So I'm sitting on my computer and my brother comes in like "Is that FurAffinity?" and I'm all "No." He says "You shouldn't be on there" and I'm like "Why?" and he walks out the door and says "You know why." Weird part is, no I don't XD What he doesn't know is I can't view adult art due to the fact my account is set to my actual age. I worry about him >_>

Maybe thing are looking up. Maybe I can build something out of what looked like nothing, fix this damaged love and his broken heart. That's what I want right now...

Yeah, I extended the contest to dA! Go enter there and you'll have a greater chance of winning!

Link to original journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2250669/

Link to dA journal: http://justcallmefoxy.deviantart.co.....rnal/39826824/

Yeah, I think I'll go for it. Just to do it! First contest! All you gotta do is make journal telling all the people of the FA universe about this contest and how I'm doing it. Tag me, watch me and comment leaving a link to the journal you made and I will pick a random winner!

(No adult art)

So yeah, I've been looking at various photos from people at cons and now I have a burning desire to buy a fursuit and go to a con XD Phase one: get money for a suit. Phase two: get money to go to a con. Phase three: get my mom to let me go XD

About time. After what happened today, I get to leave the school I'm at. Maybe some of the stress will leave and I can draw more...

For the past school year, I've been at a Christian school which kinda sucks. Not the fact that it's a Christian school, even though that creates tension between me and others, but that the school is ran so poorly. Really, a small child could run it better. Another problem is I'm part of student council, which I enjoy doing, and it's pretty much just a group of kids who help out the school and others with community service. Problem is, the leader of it, who is my former English teacher, decided that we should paint one of the vice principle's house, who is also second in command of student council. Thing is, this lady has a soul of ice, no joke, she's like the Hitler of the school. After I heard of this idea, I went berserk on the student council leader. I told her it was wrong to paint HER house when the others in the school do tons of work too. She told me I was being disrespectful and it's not like me to be so blunt. HELLO! My middle name is "blunt". I tell like I see it. In short, I told her I was quitting and when I got to school Monday she pulled me aside to talk. That's when it hit the fan...

She talked to me and, being the emotional person I am, started to breakdown. I could tell she cared but honestly her motives and ideas are in the wrong place. In the middle of talking, the other vice principle, who I hate with this undefinable intensity, walks in and is all "What's going on here?". The S.C. (student council) leader says "He's just having a bad day" and he just says "Does you mom know?" I try to answer but I couldn't get the words out. Finally, S.C lady says "Yes and no" which was what I was trying to say. He just says "Clean yourself up and go back to class"!!!!!! What the hell?! So now, that tears it. Now I am trying to change to a different school but to get my credits for this year, I might have to finish there ;_;

Now some questions: Do you think it was wrong that we painted the vice principle's house? Let me know so I don't think I'm the crazy one who thinks it's messed up

Hmm, it seems that I'm actually kinda getting my name out there. Maybe I can get, oh, I don't know, up there on FA? Maybe one of the well-known people? Aww dreaming XD

Help support the American Red Cross~!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:17550966

Journal from wolfpuptk wolfpuptk

Well, with the free time I've slowly been able to gather, I'm thinking of doing an art contest. Problem is, I dunno how to do that XD And ideas?

So, I kinda blew up in the car today. There had been kinda some drama with a will-probably-be-a-former-friend. My mom had kept asking and I kinda freaked out and said lots of things that were along the lines of "I hate everyone and I wish I could just take a break." Hey, at least Spring break is coming up. I can get away and get some drawing done :D

Oh awesome! Just uploaded alot of art and people watched! Finally! People who I don't know watched me. Maybe I should get on Deviant art too...

Wow. I haven't put any journals up in forever. So, lately I've been able to talk to some friends that I've missed so bad. I'm kinda miffed my art won't upload >:0 It's probably my internet connection. Hmm, well, I've had a good Thanksgiving week! Didn't get a turkey though xD Dad kinda put it in too late and it didn't finish. Not I have lots of turkey leftovers. Just gotta wait two more weeks then comes Christmas break. Absolutely can't wait. I hope I get a drawing tablet! Then I can make some gifts :P

Well, the weekends getting here. Just gotta get through my 9-weeks tests tomorrow. Private school is hard, especially when one of your teachers doesn't know how to teach. Oh well. Hmm, what to do? I don't wanna sit at home this weekend. Really wish I could go clubbin' XD, but I gotta wait a few more years for that. I would go out with a friend, but a whole bunch of my friends will be going to the mall over Thanksgiving break (don't wanna tire them out). I should be glad that one of my best friends is going to my school now, but I'm just so afraid to tell him I'm gay. It's weird. I was able to tell a friend of mine I had only known for 5 weeks and she understood. Probably because she was a girl :P. I dunno. He'll probably find out eventually. I just hope he takes it well. The main reason I'm excited about the mall is I might stop by Hot Topic and get some rainbow stuff. Next step in that is convincing my parents it's not towards gay pride. Which brings me to another thing. I really wanna know if they know I'm gay. I mean, they know I had a relationship with a guy but I think they think it's just a phase. ~Sigh~ I wish they knew. I hate that coming out of the closet is so hard. So many things run through your head. Technically, I poked my head out for my friend then I had her pull me out to tell two of my other friends. *looks up at his entry* Wow. Got a pretty big entry this time. So, yeah. Wish me luck on everything :)

Alright, so I've been uploading pictures of the same character but he doesn't have a name! I need some names! Any ideas?

Now I know what my problem is. My brother. All he does is sit and give me shit about stuff I don't care about. Since we share a room, absolutely all he does is sit and complain about anything I do. If I close a door wrong, it pisses him off. I don't know what to do. Just fought with him. Maybe I'll call a friend. I just don't know. What is is damn problem? Just sick and tired of dealing with him. Half of the time, I don't want to go home because I'll have to deal with him. Grr, he just pisses me off! Well, he just finished raging in our room. Guess I should check on the rooms condition now... Nothing looked broken. Now he's just playing Fable III. I want to tell him to move the thing and let me get to sleep but I'm too exhausted to deal with him. Guess I should try or something.

Well, today was the second day I've went to go see my counselor. He said I should wright down what happens and how I reacted to it. I dunno, there's things I feel I need to say, I'm just too afraid to say it. I mean, he is a therapist, but I'm just too afraid. ~Sigh~ What to do?