WILL BE OF KODA SERENADING THE LOVELY FAE WITH HIS MAD BASS SKILLS

HECKIES YEAH

FOREARM TATTOOS WHY CAN'T PEOPLE LIKE FOREARM TATTOOS

LIKE MY IDEA IS JUST MAKING ME SO WANT LIKE OH MY GOD

I KNOW THEY'RE LYRICS BUT 'We the Animals' on my right forearm and 'Take Control' on my left OR 'Wretches and Kings' on right and 'We Come for You' on LEFT BUT I MEAN LIKE THAT'S JUST SO COOL TO ME

BUT I CAN SAY BYE BYE TO A PROFESSIONAL CAREER IF I DO THAT

Okay so HEY YEAH WOO UPDATES!

Today, while hard at work, my ADHD mind kicked in and decided to create this super awesome story about an awesome kid who is unknowingly a long descendant of an ancient Viking civilization so yeah woo story time!

I WILL be posting them in chapters to start so keep an eye out peoples!

CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM WILL BE WELCOMED

NEGATIVE FEEDBACK WILL BE MET WITH A 'MEANIE' REMARK.

TO COMMISSION KODA IN MAD MAX APOCALYPSE ATTIRE. HIS ASS WOULD BE A TANKY SCOUT OMG. I CAN SEE IT PERFECTLY.

WITH A PERFECT INTRO TO MURPH, TOO. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK PAYCHECK HURRY UP ;A;

Whether or not to come up with an anthro snake gal as Koda's lil lady friend (not mate, just friend), based off of a Spinnerblast, Mystic Potion or Ghost ball python.

BUT THE MONIES ARE VERY SKIMPY. DUSTY MAY WORK TWO JOBS BUT STILL AIN'T SHIT COMIN IN REALLY.

Soooooooo yeah, things have been quite hectic lately, what with my mom being a raging cunt sometimes and work keeping me relatively busy and shit. Saving up for an apartment little by little so I can get out of this shit hole.

BUT YEAH. I GOT A JOB WORKING AT /THE/ REPTILES BY MACK!!! IN THE BALL PYTHON DEPARTMENT!!!
(soimtotallynotgonnastartsnaggingpicsofthepythonbabbyswhileonthejob)

Any reptile color morph aficionado would know this lovely business as the place where Mack Snow/Supersnow leopard geckos were first made!

I START THIS UPCOMING WEDNESDAY I'M SO EXCITED

Buuuuuuuuuuut this job might cause me to lose my other job at PetSmart. They're literally the only pet business that has a problem with it, as I've spoken with managers at Jack's, Petco and Pet Supplies Plus, and they all said it shouldn't interfere and they wouldn't fire an employee over it. So yeah. if I get fired, meh. I STILL GET TO WORK WITH BALL PYTHONS EVERY WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY AND FRIDAY EVER SO YEAH HAPPY DUSTY.

I'm just curious.

Like, when the fuck did people stop being so friendly? Why the hell does a vast majority of this fandom (and people in general!) just up and ignore everyone that isn't an artist or other 'famous' furry? Like, I thought this fandom was supposed to be friendly and welcoming.

Is it seriously THIS bad across the whole board in the furry fandom? Or is it just FA?

I honestly should have listened to the warnings my IRL friends gave me about this shitstain of a place.

I'd be a whole hell of a lot less pissed and hateful towards people, that's for sure.

IN OTHER NEWS

An old friend of mine is possibly buying me FL Studio so we can collab and stuff.

SO YAY I'LL BE MAKING MUSICS AND ACTUALLY KINDA WIRE IT INTO KODA'S CHARACTER BECAUSE HIS CAREER IS MUSIC PRODUCTION AND AUDIO SETUP

So yeah.

Woo. LETS BE FRIENDS AND BE HAPPY, K? Y'ALL WANNA STOP BEING JUDGED, SO STOP BEING ASSHATS.

Just.

Wow.

What a pile of shit knockers.

Specifically Southwest Ohio furs

WAZZUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP

(PLEASE REFER ALL OF YOUR SOUTHERN OHIO FRIENDS TO THIS JOURNAL :D I NEED MORE LOCAL FURRY FRIENDS)

And hey, this one isn't about uptight asswad FA artists! :D

But no. People who hate or are deathly afraid of snakes need to not get jobs at pet stores. Because of people with irrational fears of snakes, the snakes that are at the pet stores rarely ever get handled, thus leading to aggression.

We have a Ball Python that was (might still be) super aggressive. AN AGGRESSIVE BALL PYTHON WTF IS THAT SHIT NO. THEY'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE AGGRESSIVE THEY ARE LITERALLY BIG CUDDLY BABIES.

MY MIND SIMPLY CAN'T FUCKING FATHOM WHY PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING AFRAID OF A LITTLE 12 INCH PYTHON WITH TEETH THE SIZE OF SEWING NEEDLE HEADS.

HONESTLY.

BE AFRAID OF SOMETHING THAT CAN ACTUALLY KILL YOU LIKE CANCER OR METEORITES OR FUCKING SICKNESSES. BE A GERMAPHOBE, NOT A OPHIOPHOBE OR WHATEVER ITS CALLED.

THESE SNAKES ARE TO BE SOLD AS PETS. WE CAN'T SELL MEAN SHIT TO PEOPLE. GROW A FUCKING PAIR AND GRAB THE MOTHERFUCKER AND HANDLE IT. I'VE BEEN ATTACKED BY CATS MEANER THAN THAT SNAKE FOR FUCK'S SAKE.

AND I FUCKING HATE CATS.

Because a good majority of this fandom is super ridiculously superficial and faker than shit.

But also because I have the tendency to get a little 'loud' from time to time, and people often don't check/confront me on it to allow me to fix it. Given its been a fucking month since that whole Robertge fiasco went down, AND I SENT TWO APOLOGIES SINCE THEN!! And still have yet to hear any kind of 'heyfuckoffi'mbusy' or 'heyyou'reanassdon'ttalktome', so I'm just gonna assume I'm being ignored and yeah.

So if y'all would actually like to be cool people and talk and be friends and stuff, I'd really like that.

To go to AC or not to go to AC, that is the question.

My woman won't go with me, nor will she really want me to..........And I highly doubt I'd be able to get my fur friend in Toledo to go with me...........myeh.

GAIN SOME WEIGHT FOR FUCK'S SAKE

.08 GRAMS IN TWO WEEKS IS NOT ENOUGH. YOU'VE BEEN GAINING A GRAM A MONTH AND ITS BEEN TWO WEEKS SINCE YOUR LAST WEIGH IN

But in all seriousness, I've made him a mixture of mashed up cricket paste (SINCE HE WON'T EAT CRICKETS LIVE CAUSE HE'S A PUSSY), and I'm keeping the room a bit warmer than I'd like to. Also monitoring his humidity and food intake.............He needs to really pack on the protein and gain weight.

Fucking grow, god dammit.

So my internet usage will be very scarce until a better schedule will be worked out heheh. These morning shifts will be the death of me ;m;

I need to get Koda drawn in his favorite outfit.........ugggghhhh.

Slowly but surely, my porn folder is slowly starting to be overrun by herms..................god fucking dammit.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/xli.....e-miss-mollyx/

She's bein super rad and doing free art for people because of her super awesome rad-ness.

You just read that in Professor Farnsworth's voice.
Don't like. You know you did e_e

Anywaaaays!

I landed the job at PetSmart! So long as my piss test comes back clean, WHICH IT WILL, I got the job! I just REALLY hope its the full time position and not part time, cause I really wanna be able to afford the apartment I wanna get ;w;

On top of that, the Cin City Reptile Show is tomorrow morning! Woo hoo! So I get to go to that and see awesome herps and even see my breeder friend that I got my lil goober from!!

THIS WEEKEND IS AWESOME AND TRULY NEEDED

TO GET MY MIND OFF OF ASSWIPES AND OTHER DUMB SHIT.

AS YOU CAN TELL BY MY OTHER JOURNALS, I HAVE NOT BEEN A HAPPY CAMPER.

BUT YEAH. GOOD WEEKEND INITIATE!!!

How much I love herms?

Herms. Omg. Unf.

Needless to say, Koda's biggest preference in finding a mate would be herms. Like geez, dude. Mmfp.

Cause if I ever did, I don't remember it.
Do I care if you hate me? Do you wanna know the truth? C'est la vie, adios, good riddance, fuck you!
Under and Over It - Five Finger Death Punch


Just about my mood, yo. Y'all keep your dumb shit to yourselves. If y'all are gonna hate me for some dumb misunderstanding bullshit, I'm over it lol.

Yo, when someone fucking apologizes to you for something because they're legit fucking feeling like shit about screwing up, you don't just fucking ignore the person. You don't just fucking sit there and ignore that person no matter what dumb shit you bitch and moan about dealing with. You fucking at least give that person the time of day to say 'Yo I'm going through some shit. I'll get back to you later.' Or just flat the fuck out say 'Yo leave me alone.'

Jesus fucking christ, could you possibly be on any higher fucking horse?

Seriously, go fuck yourself.

I'M SO HEATED ABOUT THIS LIKE YO, I THOUGHT YOU WERE FUCKING COOL AND SHIT AND HERE YOU ARE BEING A SERIOUS PIECE OF SHIT.

But whatever. You just keep enjoying the friends you got and the success you get from your fans. Don't worry about someone that's never bothered to give you a penny cause he's broke. Don't give the people who give you the time of day to watch your art process the time of day to even accept an apology, or respond with a 'go fuck yourself.' That's the last time I try to make friends with an artist.

What a fucking prick.

TL;DR: Tired of piece of shit people. I shouldn't even be mad at this, but yet my blood's still boiling about it.

I'm trying to draw Koda, and while I have everything else squared away, he's missing a head currently because I just can't seem to muzzle. At all. Any tips?

I send an apology and you can't even dignify me with a response? Fucking prude. Get off your god damn high horse and at least tell me how much of a piece of shit I am rather than being a coward and not even fucking responding. I'd rather get cussed out and handle it than never even hear a response.

Fucking prick. Pricks everywhere. I'm just done.

"It'll be fun, they said."

What a load of maggot infested horse dung.

Yes, I've met some absolutely WONDERFUL people in the fandom, like Psi, Natalia, Vesryn and a few others that are very friendly.

But why the ever loving fuck is it so difficult for people to allow friendliness? Is it just SO difficult to indulge in one's interest enough to allow them the kindness of being a friend? Like, do I need to go into streams with a disclaimer saying I talk too much? Or should I just ignore trying to be friendly and keep my nose elsewhere?

I really do enjoy streams, honestly! Like tgwonder's streams, FaeSiren's streams, and even the few times I've been in Tankard's streams. I whole-heartedly enjoy the streaming process and having conversations during. But is it honestly that difficult to be nice? Why does everyone here feel the need to be so utterly rude it really crushes someone's already crippled self esteem? And the fact that I honestly sent an apology to the person I'd offended the most, and yet that person couldn't even dignify me with a response? Is my apology or time seriously that miniscule to you? I'm trying to at least make up for being myself in your stream, and you can't even take five minutes to fuckin respond to me? What a pretentious prick.

In other words: I'm just rather disappointed in the fact that deciding to make an FA, work on my art (FOR MYSELF) and join the fandom I've enjoyed for a while now winding up being probably one of the worst decisions I've made for a while now.

But I guess that's enough about my problems. Y'all don't wanna hear. How is everyone doing today? Good? I hope so. I'd hate to see y'all upset. I'm gonna start drawing in my spare time to curb boredom and nicotine cravings. So hopefully I'll do more than just bitch and moan about my problems.

Thanks for your time in reading this. I greatly appreciate your time <3 and if you'd like, my Skype is: the_new_brony

Feel free to hit me up. And honestly, if you feel like you talk too much, blow up my Skype, please. I really don't mind it, honest.

Since it seems to be a recurring problem that causes friction between anyone I meet here

I AM A VERY TALKATIVE PERSON. IF THIS ANNOYS YOU, OR MAKES UNCOMFORTABLE, THEN I AM NOT THE PERSON TO BEFRIEND. IF WE ARE FRIENDS AND THIS BECOMES AN ISSUE, PLEASE LET ME KNOW IMMEDIATELY.

I will hold a grudge if you treat me like I'm not even important enough to take your problems with me, to me. I am a very kind and selfless individual, and I do try my best to better my annoying antics of conversation. And I don't want to throw that flag out there, but I do have ADHD, and have had it since a child. So holding a conversation without talking a lot is somewhat difficult for me to accomplish. It always has been, and probably always will be. So if this truly does offend you or irritate you, please do let me know if you don't want to talk or be friends.

Don't go behind my back. Tell me to my face. Or just flat out don't be friends. Is that seriously too difficult of a concept to grasp?