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Where have I been for over a year? [Trigger warning]
Posted 2 months agoThis is for those who remember me and were wondering where I have been. Short is safe to read, long has a mentions of feelings of suicidal so trigger warning for that.
In short, very bad depression hit and I stopped drawing and doing anything. Slowly been drawing more but never dared to come back here because I had so many submissions to check and other notes to check, it was too much back then. Now been better and starting "over."
Long story, I started to study at my local University of Applied Sciences to be a culture creator, but they had just changes their study-plans so it was mostly just making events, but I still tried to be creative when ever I could, but every single time I was shot down HARD. It also did not help I was struggling financially and pretty much was alone at school also, it was almost like almost everyone in my class avoided me. All this accumulated to me feeling more than depressed, I was feeling suicidal, but never did anything of that sort. But because of all these issues at school, I dropped out after the holidays and new year on January 2023, and that spring few months after I had the worst break out after almost losing electricity and almost getting no help to pay the bills. That was when the doctors told me straight up that I had a bad case of depression after I was driven to hospital because of hysteria and openly feeling suicidal.
Now after a year and more I am a lot better, but it was still always hard to come back here to post my art, because I was gone for so long. BUT NOT ANYMORE! I shall start posting my art here, just like I have been posting them on all other social media sites I have been using!
Going to be linking those to my main profile.
Thank you for those who are still here with me and have been waiting for me to post something more.
In short, very bad depression hit and I stopped drawing and doing anything. Slowly been drawing more but never dared to come back here because I had so many submissions to check and other notes to check, it was too much back then. Now been better and starting "over."
Long story, I started to study at my local University of Applied Sciences to be a culture creator, but they had just changes their study-plans so it was mostly just making events, but I still tried to be creative when ever I could, but every single time I was shot down HARD. It also did not help I was struggling financially and pretty much was alone at school also, it was almost like almost everyone in my class avoided me. All this accumulated to me feeling more than depressed, I was feeling suicidal, but never did anything of that sort. But because of all these issues at school, I dropped out after the holidays and new year on January 2023, and that spring few months after I had the worst break out after almost losing electricity and almost getting no help to pay the bills. That was when the doctors told me straight up that I had a bad case of depression after I was driven to hospital because of hysteria and openly feeling suicidal.
Now after a year and more I am a lot better, but it was still always hard to come back here to post my art, because I was gone for so long. BUT NOT ANYMORE! I shall start posting my art here, just like I have been posting them on all other social media sites I have been using!
Going to be linking those to my main profile.
Thank you for those who are still here with me and have been waiting for me to post something more.
