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Posted 13 years agoOkay, so I was browsing the internet and I thought of looking up an old piece of artwork. And I found other pieces of drawings around deviantart and shit but not the one I'm looking for. So I look at the old works to just take a look at them and I realized to my horror and disbelief up until this moment how DORKY and AWKWARD most of my comments are. No wonder people disliked me. Ugh, I don't blame them. I honestly feel so embarrassed x.x I guess this is all part of growing up. Eventually, I hope to learn to accept this and move on. Right now... ugh :P
Also I never realized how its been so long since I've been in the fandom. I've known someone for 8 years now since I started posting art in FA, SA and DA. Wow, it's been quite a journey.
Also I never realized how its been so long since I've been in the fandom. I've known someone for 8 years now since I started posting art in FA, SA and DA. Wow, it's been quite a journey.
I don't get it...
Posted 13 years agoI don't have any gay male friends and I'm in San Francisco.
I find it absolutely weird.
That is all.
I find it absolutely weird.
That is all.
About drawings
Posted 14 years agoI actually have done a lot of drawings, the problem is either I'm too lazy to scan them or they're not done.
*begs for forgiveness*
>___<;
*begs for forgiveness*
>___<;
my life in a nutshell
Posted 15 years agoit would be cramped cuz i'll be in a nutshell.
Today I had a nice long walk in the park. It was cold. There were people jogging and playing sports. It got me thinking how life could be so good; how simplicity is a core to profound happiness.
But then the world got topsy-turvy again.
Today I had a nice long walk in the park. It was cold. There were people jogging and playing sports. It got me thinking how life could be so good; how simplicity is a core to profound happiness.
But then the world got topsy-turvy again.
I quit...
Posted 15 years agobeing lazy X____X
Gah! Didn't realize i haven't uploaded anything for months now x.x I'll try to put up some art and stuff when I start getting my life together from my brain's vacation.
So anyways, while I was gone I managed to get my learner's permit to drive, learned that I have completely forgotten almost everything I learned in high school and elementary, found a gym to work my ass off to compete with huge guys there, still reading a whole lot of books that I like, discovered that men's workout (the magazine) is really a gay-targeted mag cuz before i looked at the covers of older issues snickering thinking it should be a gay mag, watched a shit ton of TV about interesting things and cartoons which made me want to go to Cassadaga, FL among other places, created a meaningful philosophy about my life, found my motivation to fix my life after having a major breakdown... wheeeeeeeee in short, my life has been pretty bleh x.x
Anyways, gotta draw or something XD
Again, a special thank you for all the people who watched me, I really really appreciate it :)
Gah! Didn't realize i haven't uploaded anything for months now x.x I'll try to put up some art and stuff when I start getting my life together from my brain's vacation.
So anyways, while I was gone I managed to get my learner's permit to drive, learned that I have completely forgotten almost everything I learned in high school and elementary, found a gym to work my ass off to compete with huge guys there, still reading a whole lot of books that I like, discovered that men's workout (the magazine) is really a gay-targeted mag cuz before i looked at the covers of older issues snickering thinking it should be a gay mag, watched a shit ton of TV about interesting things and cartoons which made me want to go to Cassadaga, FL among other places, created a meaningful philosophy about my life, found my motivation to fix my life after having a major breakdown... wheeeeeeeee in short, my life has been pretty bleh x.x
Anyways, gotta draw or something XD
Again, a special thank you for all the people who watched me, I really really appreciate it :)
Do you guys know who Jay Brannan is?
Posted 15 years agoIf not, please click on the link to listen to his wonderful song :) He's an independent gay artist who has wonderful potential.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Yje.....eature=channel
That is all thank you :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Yje.....eature=channel
That is all thank you :)
In CA
Posted 15 years agoOk so right now i'm adjusting to american life. It's kinda cool how people just walk around in the nude in locker rooms lol XD Anyways, if you guys live near LA or more specifically Torrance maybe we'll run into each other XD
That is all XD
That is all XD
Gah!!!
Posted 15 years agoI lost my interest in art because of art class x.x
Damn, I feel screwed over x.x Now what do I do?
Damn, I feel screwed over x.x Now what do I do?
Say...
Posted 15 years agoALPHA-KENNY-BODY
5X! :D
5X! :D
Mahal Kita Kasi...
Posted 16 years agomahal kita, walang ibang rason :P
Do you believe...
Posted 16 years agoDo you believe that an artist's artwork reflects his personality and a little bit of his physical appearance?
Perhaps you've heard of the house tree person test. If you notice how artists color, people who use dark tones in especially in the background tend to be emo or depressed. Those who use bright colors tend to be more cheerful. People who draw characters without much movement tend to be rigid and obsessive compulsive while people who draw with much motion tend to be resilient and creative.
I've noticed that for a lot of artists, including me, may show a little more of what we look like IRL especially those without rigorous art training. For example, it would be noticeable that artists with robust body types tend to draw characters a little more "chunky" the features are rounder rather than streamlined even if they do draw muscle art. I personally have an issue with my eyes not being of equal size which reflects on some of my drawings try as i might to draw them equally. Others tend to draw the opposite of what they are such that chubby people IRL may draw extremely skinny characters (in psychology we have a term called reaction formation which may help explain that phenomenon).
At least it's from what I see. I dunno, what do you guys think? =3
Perhaps you've heard of the house tree person test. If you notice how artists color, people who use dark tones in especially in the background tend to be emo or depressed. Those who use bright colors tend to be more cheerful. People who draw characters without much movement tend to be rigid and obsessive compulsive while people who draw with much motion tend to be resilient and creative.
I've noticed that for a lot of artists, including me, may show a little more of what we look like IRL especially those without rigorous art training. For example, it would be noticeable that artists with robust body types tend to draw characters a little more "chunky" the features are rounder rather than streamlined even if they do draw muscle art. I personally have an issue with my eyes not being of equal size which reflects on some of my drawings try as i might to draw them equally. Others tend to draw the opposite of what they are such that chubby people IRL may draw extremely skinny characters (in psychology we have a term called reaction formation which may help explain that phenomenon).
At least it's from what I see. I dunno, what do you guys think? =3
Life updates and other shiz
Posted 16 years agoWell, the new and final semester of my life in the university has come and my undergraduate life is at its denouement. It really has been a great 4 years in my school. I'm looking forward to finally moving to the US after my graduation though I'm going to miss a lot of people, especially this one person (you know who you are) who just makes me smile all the time even if he's not even trying among other things. *cough*
Anyways...
I took up an art subject this semester which I'm really excited about but not as excited as the hypnosis and hypnotherapy course I'm taking under a legendary professor in my university.
I'm still working out with my trainer, trying hard to get the body I want before I finally go to the States. Right now my arms are at around 17 inches, 3 more to get to 20! :D Damn, it's been 6 months of grueling workouts never once skipping my MWF training days which I am proud of myself for. But I still have a shit ton of fat to burn, I can't take shortcuts cuz fat burners, even if they work fast, have bad side effects on me like degrading my muscles along with the fat x.x.
In terms of art, I'm not entirely sure how often I would update. I might post art that I do for my illustration class. I hope we do nudes, males preferably o3o. I shall try to post some art here and there which will hopefully increase in quality as a result of my art class o3o.
Finally, I want to extend my deepest thanks to all the watchers, favers and commenters of my artwork, I shall try my best not to disappoint! =3
Anyways...
I took up an art subject this semester which I'm really excited about but not as excited as the hypnosis and hypnotherapy course I'm taking under a legendary professor in my university.
I'm still working out with my trainer, trying hard to get the body I want before I finally go to the States. Right now my arms are at around 17 inches, 3 more to get to 20! :D Damn, it's been 6 months of grueling workouts never once skipping my MWF training days which I am proud of myself for. But I still have a shit ton of fat to burn, I can't take shortcuts cuz fat burners, even if they work fast, have bad side effects on me like degrading my muscles along with the fat x.x.
In terms of art, I'm not entirely sure how often I would update. I might post art that I do for my illustration class. I hope we do nudes, males preferably o3o. I shall try to post some art here and there which will hopefully increase in quality as a result of my art class o3o.
Finally, I want to extend my deepest thanks to all the watchers, favers and commenters of my artwork, I shall try my best not to disappoint! =3
I've done 77 of the stupidest things
Posted 16 years agoIt's weird cuz other things here are things you experience and didn't do but oh well x.x
Took it from Raguel :))
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (and liked it)
SO FAR: 1
Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 4
Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 7
Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking (first time hahaha)
SO FAR: 10
Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi (and loved it until now)
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone Through Internet (most of the furries i meet are from the internet x.x)
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 12
Level 6
(X) Been In An Abusive Relationship (traumatized me for life)
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 16
Level
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(X) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 20
Level 8
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 24
Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 26
Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 30
Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 32
Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 33
Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 36
Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying (yeah, there were times)
SO FAR: 40
Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep (when i felt like dying)
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 45
Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain (I wish)
SO FAR: 47
Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (I wish but i was staying at his place when i watched the sunrise alone)
(X) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 49
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 50
Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 51
Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(X) Kicked A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars (Not rooftop exactly)
SO FAR: 54
Level 22
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 56
Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 58
Level 24
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail (Charity work)
SO FAR: 60
Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused (I'm easily amused)
SO FAR: 61
Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(X) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly (hundreds of them over my lifetime)
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 65
Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test (hell yeah who hasn't?)
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name (all the time haha)
(X) French Braided Someones Hair (i'm really good at it)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 68
Level 28
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 73
Level 29
(X) Been Used (Hell yeah, part of the abusive relationship)
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone (salty :))
SO FAR: 77
Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 77
Repost this with the title:
I've Done __ of the 120 stupidest things. (with your total in that blank spot.) pe
Took it from Raguel :))
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (and liked it)
SO FAR: 1
Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 4
Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 7
Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking (first time hahaha)
SO FAR: 10
Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi (and loved it until now)
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone Through Internet (most of the furries i meet are from the internet x.x)
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 12
Level 6
(X) Been In An Abusive Relationship (traumatized me for life)
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 16
Level
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(X) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 20
Level 8
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 24
Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 26
Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 30
Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 32
Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 33
Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 36
Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying (yeah, there were times)
SO FAR: 40
Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep (when i felt like dying)
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 45
Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain (I wish)
SO FAR: 47
Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (I wish but i was staying at his place when i watched the sunrise alone)
(X) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 49
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 50
Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 51
Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(X) Kicked A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars (Not rooftop exactly)
SO FAR: 54
Level 22
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 56
Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 58
Level 24
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail (Charity work)
SO FAR: 60
Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused (I'm easily amused)
SO FAR: 61
Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(X) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly (hundreds of them over my lifetime)
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 65
Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test (hell yeah who hasn't?)
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name (all the time haha)
(X) French Braided Someones Hair (i'm really good at it)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 68
Level 28
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 73
Level 29
(X) Been Used (Hell yeah, part of the abusive relationship)
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone (salty :))
SO FAR: 77
Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 77
Repost this with the title:
I've Done __ of the 120 stupidest things. (with your total in that blank spot.) pe
I want nobody...
Posted 16 years agonobody but you! *clap, clap, point, clap*
damnit.
P.S.
For those who don't get it, you should take a gander at this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFjP-OJ7Bh4
damnit.
P.S.
For those who don't get it, you should take a gander at this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFjP-OJ7Bh4
200 pounds!
Posted 16 years agoNow it's time to burn all the fat down with green tea and white meat and cardio... Gotta look good for my baby lol.
Damn I can't believe i've gained 20 something pounds of muscle and fat for the past 2 months. My trainer is really cool and he never lets me give up on any work out so i'm usually sore the next day but it's the kind of sore that i like. Oh except when it's after leg day cuz i usually walk funny after leg day lol. He just tells me to eat and eat and eat (the right things of course) and i've been gaining really good muscle which i hope won't go away when i start dieting down.
Anyways, sorry if i've been inactive lately. With school stuff alone i'm swamped. Being 4th year in a University is HARD x.x But one year later it's graduation time yay! I'll try to post some stuff when i have time :3 See ya guys and thanks for your support :D I really really appreciate you guys!
Damn I can't believe i've gained 20 something pounds of muscle and fat for the past 2 months. My trainer is really cool and he never lets me give up on any work out so i'm usually sore the next day but it's the kind of sore that i like. Oh except when it's after leg day cuz i usually walk funny after leg day lol. He just tells me to eat and eat and eat (the right things of course) and i've been gaining really good muscle which i hope won't go away when i start dieting down.
Anyways, sorry if i've been inactive lately. With school stuff alone i'm swamped. Being 4th year in a University is HARD x.x But one year later it's graduation time yay! I'll try to post some stuff when i have time :3 See ya guys and thanks for your support :D I really really appreciate you guys!
