It really hurts me whenever I see a submission of mine disappear into mediocrity with single-digit faves or comments and double-digit views.

I just wanted to be known as someone that draws cute babyfur/diaperfur stuff. I wanna have my name out there. If nobody really gives me any feedback, I get the feeling nobody cares about me. That I should just give up.

Should I? I wanna know...

"All the world needs is me. I got my values... so you can keep yours, alright?"

Usually refers to my relationship with my parents, nobody here, so you can breathe a sigh of relief if you have to.

Tonight, I found out that my dad NEVER EVEN ORDERED my replacement hard drive.

*head desk repeat*

EDIT: It's ordered now, but the thing most likely won't arrive until next week. Cheap jerk wouldn't spring for faster shipping. >:c

My laptop's replacement hard drive's been ordered (fucking FINALLY!), and it should be here by Tuesday, which is conveniently the day I have off of classes. :D

Stolen from  krizzle because hey, diapers.

[Y] - Enthusiastic yes. (+2)
[y] - Just yes. (+1)
[c] - Curious (0)
[C] - Very Curious (1/2)
[TorS] - I've tried it and I liked it, or "Somtimes".. (1/2)
[t] - I've tried it and didnt like it, or I'm not sure. (0)
[n] - Just no. (-1)
[N] - Emphatic no. (-2)

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1. [Y] - I like diaper art (2)
2. [Y] - I fantasize about diapers (4)
3. [Y] - I wear diapers (6)
4. [Y] - I wet my diapers (8)
5. [S] - I mess my diapers (8.5)
6. [C] - I wear diapers 24/7 (9)
7. [C] - I am incontinent and need my diapers (9.5)
9. [Y] - I wear disposables (11.5)
10. [C] - I wear cloth diapers (12)
11. [C] - I use plastic/rubber pants (12.5)
12. [Y] - I sleep in my diapers (14.5)
13. [Y] - I use talc (16.5)
14. [C] - I have worn diapers in public (17)
15. [n] - I have peed in public (16)
16. [N] - I have loaded in public (14)
17. [Y] - I have worn multiple diapers at once! (16)
18. [S] - I wear my diapers loose (16.5)
19. [Y] - I wear my diapers snug (18.5)
20. [Y] - I like the smell of a new diaper (20.5)
21. [Y] - I like the smell of a wet diaper (22.5)
22. [S] - I like the smell of a loaded diaper (23)
23. [Y] - I like crinkly plastic on my diapers (25)
24. [Y] - I have had a bath/shower in a diaper (27)
25. [C] - I buy diapers online (27.5)
26. [y] - I buy diapers in a shop (28.5)
27. [y] - Someone else buys my diapers for me, or has provided them for me in some other way. (29.5)
28. [C] - I have been dommed into wearing diapers (30)
29. [c] - I have dommed someone else into wearing diapers (30)
30. [Y] - There are pictures of me in diapers (ether IRL or furry) (32)
31. [Y] - I enjoy other babyfur things besides diapers (34)
32. [Y] - I change myself. (36)
33. [C] - I have a "caregiver" who changes me and babys me. (36.5)

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33 and up = Obsessive - Fully loaded!
23 - 33 = Total diaper lover - Wet and messy!
15 - 23 = heavy diaper lover - Soggy and wet!
10 - 15 = moderate diaper lover - Thickly padded!
5 - 10 = light diaper lover - Occasionally crinkly!
1 - 5 = Not really a diaper lover - Curiosity padded the cat.
-1 - -5 = Dislikes diapers. - Cry baby.
-5 and further = Diaper hater - Anal retentive.

Don't act surprised. :P

Two songs that I'll never be able to hear without thinking of my mate.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfrZP32sIz0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-UK73-qX0U8

<3 my 'yena.  chaxack

I don't feel good... Pup's lonely and desperately needing to be babied...

Okay, my laptop's hard drive is failing, so I won't be online much. Probably won't be on messengers that often, so I'll let you know more when stuff happens, good or bad...

I have come to realize that Edy's Double Churned Vanilla Bean ice cream tasts a WHOLE HELL OF A LOT like sugar cookie dough.

ffffffff must not eat the entire container tonight

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[X] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[X] You drink caffeine at least once a week
[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[X] You can mow the lawn. (I often get made to.)
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[X] You have hand washed a car before.
[X] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[X] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[X] You can type pretty quick.
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[X] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

I act 17.

...surprising. :<

Go me! I am now 20, and I would kill if I could drop the zero. :P

:3 :3 :3

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?

(control-F5, yo)

IT HAD TO BE DONE.

Since I am both bored and a bit of an attention whore, I want some of you to ask me some questions you have about me, and I'll answer 'em in a voice meme like  lusopakak's been doing. :3

This pup's gonna be up in Chicago for a few days to hang out with my brother and his fiancee. Gonna be back on Monday, so see ya then! :3

Two out of three of my top favorites... were drawn by somebody else.

Thanks a lot guys. >:[

The very awesome  krizzle is going through some hard times, and needs all the help he can get. You can read about it here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/628827/

If you want to send money, here's the PayPal address: TheDave90[at]aol.com

Don't let me down, everyone! >:|

Baby/Cub
[X] I have worn/used diapers by choice.
[ ] I wear diapers 24/7! (I wish...)
[X] I love to play with baby toys.
[ ] I make a mess when I eat.
[ ] I babble a lot.
[X] Pacifiers are a must have!
[X] Cups are for chumps! Gimme my baba!
[ ] I prefer to wear as little as possible.
[X] I suck my thumb when bored, upset, or just whenever.
[X] Oooh, shiney thing!
[ ] My blankie is my best security.
[X] Plushies everywhere!
[ ] I have to be kept away from sharp/danergous objects because I may put them in my mouth.
[ ] Someone else has changed or changes my diapee.
[X] I proudly put my finger paintings/coloring pages on the fridge! (My gramma does, at least)
[ ] Toes and feet are for sucking on.
[ ] I drool a lot.
[X] Give me cartoons over real life any day!
[ ] I hate going to school/working.
[X] I have at least one article of baby clothing that I wear often.
[X] I'm cute!
[ ] The bathroom is for baths ONLY!
[ ] Walls are for coloring.
[X] I love to hug and cuddle.
[X] Not counting actual relatives, I have a mama/dada/big bro or sis that love me.

Total = 13

Adult
[X] I always use the toilet for my business. (When not padded, yes)
[ ] I'm NOT cute.
[ ] I'd rather be out driving or shopping than playing.
[ ] I don't own any toys.
[X] I dress myself.
[ ] Babies\cubs are gross.
[ ] I'm way more into adult programming than kid stuff.
[ ] Feet are for walking.
[X] I wear cologne/perfume.
[ ] I would rather watch after babies/cubs than be one.
[X] I can take care of myself.
[ ] I'm a mommy or daddy to a baby/cub.
[ ] I love going out and partying with lots of people.
[ ] Pass me a beer!
[ ] I look p.h.a.t.
[X] I can cook and feed myself.
[X] I have had/still have sex. Masturbation doesn't count.
[ ] Deep kisses are better than hugs.
[X] I swear a lot.
[ ] The only cartoons I watch are adult ones.
[X] My underpants are not padded.
[X] I have a job/go to school I like going to.
[ ] The only things I suck on are naughty.
[ ] I have my own place.
[ ] What is a nap?

Total = 9

Let's see. I don't do digital art, I don't have the right setup for traditional art, and I don't think anyone would want to watch me draw anyway :c

so...

Would anyone be interested in watching me play video games over the internet? :x

I finally got it and a cubby avatar because my friend who shall remain nameless (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) is awesome c:

I am Jeremy Haalan, because it is close to "Halaani" and I am a WoWnerd X3

EDIT: Now wif puppypics!

http://img14.imageshack.us/img14/18.....shot006fp8.png
http://img18.imageshack.us/img18/62.....shot008zs4.png

Dunno how they work, but I wanna be in one. I'm a lonely little pup :<

Really, you can figure out my reaction from the journal title and the fact that hurr hurr furry like whoa.

But seriously, I loved it. Bolt was awesome, Mittens was adorable, and Rhino was hilarious. No crying, but some of the parts were seriously awwww-inducing. :3

Also, I was going to draw JR as baby new year but pffft that is SO cliche

Saw this on  zee-zee's page, and found it rather cool.

-A little clarification: My world can be thought of as a separate timeline of our world. Dates and locations refer to their real-world equivalents.-

0. Backstory
Before what would have been the Renaissance in our time, 17 crystalline meteorites fell to Earth, each in a different place. These crystals were named the Elemia Stones, due to each one having a different property that corresponded to the 12 elements: Earth, Water, Air, Fire, Ice, Electricity, Light, Darkness, Psi, Cosmic, Wood, and Sound; the 4 natural forces: Anima, Entropy, Willpower, and Time, and the ruling force, Mana. The presence of the Stones, however, had begun to affect the humans, who all transformed into furries in an event known as the Great Transformation.

1. Do humans exist in your furry world? If so, how do they treat/how are they treated by the furries?
They used to. As stated above, they became furs in the Great Transformation.

2. Do non-morphic animals exist in your furry world? If so, how do they treat/how are they treated by the furries?
The Great Transformation did not affect the animals in the way that it affected humans. The Stones gave animals the ability to reason in order to coexist with the transformed humans. In modern times, non-morphs have been shown to be capable of speech if trained properly, and are most often found as companions to furs. Non-morphs are usually referred to as "animals" or "beasts", compared to "anthros" or "furs" for the furs themselves.

3. Do non-mammalian “furries” exist in your furry world? If so, how do they treat/how are they treated by the mammal-furries?
Anthro reptiles, amphibians, and avians are all common and on good terms with mammals, save for a religious sect of mammals that believe their god chose them to lead the world, and that all other anthros are beneath them. Thankfully, the sect isn't too common.

4. Do other mythological creatures (dragons etc.) exist in your furry world? If so, how do they treat/how are they treated by the furries?
Dragons, unicorns, and other creatures are common, and their corresponding animals can be found often in nature.

5. Does Magic operate in your furry world? If so, rate its frequency and power on a scale of 1 to 10. (the higher the rating the more common and/or powerful magic is).
Magic is a strong force in the world. Its frequency would be around an 8, and its power largely depends on the fur who uses it. Nearly 75 to 80 percent of the populace can cast very basic magic, usually medical spells. 15 to 20 percent of all furs are able to specialize in magic, and usually attend schools and universities of magical instruction. Leading the magical population are the 17 High Magia, furs who are the masters of their specified element.
[I have a lot of notes and such on magic, so I won't get into more detail about this here. I'll post what I have here if anyone wants to see it.]

6. Describe the technology level of your furry world?
More advanced than our earth. Most technology is magically enhanced, so things like the energy crisis would never be a thought.

7. On a scale of 1 to 10 how animal-like are furries in your world? (the higher the rating, the more animalistic the furries in your world).
Around a 3. They act like real-world humans, with varied characteristics, quirks, and habits based on species. Ex: Scent plays a much more important role in activities for canine furs.

8. How do the different furry “species” get along in your furry world?
Most species that come from the same families get along well. As an example, wolves and dogs are the most friendly to other canines, but inter-species friendships and relationships are very common.

Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, Crimbo, Winter's Veil, what have you. Have fun, spend some time with your family, and enjoy your gifts!