Its been a long time since I've updated this thing, for those of you who really know me, shit has been real bad for a while and its looking like that will change any time soon. My medical situation has greatly worsened and my living arrangements still have yet to change. All in time...
Arts:
I owe a few request pieces and have owed them for sometime. I greatly thank you for your patience
They will be done!
Ive gotten back to sketching for the first time in this months and my pwncil hand is retarted yet again.

I've noticed people plastering the rainbow flag over their FB pictures. While I believe it's great to show lsolidarity over the massive victory for my fellow MSM and FSF (and whatever other combinations u can create) I do have an issue with this. True you are here now to claim the reward, but who among you worked for this? Who protested and fought? Who bled for the cause? Who wrote letters to senators and congressmen? Who got into fist fights with bigots who used their beliefs in God to justify their votes and their hate? Who stayed on the phones for hours on end talking to complete strangers to rally support?
Now what among you sat by and simply complained? Sat and waited for change?
While this solidarity is awesome, how long will it last and what will it ultimately achieve? Will it all just disappear and be forgotten?
My main point of this rant is to tell you that the fight is far from over, we have much bigger fish to fry my friends. While this whole integration into the heterosexual lifestyle is a great victory and does open doors, it is not a final solution.
I am a LGBT liberation activist ( I dont claim to be a "Gay Rights" activist, we dont need rights, we need freedom from the system that denies us our rights) and have been for over seven years and I have been doing my homework and I once fought for this cause but have since moved on to what I felt deserved more attention...
My attention shift all started when a young man named Tyler Clementi ended his life after his roommate posted video of Tyler and his lover having sex. The media exploded with this story. But what got me was how some LGBT "representatives" saying audacious comments how Tyler's death wouldn't have happened if gay marriage was legalized. (This statement has been sung at multiple press conferences regarding LGBT teen suicides across the country)
I've always found it it laughable that gay marriage has been treated as a magic wand to wave away homophobia, AIDS, the economic crisis, and the death of our youth. To show how much marriage has meant to some, some LGBT centers closed their doors after their respective state "won" same sex marriage as if to say "That's all folks!"
Now what does all of this have to do with Tyler? Well, after his death Ellen DeGeneres on her show did a segment on how bullying is such an enormous issues in our country. This is true but I feel she missed an enormous opportunity to talk about how deeply homophobia hits our youth (maybe she wanted to and was told not to touch the subject and instead focus on bullying, I can't say. I can't speak for her) She could have taken that chance to shed light on a topic I hear spoken of so rarely in our community, our children.
I want to take this time here and now to say to all of you who still live life in the closest (young and old) that there is nothing wrong with you. You are a beautiful human being who is deserving of love. Times can be rough, but you have to know that in the darkest of times the sun does rise again.
So I will end this simply by saying that we not need to fight for those who can speak up, but for those who cannot.

As  bobbythornbody can tell you, for the last month my major obsession has been Five Nights At Freddy's upon seeing his YouTube video of him paying it. I have always loved the horror genre of gaming and was surprised that this game went under my radar for so long...
Bobby can also tell you that when it comes to gaming, I don't like to use FAQs or walkthroughs since to me it feels like you let someone else play the game for you.
So I dove into the first game without a clue to what was going to happen or how deep in the rabbit hole I'd find myself when the plot started to unravel. The only words that came to mind were "Holy shit..." This truly was the darkest, twisted plot I've seen in a video game...kudos to Scott for this. I have never been so engrossed in a video game to the point of keeping journals of my findings, waking up in the middle of the night to scribble nonsense of The Purple Guy.
I know that by now this info has already been posted hundreds of times months ago, but I still want to put in my two cents so bear with me and be gentle 😀
Before I begin, let me post my stats of playing:
FNAF 1
Times killed 104 (mostly because of 20/20/20/20 night)
Times gotten by Freddie: 17
Times gotten by Bonnie: 28
Times gotten by Chica: 26
Times gotten by Foxy: 33 (bastard...)

Attempts taken to clear the nights
Night 1: first attempt
Night 2: 4 attempts
Night 3: 6 attempts
Night 4: 11 attempts (Bonnie and Chica on my ass!!)
Night 5: 19 attempts (Power died as 6 came...almost died)
Night 6: 18 attempts
Night 7 (20/20/20/20): 45 attempts....but I did it

Most common utterances
Oh god oh god oh god oh god
No no no no no no no
Suits hit shots hotshot

My favorite insults hurled at animatronics
You cockbelonker goway
Fuckin'nshit suckah
Gawddamn tithead

I will post my other stats and findings as a submission

RULES :
1. Pick a character you've created.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were that character.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal


Character picked: Jolt


1. What is your name?
Barret "Jolt" Jackedrabbit

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Named after my uncle who dissapeared mysteriously. I got the handle Jolt from my buddies for my undying source of energy. Little do they know it's just a lot of caffine

3. Single or taken?
Ask the fox

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Fatal sarcasim

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
I think I look cute in this dress

6. What's your eye color?
Pine green

7. How about hair color?
Neon yellow

8. Have you any family members?
My parents and 12 siblings, I'm lucky 13

9. Oh? How about pets?
A rock named Clumpis

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
People who speak hate

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Jumping, Pathfinder, smoking, drinking, the fox, coffee by IV

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Kicked a guy in the balls for pulling my ears

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
No

14. What kind of animal are you?
Jackrabbit

15. Name your worst habits.
Smoking

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
My father

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Labels are for people who care I do who I love and sometimes I get done

18. Do you go to school?
Not anymore

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
World's to over populated

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
No

21. What are you most afraid of?
Spiders

22. What do you usually wear?
Depends, but I like goggles

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Carrot cake

24. Am I annoying you?
A tad

25. Well, it's still not over!
Alright.

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Magus 5/Gunslinger 4/Rogue 3

27. How many friends do you have?
More than I have fingers and toes

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Divine

30. Favorite drink?
Jolt cola

31. What's your favorite place?
My attic

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
The fox

33. That was a stupid question.
Whatever

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
The ocean

35. What's your type?
O—

36. Any fetishes?
Being a bottom

37. Seme or uke?
Both

38. Camping or indoors?
Indoors

Well yesterday my phone crashed on me. I had to spend $50 to get a replacement. it's only a loaner phone until I get a new one. f****** garbage. my tablet is also on the fritz the touch screen is all wonky and the glitch goes on and off. freaking retarded... My headphones also took a crap on me. sure is fun over. I'm currently working on a project for Dipper we'll see how that goes never really drawn a bear before (not counting Freddy) plus the digital media sucks, well mine does anyway

Okay, so I've been giving the digital medium a try...Either I suck balls at it or the program I am using is nothing but complete and total ass (ArtFlow)
So I could really use some recommendations as to what programs are the most effective and easy to operate. With the program I am using, the line I draw takes FORVER to catch up to my pen. Drives me fuckin' bat shit.
I was going through some of my past sketches and am in the process of picking ones to upload. Keep posted

I am not use digital mediums...call me old fashioned.
I downloaded a sketch program for my tablet, so Goddess help what I post. In the coming weeks, I may start to take commissions...so keep posted and see if you see anything you like. My prices will be fair for what you get. Special thanks to Bobby for bringing me to your attention.

I've been in the fandom for quite some time but have been away on personal reasons. I am an artist but very n00b. I hope that when I post my first pic that it will be liked. Uh.....Listen to The Bunny The Bear.