Getting a new conouter so that means I will be able to better and faster, hoping to work on my drawing to but that will a slow process. Anywho super excited.



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Going to a Halloween party on Saturday with  Arkon (if he is feeling better) and my sister. I am super excited to wear my costume that I spent good money on, now if only my catsuit would get here then it would be complete lol. The main parts of it have come so I just glad of that. So that is the end of the random update and I hope any of you who are going out to parties for Halloween have a safe and fun time.

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Love this song and since im bored Im going to share it with you all :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XynYKD37n4

Artist: Brantley Gilbert
Song: More than Miles

Just getting home from work, thinking about staying up and doing some writing in hopes the fire and pain that I have been feeling in my knee all day will dissipate as it relaxes. Also hoping doing some writing will clear my mind a little. Well have a good night all and I may have something new posted later

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I don't really have anything new to say or talk about but I feel like I should update my journal since it has been awhile since I have done so. Whatever.

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Got invited to a bonfire party this friday after work, first one I have been to in a long time..wish it were friday already!!!


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I believe I have found a direction for my story Callie, I am going to take the idea of a story I had earlier and adjust it to fit the plot I have for Callie. Pretty excited for it, I also have a idea for some cover art...maybe I can get Arkon to draw it up for me...wonder what it will cost me lol :P




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I have hit a major block with the story I had been working on so in order to get rid of the block I have started a different story in order to get my mind working again. Not sure how far I am going to take this new one, guess is depends on if people like it so bear with me as I am changing somethings up and even adding a new character. The part of the story I am going to be posting is just part of a section but I want to get peoples feel and thoughts one it so comments are greatly welcomed. Thanks!:D



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Even though it was only a dream the words spoken can sting and leave a strange feeling, however, it makes me wonder if it really was a dream or was it a waring? Either way I hope you all have a good Easter this weekend :)



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Felt that I should post an updated journal and show that Im still breathing though I dont think it matters much lol, mainly Im just bored, im house/dog sitting for the next dew days so i will have some free time on my hands to post some new chapters that i have been working on. Thats all for all now folks!




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Hope you all had a good Christmas and hope you all will have a good new year, what does this new year hold in store for us I wonder. I am just excited that I have a full week off from work starting tomorrow, haven't had that in a few months so I plan on working on my story and posting it here soon.

Again I wish you all a Happy New Year and hope that it is filled with lot of fun!


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I'm back and better than ever. My writing has taken a bit of a change so many of you who read what I write may find a bit of a surprise in the story that I will be posting here soon.

Won't be on for probably a while, got shit going on with school, not like anyone cares anyways so why do i bother?

So I went with my friend to get her first tattoo today and now it makes me want to get my dragon one i have been planning on for awhile...time to save up my money!! That is all!



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Speaking of reading you all must be bored if you are reading this right now because it entails nothing of interest, just got home from school, at some Arby's, thinking about going to play some AC and possibly stealing RE 6 from Arkon when he gets home muahhaha. So read on dear readers read on thought there is nothing more to read.

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It's the flowers of moe!!!!

*most won't understand but I just had to say it :P*

Curse you AMP and Monster for keeping me awake, soo bored and I can't seem to sleep, so because of that I am writing this very random journal.....now off to dance....and sing.....and who knows what else....BYE!!!

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100 Truths

1. Last beverage: Coke

2. Last phone call: My mom

3. Last text message: Arkon

4. Last song you listened to: Carrie Underwood's Blown Away

5. Last time you cried: Two weekends ago


HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: Yes

7. Been cheated on: Yes

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No

9. Lost someone special: Yes sadly

10. Been depressed: No

11. Been drunk and threw up: Not yet



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Black

13. Dark Blue

14. Blood Red



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)

15. Made a new friend: no

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: Yes all the time

18. Met someone who changed you: Don't really know

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you: No

21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: Yes

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: About Half though some I wish I didn't

23. How many kids do you want?: At the most 2

24. Do you have any pets?: Yes, two dogs, a cat and 2 horses

25. Do you want to change your name: yes

26. Where did u last go?: Serenity Farms

27. What time did you wake up today?: like 9 something

28. What were you doing at midnight last night?: Getting ready for bed

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: The weekend

30. Last time you saw your Mother: About 30 mins ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: My height and mood swings

32. What are you listening to right now: My cat purr

34. Who is getting on your nerves now?: no one

35. Most visited webpage: FA and Facebook

36.Whats your real name: Erica

37. Nicknames: Monkey, Boo and Half Pint

39. Zodiac sign: Aries

40. Male or female?: Female

41. Primary School?: MCC

42. Secondary School?: ?

43. High school/college?: Coopersville High School/Mcc

44. Hair color: Dark Brown and Blonde

45. Long or short: Medium

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: I'd say its more then a crush

48: What do you like about yourself?: Don't really know

49. Piercings: Yes. 4 in the ear and one nose ring

50: Tattoos: Yes 4, One on my leg, one on my lower back, one on my left shoulder and one going right down my spine area

51. Righty or lefty: Right


FIRST:

52. First surgery: on my ears when i was like 5

53. First piercing: my ears

54. First best friend: Beth Miller

55. First sport you joined: Basketball

56. First vacation: Uh don't remember

57. First pair of trainers/running shoes: Don't run

RIGHT NOW:

58. Eating: Reese's Peanut Butter Cup's (Thanks Arkon)

59. Drinking: Coke

60. I'm about to: Watch FMA Brotherhood

61. Listening to: My cat purr

62. Waiting for: Some guy to show to shoot a movie scene with me riding my horse (weird I know)

63. I'm feeling:Tired


YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: Some Day

65. Get married?: Some Day I hope

66. Career: A Nurse and Paid on call firefighter (which I already am)

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: Both.

69. Shorter or taller: A little bit taller, I don't think I will find someone shorter than me

70. Older or Younger: About my age, maybe a year older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both

73. Sensitive or loud:Someone to have fun with. So, both.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship



HAVE YOU:

75. Kissed a stranger: No

76. Drank hard Liquor: Yes

77. Lost glasses/contacts: Glasses

78. Sex on first date: No

79. Broken someone's heart: Yes

80. Been arrested: No, but I have been in the back of a cop car once

81. Turned someone down: Yes

82. Cried when someone died: Yes of course

83. Fallen for a friend: Yes



MUSIC:

84. HIP HOP: eh

85. METAL: Heck yes

86. ROCK: Rock On

87. POP: Eh,

88. COUNTRY: Ye-haw

89. R & B: sometimes when i wanna dance

90. ALTERNATIVE: Yea



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No, I don't believe in that

92. Did you sing today?: Actually no, or at least not yet

93. Did something illegal?: Not that I know of...

94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: To when I first started college and restart from scratch

95. The moment you would choose to relive?: Don't really know

96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes

97. When was the last time you lied?: a few

98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: usually all three

99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?: depends but in most cases yes

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: nope

Bored and wanna start picking at some of my lame stories but not sure which one to pick from, and not sure exactly where to start either. Ugh I really should only stick with one story at a time...when am I ever going to learn.

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I'm still working on some new stuff but I am having a major writers block, I come up with all of this cool ideas but they all sound really stupid on paper. So if anyone actually reads the stuff I put up I am working on some new material.

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Took this because it looked cool

Your Existing Situation

"Inclined to choose luxurious things, which are gratifying to the senses. Turned off by things which are tacky and tasteless."
Your Stress Sources

"Looking to stand out in the crowd and wanting to keep her rank and status. her current situation is irritating her because she can't seem to find anybody out there who values the same high standards she does. she is feeling isolated and wants to give in to her carnal urges, but can't bring herself to appear weak in the eyes of others. Wants others to see her unique qualities and character but can't stand to come off as needy, so instead she has an ""I don't care"" attitude and pushing people away. she turns her back on those who criticizes her behavior, but beneath her indifference is a person who is in desperate need of approval."
Your Restrained Characteristics

Open and emotionally involved in relationships and easily finds satisfaction through sexual activity.

"Struggles to make her demands clear, but feels ignored. Feels resentful, but acts as if she doesn't care, doing what is necessary to keep peace."

Is bothered when her needs and desires are misunderstood and she feels there is no one to turn to or rely on. her self-centered attitude can cause her to be easily offended.

Current situation is leaving her doubtful and cautions about becoming intimately involved with others.

Applies tough standards to her potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in her sex life.

Your Desired Objective

Is in need of immediate rest and relaxation. Longs for peace and a sense they are understood. Feels she has been treated unfairly which makes her angry. Cannot stand to stay in an environment in which she is treated unfairly and with no consideration for her feelings.
Your Actual Problem

"Wants to be valued and respected, seeks a close and peaceful relationship with a shared respect of each other."
Your Actual Problem #2

Disappointed because her hopes have not come to pass and she fears coming up with new goals will only lead to further disappointment. These conflicting emotions lead to a feeling of anxiety and depression. she tries to escape into a peaceful and calm relationship which offers encouragement and protection from further disappointment.

Going to be working on my writing more since school is done for the summer. I am hoping that I will get rid of this writers block that I have when I go out to Colorado and visit my grandma and aunt. Hopefully will be posting some stuff soon. Also working on some drawings but its is a slow thing to learn :/


_Have a good night_

I do believe that it is time to do some more writing but not sure how far I will get (writers block). If anyone has any ideas they would to shout out give it a go, ideas are always welcome :)





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I wish summer would get here already and its only febuary!! I'm counting down the months to May when shows start and I get to go out to Colorado to vist my Grams and aunt. Don't ask why I am putting this up here but I just felt like it so I did...don't judge :P