last reminder of me moving back to my original page before i empty this page and disable it

I am going back to my original account more info here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8579112/

I know I have jumped account to account over the past 4 years and it seems like I can't stay with one account.... well I am thinking of going back to my old account and staying.... after I talk with my hubby...
the account ...
I know I know make up your mind and pick an account and stick to it... I will... I just want to be me again.... so please understand that....

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Just want to give a heads up to my followers and friends that I post more stuff on my toyhou.se than I do here (minus journals lol) so if you have one feel free to subscribe to me there https://toyhou.se/CryBabyCrona you can even find my unposted humanoids there too! Keep in mind a lot of my stuff is NSFW. Also I'm thinking of making a discord server what do ya'll think?

If you don't have a toyhou.se keep an eye out for people selling/trading/giving them a way. I sadly do not have a paid for toyhou.se so I can't give out any myself sorry :/

Welp my care giver who I see weekly refused to take me to my dentist appointment after I missed the first one telling me it wasn't important enough so as my tooth sat here decaying and breaking it got infected and abscessed... so I've been in a lot of pain today and when I looked at it in my boudoir mirror I saw a abscess mound and my husband told me it was an abscess since I had no fucking clue. SO since all dentists are closed and medicaid wont cover dental care... I had to pop it and treat it myself.... LUCKILY we had brought home some of his mom's doxycycline (neither his mom nor I can have penicillin) which I'm grateful she gave us for just in case. They will help treat the infection. I also am doing warm saltwater rinses and Listerine rinses too (it has alcohol in it). huzzah shite day.

I absolutely love some of the tools on it like the gradiation tool. I am sad that it doesn't have a blur tool though :/

Blessed Yuletide, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Boxing Day, and Happy Ōmisoka to all! I'm sorry if I missed any other December holidays I tried to cover all of them if I missed some please feel free to comment below! Please keep it civil and have a holly jolly holiday!

Yep been really sick and still am. I was talking to my hubby last night and he told me that the reason he didn’t sleep well the other night was because even though I finally managed to sleep that night I was having micro seizures in my sleep like... actual convulsions... luckily he could comfort me and I’d settle down but it’d start again not that long after... and last night I started having them again but while awake. I hate this crap seriously. But anyways I’m not really around right now because I don’t get much sleep and I’m super sick so I’ll be back soon as I’m better.

I'm just really down and really sick. I'm very curious what ya'll might have for trade. You can comment below or note me your links.

I went and saw my doctor today and was told that she wants to send me for an mri on my spine and after to a neurosurgeon to see if they want to operate or send me to a different specialist. As you may recall from my last journal I have mild scoliosis so they want to treat it before I’m too much older... I’m 26 lol. I’m on pain medication but because I’ve seen what kind of dependency that can cause I’m very cautious about taking it. I also have an incredibly high tolerance to medication so I have to have increasingly higher doses which can be bad. I may be fitted for a back brace or set up for pain management therapy and get injections into my back to help with the pain... which is also a route I do NOT want to go down. I know some of you will say to go to a chiropractor but they won’t work on people with scoliosis because if they mess you up worse they can be held liable and it can sink their business. I’m also going to be seeing a nutritionist for a specialized diet to help me lose some weight to relieve some pressure from my joints so that they stop swelling. Losing some weight might also help my back a little.

Well a little while back I went in to have my back examined for scoliosis which I knew I absolutely had especially since it runs in my family. Turns out of course I was correct lol even though the x-ray tech said my spine looked normal. Bitch seriously stick to your job. My spine is NOT normal. The top has like an S shaped curvature to it while my lower back dips in WAY too much. I have "Mild" scoliosis... well that's what they say anyways... but when it literally means I am in extreme agony seconds into ANY normal household task I do so much so that I literally am sobbing and needing to sit down, I really believe it's more than just "Mild". I have to take pain killers and muscle relaxers to help take off SOME of the edge. I can't pick up my 3 year old... I can't bend down/over to hug either of my kids.... standing kills my back.... sitting is uncomfortable and sleep is damned near impossible...

I'm trying to lose some weight to see if it will help me any but I doubt it will...

Ok let me first start off saying I DO NOT care what your religion is as long as you don't look down on me for mine or try to push yours on me.

Now to get to the topic... I was in a stream and people were talking about Christmas and I said I don't celebrate Christmas I celebrate Yule. I was asked what it was and explained and then was told to call it Christmas as if my fucking religion didn't matter and to "take my debate out of their stream".
Ok 1. There wasn't a fucking debate, I was simply replying to the questions being asked.
-2. Don't treat people like shit because they won't call something that YOU think is the same thing the same name as you do since YOU yourself won't allow yourself to be educated when YOU asked the questions too.

Don't be shitty and don't be rude to people just because you're ignorant and set in your ways.

I didn't make this to be a call out just to explain that it is NOT ok to be rude just because you don't care about other people's religious beliefs and don't go dismissing others like they don't matter and that what they care about isn't important because I'm sure if they did that to you that YOU would become upset too..

Bottom line. DON'T BE A SHITTY ASSHOLE BECAUSE SOMEONE BELIEVE'S DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU DO.

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anyone else havin issues uploading?

Like the title says I was in the hospital at 4:30 this morning (10/20/17) because yesterday morning I took a sleep aid/blood pressure medication that made my heart have such a bad reaction it was still an issue over 12 hours later. So my husband called his brother and had him take me to the ER and I was there until 8:15/8:30 ish when I was then discharged. I'm doing okay but my chest still hurts and I have to take it easy. I can't breathe well and I can't use my inhalers for a while until my heart recovers (my inhalers for my asthma are steroid inhalers). It was pounding so hard that it's still sore. Before I left to the hospital my standing heart rate without movement was 150 bpm (beats per minute) and my resting heart rate was 139 bpm (that's really high). It's going to be a while before my heart recovers as I have a pre-existing heart condition.

trying to better organize my folders so yeah lol. it should be easier later for you guys to find all you favorites without having to dig through my gallery page by page

I feel like I wanna make some humans/humanoids as adopts. Thoughts?

My mom's miniature poodle Kujo got out thanks to an irresponsible groomer today... and since they live in a heavily wooded area in Washington (state) and the groomer is also in those parts he will probably never e seen again. There's too many wild animals that can kill him out there. We've had Kujo for 10 or so years now and now he's gone... he's been there all of my son's life and now that he's gone we are all really upset especially my son...

So my laptop stopped recognizing it's power cord today... but that's not the only thing that is wrong with it. Took out the battery to get the model number for my laptop so I can price chargers and discovered that the battery is fucking leaking... so my battery is shit and my charger is shit and it costs roughly $100.00+tax to get both replaced. I kind of feel it'd be more worth it to just get a new laptop or computer in general. Idk though... I'm talking to my hubby to try to see what we can/should do. So there's a delay in my work. All of my files are saved to my laptop. None are saved to my Dropbox account or anything so I can't even borrow his laptop for now...

working on a new playlist for when i art, clean or game...

here's what i have so far:
Sail-Awolnation
Enter Sandman- Metalica
The Unforgiven- Metalica
For Whom The Bell Tolls- Metalica
Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold
Bat Country- Avenged Sevenfold
Sex Metal Barbie- In This Moment
Adrenalize Me- In This Moment
Whore- In This Moment
The FIghter- In This Moment
Beautiful Tragedy- In This Moment
Fuck That- Skrillex
Riot- Three Days Grace
Just Like You- Three Days Grace
Animal I Have Become- Three Days Grace
Never Too Late- Three Days Grace
It's Not My Time- 3 Doors Down
Kryptonite- 3 Doors Down
Heaven Knows- The Pretty Reckless
Miss Nothing- The Pretty Reckless
Make Me Wanna Die- The Pretty Reckless
Going To Hell- The Pretty Reckless
Lips Of An Angel- Hinder
Broken- Seether ft. Amy Lee
Sweet Sacrifice- Evanescence
It's Not Over- Daughtry
Home- Daughtry
Over You- Daughtry
The Monster- Eminem ft. Rhianna
Diamonds- Rhianna
Baby's On Fire- Die Antwoord
Banana Brain- Die Antwoord
Ugly Boy- Die Antwoord
Rich Bitch- Die Antwoord
Comin' In Hot- Hollywood Undead
Hollywood Whore- Papa Roach
Scars- Papa Roach
Lifeline- Papa Roach
I Almost Told You That I love You- Papa Roach
Getting Away With Murder- Papa Roach
Heart Shaped Box- Nirvana
Smells Like Teen Spirit- Nirvana
Tears Don't Fall- Bullet For My Valentine
Waking The Dead- Bullet For My Valentine
Bruises And Bitemarks- Good With Grenades
Black Mambo- Glass Animals
Knives And Pens- Black Veil Brides
Gorgeous Nightmare- Escape The Fate

Revamp the shit out of:
Luna & Dreamspirit

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That screw it I am just moving all of my babes here and all of my trades/commissions and adopts to  madhat-melody