Need a big favor from ya.
General | Posted 12 years agoYou know what's great about having a seizure at work?
General | Posted 12 years agoColoring jobs
General | Posted 12 years agoDecided to open since i haven't done so in a while. Anyone interested? name your price x3
Goodbye everyone~
General | Posted 12 years agoDon't worry, i'll be fine, just going on the trip. I'll be back in about two weeks, july 12th. Stay safe everyone~ ^^
P.S., those going to AC, have fun c:
P.S., those going to AC, have fun c:
The "Not going to AC" Meme :D
General | Posted 12 years agoHa ha, in all seriousness though, I'm gonna be going on a long vacation (away from the computer, ZOMG D:)
Going to Cimarron, New Mexico for two weeks. I'll be gone from this Thursday, June 27th to July 12th.
Ya'll stay safe in the meantime, and for those who are going to AC, have fun and you better bring pics back :P
Going to Cimarron, New Mexico for two weeks. I'll be gone from this Thursday, June 27th to July 12th.
Ya'll stay safe in the meantime, and for those who are going to AC, have fun and you better bring pics back :P
Guess it's time for another deep thought journal
General | Posted 12 years agoSo first off, Happy Fathers Day to anyone out there, if you don't have one or anything like that, i give you all my hugs and such, because i care.
So, to the point of this journal. Um, I spent some time with my dad today, and we were talking about what would happen in my future. What kind of accomplishments would I achieve and all that stuff. And something, kinda hit me hard.....I....kinda don't know, what I want in my life. I mean the past two years, has been the same routine for me. Find a job, lose it within months, find another one, lose it within months, so on and so on. With family, visit mom and dad, have them talk about my relatives and how they're struggling with each other and fighting and such. With friends, well, I still keep in touch and we hang out, and on here....well.....I'm not sure anymore.
Ever since I joined FA, the main goal on here, was try to make as much friends as I can, to be the best I can be to people, to respect them with kindness and care for them. And over the years, I made so many amazing friends, being able to skype with a good amount of them, hang with them, chat, and......be important....to someone. I guess nowadays, I kinda notice that....I dunno, I might of overstayed my welcome sometimes. I understand that they have hectic schedules and such, and I'm okay with that, I respect them for that. But a lot of times, I get quite a few folks, who when i try to talk to.....they just kinda....rudely throw me off. Not sure if they were just having a bad day or whatever, but it just seems to happen with me often.
However, the main reason why I wrote this journal, is.....well.....my purpose on FA really. Cause to be honest.....I don't know.....what my purpose is really. I mean, I met so many people and such, and they got to do so many awesome stuff together. But sometimes......I kinda feel, that I don't, really have a.....I guess you can say, "group". Like I'm one who can just, come into a group and kinda fit in, for the most part. But for one that says "Hey, you belong here, we like you here" and such, I'm not.....sure I have one.....to be honest. I mean I want to believe I do, but.....I dunno, I kinda second guess myself sometimes.
And there's a part of me, that really is scared to think of the day where......I just, give up here. Cause, I always dreamed of having a family, marry someone, have a kid or two, and spend the rest of my life with them. But I know, if I do this....I'm gonna have to leave all this behind. My friends, my FA family (kinda weird saying now that I think about it).....everyone. And I know, if I do, a good majority of me is gonna be torn apart, cause all the people I meet on here is a part of me (yes, even to those who do not like me).
There's a part of me that says "If you go, it won't be a big lost to the community really. I mean, you weren't even a furry to begin with, it'll like nothing happened." But another says "You do this, and you will not only hurt yourself, but everyone else you met on here."
I mean.....I really don't know, what exactly, the right thing is for me anymore. Do I matter?.....i mean.....to anyone? Like, if I left, for, whatever reason.....would anyone notice?.....i dunno....Sometimes I feel like some UPS guy dropped me off cause I don't really belong....or something
Anyways, if this causes drama, I sincerely apologize and will be more than happy to take this down.....I just wanted to get it off my chest since I feel like I can't personally tell anyone.
So, to the point of this journal. Um, I spent some time with my dad today, and we were talking about what would happen in my future. What kind of accomplishments would I achieve and all that stuff. And something, kinda hit me hard.....I....kinda don't know, what I want in my life. I mean the past two years, has been the same routine for me. Find a job, lose it within months, find another one, lose it within months, so on and so on. With family, visit mom and dad, have them talk about my relatives and how they're struggling with each other and fighting and such. With friends, well, I still keep in touch and we hang out, and on here....well.....I'm not sure anymore.
Ever since I joined FA, the main goal on here, was try to make as much friends as I can, to be the best I can be to people, to respect them with kindness and care for them. And over the years, I made so many amazing friends, being able to skype with a good amount of them, hang with them, chat, and......be important....to someone. I guess nowadays, I kinda notice that....I dunno, I might of overstayed my welcome sometimes. I understand that they have hectic schedules and such, and I'm okay with that, I respect them for that. But a lot of times, I get quite a few folks, who when i try to talk to.....they just kinda....rudely throw me off. Not sure if they were just having a bad day or whatever, but it just seems to happen with me often.
However, the main reason why I wrote this journal, is.....well.....my purpose on FA really. Cause to be honest.....I don't know.....what my purpose is really. I mean, I met so many people and such, and they got to do so many awesome stuff together. But sometimes......I kinda feel, that I don't, really have a.....I guess you can say, "group". Like I'm one who can just, come into a group and kinda fit in, for the most part. But for one that says "Hey, you belong here, we like you here" and such, I'm not.....sure I have one.....to be honest. I mean I want to believe I do, but.....I dunno, I kinda second guess myself sometimes.
And there's a part of me, that really is scared to think of the day where......I just, give up here. Cause, I always dreamed of having a family, marry someone, have a kid or two, and spend the rest of my life with them. But I know, if I do this....I'm gonna have to leave all this behind. My friends, my FA family (kinda weird saying now that I think about it).....everyone. And I know, if I do, a good majority of me is gonna be torn apart, cause all the people I meet on here is a part of me (yes, even to those who do not like me).
There's a part of me that says "If you go, it won't be a big lost to the community really. I mean, you weren't even a furry to begin with, it'll like nothing happened." But another says "You do this, and you will not only hurt yourself, but everyone else you met on here."
I mean.....I really don't know, what exactly, the right thing is for me anymore. Do I matter?.....i mean.....to anyone? Like, if I left, for, whatever reason.....would anyone notice?.....i dunno....Sometimes I feel like some UPS guy dropped me off cause I don't really belong....or something
Anyways, if this causes drama, I sincerely apologize and will be more than happy to take this down.....I just wanted to get it off my chest since I feel like I can't personally tell anyone.
Question for anyone
General | Posted 12 years agoIf this journal causes drama, I apologize and I will be more than happy to take this down.
But have you ever commissioned someone for lets say a sketch, and they would take months, even over a year to do?
P.S., seeing your name on the artist "to do" list does not count.
But have you ever commissioned someone for lets say a sketch, and they would take months, even over a year to do?
P.S., seeing your name on the artist "to do" list does not count.
What I assume microsoft is thinking right now
General | Posted 12 years ago"Whelp, time to clean up my desk"
Sony just gave Microsoft a big "F you I'm better" XD
Sony just gave Microsoft a big "F you I'm better" XD
Instead of a coloring commission
General | Posted 12 years agoI'll do a buy one get one. If you pay for a flat coloring job from me, you get a fun chibi drawing for free of your character with a face expression of your choice.
It would look like this https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10726339/ (course it's not that good, but hey, it's free so why not.)
Note me if you're interested
It would look like this https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10726339/ (course it's not that good, but hey, it's free so why not.)
Note me if you're interested
Commissions
General | Posted 12 years agoGonna try to do some coloring work, plus might do the chibi stuff like i did for me. You name your price, note me if you're interested.
Guess who lost a job?
General | Posted 12 years agoI did! :D .............FML v.v
So, you like fatties?
General | Posted 12 years agoCourse you do, who doesn't? But who can you go to for affordable and awesome lineart? Why this guy here of course
trinitylight
He does some of the cutest and coolest pics you'll ever see. Plus if you're a pokemon fan, he can draw those to.
Here's the information you need to get started. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10587632/
If you can't commission him, definitely spread the word, he can use all the help and support he can get ^^
trinitylightHe does some of the cutest and coolest pics you'll ever see. Plus if you're a pokemon fan, he can draw those to.
Here's the information you need to get started. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10587632/
If you can't commission him, definitely spread the word, he can use all the help and support he can get ^^
In regards to the hacker thingymabober
General | Posted 12 years agoHow did this happen?
General | Posted 12 years agoMonday- *gets a call from my school's museum and zoo* Hey Kenny, just so you know we're calling to schedule an interview for the IT position.
Tuesday-*gets a phone call from my high school* Hi kenny, we're calling you in regards for the job as computer assistant interview, what time are you avaliable?
Wednsday-*gets an email from my parent's friend* Hi kenny, heard you were looking for work. Send me your resume and I'll have them review it and I'll give you a good word (P.S., he's an important surgeon at a hospital).
......how did that happen? o0
Tuesday-*gets a phone call from my high school* Hi kenny, we're calling you in regards for the job as computer assistant interview, what time are you avaliable?
Wednsday-*gets an email from my parent's friend* Hi kenny, heard you were looking for work. Send me your resume and I'll have them review it and I'll give you a good word (P.S., he's an important surgeon at a hospital).
......how did that happen? o0
My trip home from work today
General | Posted 12 years ago*Sees my bus stop at a red light right after seconds ago missing the stop* Hey, can you open up real quick so I can get in?.....No?.....I have to run a quarter mile to the next time before you get there within 30 seconds otherwise you'll drive pass me?...Okay then, thank you! *sarcasm thanks*
Result of a one day vacation
General | Posted 12 years agoVacation- Had a good time, was something I needed, would gladly do it again.
Downside-Stomach bug, depression, and having to see things happen that will make my depression much worse (job rejection letters, family drama, a few FA drama to).......fuck....
Downside-Stomach bug, depression, and having to see things happen that will make my depression much worse (job rejection letters, family drama, a few FA drama to).......fuck....
My buddy is doing something really cool
General | Posted 12 years agoMy bud
grinex is doing a really cool series. You can be in it to, for a pretty awesome price to. And for quality like his, you know you're getting your money's worth.
Here's a journal with all the information- http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4497743/
Tell him i sent ya ^^
grinex is doing a really cool series. You can be in it to, for a pretty awesome price to. And for quality like his, you know you're getting your money's worth.Here's a journal with all the information- http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4497743/
Tell him i sent ya ^^
my commission info tab
General | Posted 12 years agoIt is ready.....yep.
Guys...I've been really thinking about this.....
General | Posted 12 years ago.......My hugging days are over.......man, this is really hard for me to admit this.
Why did I decide on this? Well for many reasons really. For one, I just didn't see the point there. I mean, what kind of person on FA just wants to give almost everyone hugs?....I mean for real, what's the point? Nobody likes it, it's creepy as hell, does not help anyone, and just bugs them. And after many folks telling me how weird it is to hug others, I finally understood.....So....yeah.....no more hugs........
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA *laughs uncontrollably* Oh god....oooooh god *catches breath* Okay seriously, that was so hard not to keep a straight face while telling you guys that XD
You guys really thought that my hugging days are over? Hell no! April Fools y'all XD
But in all seriousness, be careful with your April fools joke and have fun with it ^o^
P.S., don't say you're leaving FA for April fools. For one it's unoriginal, two, people won't know if you're for real or not, and three it's stupid XD
Why did I decide on this? Well for many reasons really. For one, I just didn't see the point there. I mean, what kind of person on FA just wants to give almost everyone hugs?....I mean for real, what's the point? Nobody likes it, it's creepy as hell, does not help anyone, and just bugs them. And after many folks telling me how weird it is to hug others, I finally understood.....So....yeah.....no more hugs........
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA *laughs uncontrollably* Oh god....oooooh god *catches breath* Okay seriously, that was so hard not to keep a straight face while telling you guys that XD
You guys really thought that my hugging days are over? Hell no! April Fools y'all XD
But in all seriousness, be careful with your April fools joke and have fun with it ^o^
P.S., don't say you're leaving FA for April fools. For one it's unoriginal, two, people won't know if you're for real or not, and three it's stupid XD
Time to open coloring commisions
General | Posted 13 years agoI'll color your pics for a really good price. Flat colors and it has to be clean pics only, if you're interested, message me here. c:
Ex- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10011166/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9999263/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9971000/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9618635/
Ex- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10011166/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9999263/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9971000/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9618635/
A friend of mine is doing commisions
General | Posted 13 years agoShe's saving up for AC, she's really good at her stuff, definitely check her out if you can.
HEEEEEEEEEEEERE
lilbluefoxie
HEEEEEEEEEEEERE
lilbluefoxiePart two of the first video is up
General | Posted 13 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTeNlM72Q38&list=LLmPH7zJuAH0wIasIOmfzKGA
My first video is up
General | Posted 13 years agoNew youtube channel
General | Posted 13 years agoThis is were all of my livestream games will be posted. They will be edited, if you wanna subscribe and check them out, go here.
http://www.youtube.com/user/britchesgaming
I will put a video up soon.
http://www.youtube.com/user/britchesgaming
I will put a video up soon.
For future streams
General | Posted 13 years agoI'm starting to like doing these streams, i've been having a lot of fun with them. So here's some stuff i'm considering,
I may do more scary game streams, but i found out most of the games i need half life/amnesia and such, so i may save up for them. Could ask if someone can donate it, but that's too selfish XD
Another, i'm surprised no one thought of this, but how about interviews with artist on FA. Might be a fun thing to do, kinda like a get to know your artist behind the character.
Anyways, that's what's coming up for me for livestreams, if you have any suggestions on games or suggestions on who i should interview, tell me c:
I may do more scary game streams, but i found out most of the games i need half life/amnesia and such, so i may save up for them. Could ask if someone can donate it, but that's too selfish XD
Another, i'm surprised no one thought of this, but how about interviews with artist on FA. Might be a fun thing to do, kinda like a get to know your artist behind the character.
Anyways, that's what's coming up for me for livestreams, if you have any suggestions on games or suggestions on who i should interview, tell me c:
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