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Why am I even here...?
Posted 14 years agoSo, the passed...I don't know, long time, I've been depressed.
I was injured.
I ended up getting sick.
My life was endangered and I almost died, but for some reason (besides my dad being an angel), I lived.
I lost people over that accident. Alot of people.
People lied to me and said "I promise I'll never leave you" and then they do. IRL and on here.
People come into my life and something happens, then they leave as quick as they came.
My heart has been stepped on and hurt so many times, I'm ready to tear it out.
People hate me.
I'm dead to the one person I loved more than anyone and will never be important to her ever again.
So now, on here, I have... One watcher. One of my best friends and an amazing artist, but I can show her my art any time by spamming her other places. I have another friend on here too which I can also spam elsewhere.
So for all this art I've done, I don't know why I would upload it .__. I have no drive any more. I have no one to draw for an impress like I used to. Sure, I can try, but like. It's not the same. I'm sick of feeling like this and I wish it would stop. I wish someone could help me. If it keeps going on, I don't know how much more I'll last... I see things, I hear things, and it drives me crazy or into insane tears. I just... I want someone to take it away.. I just want it to go away.. no matter what it takes to do it...
I was injured.
I ended up getting sick.
My life was endangered and I almost died, but for some reason (besides my dad being an angel), I lived.
I lost people over that accident. Alot of people.
People lied to me and said "I promise I'll never leave you" and then they do. IRL and on here.
People come into my life and something happens, then they leave as quick as they came.
My heart has been stepped on and hurt so many times, I'm ready to tear it out.
People hate me.
I'm dead to the one person I loved more than anyone and will never be important to her ever again.
So now, on here, I have... One watcher. One of my best friends and an amazing artist, but I can show her my art any time by spamming her other places. I have another friend on here too which I can also spam elsewhere.
So for all this art I've done, I don't know why I would upload it .__. I have no drive any more. I have no one to draw for an impress like I used to. Sure, I can try, but like. It's not the same. I'm sick of feeling like this and I wish it would stop. I wish someone could help me. If it keeps going on, I don't know how much more I'll last... I see things, I hear things, and it drives me crazy or into insane tears. I just... I want someone to take it away.. I just want it to go away.. no matter what it takes to do it...
