This is fitting :P

Imma be there! I'm excited to see all of my old friends again, and hopefully make some new ones! :)

Hey everyone,
Long time no....journal? I guess? I dunno it's kind of weird going back into the game of things!

So, update, right.....I've been doing a lot of streaming on twitch. I know a lot have known about this, but in case you haven't, let me keep ya up to speed! The past few years i've been given an opportunity to take part of short videos/youtube videos with a friend of mine who does it for a living. And I've been wanting to branch out to see if I can be my own creator as well. So to make myself distinct and unique, i've been doing livestreams!

Out of curiosity, would any be interested if I shared my stream links when I go live so anyone who wants to watch can check it out?

I know it's out of the blue on this one, but I wanted to see if I can make sure of this account here!

Hi guys,

I think I need to make this journal because I think at this point, I probably have nothing to lose.

I think this leave for FA, at this point, may be permanent. I'll still support those on my skype for commissions and through patreon and picarto if i subscribed to them. But as far as active on posting on FA and interactivity on here, yeah it's pretty much it.

For those on skype, I'm not leaving there, I'm still gonna poke ya and such, including steam and telegram. But as FA goes, thank you guys so much for an amazing and learning discovery 6 years. Until next time, farewell.

Due to series of events, I think i'm gonna be away from here for a good while. Don't know when i'll be back. Thank you for understanding, and be safe.

Thank you all on skype and FA for the birthday wishes, it really means a lot to me <3

It was a pretty quiet birthday actually, mostly cause my brother got sick on the trip. But we still made it work where he can rest and we can still all have fun together.

My friend  mangoicy is doing her first YCH. If ya want to be in something cool and big, now is your chance! If you can't afford it, spread it around and see if someone is interested in bidding.

Link is here : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18040476/

1. Sorry I've been gone for so long, I've been so caught up with work and that's been eating a lot of time.

2. I've also been more busy on Vine more than FA. If ya want to check me out, look up That Kenny Guy. I also reblog it if you follow my tumblr.

3. This one is more of a rant more than anything else. If you're gonna compare one artist to another artist based on style...um, don't. Seriously it's really rude to do so.

Stay safe this holiday and I love you <3

I heard the news, are you guys okay? :C

Guess i should update ya since it's been a while :P

Well, recently I quit my job at the school a few weeks ago, because i was offered a fulltime job at an insurance company for the help desk position. Let me tell you, it was a great change for me. Easy, but responsible, and full of awesome people! Plus first job i get benefits and better pay at. So there's been that.

Also, since Christmas is just around the corner, I want to know how many folks will help me on this. Since he's not watching me, keep this a secret :P

My buddy is thinking i'm gonna get him a new headset for Christmas. Well, I am, but little does he know he's also gonna get something bigger. Something that will help him in life. A new bed set.

Now, I can afford it, it'll only be a bit over 200 dollars, but I thought it wouldn't hurt to ask. How many folks would like to help pitch in for the project? You can donate as much as you like (just as long as it doesn't hurt you in the process.) For those who volunteer, I will put your name on the list of folks who donated, so that when i sent this person a letter along with the bed, your name will be in it.

For those interested, feel free to note me. Now again, if you can't, it's not problem. Like i said, I can afford it, I just want to see who would be interested in helping play Santa Claus for a cool dude :)

Thank you all so much for the birthday wishes, and for the cool gifts for those who gave me them. You all are so awesome and make me glad i know you all <3

Except replace 23 with 25

Gonna do a few more if anyone's interested, ya know the drill! ^^

Hey guys, gonna open some coloring work to try to save up for my birthday this weekend. I can flat color your sketch or lineart for a fair price. IF you're interested, comment here or note me ^^

Will do nude pics, but no adult.

Examples of coloring: from soulman1 https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....ason%20bbw.png
from kanancollie http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14593464/

If you want background, it will be extra along with nude pics.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6151834/

This guy here is doing a commission drive to help get him to see his GF  mangoicy and it would be really cool if you could help him out by commissioning him or spreading the word. His stuff is awesome!

I've thought of going to megaplex for the whole weekend for the 2015 year, but I had a different idea I wanted to try doing.

I want to take a trip to haiti for a week or two to volunteer, most likely at a children's orphanage. If i do both, it'll be one expensive year for me, considering the haiti trip will cost about 1000 bucks. But if i plan it right, and save up.....maybe i could. I've thought of doing a donation drive, but i don't think it would be a good thing for me to do.

What do you guys think?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZW.....ature=youtu.be

Part one of five nights at freddy's

Thank you all for going to my livestream of me playing FnaF. It was so cool to see that more than 30 of you came to watch me scare myself XD

Honestly though, you guys are awesome, and I plan on doing more.

So my gift to you guys, links to the stream so you can watch it if you missed it :D

Part 1-https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....212242_696.mp4
Part 2-https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....230631_696.mp4

It would be awesome if you guys shared this journal with everyone so they can see it. Cause I do want to do more of these in the future, and even do charity streams to game and help charities out c:

Thanks again, and I'll see you guys later ^^

P.S., if you have a game suggestion, do tell me and i'll try to get it c:

Before you read this, this is not meant to cause drama, I just want some feedback on the question I will ask later.

Over the years I do some things for some friends in the past, whether it's loaning some cash here and there, getting a pic, etc etc. But sometimes, the selfish side of me would like a thing in return for the favor i've done for them, but I usually don't ask, because....well I guess i'm too nice.

Though sometimes, when they get something for another friend of theirs, I do get, a bit jealous. I'm not sure why, but I feel it from time to time and it bums me out greatly.

So, question to anyone who feels that. How do you get over it? Can jealousy be overcome somehow? Because I know if I be selfish, it'll eat me up, and I want to get over it. Again, this isn't suppose to start drama, I just want feedback on how you deal with jealousy.

Thank you for reading~

Everyone's doing it so i will to :v

Yeah, think i better update since it's been, forever.

First off, work is still going good, been working in tech support for a school for a while now, just made it to my first year, and going strong for the second year. Doing things i love, and even doing some on the side for freelance. Now I know how artist feels when they work freelance, sorta x3

Also, I got a roomate, and two coming soon. Yeah, it's a really cool feeling to have friends live with ya. There are some slight bumps on the road, however it's nothing we can't handle, and we work together as a team. Really excited about the third one moving in.....oh yeah, the roomates are  zazaleto and  oliver So...that's awesome =3

And, for a little while, i'll try to attend Megaplex, which is my very first con. Even though i'll be there only for friday, i wanna know if anyone will be there on that day. x3

So anyways, tha'ts my update in a nutshell. Short, vague and to the point XP

I guess this is a good time to come back from the haitus, i think o.o

I just know for now, i gotta make sure i manage my time right, focus more on school and work. So.....yeah, uhhh.....how is everyone? o:

I have to go on hiatus on FA. I've hurt too many people, and if i want to get my life in together, and make things right to those i've hurt, I have to focus on the things that are important. As much as i love you all, I gotta do this. When will I be back, I dunno, i guess I'll just have to find out.

Work with two jobs isn't exactly all roses and fun for me, family has been involved with more drama than i can really actually want, my grandmother has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, and on top of that, I have treated quite a lot of my friends very bad.


Lately I haven't been the best person to a lot of folks recently. I was told I have hurt quite a lot of people by one way or another. So after talking to the person about it, he told me that I should get my act together, act my age, and be responsible with them. So, in this journal, and be completely honest with me, if I have hurt you, in any way shape or form, I want you to either tell me in this journal or note me about it. I want to make things right with you and be the man that I want to grow up to be.

Thank you for your time.

This video helps me out a lot,

http://youtu.be/ptTi2vYDx5o?t=2m11s