I just want to know if anyone has experience with one? Or knows someone who has gone through it.

Im frightened about the feeding tube and the potential of it being fatal...

Info about my cancer battle. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15422258/

Like seriously! Who in there right mind charges almost $150 for 6 antibiotic tablets!! It's madness.

I ducking hate Medicaid for screwing me over because I live with my husband who by the way doesn't work! He takes care of me and our child. I'm sick and tired of high med costs just because your insurance lapses.

Helllloo! I'm still being treated for cancer, I still need help bathing. I still have cancer and my big procedure coming up which won't happen if I don't have insurance to pay for the $xxxxs treatment.

Why has my last 4 medications been over $100 when others are $11 or $30. The Damon nausea patch cost $2000 for 4 ducking patches. Wesquared that away fast because they we're denying to pay at first.

Medicaid is a ducking joke..even bumped my child off with me this month. Fuck.

Sorry guys my husband had to take me to the ER friday night. I had a temp of 102.8 and was vomiting severely.

Turns out i had a urine infection and thats why ive been feeling like complete ass.

But i was recently discharged. Yay!

Next week is chemo week. Ill be in the hospital 2 weeks then discharged and sick for the 3rd. Hoping for a fast recovery.

Replies and artwork will be onhold while im admitted.

Example https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8655288/

Like this.

Im working on these on saturdays and the rest of the week ill be working on regular kaemissions i owe.

Saturdays line up:
1.  mstr85 sketch phase
2.  seth_eusebio sketch phase
3.  otterman89
4.

Quick form:
Name:
Ref:
Pose ref or description:
Rating:

Send payment to iurshadow[at]aol.com

Doing things this way because my husband isnt working and rent is $400 a month. He takes care of the baby because he is over 10lbs and im not allowed to lift that much.

Thanks for your help

Lol silly title.

So short story go.

My mom came over yesterday and hung out for a bit. She drives this bronco thats a gas guzzler in the winter time. So she lets it sit and uses her fiancees truck or get grandmom to drive her places.

Well she mentioned she was packing some things in the bronco and found she didnt have room because i had stuff in it from the move.

Here is what happened. My little sister came down from nj for a short while a few months ago back when we first moved out of our house. She helped us pack stuff but my mother needed the truck and she ended up leaving with that stuff.

Months down the line we forgot about it and when mom brought it up the other day we went and searched.

My husband found my tablet pen!!! So no more searching and no spending $75 on a new pen!

Also found the tablet im mailing out next week to the contest winner n.n

I cant find the right Chinese furs on fa who can help me replacementbmy $60 tablet pen.

I have $1000 saved up in saving bonds which have slightly over matured. My health donation are just that health donations, yoward co pays until medicaid kicks back in.

So im about $1300 behind getting a companion for my birthday feb. 16.

Its a huge goal and im not sure if id make. Additionally ive been looking into tshirt presses. Not to expensive its the materials needed forvit that are expensive

Paypal is iurshadow[at]aol.com

Im also excepting sketchpages for $25. (3-4 drawings on a single sheet)

The nurse here was kind enough to get me a pencil and hand full of computer paper. Keep me busy guys. Ive got one night left in here...

Sketchpage: $25
1. Pyrewerepyre [paid]
2. ryusei-lupi [paid]
3.

Dfd wingits $1-$20
Ex. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14078789/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/5021069/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12314093/
1. kudan7 (get details)[$10]
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These are to be done today. Ready go.

Hand drawing my tshirts takes too long. Im looking for a quicker solution.

Ivevhad this page going. I dont intend for it tobblow up like tweerking teens but we all have morals and values. Thats all i can say.

Eithrr donate or dont. Im not here to make you but you will be rewarded.

http://www.gofundme.com/b5xz18

If you are uncomfy donating through an outside source i fldont blame ya. My direct account is iurshadow[at]aol.com

Maybe givevup a $1 for that little bit of formula we have left until the next batch comescfrom ss.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15341100/

Ab was lowered. Need to sell.

Nausea and committing weren't under control after chemo this time. So I'm back for another night or two...

My info for your artwork is scattered through notes, pms, emails i no longer use or comments in journals ive lost.

I need your fa name. Amount paid. Product bought. Digital or traditional. All other info i may have left out.

Please send this info to my commissioners email at litterpawsart[at]gmail.com

Thank you have a wonderful weekend!

Click the link

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6273280/

To my followers!
To my friends!
For the gift art to cheer me up!
For the donations anonymous and labeled!
To the patient!
To the sweethearts!
To everyone who has made a positive impact in my life thus far!

I thank you from the bottom of my heart!

....who is interested?

Can also turn your fursonas into one.

They cost $60 for customs. Just need a palette to go by and gender plus wing design sample from a real butterfly.

C: this is just for curiosity. I'm not opening them just yet because I have other things to finish!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14196220/ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14332833/ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14332852/

I've got nothing better to do.

You can also donate https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6382390/

I'm sitting here in the hospital until Monday morning for chemotherapy. I do this every 3 weeks. Just this time the chemo is killing my red blood cells too quickly and I need a transfusion. Oh goody.

No alcohol for me tonight. But at least the hubby will be here to watch the ball drop with me!

What are y'all doin for new years?

***NOTE!!!!***All pieces are traditional pencil, inks, or/and markers.

***NOTE*** All pieces will be shipped free!!!

***NOTE*** Comics are digital only and Will be on queue

Hi everyone from Regional Memorial Hospital! Don't worry ive been coming here every 3 week's for almost a year now. For those who are new watchers of mine or old ones who just haven't kept up due to life or you nuke journals; I have been avidly fighting a stage 4 cancer known as Hodgkins Lymphoma. Later on in the year some spots mutated into a secondary stage 4 cancer known as Non-Hodgkins lymphoma. I'm fighting 2 cancers and that's not even the best part. I was 6 weeks pregnant back in March when I was diagnosed same day.

My little cub was born 2 months early at 3.7lbs but now that Christmas is gone he is finally nearing 10lbs! Healthy and Happy.

I'm not allowed to return to work yet due to the nature of my job. I work with mail that travels all over the world. So with my decreased immune system I'm 90% more prone to getting whatever is on that mail. I can still return to work when this is all over. But until then I'm struggling. I'm struggling with diapers for my son. Formula to feed him. Medicaid giving me the run around and disability only paying me monthly. Granted in 25 years old and almost died from this. Itsnot even close to being over.

In the upcoming year I will be receiving a BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT. This is a super expensive treatment I must get in order to kill the cancer from my marrow. Its also a procedure I may not come back from. So if you think your money will be wasted please don't think that. It would go to funeral expenses. Anyway the chemo I get every 3 week's is working so I have faith I'm fighting this and will beat it.

Moving on! Below will be a list of donation tiers. Donations can be made over paypal at iurshadow@aol.com. (that's a lower case "i") OR you can mail a money order to my PO BOX which is

Kandis whalon
PO box 1038
Sandston, Va, 23150

DONATION TIERS (LEVELS)

ALL I HAVE- $1 sketch headshot
BASIC- $5 coloured headshot
BRONZE- $10 waist up bust coloured
SILVER- $20 full body quick sketch
GOLD- $50 full body monotone colour of your choice
CRYSTAL- $100 single character full body full colour
DIAMOND- $150 2 character monotone colour of your choice
BLACK DIAMOND- $200 2 character flats
FOOLS GOLD LOL- $500 2 character full colour or 3 page comic
ULTIMA- $1000 6 page comic + single character pin up + con badge of your choice + another previous option.

***COUNTER OFFERS in btw the amounts can be haggled on and you may ask to modify the prize-

CURRENT DONATION LIST
ALL I HAVE-
BASIC-
BRONZE-
- adair
- alexX
- ryusei-lupi
SILVER-
- blitza
- ryusei-Lipo
- h-dragon-fang
GOLD-
- h-dragon-fang
CRYSTAL-
- Feren
DIAMOND-
BLACK DIAMOND-
FOOLS GOLD LOL-
ULTIMA-
(If I'm missing you, you forgot to put your family name in the notes. Email me at litterpawsart[at]gmail.com once you Donate with reference, address for shipping and give me details)

As always I thank everyone of y'all for continued support in helping fight this, not only through monetary donations but helping me mentally, physically and emotionally. Couldn't do it without you

So the platin chemo drug is killing ny red blood cell count so I need to vampire up and receive blood for 12 hours which Will keep me in the hospital longer.

Again sucks but must be done

I plan on working on a few new things in the upcoming year.

-different species practice
-wings studies
-paw practice (fetish and tickling)
-more sexy poses
-egg laying
-lineless art practice
-different cawk studies
-male anatomy
-hermaphrodites

As for TCBYs and YCHs. What are you looking for?

XD silly question huh?

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15341626/

Last YCH til the new year. Ive been told when im tipsy im affectionate.

I dont want to go!

Ive got to be admitted into the hospital oncology department for my next chemotherapy treatment. I was really enjoying not being sick and not hurting.

Dont make me go....even though i know its for the best. Ill be out of there by friday if things go smoothly. So the rest of yall enjoy your new years. Ill be watching the ball drop from my gurney.

Ive searched most the morning for my tablet pen. Not in any attic boxes (husband helped me) cleaned out both cars. Cleaned and organized the bedroom. Organized the computer desk. Nothing.

So i spent the rest of my day searching online for a replacement. God damnit im getting frustrated.

This is the tablet i use http://www.hanvon.com/en/products/t.....ts_sentip.html

I need the pen that goes to this tablet but you cant order one on their site! And the contact number is one i cant dial from the states. Im peeved that this is so difficult a task.

So if yall over there in England and China could help id really appreciate it...

Im not buying a new system just for a damn pen.

Keep in mind rewards are for traditional mediums. I was reminded of this place seeing how i forgot about it.

Donations can be made from $5 to $1000.

The bone marrow transplant is expensive and not the entire thing is covered by insurance.

http://www.gofundme.com/b5xz18

If you wish to donate directly paypal is iurshadow[at]aol.com