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Posted 2 years agoI decided to return to drawing
It is over
Posted 2 years agoSo I decided to stop as I just don't fit in this subculture's mindset
Struggling with drawing
Posted 3 years agoSo I have been struggling to draw for someone for over 2 weeks... It will soon be posted but yeah it is clear I really can't draw.
Contemplating
Posted 3 years agoFor over 3 years I have been drawing furry art and I have to admit it shows little success. So does my place in furry subculture show I would probably be disliked by many if people know of the fact my OCs land is basicly my values made into a country. And I would be redundant to say how irreconcilable it is with most people here.
And as I as a person am of a dismal and wistful disposition so I am considering quitting drawing. Although it can be just that I am weak-minded which is my fault. I should have been more assertive. Oh where did I make a mistake?! To think typical 15 year old girls draw, in their notebooks in the middle of their dull school classes, 100 times better than I was ever capable of drawing is just soul-crushing. While I am not capable to even draw a decent house without having serious second thoughts... Oh how I wish I could go back to my childhood when I had no problems in expressing myself on a peice of A4 paper. Now I am just... Dry when it comes to creativity. Each year I am losing more of it.
Maybe I was never meant to draw.
Truly it seems I am not good for anything for I have no desires, no plans, no ambitions, nor drive. This aimlessness is what is killing me.
So don't expect much of new art... It may be maximum of 4 new drawings until the end of this year posted here
And as I as a person am of a dismal and wistful disposition so I am considering quitting drawing. Although it can be just that I am weak-minded which is my fault. I should have been more assertive. Oh where did I make a mistake?! To think typical 15 year old girls draw, in their notebooks in the middle of their dull school classes, 100 times better than I was ever capable of drawing is just soul-crushing. While I am not capable to even draw a decent house without having serious second thoughts... Oh how I wish I could go back to my childhood when I had no problems in expressing myself on a peice of A4 paper. Now I am just... Dry when it comes to creativity. Each year I am losing more of it.
Maybe I was never meant to draw.
Truly it seems I am not good for anything for I have no desires, no plans, no ambitions, nor drive. This aimlessness is what is killing me.
So don't expect much of new art... It may be maximum of 4 new drawings until the end of this year posted here
A bit inactive
Posted 3 years agoI know I it is distastful to complain about one's faults but I, for some reason, want to talk about the dismal mood I am currently in.
I am not as active as I was, not only in posting drawings but generally I draw less and less oftenly. Looking at my drawings perhaps I was never really talented for drawing. Or for anything really. I never knew what I want to be. It is like I am cursed. So full of doubts and second guesses.
Please do forgive me if this sounds patethic. I just had one of my melancholic moments... this aimlessness is really starting to make me feel awful and sometimes dark a bit. Shameful that I bother you with my problems.
I am not as active as I was, not only in posting drawings but generally I draw less and less oftenly. Looking at my drawings perhaps I was never really talented for drawing. Or for anything really. I never knew what I want to be. It is like I am cursed. So full of doubts and second guesses.
Please do forgive me if this sounds patethic. I just had one of my melancholic moments... this aimlessness is really starting to make me feel awful and sometimes dark a bit. Shameful that I bother you with my problems.
