Keep an eye for this person's suit. Was stolen. Not cool

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/karmelofuzz

Pics of said suit:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10165403/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8029882/

Keep an eye for this person's suit. Was stolen. Not cool

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/karmelofuzz

Pics of said suit:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10165403/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8029882/

Yeah, I'm not dead. Simply got decent interne at my house and been Xbox-ing it up. So, with that, friend me :3

MastrCappuccino

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(that's my GT)

A link from glowfox: http://kacifox.livejournal.com/30917.html

I'm sure all of you have seen that Christmas list meme. That one where you buy something on the list for the person if you feel obliged to do so

1. Some My Chemical Romance related (no CDs. I got those XD)
2. Rise Against CD (Any except Endgame. Got that one)
3. Mass Effect stuff (Any other paraphernalia other than the games themselves)
4. Commission from  Ace_Hart
5. Copy of that Ico and Shadow of the Colossus disc

If I come up with anymore I'll post it X3

Note if you dare give :3

As to the question posted above: Why? It seems just too many people intentionally start drama. That, or they are just too quick to fight. Yeah, I'm making reference to people I used to to know (and care deeply about). They seem so much quicker to fight over something small than to forget about it and try to start over. I've stood by and watch them fight over the stupidest things. Sad thing is, most of them are grown adults >_>


Anyway, it's been a while since I've offered an update. Hmm, if I didn't mention before, my family and a few other families opened up a private school. Due to financial issues, my family's not going there any more. All I can say is good riddance X3 I've been on track to graduate early since 8th grade (in 10th grade now), but that school really wasn't putting much effort into helping me make sure I reached that goal. I mean, they were making me repeat English II because they didn't want to help me do English III >_> But oh well, home schooled again. I just need to get back into he motion of home schooling and things should even out. Also, keep those fingers crossed because right now we're hoping my dad is going to get a more steady job working at Baylor hospital to keep the A/C system running. Just have to wait a week to see if he gets it ^^;

It's been a long while since I actually updated you guys X3 to start, I've been in school. This Thursday (the 13th) is my birthday, and since I'm turning 16 my parents, instead of getting me a car, are paying for me to go to Ireland with my aunt next week :3 I fly out out this coming Sunday. I'm excited :3 Never been on a plane before, so looking forward to that. I plan on takin pictures and uploading them here ^^ I just hope I can get through airport security unmolested XD

So, I was derping on the internet, curious as to what members in various musical groups were gay, but stumbled upon this site: http://lovegodsway.org/

I looked through the entire site unable to keep my jaw from dropping. Just look through each page on the site. I couldn't stop laughing at any of it, especially at the end of the music video they made called "Take My Hand"

http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/fb.....ied?rel=player

All I can say is "Wow". I never saw how extreme people go to discriminate and change people they don't like

1. What is your character's name?

Verrill (I forget if it's French or Latin for "Loyal")

2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?


Fox

3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?


"Why didn't I go to sleep earlier...?"

4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?


Any from of winter clothing. He prefers cold weather

5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?


"That's not what my hair is supposed to look like"

6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?


Yes. Chinese ^^

7. How is your character similar to you?

Essentially he's the same in every way

8. How is he/she different?


He's may be a little more cynical, but tries to be a bit more social, outgoing. Maybe more shy in a newer environment. He's a bit more of a sissy x3

9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?


I would hope so XD

10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?

First, freak out. Then, I don't know XD

11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?


I don't want them to think of him as a slut. He's "been around", but he's no whore

12. What advantages does your character have over you?


So much better looking XD

13. What disadvantages?

Too cynical XD

14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?


He likes the big, muscle types :3

15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?

No, I don't think I do :P

16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?

Yes, I do have a few big plans


17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?

Easily may be misconstrued as a whore

18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?


Body XD


19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person


Yup ^^

20. Have you written any stories about your character?

I think I have


21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?


In numerous way. He's changed hair, fur markings and even species


22. Give us a one-liner from him/her.

"I told you I promised"

23. What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?

Purple is most certainly not his natural hair color. It's brown

24. If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him or her?

No clue

Well, this was brought to my attention and, seeing as I feel strongly about this matter, I had to share



September 4th – 10th is National Suicide Prevention Week, and, what shall become a Suicide Prevention/awareness week across Furaffinity, but, we need your help! As many of you know, we have lost several members even in our own fandom, those for whatever reasons, chose to take their own lives.

The goal of this meme is to spread the word, yes it happens, and yes, we can help. This isn’t a self-righteous or self-gaining meme; rather, it is somewhat of a Public Service Announcement.

Please, help this spread like wildfire, let everyone know, there ARE those in the fandom they can coincide in, who are willing to talk to them, and are willing to do our best to help. If we can save even just one, it will all be worth it.

Life has its ups and downs, it isn’t all easy, but, we have to make the most of every moment we have. There is no replacing a life thrown away.

To those who just need someone to listen, those on that edge, please, if you ever need to talk to me, if I’m on, I will do as much as I can to help. I won’t judge or yell, I only want to help. There are others who are willing to help as well.

Just know this if I am not online….

You are...

Worthy to be loved and to love others
Worthy to be cared for and to help care for others
Worthy to be nurtured and to nurture others
Worthy to be touched and supported
Worthy to be listed to and listen to others
Worthy to be recognized
Worthy to be encouraged and to encourage others
Worthy to be reinforced as “good”


No one is perfect, but, that doesn’t mean life isn’t worth living…please…just hang on…it gets better!


For other sources or help, please see

http://www.suicidology.org/web/gues.....about-aas/nspw

http://www.yellowribbon.org/

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:

1-800-273-TALK (8522)



PLEASE spread the word. This is a very important matter and everyone needs to know that there are people willing to help

No, not "out of town", but back in town. Got back today and stopped at Gamestop on the way home. Picked up Bioshock 2, but the thing that struck me as odd was when I asked for it, they asked if I was 17 XD It's standard to make sure a parent buys it in case you're not 17, but the fact they asked if I was XD Anywho, yeah, still have the same list of art (Planning on starting all of it soon). Maybe I shouldn't do c omissions XD I get stressed just doing this free crap. But, whatever. Good to be back. :P

Yeah, sorry, have some art back up X3 Umm, here's the order

Prize for  happyhuskykoma

Request for  travisdarkfox

Trying to get started. Please be patient :P

Since I plan on attending Furry Fiesta next February, I've been looking for fursuits. Thing is, I just can't seem to find one that I want. I'm looking for creators who are actually open and who offer movable jaws. The one I'm really leaning towards is about $800, but no movable jaw XD It seems most with movable jaws are expensive or closed indefinitely. I'll probably go with  kilcodo for the suit since she's the cheapest and one of the better quality creators

So I finally have a plan: I want to go to Fiesta Fur! It's here in Texas out in Addison (I wonder if that's far...). The only problem is this: I have to have adult... I think. The rules state is if I show up at registration check in by the time I'm 16 AND I present photo ID, I can go by myself. My plan now is to contact the owner/director of the event and get all the info XD Any of you gonna come?

Well, I guess I'm back on the dating game, but I'm really stuck. I'm tired of the online relationships and I want something real. Thing is, look at where I live. Next year I'm doing some group homeschool group with my friends and they're all straight. I guess what the point is I don't know what to do. Any advice?

Well, just a tad bored at the moment XD Upside is I get to sleep over at my friends tomorrow, and I love him so much! (Dearly, not queerly) I need to get him and our other friends together since school's finally out for all of us. Of course, our "other friends" are just two other girls XD We're lame like that

I know I've been doing a lot of these and I might sound like some "emo" teen who has all the problems, but I've just felt hurt. I haven't payed much attention, mainly because I try to stay busy to distract me, but I just feel so alone lately. I know I have friends, but I feel like I can't explain this and I feel like some emotional burden on them. Just the past few years have felt really tough, and that with recent things has caught up. I have family, but I don't think my parents even accept that I'm gay. The deal with it, but don't believe it. I guess I feel that when I lay out my soul, the ones that "listen" just run away. I hate to sleep because then I have to think about the mistakes I've made. I just hate I can't see what's in front of me. The future is just so uncertain, what with the way I lead my life and the way I was raised, they just contradict each other, leaving doubt and worry. The two I held so, so dear I can't trust anymore. They don't see it, because I'm too afraid to talk to them. I feel if I spill my guts they too might just run away. I just wish I could know that I wasn't feeling so alone. My parents already dislike any friends I have that I don't know in RL, but some things, my R: friends might not understand. I feel confined and I can't show what I want. Where did this all begin? Why can't it all stop? I hate these complicated feelings. I hate growing up. I hate that I want to trust people so much, when I shouldn't. I hate how I feel. I hate that the closest thing I can get to venting is posting all my thoughts here for people I barely know to read. Last, I hate waking up and wondering what might happen the next day, or month, or even years down the road. I wish it all could be simpler, and not so complicated. I want the old me back, not this broken and crumbling fool, posting his entire life on here, feeling like an emo attention whore. I want my old friends and my old life. I don't want give up the people I know now, because some of them I love so dearly, but knowing them had came at such a hard price. I guess through the course of writing all of this I've started to feel better, but there's still that little bit inside, the one that just won't go away. Heh, it seems the older we get, they expect to handle more pain. Maybe I shouldn't play so strong, and the one that's not bothered by it all, when really I weak and tired and just want it to stop. Maybe I need a real break, not some stressful, busy "vacation." I would want to go out to California with my uncle, but then there's that whole burden thing again. I really should stop and get some rest, but the more I type, the more it helps and the more I start to feel that much better. Well, I guess there's the end of my rant. If you got this far into it, thank you for listening to me.

I guess call me masochist (emotional masochist?), but I just can't stay away from sad songs. I listened to them before and just loved them but no I apply them and it hurts. Why do the sad ones sound the best? XD

So, I'm slightly confused. If you see a male character completely nude, including but, sheath or balls is it mature?

I've felt like something's about to go down, or maybe I'll make something go down. Maybe I'm just in a pissy mood because Sims is refusing to reinstall. Either way, I need something new to occupy my time. Hmmm, I want to do something furry related (figures XD), but not so sure what to do. Mom's still sketchy when it comes to internet and letting me interact with people I don't "know". I dunno, maybe I'll pull the "But I'm gonna help beta test a new furry art site and that means interact with other people over the interwebz!" I see where she's coming from though, but sometimes it just gets too overbearing. Meh, couple more years though. Kinda counting down until I'm an adult. Gay club here I come! Heh, I just want to go on vacation... away from the family. I don't hate them, but I just need a break from 'em.

I'm sure most of you know about the It Gets Better Project. Well, after talking to my uncle, he came up with this idea. The way most gay teens live their lives is underground, like a cicada. Finally, the cicada comes out of the ground and spreads it's wings. Overall, I liked the idea, but to accomplish that I would have to do more of a photography thing, but I don't have a good camera. So, I was thinking of a drawing with a character (more than likely my fursona) being wrapped up in wings with a dark and dirty background, and a series of hateful words around him, but then the words "It gets better..." somewhere in the picture. I still need to think about but I would like some input. Maybe a colab?

So, a couple of religious radicals think the world is gonna end. Whattya you think?

God I'm falling apart again... I don't know who to trust or where to go now. The ones I wanted to trust can't get the fuck over there issues with each other and close friends can't see past themselves. I want to trust my parents but I feel twhy don't really accept me. God I've screwed up and I just don't know what to do. I wish I had someone tk trust now, but I just can't. Where did it all go wrong?

Due to no people really wanting to do a contest, I've decided I'm just going to do free requests and art trades! So who wants one? Just note me!

Finally, I finished the "Concession" series. Go read it. I LOVED it all. A few of the characters remind me of myself and some of my friends XD