Yeah, I don't know what to say exactly. I guess I kinda lost my passion for drawing. I know I still have some pokemon request that want to be seen but I feel pretty uninspired. It could be that I hate myself now or the surrounding to which I work and reside are really depressing.

I am at a complete loss and a sketchbook with unfinished doodles. So I don't know how long I'll be back to posting. After seeing a few other people's work looking pretty wicked awesome. I feel like I should improve my skills as well with this time... though, I need that spark back to draw. So I apologize for letting some of you down. ; w ;

Lastly, it is now 2016 and I just found out there was a Stitch anime.... WTF!? I'm glad it's non canon... the show is... no, just no.

Okay uh.... where to start. For those that chat with me on a daily basis ( ; w ; )

I didn't feel too well last monday... well goes way back 2 weeks ago on friday. I really didn't feel to well but I chose to ignore it and continued to work. Later I felt more like shit and thought I had the Flu... so I stayed in bed and thought it would pass for a day. The next day I kind felt fine so I went back to work and later it returned, but with a vengeance. I left home early and felt much, much, much worse. I then finally went to the hospital and well... I was told that I had the stomach flu and my body wasn't responding to well. So... spent a few days in a hospital bed and well... here I am. Heh.

What fun!!!

Saw Zootopia... then watched Deadpool. Zootopia was pretty great. Never gonna forget that film, might even make some fan art later. Deadpool though... loved it! Really brings back the feeling of true rated R films....

You guys watch any of the films

If there's any pokemon that you guys wanna see in my style. Let me know. Also... I want to try something else more. M/F or M/M or F/F, you people get it... :D

Well, I've got nothing to do except play video games all day after I work. Just haven't been in the mood for drawing these days

Been feeling like I've let myself down and the anxiety is no help at all(except for a special someone!). So I'm drowning myself in mindless violence in games

If you got an Xbox one or 360 and wanna do some multiplayer or co-op. My gamer tag is

Ninetailedfox72 (no relation to Naruto... japanese folklore people c'mon ; w ; )

I've got for Xbox one:

BO3(still fucking hate multiplayer) Dying light, Battlefield 4, and maybe a few more.

Xbox 360:

CoD AW, Dead Space 2 & 3, CoD MW3, Battlefield 4, ...uh... I have a lot more too.

Yeeeaaaah.... mostly shooters huh? Fuck ; w ;

Give me one good reason as to why I should give a f*ck about you! :D



You're all being tested when you step into my domain!

So I've gone back to work in construction again. It's been two years since I left it, but jesus... I have forgotten about the work load. I got too comfortable in my last job and now I'm just worn out after 5 hours... had another 5 more to go, but felt like forever. Now I just want to crash in my bed and do nothing, but I have promises to finish.

Lastly, I've been told that background for my work is not necassary, but I still feel uneasy. I want to better myself in the subject. What do you guys think... should i do commissions without backgrounds or what?

Yeah, so my year isn't starting off too great, but I'll just shrug it off like I always do... and then just lock myself in my home, but that's not what I wanted to chat.

I have been thinking about commissions for a long while now, but there's something that keeps gnawing at me. I feel like I don't give 100 percent in my work. It's backgrounds. I feel like that's what keeps holding me back. I just didn't feel right doing a character without a setting. I felt like when I got the hang of things with backgrounds, I can give it a shot.... and maybe also write a ToS too... heh.

In the mean time I am still currently working on more sketches and trying to complete t
he trades I have promised, but when a tablet is dying... yeah...

I also wanted to know what do you guys want to see more of? Also don't tell me "draw what I feel like" cause thats why I'm asking right now. What pokemon do you all want to see? And maybe what setting as well... I need to practice that too..

Thanks! :D

I know it won't be the year 2016 for a few hours, but some of us lucky people have to work on a that special day. I hope I don't drink too much as I work, but I also hope it isn't too stressful as well. I guess my new years resolution would be.... work on more art and hopefully start on commissions once again......as well as stop being a depressed S.O.B. :D

stay safe and have fun till next year! :D

From me to you!

I do apologize for not making any Christmas theme pic for now, but as my tablet keeps acting up, I'll just have to settle on patience.

So enjoy the Holidays as best as you can! :D

Ever since I posted the last journal, I've been messing around with the program and tablet settings (never a good idea). I think I've found a way to color again in my tablet. Soft shading techniques work again, but the BLACK and GREY colors aren't really working great. So I kinda have to use a flat shading technique just to make it work with the image...and not leave some sort of effect.

Efff....I was so close to tossing my tablet out the window...

I'm still going to buy a new tablet, but again... don't know when that's going to happen. So for now... I guess I can still draw, I guess. :T

Well...I found out what was the trouble. Thanks to a few friends. My Tablet is pretty old and it is slowing dying. Some of the tools aren't working like it should because my tablet is becoming a piece of junk. I can still use it, but tools make the art.... really sloppy. I tried to mask it with different techniques, but it still didn't help it. I understand that I'm doing trades right now AND a raffle this month, but I must put everything on hold until I get a new tablet. Since I don't have the money for it.....and it's December..... I don't see myself getting one this month, but hey. It's not like I update a lot of my work, right? *nervously laughs*

I'm not looking for handouts. I just wanted to inform you all about the predicament I'm in. *sigh*.... and the hole keeps getting deeper.

For some reason... when I'm coloring in SAI. The brush, watercolor, and blur tool keeps leaving effects. .. sort of like the brush tool with a painbrush effect.( I don't know how to describe it)... In short its totally not blurring like it should or blending the colors either. It can, but you clearly see the strokes.

I fiddled aound with my tools, making sure I had no effects on, but it still keeps showing up. I'm starting to think it's my tablet. It's a wacom bamboo pen & touch (the touch feature is a total nuisance lol, i thought it would be great :D) and I had it since 2013.

Is it time to get a new one?

Like I said in my previous Journal. I am currently taking trades. Primarily Pokemon trades, but again if I like the idea and style of your art. I can overlook other things than pokemon. The thing that I wanted to say, that I forgot to mention. My Meinshao is currently offlimits. So Please don't ask me to draw her with anybody else. I have my reasons.

I have three people who are on board and have already done two sketches. So I think I can take in more.

Thanks! :D

...And with special regards from me! Kamikitsu!

while you guys enjoy eating candy or partying as such. I'll be at work! :D

for the whole night! Yeah! :D

*scratches my head* I think it goes without saying.... what do you guys want more of? I understand that I made mostly female pics, but I haven't drawn males or anything else. Also I know some of you out there wants to know when I will get started on drawing commissions or take in requests... those will come soon, I promise. I was never really sure about commissions though. I never really believed in my ability to draw. I just think of something and then... y'know... draw it. Do I really have a style that is recognizable? I don't even know... lol.

Back to seeing something else. To be honest... I don't even know where to start off on males. I can tell almost half of my audience wants to see some "D" in my pics... well.. if you guys can name a good male pokemon. I might draw it soon enough.

This snivy's goal is to gain EXP. And grow! :D

Also Undertale was pretty good and way sad... I'm so drawing Toriel. :')
-Sgt. Florence out-

Nevermind... I fixed it. Piece of shit program was fucking up my picture.... had to do something else to it so FA can get it right!!! =_=

Alright... I'm going to be honest here. I've been struggling for the past few months. Just when I feel like I cleared an obstacle, two more crop up. For those that have been sending me notes to RP... I WILL post them on hold. Seriously... I'm in no mood. My art will come slowly... and I did make a few pokemon sketches in my notebook, but only time will tell if I'll actually get to it.

I thank all of you for supporting me. Without you guys I might have been another silent artist
There are a few good peeps in here that I trust and I want to get to know better, but till then.... I must crush all of my enemies and make a clear path. Thank you once again.

Well... It's been awhile since I last drew something. Kinda been depressed for the last few weeks and now trying to get over it. Sorry for the question I asked 3 days ago. I was kinda.... yeah... jaded, but I did find some interesting answers to which I thank you! I know I promised some more drawings, but weeks without drawing and no warmups make me want to play games again and realize how much of a sad sob I've been....

SO! What I can do is some sketches of your pokemon OC's in NSFW's....and then I can get back to doing more original poke smut.
(Again no Hybrids.... bit of a problem for me!)

Are you much more happier knowing your partner has the same interest as you? Or do you prefer to never show that side of you. I don't consider myself as a furry mainly cause I only like drawing and seeing other people's artwork. What's special in a furry relationship? I guess thats the true question that I wanted to ask...

Due to a problem at my job. A very important worker got fired. So now me and one of my friends will be filling in for him. Although I had already objected to it, I'm just going to suck it up and get it over with.

There's no easy way saying this. Ever since 2015 began, shit went downhill fast and real fast for my job. There's not enough people for the night shift. I'm stuck with the shit employees at night..... and oh yeah... I'm working 8 days straight. which isn't exactly legal, but what can I do when no other job is hiring. Working purely nights is definetely taking a toll on me. Screw my high paycheck.... I just want to draw! I know I have ideas and I want to draw them, but I seriously can't take the time and catch a breath without falling asleep or just making half-assed work. Buying an Xbox One didn't help either.

just playing Dying Light all day until I head out to work.

God...... I need to find a new job.

I'm not sure taking in commissions is such a good idea right now.

Finally turned 20 this year. Which means more responsibility for me. Yaaaaaay!
oh man....im so tired from working six days straight for three weeks now.... i need a good long break.
Hopefully drawing so more will help me...

And hoping that i can improve some more in the next years to come :)

Only 7 more days until I become a suave 20 yr old..... At least on the bright side. I can drink alcohol when I'm 21....oh wait... I do that now! Thanks Dad! (if I had one. ;w;). I don't think I'll be celebrating it. Friends are to busy to hang out and my parents don't celebrate it anymore since I'm an adult (they've been saying that when I turned 16). Also I got work on that night...... and the next....and the next.


After a slow slump(and few liquor bottles while being frustrated at myself, later) More art will be coming soon. I will try not to dissapoint. You can already expect that the NSFW OC request will be the ones done shortly first.... and then more generic pokemon later.

I really feel like I can use some more improvements. So I might create different styles from time to time.... mainly because I don't like the way I'm drawing now. There's always room for improvement!!! Do any of you actually like the way I draw now?

If you got any questions about what pokemon you want to see or the NSFW's please don't be afraid to ask.

Does any digital artist out there know of any good tablets, money is no object. I just want to know if there is a really good tablet out there. Thinking of replacing my old one.

Well.... I'm officially bored with what I do. Been playing games like BF4 and Fallout New Vegas for the past week.... been drawing a few things, but I don't like how they're coming out. So I might as well change it up a bit. To be honest, I don't know what to feel anymore. Just another day I guess.