I sed somthing that I didnt think would hurt you so much...I take full blame for you leaving

can you forgive me...and.....

well...aslo...you should have know the coment you rote would have made me say that...but...I wasent mad at you....infact...I forgot the coment 3 minits after I red it *hugs him close* can you for give me please

Top Five favourite movies

1. death race
2. death proof
3. tranformers
4. 007 quantom of salles ((the could have put Q back in tho))
5. bolt ((even tho I havent seen it, I know I like it))

Top Five favorite songs

1. got to be some one (nickelback)
2. because of you (nickelback)
3. into the night (santana and nickelback)
4. burn (micheal angelo batio)
5. dammit (blimk 182)

Top Five Favorite TV shows

1. Get Smart
2. Robot Chicken
3. Family Guy
4. The Simpsons
5. amarican dad

Top Five favorite video games

1. nurf n-strike (yes 17 and I like it, its a good game)
2. twilite princes (zelda game)
3. exosted (its game for Xbox 360 only and you need an xbox to get it)
4. guitar hero world ture
5. saints row 2

choos 5 others

 kirihito
 blobbydragon
 saintdraconis
 jjames012002
 kexandy

any way I am selling a dethrace mustang with no texture...all it meens is that I made every thing, the body, the paint, the guns, all of it with out texture and it cant work..sorry...it sells for L$500 for now, firends get a discount to 200, im also selling a machine gun hand for L$50

now to the commission part......I can make any thing you want for any where between 50 and 5000 L$, it all depends and what you want....please help me I need the monye for a house of my own, im staying with a firend now

if you even care my name is JRNOVA Ansar

kexandy and I made up and I dont feel bad any more

but im still not taking any more requests ok....but i promisted to finish his

hey every one, im sorry for never drawing your requests but I need to cansl them all....the list will be eraist and I will no longer take a nothing request till summer....or....unti.. june....my head is very mest up after I upset kexandy (the person I never responded to) so I cant seem to draw...I cry every time I try to.

if you havent notist the only time I draw now is when some one is down (PS. kexandy, you getting a gift art from this) and I do a 5 second doodal...in the past when ever I got a request I could make it look good and finished in under an hour...but now I just stare at the screen leting my tears short out the keybord....I cant even think strate so how the hell am I soposed to draw.

the list will be erast and any art you see will be my own idea, not any one elts :<...I feel so dead on the inside...

so ya....no more requests, and maby no more art, MABY!!...but not for sure, I need some time to get my head strate........the only thing that could make this any wors is if kexandy ses that im not his firend any more

....and welther or not he ses that....I need to fined a way to repay him....he was my first firend and I wish I lisend to him more GAW!!!! >>.=.<<

any way...ya...no more requests and I cant draw the ones I was given....very very very very *500 verys later* very vyer sorry....but....im so mest up I cant seem to do any thing right


oh good you read this far cuz now you will fined out that im not leaving....just not taking any more requests...nor will I pick up my tablit...and if it looks like im on yahoo alot, think agen...im working my butt off here in RL between school, guitar, and band

well....nothing whent well...school sucked

I upset a firend for not responding (you know who you are, please dont coment saying who you are) and now I might loos him

another arist quit today...no...a nother suiside....im starting to thing the furry fandome is dieing...like me in the inside -.=.-

I tryed to help another firend...but...was unsucsesfull (agen you know who you are, your not the same person who I didnt resond too)

hmm...can some one pleas log off with a happy atitude.............oh wate........no........you cant.........cuz I aways just scarew it up >.=.<


*holds a knighf to my rist*.....hmm....should I...

oh ya...I bet you only read the holds the knighf part huh....ya....figyours no one would care

I was so nervous

I was be stage for 2 hours practicing by my self, but I did it and it when so well

now I go and look for it on youtube becuz I saw alot of people with camruz

im in this join the band program and im playing at a club cald the "wiscy a gogo" (speled rong) on sunday...those of you in LA please come out to see...we go on at 5:00 pm

yes im back from my ski trip

I got some pics of it too but nothing of me I think

as for the snow bording, that was amazing and this time I didnt have a stuped instructor so I self tot...and did very well......but I hit my nees alot so i cant walk very well

then to day on monday...it snowed...yes...huge storm as we left....my moms car got stuck so I had to dig out that thing...its a ford expidition so you can gess how anoying that was

then my ants car got a flat half way down the mountan so we go on to try and find a cell phone signal......we dont fined one till we are at the botum and......ya know I will just say this....


every thing bad that can hapen in the snow...hapend in 3 hours, no lie

CUZ IM GOING SNOW BORDING WOOO!!!!!!!!!!

yes I live in the city but im made for the mountans

most of your reqests are eather started or done

as for me moveing....the buyer sed no...so we stay a little longer WOOOO!!!

I havent herd from saintdracos....as any one elts

I hope hes ok

its all done

well..........alot has hapend this year (2008) that have not ben good......I have moved twice now and coming up on 3

I lost my dog who i loved alot, but the back yard of my last house had a wide open gate but you couldent see it unless you were right there >.=.<

and the house im in is a rental for 2 years, ges what. the home owner never pade the morgage so now the bank is taking it and i have to move in with my grandma (its not that bad sents I love her house) untill we can finde a plase permanantly

every time I get a new submition or jernal...it ses it has ben deleted

now I ask, do you know who it is?

1st off, your request are started but no ware near finished

2nd. I cant seem to bring my self to draw

3rd. I still hate reality

4th. I cant think of somthing to complain about that diffrent

I never have a good day of school, its allways bad.

so when I get home I run into hoping to see a big fat cudly dragon wating there with open arms wating to give me a hug..........-.=.- but no.....this is realy life and all I find is a a bed and my computer

(I dont have a desk, my room is too small) *sigh* -.=.- I realy need to have a big dwagy wating there for me *crys*



PS. I know there are alot of you that feel the same way, or atleast wish you had a better life so please no coments like

"oh you think your the only one with a bad day"

"hay I go thrue the same thing"

"YOU SUCK!!!!"

ok

every other day I here some one will leav, die, or just wan to give up on somthing...please...there are other ways...open your eyes and FINED THEM!!!!

so if you want to here what i sound like, please put a question below

why do I even bother taking requests...I havent draw any of them at all...why cant I darw

I dont get it!!!...I cant draw...LOOK AT THE BLANK PAGE AND THEN MY MIND GOSE BLANK >.=.< DAMNIT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh* -.=.- im sorry...all i can say is, requests will take...I know...all funking year if im luky

look long stroy short I cant bring my self to draw...please under stand

im going to a program cald "join the band" tonight...I dont know what to expected, all I know is its just one more thing to stress me out

if any one has herd of this or is even in it, please tell me how it is

(a short worning...I KNOW I CAN F-ING SPELL)

very sorry I didnt draw as many requests as I did but now that im back on school I will have time and motivation to draw agen ^^;...........................................................................................................................................and...................i hope to finish all requests befor spreing brake (but with my luck I wont)..............................and.................................................if I for got some one on that list up there *points to header* please let me know cuz requests are back open (like any one cares v..v)

but its a new year
a new start
a new................................oh who am I kidding last year sucked and this year wont be any diffrent with the way my life is V..V..................


*sigh*............I wish I was in south carolina with my grad parents

I did anoy some one...im sorry, and they sed it was ok

is there any one elts...pleas speak up *cricet nois*

I got off lucky...my new tablit came erly this morning(6:30)

so i can draw agen and I will be doing most of that at once

well my tablit broke and I will be geting a new one soon(had it inshored soome how ) oh and I was suposed to get it tomarow (hope I do) but so far it was delaid :(

so...I ges I will be getting it friday...but if im lucky (and I wont be) I will get it later tonight