Here I am, literally wasting my time with this journal, again.

I have decided to remove all works made by myself that involve my real life name. Back then, I was honestly too ignorant--let alone probably stupid--to not actually associate my real name with the content I create on a completely different alias--especially of which are clearly pornographic. I just didn't think much of it, to be quite honest with you. It was due to the fact that I was taught to sign and date my artwork every time I finished drawing something. Little did I realise that the internet should not know your personally identifiable information, even though the only things that were probably left out to the public were--again--my name and surname.

Actually dropping my name and surname on my artwork of my own fictional characters ended up with a select few people stalking me on the internet--even finding my personal Facebook account with the intent to harass me. However, the last incident involving that was roughly anywhere between five to seven years ago, therefore the incidence of being stalked or harassed in some way was very low, for me.

I do know that I pretty much have not done much in the way of posting my art on here--or wherever I had been. Even my presence on Discord as far as my art goes is extremely minimal, as I stated on my previous journal post: my drive and passion for art is at an all-time low, especially when my energy is focused on other things. I still do see improvement where I can, however.

Though, I don't know whether to keep my longtime alias as JoyoPrower, or to change it to at least one of my newer aliases, at least as far as both InkBunny (which I also use that site for the sake of viewing pornographic artwork, just like how I use this website) and this website are concerned.

And as much as the tendency is still arising: I absolutely refuse to return to DeviantART, even though nobody really asked for my opinion on the matter. That still stays whether or not people agree with it. I have no interest in creating a new account there, and I have no interest in potentially becoming entangled by such quarrels between the site's staff, and the users I choose to interact with--as much as such a notable incident that I still remember, but had since long gotten over it, was mostly due to my intervention on the matter.

I also have no interest in having issues with my art being redistributed in any sort of manner, and being entangled with the (to put it bluntly) "art-stealing drama" that somehow manages to continue plaguing that site in general, even though in reality, the site, itself, allows literally everybody to download and redistribute their artwork elsewhere.

So as you probably know: I had been laying low ever since I decided to minimise my influence on social media websites, due to the fact that it did nothing but cause undue stress and adversely affect my psyche--I only use Discord with people I have since met online, while using (clearly) Facebook for people I only met in person.

Look at me, how I suddenly care about being on FA, at all.

However, here I am, making an update journal that's not even necessary, that nobody's going to bother to read or give two shites about, but only because I felt like it.

I've been on here for over eight years, and all I've ever done was post some crappy, C grade porn, barely make journals, and browse throughout FA just for the sake of porn, and hopefully for socialisation. (Though the latter is lacking very much, which also explains why this FA account has stagnated for several years, and probably started smelling like shit in the process.)

However, to be frank: I have no real desire to draw, only when I actually feel like doing it. Long gone are the days where I drew frequently, or enough when I found the time that satisfied such. However, I have more real life obligations than to be actively participating in a silly website such as FA, as I had left DA a handful of years ago (bloody hell, it's been that long, it seems), and I honestly couldn't have been happier with that decision, regardless of any reason(s) behind it.

Oh, I guess I have nothing to say, now. Oh well.

As much as I really don't come on here very often, I'll still use it to talk to some people and maybe RP with them from time to time. Otherwise, I just don't have that much of an interest in uploading anything to FA.

But as I look back to my art from seven years ago to how I draw today, it seems there has been quite an improvement since the first upload I made. To be frank, though, I think it's fucking hilarious how I drew boobs, back then.

They literally look like balloons. XD I wanted them to look sexy, but they looked really comical more than anything.

But yeah, I can still do art trades and maybe requests, though I wouldn't be arsed to post any of them here. I'd much prefer they were private and kept private rather than the final product being posted publicly. It's not because I'm afraid of the quality of my art, or that I fear criticism (I actually do appreciate it when it is meant to help someone get better at something), it's usually because I don't really care much for posting it on the internet, much less the fact that it's important.

These days, I'm typically on instant messengers or other social media, though not as often for websites when it comes to roleplaying. If you find me anywhere on any of the sites I'm in, then I guess you got lucky.

I also saw my last journal was posted four years ago. Kind of odd, to me, because I felt as if it were two years more than four.

But yeah, that's pretty much all I have to say, now.

Haven't updated my journal for a long time.... thought I could give it another update, since I don't want it to look like a bloody ghost town... or lonely... or whatever.

Paranoid:.......................... None
Schizoid:........................... None
Schizotypal:....................... (Wtf is THAT?)
Antisocial:.......................... None
Borderline:......................... (Wtf is that?)
Histrionic:........................... (Again, wtf is that?)
Narcissistic:......................... (*doesn't know.* :B)
Avoidant:............................ (Uhm, seriously, I don't know a bunch of shit.)
Dependent:......................... Medium
Obsessive-Compulsive:........ Low

If anyone can tell me what are the words I don't know about, go ahead.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......... I'm JoyoPrower, from dA... and other forums. XP

You might know me, you might never know me. Get to know me, and you'll knowme. XD