Been quite a bit since my last update. Apologies <3. Wanted to wish everyone a most legendary holiday, if you have been having a rough year, know that you are not alone, and that you have someone out there, who will do their best to listen <3. Let's make the last few days of this year awesome <3.

Greetings and Salutations to all! apologies for my long hiatus.. I am still alive, vibing, and somehow thriving x3.

Wishing everyone a most radical Pride month <3. Does not matter what area you are, know that you are awesome and should stand out <3. Be strong and share your joy!

In other news, high potentiality of going to AC owo.

Here we are once again, celebrating the most legendary achievement of any year! I have made it to the next chapter of my life. I am officially 25!! Woo! Will be attempting to get more landscape photos at some point this year, just been difficult as my transports sort of busted. Not to worry! Anywho, have a fabtabulous day today!

It has been a loong year heh. Lots have been going on out there. Anywho! Providing an updated for all of you! Still alive (obviously), managed to land a proper job a lil while back in last year and its been quite adventurous so far. Bit nervous to see what next year has in store, but I am ready for it! Let's give it our best!

Howdy and greetings once again everyone! I am still alive if it has not been obvious x3. Sorry on being silent for while.. Been taking care of a lot of issues. But I am safe and sound, working hard every single day, and smiling each day. I will be taking some new photos f around where I live soon, just need to focus on things for a bit longer first. Next week is my birfday!! Turning 24 :3.

Providing an April update, surviving in the wilderness. Finally got some work though not sure how long I'll be able to keep it. Went to the hospital recently, got growing health issues.

Health issues involve arthritis getting worse, I've developed carpet tunnel or something in my left wrist.. got a heart disease that could very well unalive me if I'm not careful, old damage that was done to my brain in my youth has begun affecting my memory, speech, and emotions part of my brain.. I haven't even gotten to cross off a few simple goals that I've wanted to try.. I'm doing my best to keep smiling.. but things aren't looking well..

Today is my 23rd Birthday! Once it rolls to a more day time I will be doing a stream of some gaming (since I can't draw..) Feel free to stop on by, relax, and watch me flail around in games such as Minecraft, Subnautica, Astroneer! Would be noice to have some fellow animals stop on by, so don't be shy! :3

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/johnathon_759
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/user/j0hnath0n597

Life is one of the largest mysteries within all of existence, it's right there with time. I wish to share how 2020 has been for me so far. Lately I have been dealing with extreme financial issues, been homeless twice this year. Recently lost my job due to the pandemic.. I'm currently on the edge of going homeless again, but I am not afraid, just worried. As I do not wish to lose what little I have. I will be posting images of Nature, and wilderness of where I live soon, keep in mind all the images I have taken so far, have been from phones, as I am unable to afford a decent camera, but if there are any photos any of you would like to see, feel free to shoot them my way, and I will see what I can do.

Greetings every entity, thanks for stopping by to view this journal. Sorry for not being around as much, as some of you may know I have been going through some rather hard times, for those that are not aware however. I was formerly homeless for awhile, but luckily I managed to find a fellow entity within where I now live, been residing with them & their partner. Alas it seems things have sort of been spiraling out of control once again, seemingly it seems to be whenever I have actually obtained a job, that life wishes to literally grab me by the throat, and tug me away from my goals. Right now my main goal is to save up enough to finally obtain a proper vehicle of my own, one that is large enough to at least have a bed and room for my things. That way if life does manage to rid me of my home, I will still have shelter. But yes, I now have a proper job at a place we all know, good ol' Walmart. It's actually been rather fun, the majority of associates actually seem pretty cool and nice. But anywho, enough on that, thanks for reading this journal, if you do wish to know more, do comment below, I do not mind.

Trying to figure how to delete this, just ignore this x3.

Woot Woot!! Today is an amazing day as today I officially turn 22!

Feel free to come and join me on my adventures through Minecraft, Subnautica, The Forest, even the legendary No Man's Sky! Coming soon streams will be of Don't Starve: Console Edition, Skyrim, and finally, a very special livestream will be airing in 21 days! I do hope this gets spread around. At the moment, I only am able to stream via a PlayStation, but I hope to one day get me a PC once again. So, there will be a link to my youtube on this, but onto more important things. I am now surviving well. Still doing all that I can to even obtain a job. But hey! Fun things!! Entertainment!

Link: https://www.youtube.com/user/j0hnath0n597

No idea why it has my name like that. Tag is wrong, gonna see if I can't fix it.

So... it's been quite some time since when I last typed anything or shared anything to y'all and you are all probably wondering why. Well, that would be because life has taken quite the negative turn for me. I have been barely surviving, with only a phone, and my wits. So far it's gone well, but alas. One can't just survive on that thanks to our government being run by dicks. To the point where any food costs money. Forcing one to need a job, but alas, that gets difficult when one's own ID isnt accepted due to it apparently being from another state. Gotta love the different damn rules. But yea. That brings me to now. I am surviving, I am well, and I am making ends at least meet, sadly I might not live past 2020 if my fate does not steer back onto the bloody road and not be facing a cliff. Will do my best to continue giving updates, but to be honest.. I'm sorry to all those I have failed with my "promises." As it seems despite my willingness, jobs would rather hire someone who does not even have the ability to do the job, rather then hire someone who can actually do a good job at it. But as of today, I finally won't be sitting on my arse, and get another chance. And to my friends that are still with me digitally and physically. I won't be failing my promises. I won't be removing any of my goals. Despite how impossible they now seem. Sorry for the wall of text by the way. Just have a lot of anger on.. quite alot of things that have made the hole I've been stuck in quite impossible to climb out of. IF anyone does feel like aiding me in getting food for the amazing family I am currently with, my notes are open.

I'm not going to read any of the Journals and see if I can get the most unread. Already at 850 Unread journals. Woot woot!

Ello every fellow Furry that is following me. My birthday is finally on it's way here! going to have a blast ( not really cause poor :( ) and going to paly games for a week. (not really cause laptop is horrible.) anywho, just wanted to let everyfur know, there is a small... (huge) tiny ( mega ) problem that may ensue in the future. It seems that my laptop, due to being over 6 years old, is going to expire entirely soon, and by doing so, will erase my #1 way of being happy. ( as well as from being depressed, hurt, lonely, being away from bullies, and enjoying life.) Soo.. have a nice day everyfur.

This is the one day where I just ball up on my bed and cry, mainly due to never seeing my dad from 5 years old to now..

Well, 2015.. Wonderful, last day of school is this tuesday on the 16th, and after all, just sit here.. just literalyl sit here..Does anyone have any ideas? something not involving money ;-;

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100% Bondage Receiver
100% Exhibitionist
100% Girl/Boy
100% Slave
100% Submissive
100% Switch
96% Degradation Receiver
93% Brat
91% Masochist
88% Non-monogamist
84% Voyeur
83% Primal (Prey)
74% Pervert
71% Experimentalist
54% Daddy/Mommy
53% Primal (Predator)
50% Sadist
50% Vanilla
43% Brat Tamer
38% Master/Mistress
33% Bondage Giver
30% Dominant
25% All-Rounder
25% Degradation Giver
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Jasonafex is doing a raffle for a free thingy!!!

Welp... my mom is sick, and my Favorite Gramma is very ill, my brother is acting like a freakign demon... so far my lfie isnt going well... wishin g you all a fuckign good Christmas... and sicne noone evers cares much... I hate my life... cuase so far.... i havent had any good times or nothing.... seriously. and if i am spellign wrogn fuck you. im cryign really hard right now.

Everyone.... Just a heads up, I am very sick... might not make it... and since im all alone.. I dont know if anyone will ever find out.

Hey guys. Really sick today... I think I got the flu, hoping you guys wish me well

Hello every furry, I am single and searching for a cute mate, male or female, I dont care which :3

Hey everyone. Im wondering who out there would liek to help me make my Fursona, I did have a pic but it was deleted, Im a black wolf with Red eyes, I wear a black hoody, my left eye has a scar across it