Hey

So, I'm writing a short version of this because I'm getting ready for work, but since it is a short day, I have some plans. I'm gonna try and do a few spray paints while I have days off. If you have ideas or anything, shoot me a note, and I'll try.

Anyways, heading to work. Stay cool.

So I tried it...aaaaand I'm not a huge fan of it. Don't get me wrong, the idea is great on paper, but considering not only can it be a pain to use sometimes, It's also eats RAM for a 5 course meal. I clocked around 5K MB of memory being eaten up by it, about on par with Chrome with way too many tabs.

I might go back to at least finish The Box, but I'm not holding my breath. I have Kingspray and Tilt Brush, so I think I'm fine.

...even though Kingspray still crashes every now and then. That's just something I'll have to deal with.

Anyways, I'm gonna probably do 2 pieces of art tonight, and then pass out so I can work tomorrow. Another 2 day week, so I'll try to do some art while I'm on break.

Hey guys, so it's been a bit and I've been a bit busy. Work was tiring, and I ended up hurting myself a bit. I should be better soon, but I have a couple days of work before another break. I have a few ideas of what to do though, so it's just a matter of if I want/can do it.

Anyways, that isn't what this journal is about. a friend of mine,  DuskHusky64, is in need of money. He's offering commissions as well as YCHs. The YCHs are rather quick and affordable, so if you have the money, drop some money his way and see about getting a YCH or a commission done.

He also a has a Patreon set up, so if you wanna drop some money for him monthly, that would be appreciated too. You can check out the Patreon here

Anyways, I'll try to do a few pieces tonight. Hopefully I'll be able to speedpaint, but who knows?

Okay, so, this kinda sucks. There is a chance that I won't be able to do any art for a bit, at least until I figure out the heck is up with Kingspray. Hope I figure it out soon, cause not doing art is actually annoying me a little bit.

I feel like my body is constantly shifting from “Can’t stop, won’t stop”, to “THE E STANDS FOR EMPTY, DUMMY. EAT SOMETHING.” A good portion of the time, my hunger or thirst or whatever else is fine. Maybe I’m just stressing out over a lot of things? I dunno. Maybe on my next day off or when I get off work, I’ll work on some coloring or something to distract myself from the fact my body is like a car that’s just breaking down and constantly needs repairs. Yes, I know the check engine light is on. No, I don’t care enough to ACTUALLY check my engine. Do I look like a mechanic to you?

ahem

So yeah, gonna try and do some colorings and stuff. If I do anything I think is good enough to post on FA (let’s face facts, nothing I make, at least in my eyes, is truly ever good enough. But you know the phrase, “Let’s get stupid”), I’ll post it.

Anyways, I’m probably gonna pass out. If anyone wants to text me or something, my notes are open. Just might pass out randomly.

Night, love y’all.

So uh yeah, I've basically only used FA to see what other people have made. Maybe at some point, I will actually make something that I made and can actually be very proud of.

Other than that, I've just been working on myself with the help of some friends to relax and try to let go of all the little things. Something to help me chill out. It's still a work in progress, but I have hope that I will feel better someday.

...and yeah, Black Friday. Hoo boy, that will be a nightmare. It's actually on Thursday, so that left my brain on dial-up for a while. But yeah, Thursday might suck. Gonna try and smile my way through it. Gonna probably pump my entire body with water and just collapse when I get home.