.. So I .. picked blueberries this month. I'm still doing it. Lots of work to clean the amount I can pick apparently? 17LB per hour adds up fast.
So I froze most of the blueberries for relatives and snacking, but I decided to juice the last bit.. Mostly because I was fed up with the act of preserving them.
.. Anyone know how to turn Blueberry Jelly into blueberry juice? XD
(Final totals, 74 LB saved for family, split into gallon ziplocks after freezing them on wax paper. 59LB donated to the farmers who let me pick for free. 2 Gallons of blueberry.. Juice? In jars.. That might be jelly now.)

.. gh.. Well, after seriously losing body shape from injuries It's time to start working towards proper body again.
Right now, I'm about a half hour due to the nerve damage. Hopefully I can get back into my weight rather than just growing wide and losing it XD
Good news is I'm finally out of the negatives so I can go outside and do yard work again.

Finally.. Got a new job that isn't heavy impact on my body and pays the bills. Hopefully more porn coming later.

~<3

So, I'm out of debt. Still injured but working forward.

Mom overcame her lyphoid cancer and is in full remission.

I won a contest at work for a bonus 200$ in merch so yay..

Oh and I finally made a playlist of music to keep me upbeat

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=P.....2LyOZ5AaYSNhTr

... Soon I should have enough to comission again. Just making sure I have a slush.

Got asked out.. said yes (been asked out before, had not said yes before)
Had sex, cute partner.
.. Caught STI orally and despite condoms, sexually as well..
Partner hasn't been seen in months. XD

Hospital bills are expensive.

Finally got the bloody bankruptcy through.. XD Now to recover? hah.

Finally got the bloody bankruptcy through.. XD Now to recover? hah.

Whelp. Filing a chapter 7.
Local power company wants 35K for a telephone pole another person hit in our pileup. So .. I can't pay!

.. Eh. it bugged me enough to bother writing about it.
Love belly dancers. I really do.. but Goddamnit! Belly dancers with fat ass foopas are BAD AT BELLY DANCING.
The whole point of it was to keep the belly sexy and sleek and recover it during pregnancy for health.. Not to emphasize the biggest belly you can put on the screen.
.. There I griped.

Just.. oof..
Still alive. Not making any spending money, still paying off hospital and whatnot.
.. Still disabled in arms. Lost my case against my job because they blocked a medical test I needed. then required that test for the proof that I'm injured (10k cost out of pocket instead of 1k with my medical when they blocked it)
Working, trying to file for disability, having WAY too much fun on V Rising

I just got back home today from Surgery.
Good success. Doctor said it went well, would of been okay without it but would of taken another 8 months to fall out. (I don't wana shit myself that long.. HAH)
Most of my body feels better than before I went in. My feet stopped itching so I assume the skin down there was a rash caused by the Fistula.
No pain killers needed just yet. Blood flow is steady but low. Still no food passing through me so we'll see then but...
Props to my doctor.
he rushed my surgery appointments to this month so I didn't have to worry about my Premeira been canceled yet.

Whelp. I came to whine for a Journal . kek.
So, Lost my job. Fired due to 'Insubordination' because I "refused to go into work after boss called me" That I said "No"

Was texted after work, that I hadn't come in. What's up.
Told boss I was off thursday, found out I was off friday (first time in 17 weeks I was off friday instead)
Called him. Offered to come in , maybe friday to make up for it? That I did have a medical issue but I had not called in about it because I thought I was off..
Was told that I should come in Saturday and he'd mark it as I missed the scheduled day.
.. Called the next morning by office and they said I was fired for Insubordination when I offered to work friday.
Mailed asking why, they listed reasons above. So. Fired without Actual cause.

2020 has not been good to me.
Work attempting to deny FMLA and L&I.
Hurt my back, not enough records to claim an L&I so I took FMLA.. Then when recovering, work decided to up our speed from 34 cases an hour to 120 (which is not possible with our work load and job description)
Screwing me over by not helping me heal, but instead asking me to drive 2 hours a day for 10 minutes of work.
My arms are... For the lack of a better word, disabled. Carpal, Tendonitis and Neuropathy.
Worst. I missed the best joke of my life, unable to afford optic surgery to see 2020 in 2020.
The bright sides? I survived surgery of the septic variety..
Christmas was a blast, my niece is adorable and loves the stuffies I gave her.
Oh, and this time I kept enough records to probably sue my work now.

.. Just posting to let ya know why I can't afford to commission anymore artwork for the time being. (774 hrs of work missed due to injuries)
Keep up the good.. And if you wana use my snake for sex with herms or females you do not need my permission. XD
.. ps. Go comission DannyG and Furball.

Mostly a little Ghost still..
Any good porn sites for games? I'm bored shitless and still working nights ontop of it. I can't even enjoy this good weather.

.. Well, I've had it bad for a while now (psoriasis), and pretty much have had it effect some of my job interviews.
For Christmas I was given the new Gold Bond Ultimate multi symptom psoriasis relief cream, and except for under my hair.. It's gone.
The bloody medicine felt like a fresh sunburn in salt water, but damn was it effective. My skin isn't pink, I am not flaking or scaling, and I am .. Kinda happy about my appearance again. Most importantly, no more flake n bleed. XD

Anyways, besides that. Got a New license for truck driving, hope to get a job for it soon and post lots of new porn for everyone.
Thanks for all the free stuff I get to watch ^~.

Take care in the new year.

Got a neice . Cute.
Got my CDL expensive.
Hope for a new job soon. so I can afford porns..
Side note? Thought my Keyboard was broken as certain keys didn't work.. Turns out it doesn't let me use wsx on japanese keyboard now is all.. Weird.

... xD . So I'm still here, Just barely floating by though. Went from a job screwing me to a job with no hours, not that I can't survive mind you! I just can't spend money on porn despite my wishes though.
.. Ps. Frost Punk is pretty damn cool.. if hard as fuck on survival, and Ni No Kuni 2 is worth every penny.

.. Yeah.. So .. They just had DR blight Seduce DR BOXMAN .. on this show.. and I had to share. That blew my mind

Got a new job at a gas station. Sure it's not glamorous but it'll pay the bills despite being part time. .. Plus, it's basically 60% less work for the same pay as my last job.. . Heh.

.. Yeah. Turns out the disqualification that I experienced was only due to an employee not properly closing my claim last year when I found work again.

As it said in the subject.. I got a disqualification on last weeks unemployment despite the claim still being open and not denied. So I have to meet with an official tomorrow.. or this morning (hope I can sleep.. damn anxiety) to get this sorted out. If my employer is denying it because of why I was fired, I'm going to have to cite the fact that my Management at the company tried to put me in a new position outside of the forklift and it was corporate that denied me without warning or appeal .. and even denied this step despite my good work history. Which at least should be able to get me unemployment checks.

Though it's just for charity, I'm helping out the family with making hooded towels for orphans at the church. Hope this will give me enough experience in the process to start offering it online as a service.

. .. I need to either work on stop making Management think I'm out to get them or something. Got fired by Corporate for trying to fix a door. cited as 'Causing company damage' when viewed on our crappy cameras. .
Ah well.. The head manager loved my work and we were short staffed so they are kinda.. Screwed right now, especially when half the workers said that if this can happen to one of the calmest of the workers than they're better off quitting .. and are in the process of doing so. XD

It has seen some updates.. Was hoping to play some multiplayer Terraria on a large map (extreme perhaps) .. Get to know the game again.

.. Pretty stable in life. Enjoying this fact.
Now just to kick 'free game' spending habits.
.. However, I wanted to share this thing I found and happy to look forward to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8Fj0XpTnX8 (someone saying things better than me)
I want to join up in this Soul worker when it comes to North America.