Hi!

So I know I don't post much here anymore, but, I'm on BlueSky if you'd like to follow!

https://bsky.app/profile/jskunkbutt.bsky.social

Fuck off, 45!

So I've got...746 watchers! Wow! When did that happen? That's pretty cool!

If you voted for Trump then get the fuck off of that list, because you're complete garbage. It's not your fault that you're garbage, but, well, you're garbage. Complete, unmitigated, absolute garbage.

And if that makes you angry it's because you know it's true. You're a sad person who voted for a dementia-ridden sociopath because you thought it would make you happy. It didn't. You're still a sad person.

Anywhoo, figured I'd check in since my last journal was on my Birthday three months ago. I'm doing okay! My job's been heating up, it's nice to have that routine back. Still working on being less-fat, been holding steady for the past few months but I'm finally kinda at a point where I'm ready to get serious about fitness again. Haven't really been doing crossdressiness lately, and it's now way too hot to do so, but we'll see if I pick the hobby up again before too long.

Okay I'm sure that this is going to produce a wonderful discussion.

I did it! Made it to 28! Woo woo woo!

Realtalk, the last year's been a smidge tricky, but I really appreciate all the support and stuff I've gotten on here, reddit, and twitter. Thanks for making the bad days fun and the good days more fun. :)

Here's to at least 28 more!

...is on Friday! Woo!

255.4, a little lower than last week. Gotta get back into my gym schedule, good news is that the life's falling back into place which will make it easier to do that.

Shit, is it week 46? I stopped keeping track.

Yeah, sorry, I've had a mess-load of a past three or four weeks and I haven't been keeping track of much of anything. I'm maintaining, which is what I've been doing for awhile, so I guess that's good. Still no soda, still only one ice cream treat a month, still being mindful of what I eat and drink.

So, I'm okay, I'm just extremely busy.

254.4

Ate like shit, the scale reflected it. Back at it again.

253. Not great, but better than last week!

255ish.

Still on vacation for a few more hours, so no update again!

California has been great but I'm very ready to be home. <3

I'm on vacation, so no update this week!

Although...this is an update, isn't it?

More of the same. Yay pizza!

Ugh.

Bad news this week, it's been ultra-stressful due to my Dad being right in the middle of the hurricane's path, so I relieved that stress with oreos.

Oreos are delicious.

A little heavier, but that's okay.

Heh, rule 34.

Around 250 again, maybe like 250.4 or something?

A little delayed this week since Alcoholic Dad's been extremely shit-tastic for the past two days.

249.8

A little higher than last week, but that's okay.

I have been feeling extremely low lately. My career's dried up, I've gotten rejected from a bunch of other places, I'm not happy with my finances, and my alcholic dad continues to be both an alcoholic and a dad. So it's been a bit of a bad week but I'm still chugging along.

249!

Okay, so I was 249 two days ago, and today I'm 251.4, but still: I'm losing weight and I'm mostly maintaining that loss. So that's good.

Well I didn't get the promotion I've been working towards for the past two years.

And then my narcissistic as fuck Dad decided to try and bend my career options towards justifying his idiotic move to Florida. Fuck him.

***As an aside, look at me, I'm finally one of those furry people with personal life problems that I impose on my followers! :D***

But, the good news is that I'm 251.8, which means that next week I should dip into the 240s for the first time in a really long time, so that's nice.

No change.

Fuck Trump.

Hi loves.

Today we're going to talk about suicide. It's going to be a very short lesson. Don't ever fucking do it, m'kay? M'kay. I am ALWAYS here to lend an ear and talk if you need help. Please do not hesitate to reach out if you need to.

Okay that was a nice lesson.

Whoops I forgot to do this last week. In my defense, I woke up with a migraine and spent the whole day seething...so...yeah, sorry.

This week it's the mid 250s again. Been going to Wawa a lot lately for work. This is not the healthiest eating.

Hi all, happy 4th!

I realized I didn't update this on Sunday. Whoops!

Mid 250s again.