7 years ago at some indeterminate time, while role playing on World of Warcraft, someone convinced me to escalate things into an ERP. I don't remember the date exactly for that, but with my partner in this ordeal being a Druid deciding to take to a shape shift form, it was my first real furry encounter. Lots of fun, enjoyed it a lot.

And as I looked around, got more into role playing, I eventually found a website called f-list. Now, I decided to make a character there a little under a year later. Initially making this account on a Nintendo switch I have found a way to open up a web browser on.

Whoa whoa whoa-- Why on a web browser on a Nintendo Switch? Look, I'm a weird guy, not everything I do is normal. My phone didn't have a charge and my computer was down because it was at a repair shop. I improvised.

Some folks on their may remember me, timid, didn't exactly know how to fit in, trying to fit in, nervous beyond all belief and trying, but not exactly succeeding.

I went profile-pictureless for about a year, before I placed the commission.

Sendar was open, he drew great dragons, so I decided to commission a simple reference sheet from him, nothing complex, I don't need 12 different angles of my dragon, I just need enough to really show people what they're getting into with him, the show them how he looks.

We kept in touch, going from this website to telegram, getting me to create one so I could keep a hold of him. I can feel the excitement in my chest every time I received an update. It was actually happening, and instead of feeling ashamed about it, I was excited.

This excitement continue to grow as he started to give me a possible completion date. If I had a tail it would have been turning into a damn helicopter at this point with how excited I was.

And then, on December 16th 2020, at 2:47, I was sitting in my local deli gas station place. Look, I don't really know how to describe the place that well beyond this. All I know is they have really good fried chicken. When I got the message, it was finished. When I opened up the message and saw the completed work? I practically flew out of my seat.

Cuz this isn't just my first commission, it's me finally deciding to go from dipping my toes in the water to finally being a furry. To finally wanting to be a part of the community instead of being a curious onlooker.

And today, I celebrate the 5-year anniversary of this moment. The real moment that brought me to all of you, who supported me, liked stuff I had commission, or things I said. You're the one who brought me in and kept me around, which is why I want to share this special anniversary with you.

Don’t be afraid to celebrate these five years with me—and I’ll do my best to give you five more.

So many milestones, so little time to adapt! Yeah, I turned 25 today!

Not much to say, but just enough to say instead. I live, today is special live day, yadda yadda come say hi or do things with me.

And no, I won't force you to get a gift, just your wishes is enough ^.^

Ten years ago, I was fifteen, sitting on a bench in the barn and not paying much attention. I was on my phone, killing time, with a horse shifting lazily right behind me.

He didn’t have a tail — he’d been a draft pull horse once, and they’d shaved it off back then. It still hadn’t grown back. Which meant there wasn’t even a warning flick, no signal. Just silence, then disaster.

Without warning, he let loose — straight on me. Not a splash nearby, not a close call. A direct hit.

I couldn’t jump, couldn’t flail, couldn’t yell. There was still a one-ton wrecking crew right behind me, and spooking him would’ve been a lot worse than the shower I was already taking.

And the worst part? It was warm. I’d been feeling a little cold that morning, and for a second it almost felt good.

That was the moment the seed was planted. What should have just been a one-off humiliation turned into the beginning of a dirty legacy. Over the years it sprouted, grew, and stuck with me.

Because, well… shit has a way of growing on you.

And I know some of you would’ve paid to be in my position.

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Hello, everyone! Today is apparently a special day for me, because 10 years ago it was the day I first got shot on! Why is it so special? Well, I don't know if I'd exactly be the type of individual you know me around here as without it.

No warnings, completely unexpected, I wasn't hurt. Just a warm apple shower without warning right over me from behind.

And now here I am, 10 years later, with all sorts of shit stuff I've commissioned, from 3D renders, to crappy stories (the stories are good, just the contents involved shit ;)) and even 3D renderings! Can't confidently say I would have made it here if I hadn't had that accidental moment of induction all those years ago.

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So what do I want to say about it?

Thank you to everyone who's been with me for all this time! I've been such a nervous wreck when I first showed up, but as I found my footing and my bearings, I've made friends on here I'm glad I met.

I'll try to start keeping stuff coming around tomorrow often, but even if I don't, thank you for the years you all have been with me.

I've had an idea for a way to say goodbye to the year of the dragon in style. It's my year, so why not do something special for her? Especially since I chose a dragon as my 'sona.

I'm plotting a three-part story and four part art set.

The first story and piece of art will be completely safe for work, Kailith giving New Year's advice. Maybe with the snake in question peeking into frame.

During the second part, The Story begins in earnest, this is where the fun begins, after all. Our kindly Dragon finds himself descended upon by a snake, wanting to have some fun before the new year. A simple NSFW snake and dragon piece. Snake dom, Dragon sub.

Since this is me, and since some of you watch me for some pretty specific things, I think you can guess where this last part is going. Once a proper New Year's orgasm is achieved, the Snake decides to give his own advice, to leave things behind in last year and look forward to the new year. This advice is coupled with him taking a big shit all over Kailith, the dragon of this series. The third and fourth piece would commemorate this, the third piece would be the beginning of it, probably either starting off near the head or just piling on somewhere so that way everyone can see the creampie. In the final piece, the snake had a lot to unload. Poor Kailith is pretty much completely buried AND had a mouthful.

I haven't decided on a budget yet, but I do need to have one. Back when I first started in the community I was super excited and kind of let myself go a little too heavy and extreme. I was not careful with my money at all and definitely made a few over-excited impulses. Now, years later, I look back on the mistakes of my past and say I need to move forward.

Things can be discussed, but I would like discussion! Maybe someone has a snake they want to star here? We could split! Want to be the(or one of the) artists, or story writers? Well hit me up!

TLDR: I want to find a writer and an artist for a 3 story, 4(maybe 5 for a clean part 3 alt version) art piece set commemorating the Year of the Dragon and welcoming the new Year.

And another year down! The age increases once more and I celebrate a new

And another year down! The age increases once more and I celebrate a new

I don't even know what to say. I guess I should start with thank you, that might be a bit obvious, but from there? Uh, I dunno!

Any art in progress? Yes, I have one thing currently WIP, but from there, I'm not sure what I'd want next... from something for me, to a joint comm, a big thing or small, I really am not sure where to to next.

I wasn't expecting to reach this many Watchers in the first place, I uploaded what I did because each of the things I got are things I like or ideas I wanted to stoke the flames for.

As for what I want to do in the future? That's something I'm not sure I'm ready to answer. There's a lot of things going on in my personal life, threatening well-being and livelihood, but I won't try to let it stop me from being here. As this is one of my escapes, a place where I can go to smile and have some good times.

Y'all're wonderful, thanks for the watches, I hope I can live up to your expectations.

Q&A: Heck. I gotta do SOMETHING. So, uh, Comment or note questions and I can answer em, or, atleast most of em.

From one of the YouTubers I watch, another save TF2 attempt was made.

While it's nice that they're increasing the amount of people that can play the game it doesn't solve the problem everyone is protesting. Valve is inactive about the fact that their game is currently plagued with so many cheaters, people don't even feel encouraged to use their low effort leveling system or do their contract missions.

Why? For any of my Watchers that don't play the game, let me put it like this:

- You accept a mission, these missions usually Focus around a certain map or a certain playstyle, sometimes a weapon instead.

- the only way to earn points for this mission is to play on official servers, so you go to log into casual mode.

- You join the game to find a slew of voice chat spamming, racist cheating Bots that are spinning wildly and instantly headshotting anything that comes into their sight lines that isn't another bot.

- Okay... they aren't all like this? Even if they aren't, they have methods to make it so that they are. If they can get six of them into a server, they threaten to completely overthrow the balance that would allow players to keep them out of the game.

- Yes, there is an anti-cheat, but that shit is so bad that designing around it almost feels like child's play. It's clearly more inactive at the moment, barely doing a dent in any amount of the numbers.

- Let's hypothetically say a ban wave was released, hundreds, nay, THOUSANDS of bots suddenly gets banned! Well the game is free to play, making an account is free, that's kind of one of the few appeals of the game that draw people in, the fact that it's one of the first games you can pick up upon making a steam account if you like a first person shooter. The problem is now all those banned Bots are just going to make new burner emails, repeat the process, and for all we know, they could come back triple fold.

If the TF2 community, a community around the game I enjoy greatly really wants to speed scene fixed, we can't stop making noise because they're expanding compatibility. We can't keep cheering whenever they update localization files thinking they care about us. We need to keep making noise, and because I missed the original save TF2-2 event, and I'm hearing about the results instead, I figured I'd share my thoughts. After all, I made a statement on the first save TF2. If people are going to stop crying for action, just because they say they're doing something with the game at all, then we're basically just going to fall back into the update localization files loop.

We want an answer, Valve
I have been playing since or before Gun Mettle, none of your decisions have incited me to quit the game, and although I'm currently on a hiatus due to chaos at work, I don't want to come back to a corpse of a game I enjoy. If you're going to take down another game and dmca strike it, then prove to us that you deserve to keep it. Everyone who stepped into Save TF2? Don't quiet down until we KNOW we have a solution.

Another age up day! Hoo-zah!

Excuse me, but what the hell? 100 of you guys decided to click that watch button?

Oh geez, now I gotta hope I can keep up content yall can enjoy! Aww jeez aww darn aww heck. Well, I sure hope you enjoy whatever dirty escapades come up next, or in that case, whatever comes up next!

I have always been open to doing role play with anyone, I can work to split commissions if someone decides they like one of my characters enough to try and pull it all together, stuff I really should be talking about more.

Okay, starting to ramble, point is, thank you all for 100 watchers. Never expected to get here, now that I'm here I don't know what I'm going to do, just going to keep doing the same old stupid stuff.

Stay safe out there, you hear me? Keep well and smile!

Need a reason?

"It is true Goblin Shenaniganry Hours."

I am no mainstream YouTuber, I am no famous member of the community. But I still feel like I should make my self known. I stand with a game I've come to enjoy for years now. So on this day where the community is banding together and throwing out an outcry for something, I will say my piece too.

TF2 is like that one Aunt, y'know the one, sometimes you can hardly tolerate her, but you cannot deny she makes the best confectionaries. The game forms a quick love-hate relationship with its player base and folks who enjoy some of the charms of the game will always come back for more, or players who wish to succeed in the game.

I, myself. Play the game casually, bouncing around Community servers and occasionally casual servers in order to fool around, Converse and have fun. That doesn't mean that the game still isn't gets me sometimes. I do tend to be a passionate Gamer In The End. But that hardly changes my stance about how the game isn't ready to die. The player base still enjoys it, and all we need is just for something to happen to the Bots. Am I a hardcore player? No. But I'm exactly the type of person that the Bot Situation is attacking, someone trying to play casual TF2 because they have contracts due to the last update (over 3 years ago) bringing us them.

To those want to know more, about tf2, about #savetf2 or the bot "crisis". I can answer srmi confidently about any question you got.

Wowzers! 100 Favorites! 50 watchers! Holy Hecking Hamburgers Hatman! To be honest, Didn't think this many people shared interests in things I liked like this! Thanks everyone, I truly appreciate every single one of your favorites, even if I had to stop saying "Thanks for the Favorite" in the shouts.

Be safe and be well out there!

More will come in the future!

Ya know, i never thought i would hit 25 watchers, i feel like i am inclined to do something...
What i CAN do is be a gamer, a DM or a Roleplayer. If you want something from me, i have put my cards on the table.
Thanks for 25 watchers! What a milestone, and i am almost at 50 favoriters too!

I have decided to start making strides, putting aside money to commission and making my profile a little less gloomy, I don't know why I waited so long to do this, but I feel like I should start making much-needed changes.

Looking for a ref sheet for Kailith, My Dancer/Wizard Feral Black dragon, reccommend artists, and hope i can afford em!

Eh might as well put in the talk about who I would roleplay as,
Kailith: Extremely lightweight and flexible black-scaled dragon, completely noseblind and has to smell like a snake, Master of performing arts, Miracle(Survive lethal blow with 1 health) tank armed with many selfheals.
Game of origin:Fire Emblem 6&7(Elibean/Arcadian)
Game universes visited(Non-canonical of course):Persona(obtaining Psiokinetic magics through fuck it methods) Final Fantasy/kingdomhearts.
Side note:First Character I made. so a little extra power might be existing, its kind of the pox of being a first character dragon OC, Look okay maybe a little edgy but does it have to be-- fine its edgy despite a kind outgoing and jokey nature. I have the backstory all flushed out, but I don't feel like writing it at the current moment

John Marcusson:My world of Warcraft main and second real character made, Dodge tank bear druid Worgen who wields the pointy stick(lance) and the stabby stick(sword) the latter being a personal preference and enjoyment.
Game of Origin: World of Warcraft.
Game universes visited: Fire emblem Thracia 776(grannvale), monster hunter(all of them I guess?)
Weapons of choice: Meisterspeer (The Master Lance From Fire emblem T776), an unrefined Azerite Blade(Very unstable weapon that could explode if in the wrong hands, he can only wield it due to Royal blood he had forcefully given to him, hooray! ow it still hurts to use it), Magic, as a druid this should be a given.
Side note: I have charted the course of this only to realize its a fucking protagonist plot, I am choosing to roll with it anyways so hooray!

I would write more but frankly I will probably just write out their stories another time, or find someone willing to write it for me. Or both, eh ya know I don't really know where I am going with this but I will do it anyways,