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Posted a year agoHello!
I am finally in peace with myself, real-life job, connections and overall stability.
I fully recovered from burnout. My work-life balance is finally fine.
So I want to start taking commissions again.
Since I was on hiatus, there came new inconveniences with boosty - PayPal is not working anymore. I think I'll stop using boosty and I'll try Hipolink instead.
That is the only true link, beware of scammers: https://hipolink.me/jo11ux
Thank you! Feels good to come back.
I am finally in peace with myself, real-life job, connections and overall stability.
I fully recovered from burnout. My work-life balance is finally fine.
So I want to start taking commissions again.
Since I was on hiatus, there came new inconveniences with boosty - PayPal is not working anymore. I think I'll stop using boosty and I'll try Hipolink instead.
That is the only true link, beware of scammers: https://hipolink.me/jo11ux
Thank you! Feels good to come back.
Thanks.
Posted a year agoGreetings.
I haven't visited any social media for weeks, even months. I didn't reply to messages, I didn't contact anyone.
It's time to give you the explanations that you, my followers, deserve.
At the beginning of January, I faced health problems caused by both accidental events and overwork. My mental health has always been a shaky variable, and I felt that it was starting to deteriorate too. I didn't have enough money to support myself and receive medical care, so I started taking 'random' commissions so that I would have at least some money. These orders quickly became long lasting liabilities for me. I expected to finish them fast with artistic freedom I allowed myself to have, but it quickly started to feel like a burden.
I realized that in 4 years of my activity as an artist, I have never had a full vacation. I draw almost seven days a week and always try to get better. I really love it, but what I'm facing is called burnout. No matter how hard I try, I'm getting closer to the point of no return, beyond which lies fatigue and hatred for what I'm doing. The less strength I have, the slower and worse I work, and this has been going on for a long time. This all happend both bc of my perfectionist attitude and lack of discipline and I am fully aware this is all my fault.
I decided to completely change my field of activity, get training and get a new job, off the Internet. I know it's not going to be easy, and it's going to take a long time too. I feel like I need a really long break from drawing in order to stop hating that and myself, and realize myself in addition to orders in personal projects, as I always wanted.
I feel like I've let you all down, and I feel ashamed and bad about it. I sincerely apologize to all of you who have already been waiting for your commission for too long. Without a doubt, I have to finish each one, and I will do it. The only thing I want to say is that the deadline is becoming completely indefinite. I need to learn a new profession from scratch, stepping into the unknown, I'm scared, I have no strength or financial safety cushion. But I'll do it anyway. And I fully understand my responsibility to those who still expect me to do a job well done. I do not know where to find the time and energy for this right now, but as far as possible, I will finish current promised commissions one by one.
I am truly very sorry. I promise to finish what I have to do. I can't promise that it will be fast.
Commissions are currently closed indefinitely.
A google sheet where you can track the status of your commissions:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....it?usp=sharing
Thank you for reading this.
P.S.: Some of you may want to get a refund. It is possible with boosty, however, I have to warn you that this service may ban you if you do that. I am not going to stop you from refund, if you want it. I totally understand and you will get money back that way. But it is my responsibility to tell you about ban policy there. Please, message me so I know if I should try finish your commission or not if you choose this path.
I haven't visited any social media for weeks, even months. I didn't reply to messages, I didn't contact anyone.
It's time to give you the explanations that you, my followers, deserve.
At the beginning of January, I faced health problems caused by both accidental events and overwork. My mental health has always been a shaky variable, and I felt that it was starting to deteriorate too. I didn't have enough money to support myself and receive medical care, so I started taking 'random' commissions so that I would have at least some money. These orders quickly became long lasting liabilities for me. I expected to finish them fast with artistic freedom I allowed myself to have, but it quickly started to feel like a burden.
I realized that in 4 years of my activity as an artist, I have never had a full vacation. I draw almost seven days a week and always try to get better. I really love it, but what I'm facing is called burnout. No matter how hard I try, I'm getting closer to the point of no return, beyond which lies fatigue and hatred for what I'm doing. The less strength I have, the slower and worse I work, and this has been going on for a long time. This all happend both bc of my perfectionist attitude and lack of discipline and I am fully aware this is all my fault.
I decided to completely change my field of activity, get training and get a new job, off the Internet. I know it's not going to be easy, and it's going to take a long time too. I feel like I need a really long break from drawing in order to stop hating that and myself, and realize myself in addition to orders in personal projects, as I always wanted.
I feel like I've let you all down, and I feel ashamed and bad about it. I sincerely apologize to all of you who have already been waiting for your commission for too long. Without a doubt, I have to finish each one, and I will do it. The only thing I want to say is that the deadline is becoming completely indefinite. I need to learn a new profession from scratch, stepping into the unknown, I'm scared, I have no strength or financial safety cushion. But I'll do it anyway. And I fully understand my responsibility to those who still expect me to do a job well done. I do not know where to find the time and energy for this right now, but as far as possible, I will finish current promised commissions one by one.
I am truly very sorry. I promise to finish what I have to do. I can't promise that it will be fast.
Commissions are currently closed indefinitely.
A google sheet where you can track the status of your commissions:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....it?usp=sharing
Thank you for reading this.
P.S.: Some of you may want to get a refund. It is possible with boosty, however, I have to warn you that this service may ban you if you do that. I am not going to stop you from refund, if you want it. I totally understand and you will get money back that way. But it is my responsibility to tell you about ban policy there. Please, message me so I know if I should try finish your commission or not if you choose this path.
$65 commission queque:
Posted 2 years agoRANDOM COMMISSION SLOTS|OPEN
Posted 2 years agoI want to experiment with my style a bit and learn to draw faster.
I'm opening cheap random commission slots to practice!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54707586/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54707586/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54707586/
I'm opening cheap random commission slots to practice!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54707586/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54707586/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54707586/
SCAMMER AWARENESS
Posted 2 years agoI am here to warn you.
One (hopefully only one) person was scamming people from my name for years (that’s why I leave all of my contacts here, please don’t believe ppl sending you notes from any other pages from “my name”. And no, I don’t even have a personal Facebook page.)
I was warned about it few years ago, but seems like this person keep doing sh*t from my name and some ppl keep being scammed.
SO please be careful: all of my personal contacts are written here in my profile.
I have ONLY one paypal, and don’t use it since it stopped working with my country in 2022.
Nowadays I use only boosty for the payment. And here is also only one page.
Here are some screenshots from one of being scammed and being still sure that it’s all my fault and also convos with scammer himself. I have not find anything to prove me innocent, but I decided to show it all anyway and let people decide for themselves. Please, look at the screenshots with scammers "artwork" especially сlosely. I've never scammed anyone, and any of my customers and subscribers here can prove that. I shouldn't fight for my innocence in the first place, but here we are.
Names and avatars blurred because of FA's anti-bullying policies. I do not want anyone to be bullied because of this, but if you read the context you will know exactly how to identify the scammer.
And yes, I agreed for two free headshots, payment for which went to scammer. I panicked and just wanted to shrug off the agression I've got. Sorry, but I do not plan to do that again.
LINK TO ALL SCREENSHOTS
That’s a proof that the person doing scam is still doing this and I am tired of this af and can do nothing except warning you.
Please let me know if you are also was contacting with this scammer or have any ideas what to do and how this problem can be solved.
Thank you for the attention, keep yourself safe.
One (hopefully only one) person was scamming people from my name for years (that’s why I leave all of my contacts here, please don’t believe ppl sending you notes from any other pages from “my name”. And no, I don’t even have a personal Facebook page.)
I was warned about it few years ago, but seems like this person keep doing sh*t from my name and some ppl keep being scammed.
SO please be careful: all of my personal contacts are written here in my profile.
I have ONLY one paypal, and don’t use it since it stopped working with my country in 2022.
Nowadays I use only boosty for the payment. And here is also only one page.
Here are some screenshots from one of being scammed and being still sure that it’s all my fault and also convos with scammer himself. I have not find anything to prove me innocent, but I decided to show it all anyway and let people decide for themselves. Please, look at the screenshots with scammers "artwork" especially сlosely. I've never scammed anyone, and any of my customers and subscribers here can prove that. I shouldn't fight for my innocence in the first place, but here we are.
Names and avatars blurred because of FA's anti-bullying policies. I do not want anyone to be bullied because of this, but if you read the context you will know exactly how to identify the scammer.
And yes, I agreed for two free headshots, payment for which went to scammer. I panicked and just wanted to shrug off the agression I've got. Sorry, but I do not plan to do that again.
LINK TO ALL SCREENSHOTS
That’s a proof that the person doing scam is still doing this and I am tired of this af and can do nothing except warning you.
Please let me know if you are also was contacting with this scammer or have any ideas what to do and how this problem can be solved.
Thank you for the attention, keep yourself safe.
COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN
Posted 2 years agoReal life needs my attention
Posted 3 years agoWell, the headline sums it up perfectly.
I've been really busy these days. My pet rats are both have had bad health problems this week especially, one of them is passed away recently and another one needs even more attention without her companion. She is also having a special condition and needs sort of pricey treatment. Me and my roommate also plan to move in different apartments and both struggling with that. And of course Russia's current political climate doesn't really help, I'm poor and extremely stressed again and everything feels like it's falling apart and sips through my fingers. With all the things I need to keep in mind I don't even feel I have a time for proper grievance.
I'm still working on commissions I took and I'm not closing them, bc you know, money is the thing that always helps. Just wanted to say it takes me more time than I originally planned and I can only hope prolonged deadlines won't be a big deal for all the people who wait.
Thank you for your support and staying with me, I will and already do everything to take control over my life again.
I've been really busy these days. My pet rats are both have had bad health problems this week especially, one of them is passed away recently and another one needs even more attention without her companion. She is also having a special condition and needs sort of pricey treatment. Me and my roommate also plan to move in different apartments and both struggling with that. And of course Russia's current political climate doesn't really help, I'm poor and extremely stressed again and everything feels like it's falling apart and sips through my fingers. With all the things I need to keep in mind I don't even feel I have a time for proper grievance.
I'm still working on commissions I took and I'm not closing them, bc you know, money is the thing that always helps. Just wanted to say it takes me more time than I originally planned and I can only hope prolonged deadlines won't be a big deal for all the people who wait.
Thank you for your support and staying with me, I will and already do everything to take control over my life again.
JUNE COMMISSION INFO
Posted 3 years agoHi!
Recently I made a post with emergency commissions to pay for medical services.
First of all, thanks to all of you! I managed to collect full sum for appointment, correction and surgery in one week. I already got through it and for the first time in my life I'm free from any kind of dental treatment. It took me years to finally finish everything, and I just can't believe it's finally over. You have no idea how grateful I am and how much it means to me. Thank you again!
Second, since plenty of people took commissions at one time, I guess I need something more than FA's messages to keep up with all of that. So I decided to make a list to make sure I won't forget anything and discipline myself to finish your commissions in one month. I admit that the deadline may increase, since, of course, I want to do everything nice and good quality-wise, but the ideal scenario is start-middle of July. I created a Google sheet which I will update so that you can keep track of how the work is progressing.
◦ JUNE COMMISSIONS GOOGLE SPREADSHEET ◦
I want to note that my way of working is quite chaotic and there is a chance that people from the end of the queue may see more upgrades. The list was compiled in the order of payment, but I usually work on several commissions at the same time. I also made a list for me for all the info and references to keep it more organized. For now, commissions are closed until I finish these ones.
Recently I made a post with emergency commissions to pay for medical services.
First of all, thanks to all of you! I managed to collect full sum for appointment, correction and surgery in one week. I already got through it and for the first time in my life I'm free from any kind of dental treatment. It took me years to finally finish everything, and I just can't believe it's finally over. You have no idea how grateful I am and how much it means to me. Thank you again!
Second, since plenty of people took commissions at one time, I guess I need something more than FA's messages to keep up with all of that. So I decided to make a list to make sure I won't forget anything and discipline myself to finish your commissions in one month. I admit that the deadline may increase, since, of course, I want to do everything nice and good quality-wise, but the ideal scenario is start-middle of July. I created a Google sheet which I will update so that you can keep track of how the work is progressing.
◦ JUNE COMMISSIONS GOOGLE SPREADSHEET ◦
I want to note that my way of working is quite chaotic and there is a chance that people from the end of the queue may see more upgrades. The list was compiled in the order of payment, but I usually work on several commissions at the same time. I also made a list for me for all the info and references to keep it more organized. For now, commissions are closed until I finish these ones.
YCH Collab with IndigoChto
Posted 3 years agoI'm doing background/coloring!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46864919/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46864919/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46864919/
IndigoChtoх
jollux
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46864919/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46864919/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46864919/
IndigoChtoх
jolluxBOOSTY
Posted 3 years agoFriendship ended with PayPal, now Boosty is my best friend.
Since Paypal no longer transfers money to Russia, I and other artists were in an exhausting search for an alternative. For many of us, including me, art is the only source of income and has been for many years.
An alternative was found and this is Boosty - the Russian equivalent of Patreon. The functionality of the Boosty is the same as on the Patreon: subscriptions of different tiers, paid posts, the opportunity to post exclusive content. Foreign customers still can use the PayPal to pay for orders, however, payment is only possible in rubles. This is not a problem, since the current exchange rate can be viewed in a minute on Paypal or Google. For now I'm not planning to use it for exclusive content, so subscription is not necessary.
Many have already tried Boosty and it has proven itself as a working payment method. You can see real feedback ◦ HERE ◦
◦ Instruction: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46271238/ ◦
◦ Video instruction: https://youtu.be/drrbpnipabc ◦
I also plan to use this service for my future commissions. Here is the Boosty page created by me. Other pages that you may encounter are fraudulent.
https://boosty.to/jollux I'm back
Posted 3 years agoThank you all for patience.
I managed to cope with anxiety and return to work as usual.
I know that almost all the skies are closed for Russian flights, but I do not give up hope of saving up for possible migration. My heart aches for Ukraine, my Russian friends who have nothing to do with what is happening, and for my own future.
Stay human.
I managed to cope with anxiety and return to work as usual.
I know that almost all the skies are closed for Russian flights, but I do not give up hope of saving up for possible migration. My heart aches for Ukraine, my Russian friends who have nothing to do with what is happening, and for my own future.
Stay human.
I'm going on hiatus
Posted 3 years agoThat's how it is.
I'm just in shock. I have no words. This is fucked up.
I'm sorry.
At this point all the news about eastern european conflict I'm getting, I'm getting against my will. It's really hard to calm down and shrug off anxiety, when leader of your country starts a war and suddenly you do not feel safe anymore.
I have a to-do list of current commissions and trying to work as much as I can. However, I need a little break to calm down, I hope you understand.
I'm just in shock. I have no words. This is fucked up.
I'm sorry.
At this point all the news about eastern european conflict I'm getting, I'm getting against my will. It's really hard to calm down and shrug off anxiety, when leader of your country starts a war and suddenly you do not feel safe anymore.
I have a to-do list of current commissions and trying to work as much as I can. However, I need a little break to calm down, I hope you understand.
In need of help
Posted 4 years agoHello, cowboys.
I'm back at my city now and I'm in trouble for my own stupidity.
I made a mistake to answer phone scammers' call end ended with two bank debts with a total amount of 650$ I should pay in 50 days (to not get additional %s). This is more than the average monthly earnings in my country, and I do not have this money right now.
This is not a joke and I can provide documents confirming it, if you are capable of understanding Russian, of course.
I'll take as many commissions as possible to pay those debts, and, you know, just leave a paypal.me link in case someone wants to do charity work.
Any amount of money will surely help.
I'm also considering the idea of something like "sketches for donation" for anyone who'll do it, but I'm not sure how to organize it yet.
Anyways, thanks for your attention and also for help or deciding to share this journal.
https://paypal.me/jo11ux
115/650$
I'm back at my city now and I'm in trouble for my own stupidity.
I made a mistake to answer phone scammers' call end ended with two bank debts with a total amount of 650$ I should pay in 50 days (to not get additional %s). This is more than the average monthly earnings in my country, and I do not have this money right now.
This is not a joke and I can provide documents confirming it, if you are capable of understanding Russian, of course.
I'll take as many commissions as possible to pay those debts, and, you know, just leave a paypal.me link in case someone wants to do charity work.
Any amount of money will surely help.
I'm also considering the idea of something like "sketches for donation" for anyone who'll do it, but I'm not sure how to organize it yet.
Anyways, thanks for your attention and also for help or deciding to share this journal.
https://paypal.me/jo11ux
115/650$
No Subject
Posted 4 years agoI'm going on vacation, I'll answer on all commission questions and requests after May 5th! Thanks!
1000
Posted 4 years agoThanks for 1k watchers!!
Commissions delay.. again!! Sorry
Posted 5 years agoHello, cowboys.
I'm really sorry for any commissions delay again, I remember you, I see you!!
End of October was a rough ride for my physical and mental health, so I had to take a forced break.
I'm somewhat okay now, only dentist appointments are last for me to visit - and, it's a good thing - I can finally start all my drawing projects, especially ones are payed already.
Also I've decided to go in collab with my good irl friend, xngfng95 and doing things together is nice! So I hope is our new YCH: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39185027/ for everyone who likes public space-related naughty time ;)
Stay safe!
I'm really sorry for any commissions delay again, I remember you, I see you!!
End of October was a rough ride for my physical and mental health, so I had to take a forced break.
I'm somewhat okay now, only dentist appointments are last for me to visit - and, it's a good thing - I can finally start all my drawing projects, especially ones are payed already.
Also I've decided to go in collab with my good irl friend, xngfng95 and doing things together is nice! So I hope is our new YCH: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39185027/ for everyone who likes public space-related naughty time ;)
Stay safe!
Commission question!
Posted 5 years agoHello, cowboys!
Would anyone be interested in getting 1-3 page comic commission from me? NSFW-friendly f'course ;3
I've never done it before, but I want to try. How much money are you willing to spend on this?
I'm actually really want to try to write a wholesome story someday in future, but I guess I should start with small steps. I'd like to see it shaded I draw usually, but I don't rule out the possibility that my style will be somehow transformed to be more appropriate for a comic...
And, spoiler, I'll definetly go for comic in one of my future christmas YCHs!
Would anyone be interested in getting 1-3 page comic commission from me? NSFW-friendly f'course ;3
I've never done it before, but I want to try. How much money are you willing to spend on this?
I'm actually really want to try to write a wholesome story someday in future, but I guess I should start with small steps. I'd like to see it shaded I draw usually, but I don't rule out the possibility that my style will be somehow transformed to be more appropriate for a comic...
And, spoiler, I'll definetly go for comic in one of my future christmas YCHs!
Commissions delay
Posted 5 years agoHello, cowboys!
Thank you very much for supporting me - I've got plenty of new commissioners recently.
Unfortunately, I wasn't ready for everything you noted me, and drawing 22 hours a day drains me off.
I'm taking a little break for a couple of days, if you don't mind!
It will all be ready soon, don't worry - I just need a little more time to deal with all of it :3
Thank you very much for supporting me - I've got plenty of new commissioners recently.
Unfortunately, I wasn't ready for everything you noted me, and drawing 22 hours a day drains me off.
I'm taking a little break for a couple of days, if you don't mind!
It will all be ready soon, don't worry - I just need a little more time to deal with all of it :3
30$ commishes reminder~~
Posted 5 years agoHello, cowboys!
Just reminding you that my fast commissions are still relevant!
As a greeting for newcomers, I want to announce that I am taking commissions of simple shoulder-length portraits at fixed price of $30.
Slots are unlimited, I regularly check FA and overall pretty active, so, you can send me a note anytime, if you want one.
Remember, I need reference picture of your character - show, don't tell.
Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38486756/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38506714/
Stay healthy and happy, everyone!
Waiting for your messages.
Just reminding you that my fast commissions are still relevant!
As a greeting for newcomers, I want to announce that I am taking commissions of simple shoulder-length portraits at fixed price of $30.
Slots are unlimited, I regularly check FA and overall pretty active, so, you can send me a note anytime, if you want one.
Remember, I need reference picture of your character - show, don't tell.
Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38486756/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38506714/
Stay healthy and happy, everyone!
Waiting for your messages.
Unlimited portrait commissions
Posted 5 years agoHello, cowboys!
I bought FA banner and a little bit excited about it. Hooray!
However, I've got several messages about banner link leading to nowhere. So, I contacted FA support and it should be fine by now.
As a greeting for newcomers, I want to announce that I am taking commissions of simple shoulder-length portraits at fixed price of $30.
I guess, this is adequate price for my quality&speed + a little bit of discount.
Slots are unlimited, I regularly check FA and overall pretty active, so, you can send me a note anytime, if you want one.
Remember, I need reference picture of your character - show, don't tell.
Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38486756/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38506714/
Stay healthy and happy, everyone!
Waiting for your messages.
I bought FA banner and a little bit excited about it. Hooray!
However, I've got several messages about banner link leading to nowhere. So, I contacted FA support and it should be fine by now.
As a greeting for newcomers, I want to announce that I am taking commissions of simple shoulder-length portraits at fixed price of $30.
I guess, this is adequate price for my quality&speed + a little bit of discount.
Slots are unlimited, I regularly check FA and overall pretty active, so, you can send me a note anytime, if you want one.
Remember, I need reference picture of your character - show, don't tell.
Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38486756/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38506714/
Stay healthy and happy, everyone!
Waiting for your messages.
LET'S TALK ABOUT ART
Posted 5 years agoHello, cowboys!
This is just me shouting into the void, I don't think I have enough watchers to just talk, you know, about THINGS.
I've been thinking a lot lately about the path I've walked. I've been drawing since I was a child, and I can call myself a digital artist since 2010. I saw countless works that I admired, and I thought, "one day I will be able to do this too."
If you're interested, I even found an old piece where you can track how my style changed. I don't do this now, because I had a long break from drawing in 2014-2018 : http://fav.me/d5ioh2d
Now I can look at what I'm doing and say, "okay, THIS is what I wanted a long time ago." The goal is achieved? Nope. I grew up, and as good as semi-realistic styles are, simple line+cellshade works now attract my attention more. I am dissatisfied with what and how I draw right now. I like both pictorial, painty complex works (which I have always aspired to do) and cellschaded ones (which, of course, are also can be "difficult", but in a different way). I would really like to change my style, but I can't decide what I really want. And it is also difficult to rebuild your brain which always lacks something in simple works.
This is all complicated by the fact that drawing is my only source of income right now. I don't want to disappoint those who already subscribed to me now. You have subscribed to a very specific style, which you may even consider unique, special, and it will be strange to radically change something in one moment. People who order commissions from me also expect something I ALREADY know how to do, and not something else.
BUT!
I believe searching for yourself is a good thing. No one is preventing me from anything!!
I'm dealing with depression and questioning every f*cking decision in my life with my therapist. No wonder I'm so sensitive and over-the-top now ^^'' Furry community was one of the most accepting and comfortable communities I've been on, and I'm so grateful I can be a part of it, and see so many unique, beautiful artstyles. And learn from it, moving forward!
Of course I don't think I'll radically change my style, but you can expect something new in the future... I think it is a good thing?? I also want to talk to you in the comments about all of this. Which styles you've liked the most in past and which do you like now? Do you have "favourite artists of all time"? HOW TO MAKE THINGS SIMPLIER AAAHH
LET'S TALK, HONESTLY, WHAT DO YOU THINK??
And thanks for reading all of this!
This is just me shouting into the void, I don't think I have enough watchers to just talk, you know, about THINGS.
I've been thinking a lot lately about the path I've walked. I've been drawing since I was a child, and I can call myself a digital artist since 2010. I saw countless works that I admired, and I thought, "one day I will be able to do this too."
If you're interested, I even found an old piece where you can track how my style changed. I don't do this now, because I had a long break from drawing in 2014-2018 : http://fav.me/d5ioh2d
Now I can look at what I'm doing and say, "okay, THIS is what I wanted a long time ago." The goal is achieved? Nope. I grew up, and as good as semi-realistic styles are, simple line+cellshade works now attract my attention more. I am dissatisfied with what and how I draw right now. I like both pictorial, painty complex works (which I have always aspired to do) and cellschaded ones (which, of course, are also can be "difficult", but in a different way). I would really like to change my style, but I can't decide what I really want. And it is also difficult to rebuild your brain which always lacks something in simple works.
This is all complicated by the fact that drawing is my only source of income right now. I don't want to disappoint those who already subscribed to me now. You have subscribed to a very specific style, which you may even consider unique, special, and it will be strange to radically change something in one moment. People who order commissions from me also expect something I ALREADY know how to do, and not something else.
BUT!
I believe searching for yourself is a good thing. No one is preventing me from anything!!
I'm dealing with depression and questioning every f*cking decision in my life with my therapist. No wonder I'm so sensitive and over-the-top now ^^'' Furry community was one of the most accepting and comfortable communities I've been on, and I'm so grateful I can be a part of it, and see so many unique, beautiful artstyles. And learn from it, moving forward!
Of course I don't think I'll radically change my style, but you can expect something new in the future... I think it is a good thing?? I also want to talk to you in the comments about all of this. Which styles you've liked the most in past and which do you like now? Do you have "favourite artists of all time"? HOW TO MAKE THINGS SIMPLIER AAAHH
LET'S TALK, HONESTLY, WHAT DO YOU THINK??
And thanks for reading all of this!
This is life for me now
Posted 5 years agoHello, cowboys!
I just want to remind you that commissions are open and will be open. There is a good reason for this - the coronavirus has left me without a job and it is my only source of income, and also, my laptop has decided to die right fxcking now and I am collecting money for a new one.
I'm in process of updating my commission info, feel free to PM me about pricing/do&don'ts/etc.
If you don't want to order from me, you can always help me by distributing my works and this account, sharing links and stuff. I also decided to post everything I do on twitter, so, retwits are extremely helpful too.
Big thank you for visiting my page, leaving comments and watching me. It is not all about the money, I geniunely love what I do and I HATE situations like this, when you have to ask strangers on the internet for help. I hope it will be over soon.
I just want to remind you that commissions are open and will be open. There is a good reason for this - the coronavirus has left me without a job and it is my only source of income, and also, my laptop has decided to die right fxcking now and I am collecting money for a new one.
I'm in process of updating my commission info, feel free to PM me about pricing/do&don'ts/etc.
If you don't want to order from me, you can always help me by distributing my works and this account, sharing links and stuff. I also decided to post everything I do on twitter, so, retwits are extremely helpful too.
Big thank you for visiting my page, leaving comments and watching me. It is not all about the money, I geniunely love what I do and I HATE situations like this, when you have to ask strangers on the internet for help. I hope it will be over soon.
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Auction issues
Posted 5 years agoI'm really sorry for everyone who won my auctions yesterday!!
I post my works in the nighttime, so I was not paying enough attention and forgot to tag adult content.
AND I WAS BANNED.
I was banned on ychcom for 72 hours. I'll contact all the winners after three days, please, forgive me for the delay.
I post my works in the nighttime, so I was not paying enough attention and forgot to tag adult content.
AND I WAS BANNED.
I was banned on ychcom for 72 hours. I'll contact all the winners after three days, please, forgive me for the delay.
