So I was accepted into University about the time I decided to give up on  K--Jay and therefor didn't want to display my mixed emotions.

And I just recently got an apartment in a student corridor (Own toilet at least) and it's 2 min away from the university bicycling.
Minor problems are following, the tapestry is really bad, falling off in places etc. The shower stand is completely broken. The shared kitchen isn't very well cleaned and things are broken there. And also I only have a 2Mbit internet because the tenant living here before me haven't canceled their subscription and I can't therefore use better internet.
But otherwise it's great here!

So I'm now a psychologist student for at least the next coming 5 years :3!

Last time I heard from K-Jay was early May, and a little over two months ago he removed me from every communication line I had to get in touch with him.

So, it sucks, but I figured I give him two months to tell me something, and it's been that now, and I now consider myself single once again.

I think I've gotten over the itch of porn now, so I am returning to chatting with friends etc on the site.

I might also start to upload stories and other things soon again.

So hello all, I've returned!


Side note, I just got accepted to university for psychology so I will start to study it on a high level come August :).

So I've realized I got a bad addiction to porn. And to get it under control, so it won't affect my life anymore I'll quit. I will still hold the rights to my character, so don't steal it. Thank you all for everything, and maybe later down the line I can return to this site under the SFW filter. But until then I will have to stay away from any temptation.
Good luck all of you in life, and hopefully you also realize that too much porn can be harmful for your relationship or potential relationship.

Goodbye

I've not done as much as I want to for school. So tomorrow I'll be dedicating the entire day to finish as much as possible. There will be just one exception. And that is the morning I spend with my BF.

So don't worry too much if I don't reply or such, I am not gone for long.

I just simply got hooked to it again, after 2 years of not even looking at it.
And oh God do I still love it or what.
I have sunken in a whooping 18 hours played in the last week.
Firstly I got annoyed seeing Frost Prime being removed from the game, as a farming option that is, still having all the parts except for the blueprint. Luckily they had implemented trading, so bought it for the low price of 45 plat, and got the offer to buy it for 200 plat later on, when I already had started the frost prime build. I could have earned 155 plat on that if I knew.
So I got the Frost Prime in making, having a complete Nekros for farming I've started to look at primary weapons to go with it. I still rock my Strun Wrath, which still kills 60 Grineers in it's 8 shots... But I've learned that beam weapons is best for farming survival, so I have to ask my clan-leader to research it.
Any one got reaper parts and some Left over Formas, please let me know I would love to trade with you, even if I don't have much items.

Krillo1 is me on Warframe, send me friend requests if you'd like to play some :3

Since I want to have the chance to win something from  Dorrex a fellow Swedish fur, plus a good artist I am making this journal :].
This is a promotion for this: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7065060/

So I contacted support today, they told me I had to create a new user for the computer in order to install it properly. I asked them why and they said they had fucked up the code for it if the installation was interrupted by a longer downtime in network or power.
So I got it to work finally.

Second plus, I got the web camera software to work after the update as well!

Since It's been so slow for me for a while now, I figured that I could put up a journal about my fursona. But I honestly didn't know what to say...

So instead of writing general stuff, why not let you ask me the questions so I can answer them instead?

Ask me anything regarding my fursona.

Gahh, I've tried 3 times to install it.
First time my power went out when I tried to install it, this broke my computer and I had to ask my dad to help me get it to work again. After about a day of swearing we got it to go back to an old version, windows 7.

I waited a couple of days, then I decided to try and install it again, this time after 2 days it was still stuck on 16% in the semi shut-down mode. This time I couldn't have it off any longer since I got school work to do, so I shut of the power again, and do the reboot to an old version.

Now I decided once again to try and install it, now it's stuck on the "working" after you just open the stupid application in the bottom right corner.

Lastly, this have apparently made it so my Webb-cam, it's a Logitech HD pro c920 doesn't work properly any more either. I can have it work while in Skype conversations, but I can't capture images which is making it really hard to authenticate myself for my online school work......

I need help, and neither Logictech support nor Microsoft have given me good answers....

Sorry for the long hold, I have been super busy with school and then I went away on vacation for a week after that. This week it is planned to renovate my room, but I will sneak in time to get the next chapter for my and  AJP 's storyline.

You might wonder how the vacation trip was? It was all right, beds were hard, no mattresses, filthy couch in the room and the TV didn't work. Breakfast was perfect with a wide range of options every day. Other meals was okayish, they had at least one good soup at every mealtime which was what I was eating most of the time with some of the fantastic Greek bread. The bad part was that most of the meat and fish and chicken was undercooked so I didn't dare eat it in case I get something. They did some excellent pies though, and very nice desserts. The pool area was spacious and we always got seats close to the shadow so I could stay out of the sun when I wasn't swimming. Sure I did some sunbathing, but I turn pure pink instead of brown for my tan, and the medication I am taking makes me more susceptible to develop skin-cancer from sunburns.
My younger brother went diving and had a lot of fun for that entire day. On our second last day we spent some time at a Swedish restaurant that even celebrated "Mid summer" like we do in Sweden. For us "Mid summer" is greater than the national day.
The personal at the hotel very friendly and helpful, but the cleaning crew did a horrible job, to be honest. It was not cleaner after they've been there than before, the dust had just been moved around.

So all in all I would give that hotel a 3 star.

1. Name: Kris Hellman

2. Age: 21

3. City that you live in: Borlänge

4. What do most people not know about you?: Do not know, I should be pretty transparent, but maybe that I am a furry?

5. What do most people know you for?: Nicer personality and one who can befriend almost anyone

6. Hobbies: Play video games, watch anime and read books

7. What are your passions?: Sustainable development of this world of ours. I think that nature is worth to preserve for coming generations.

8. What do you search for in a significant other?: Loving, caring funny witty, someone that I can be myself with, and talk about myself in a way where I do not have to hide. Someone I can have fun with and I can teas without them going berserk.

7. What are you most proud of?: My intellect

8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love?: Every day?

9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it?: Pokemon and Y-gi-oh cards

10. List 10 things off of your bucket list.: Ain't got none.

11. What was the last thing you learned?: That my English is worse than I thought

12. How many relationships have you been in?: 0

13. Turn ons: Male muscle and cock growth, Hyper muscle and cock, Transformation from human onto larger anthropomorphic.

14. Turn offs: Hermaphrodite, Body fluids other cum and maybe spit.

15. Favorite food: Tacos, or Beef with pommes duchess prepared in the oven on a plank and red wine sauce plus bearnaise.

16. Favorite drink: Milk

17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received?: My computer

18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic?: Realistic, more towards pessimistic.

19. Do you sleep during class?: Never

20. What is the most expensive thing you own?: My computer

21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own?: A ruler.

22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone?: Once or twice

23. Text or call?: Call

24. Opinion on long distance?: Can work out

25. What is your definition of success?:

26. Favorite song?: This is Halloween - Marilyn Manson

27. Favorite artist?: Do not have one, like so many different artists, Lord could be a safe bet tough.

28. Celebrity crush/crushes?: No, looks is not what drive me.

29. When was the last time you read for fun? Yesterday

30. Favorite flower? Violet

31. What is the best gift you could receive right now?

32. Any guilty pleasures? Gay and furry, with muscle growth and cock growth.

33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself? To become healthy, to not suffer from this disease of mine.

34. What do you search for in a friend? Someone I can trust, and depend upon. And that they are fun to talk to or be with.

35. How many times have you said "I love you" in the past month? More times that I can remember, I always tell my family and my friends that I love them.

36. Where did you last go other than your room/home? Gym

37. Why do bad things happen to good people?: What are good people anyway? Can we judge anyone to be bad or good really? None looks upon themselves as pure evil, maybe they had to make some tough decision that turned out poorly. So to answer this question, because life is not fair on the surface, it's all just a coincidence.

38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye? Never tried being stabbed in they eye, so it might hurt more. Being left out is sad, and I had it happen to me on numerous occasions. But I have learned to live with it. But it do hurt a lot being left out

39. How many green shirts do you own?: None I think

40. Do you like anime?: Yes

41. What do you invest the most time in?: Video games

42. What was the name of the last book you read?: Last read to finish? then it is called, Throne of dragon bones, by Tad Williams.

43. What's the difference between loving and liking someone?: Liking someone is easier than love, since you need to devout more time and emotions into loving someone.

44. Where are you most productive?: In my room at my desk with fingers on the keyboard.

45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends: Play video games, talk to and chill-out with.

46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone: Fap, indulge in guilty pleasure, read

47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist?: Yes, one day it will come, either because humans have exterminated themselves.

48. Do you have any allergies?: Birch and cat.

49. When was the last time you swore at someone?: I try not to swear at anyone, I hardly use profane words. But when I did was most likely was angry with them, which would been a feat for them since it's hard to make me that angry.

50. What was the last promise you made? To follow through with a "No fap" week

51. What was your last dream about? I was frying apricot pancakes when an old acquaintance arrived, and they turned into peperoni pizza when I served them.

52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be?:  AJP  Lyrasan my brother, and an old in real life friend of mine and another Swedish friend I got to know when I played league of legends competitively.

53. How many countries have you visited?: 11

54. What is your favourite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.) Painting or written.

56. When was the last time somebody complimented you? Today

56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself? Very weird question, do not know how to answer it

57. Do you consider yourself mature?: yes

58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr? None, I don't go out on tumblr

59. What is your favorite quote? "Never look down on someone unless you are helping them up"

60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3
rules be?: Follow your heart, violence is not a way to follow your heart, Never look down on someone unless you are helping them up.

61. What is your greatest accomplishment?

62. Do you believe in the death penalty?: No, since I believe there are worse things than death, and since there might be innocent being convicted. And you can not revive a dead person yet, so that is why I say no to death penalty.

63. What are your goals for life?: Earn money, live happy, help others.

64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now?: Doing with the best of his abilities what he wants.

65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world: I would live in my own fantasy world that is my own take of an Utopia. But one has to remember without negatives there can't be positives.

66. What were you like in 2013?: Fatter, unhappy with great problems with my disease.

67. Do you have a job?: No

68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend: There was this piece of wood that stood on two pillars that the boys in class liked to wrestle on pretending to be gladiators from the TV show. He was doing it, when one of his feet slipped, and he fell face first on top of the board and started bleeding. He was the adventurous one, and the one who got hurt the most.

69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be? Remove money, and make every one do what they can, and no slacking.

70. How many all-nighters have you pulled before? When my stomach is messed up I usually stay up all over the night, and try to sleep the next night. Worst part of this was when it was so messed up I couldn't sleep for 3 days.

71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website? Fur Affinity.

72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? Kill someone

73. Does money equal happiness? To an extent, but not all the way.

74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime?: Have I? do not know.

75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime?: Many times

76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told?: It is all circumstantial and depends on what was said or done before the joke, so I can not explain it.

77. When was the last time you looked at the news?: Over a week ago.

78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say?: "Tremble mortals and despair DOOM has come to this world"

79. What is your favourite animal?: Cat

80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it?: Yes I do think so.

81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at?: Live and let live.

82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get?: around 01:00 - 03:00 to 10:00-14:00 I usually get at least 8 hours sleep but most likely 9 or 10.

83. Does age necessarily equal maturity?: No.

84. What is your favourite clothing store? Jack and Jones

85. In the winter- beanies or gloves? Gloves

86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail? Wings

87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it? Yes.

88. What do you fear the most?: Vomiting

89. How many digits of pi can you recite?: 3,145 so 4.

90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be?: I do not know, never had a year that was truly happy

91. Describe yourself in one word: Puppet-master

92. Describe your last victory: Getting what I wanted, none realizing it and every one was happy afterwards.

93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen?: Scat

94. What is something you will never forget?: Mine and my mums Birthday

95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail?: to remember in vivid detail

96. Have you ever broken a bone before?: No

97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody?: I find it harder to hate than to love.

98. Coffee or tea?: Tea

99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way?: Fap, thinking positive.

100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today?: 0