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That sinking feeling
General | Posted 16 years agoI hate losing confidence after getting myself revved up to do something I like, much like how drawing has been for me for the past few days. I'm pretty sure this feeling isn't common, nor do I expect those who can sympathize to understand it less then I do. I feel bad the demand to become better has been stopped by a single walling feeling.
And yet I've been drawing in my sketchbooks consecutively for the past few days. I think I do like punishment.
And yet I've been drawing in my sketchbooks consecutively for the past few days. I think I do like punishment.
Tableting, the fsgdsgdsgds
General | Posted 17 years agoYeah, somehow that makes sense.
Since FA has come back up there hasn't been a day where I haven't filled up at least 1/2 of a page on my four sketchbooks by the least (That's right, four. One for Anatomical drawings, ones for scenery, one for furry/out of proportional characters and one for pr0n), yet in that rotation I've been neglating the use of my tablet. While thinking of this I thought "hay, wy not upload shit while you're at it?"
So if I was, what would be desired? Contour drawings, rough sketches, color /theory exercises, a mix of the three? It'll keep this account interesting since it'll be a least another few months until I get myself another Scanner (if ever).
Since FA has come back up there hasn't been a day where I haven't filled up at least 1/2 of a page on my four sketchbooks by the least (That's right, four. One for Anatomical drawings, ones for scenery, one for furry/out of proportional characters and one for pr0n), yet in that rotation I've been neglating the use of my tablet. While thinking of this I thought "hay, wy not upload shit while you're at it?"
So if I was, what would be desired? Contour drawings, rough sketches, color /theory exercises, a mix of the three? It'll keep this account interesting since it'll be a least another few months until I get myself another Scanner (if ever).
So...
General | Posted 17 years agoWhy am I sending people Apologatory messages, for those who were wondering?
Well, I've felt I've been more then unsavoury with what I've been given to get at least a little bit better, and learning that my family heavily dislikes those that become really big into the various arts really did hit where it hurt.
So I thought it would ne nice to get the feeling of shame off my chest before taking another crack at it, despite the circumstances. For now, though, I feel that I shouldn't need let others worry about a problem of my own.
Well, I've felt I've been more then unsavoury with what I've been given to get at least a little bit better, and learning that my family heavily dislikes those that become really big into the various arts really did hit where it hurt.
So I thought it would ne nice to get the feeling of shame off my chest before taking another crack at it, despite the circumstances. For now, though, I feel that I shouldn't need let others worry about a problem of my own.
Status Report: January 2nd
General | Posted 18 years agoSock Puppet of 
siridean
Been on break since Decemeber 17th, '07. Getting back's going to feel too much like first going there, since that B- in drawing class saved my ass from being dropped from finacial aid like the terrible Public Speaker I am.
Still no scanner to use to upload the sketches I've done, but perhaps the ones in this school will no longer save to mac only formats like before. Only time will tell.
sirideanBeen on break since Decemeber 17th, '07. Getting back's going to feel too much like first going there, since that B- in drawing class saved my ass from being dropped from finacial aid like the terrible Public Speaker I am.
Still no scanner to use to upload the sketches I've done, but perhaps the ones in this school will no longer save to mac only formats like before. Only time will tell.
