical (something magical)
something spiritual (something spiritual)
something stronger than the two of us alone
something physical
something undeniable (undeniable)
nothing like anything (anything) that i've ever known
cuz...

Something happens when you look at me I forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak
could it be true is this what God has meant for me?
cuz baby I can't believe...that something like you could happen to me

yes i was adopted when i was 3 and i wacht anastia the movie and so yea just want to tell you guys that also if your scaerd of me now cuz of rasputons power since im from that family dont be

ok hey i havent noticed much furrys on my youtube guys find me its pju129d on youtube so copy and paste pju129d ok

the world is huge and thers alot of ppl out there who keep saying when the world ends OK ONE THE WORLD WILL DIE WHEN IT WANTS DONT THINK ABOUT IT OMG STOP SAYING ITS GOING TO HAPPEN TOMAROW GOSH JUST STOP PLUSE WITH ALL THE FURREIS AROUND WERE SAFE

(Verse 1)
I wake up in the morning
And I'm ready to play,
Ain't feelin really tired
its already mid-day,
Before I start, check my headset
I got plenty of juice,
Cos once I start powning n00bs I aint gonna loose

I'm talkin bout,
Fools tryna touch ma BR,
Punks tryna ride in ma car,
N00bs tryna jack ma Ban-She,
Running round and,
Hogging up all the power guns,
Double kill! Yeah! Lay down son!
Tryna get past a killing spreeeeeeeee

(Chorus) X2
Dont stop, take one shot
Master Chief you really rock,
Tonight, gonna snipe,
Till we see the CG light,
Tik tok mission clock,
But the battle dont stop now,
Wow hu wow hu wohow
Wow hu wow hu wohow

(Verse 2)
Been playing Halo 3 for at least 12 hours,
Should probably get some food
and then hit the showers,
But my clan really needs me
you know how those n00bs are,
yeah they quiver when they see ma skills with a BR
Im talkin bout,
Four-shottin in the head, head,
Thats gonna leave you dead, dead,
To the L33t you will be fed, fed,
Nah, nah,

Id keep on hanging round, round,
But my parents shut me down, down,
Parents shut me down, down
Pa-pa shut me down


(Chorus) X2
Dont stop, take one shot
Master Chief you really rock,
Tonight, gonna snipe,
Till we see the CG light,
Tik tok mission clock,
But the battle dont stop now,
Wow hu wow hu wohow
Wow hu wow hu wohow


(Verse 3)
Bungie promised, me Recon armour last week
but I think they forgot me,
Ive still got crummy, Katana armour,
Im ticked off that they forgot me,
They built me up,
they tore me down,
My heart is broke, they forgot me,

Raise your flag up, raise your flag up, raise your flag up

Yeah the game dont stop till blue team wins.

(Chorus) X2
Don't stop, take one shot
Master Chief you really rock,
Tonight, gonna snipe,
Till we see the CG light,
Tik tok mission clock,
But the battle dont stop now,
Wow hu wow hu wohow
Wow hu wow hu wohow

*Laugh*

I WANT TO DIE TODAY I WAS SO STRESSED I CANT TACK THIS MUCH LONGER IM SO CLOSE TO PAIN IM LOSING SO MANY PPL IN MY LIFE AND MY EMOTIONS ARE DIEING I DONT LIKE TO BE HAPPY ANYMORE IM SO MEAN I DIDENT WANT THIS TO HAPPEN OMG OMG IM SCARD OF MYSELF

hey guys its foxsey hugs and i want to talk about cuteness give me a pic that is cute to you and ill cee who wins whio ever has he cutes wins a hug and a lick by me foxsey

cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it yeah I cant shake it
Nooo

I cant wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And its a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think shes leaving
Ooh man shes leaving
I dont know what else to do
(I Cant go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I cant take it yeah I cant shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think shes leaving
Ooh man shes leaving
I dont know what else to do
(I Cant go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it I cant shake it
Nooo

(Now that Ive realized that Im going down
From all this pain youve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh
I cant go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it I cant shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it I cant shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause its all in my head