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Posted 10 years agohttps://m.gofund.me/bg5t2myw
I made a gofundme, I'm currently needing to get a car and move to a friends house, I'm jobless atm, and the current place I'm living isn't a possibility to stay at anymore... So if you guys want to pitch in to help me survive and get my life on track, feel free, or share my gofundme.
Thank you. Also if you want to just send me some cash instead, you can send it to my paypal kangaroomike366[at]hotmail.com
I made a gofundme, I'm currently needing to get a car and move to a friends house, I'm jobless atm, and the current place I'm living isn't a possibility to stay at anymore... So if you guys want to pitch in to help me survive and get my life on track, feel free, or share my gofundme.
Thank you. Also if you want to just send me some cash instead, you can send it to my paypal kangaroomike366[at]hotmail.com
open for commissions!!! slots open
Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/16430234/ hopefully you can read it.
It's to help me pay for rent, and have alittle extra cash hopefully...
My endgame would be that and the down payment on a car, but I highly doubt that's gonna happen.
$10 - sketch, badges, line art.
$15 - regular ink or digital ink, digital drawing.
$20 - flatr color (color pencil), digital flat colors.
$25 - colored and shaded (full color), realism pencil drawing.
+ 5 dollars for multiple chars, or complexity.
If you like it, why not tip? it helps me out.
Paypal - kangaroomike366[at]hotmail.com
Send as a gift, note or comment if interested.
Skype: Roo_Mike
Examples.
Sketch - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11084625/
Line art - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10199472/
Badge - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16422809/
Inking - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10280879/
Digital drawing - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9859501/
Digital ink and color - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16336252/
Realism - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11084766/
Realism shaded badge - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11084839/
If you need anymore please look through my gallery.
It's to help me pay for rent, and have alittle extra cash hopefully...
My endgame would be that and the down payment on a car, but I highly doubt that's gonna happen.
$10 - sketch, badges, line art.
$15 - regular ink or digital ink, digital drawing.
$20 - flatr color (color pencil), digital flat colors.
$25 - colored and shaded (full color), realism pencil drawing.
+ 5 dollars for multiple chars, or complexity.
If you like it, why not tip? it helps me out.
Paypal - kangaroomike366[at]hotmail.com
Send as a gift, note or comment if interested.
Skype: Roo_Mike
Examples.
Sketch - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11084625/
Line art - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10199472/
Badge - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16422809/
Inking - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10280879/
Digital drawing - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9859501/
Digital ink and color - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16336252/
Realism - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11084766/
Realism shaded badge - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11084839/
If you need anymore please look through my gallery.
Does anybody want to draw some gift art for me? ;.-.;
Posted 11 years agoI haven't posted anything in forever. And I rarely have time to get on, I just realized, I never really get gift art. Like ever. I don't really buy commissions either. Maybe when I get some new glasses I will have a better outlook on life and start posting some more drawings, should have new glasses within a week.
So my question to you guys who read journals. Are you at all interested in drawing something for me? Just a doodle? Honestly, I don't mind low quality. More just to make me happy.
I work far too often to even doodle in my spare time, and my boss has me draw things for him. Since he is pitching an idea to Adult Swim. The guys at cartoon network actually love his Idea. So it's almost guarenteed to be turning into a show on there. :) So I will have helped with that.
So my question to you guys who read journals. Are you at all interested in drawing something for me? Just a doodle? Honestly, I don't mind low quality. More just to make me happy.
I work far too often to even doodle in my spare time, and my boss has me draw things for him. Since he is pitching an idea to Adult Swim. The guys at cartoon network actually love his Idea. So it's almost guarenteed to be turning into a show on there. :) So I will have helped with that.
Give me drawing ideas. P:
Posted 12 years agoYeah, off today!
FINALLY!!!!
I have no ideas, so just put some down in the comments, I have a new painting place so I would like to try out some painting.
also I found my tablet pen, so I COULD do some computer drawings too.
just because you put something down there does not mean I will draw it. these are just ideas to get me back in the drawing groove, and it isn't first come first serve, it's what I feel like doing.
also if you DO put something down there, leave some refs of your char and a few ideas of the poses you want.
Yes, it can be sexual, it can be anything except scat.
also I don't like drawing girls, just never got into it. but you can still put it down there if you want, I might try it.
:D
FINALLY!!!!
I have no ideas, so just put some down in the comments, I have a new painting place so I would like to try out some painting.
also I found my tablet pen, so I COULD do some computer drawings too.
just because you put something down there does not mean I will draw it. these are just ideas to get me back in the drawing groove, and it isn't first come first serve, it's what I feel like doing.
also if you DO put something down there, leave some refs of your char and a few ideas of the poses you want.
Yes, it can be sexual, it can be anything except scat.
also I don't like drawing girls, just never got into it. but you can still put it down there if you want, I might try it.
:D
I know FWA is 4 months away and all.
Posted 12 years agoBut I'm probably not going, not in 2014.
Hell, I'm probably not going to go again, FWA is fun and all, but most of it is just me wasting money on useless stuff, getting angry at the hotel and all the people that do stupid shit, trying to conversate with people awkwardly in some attempt to be social and part of the community.
Honestly, Big groups of people make me super nervous and anxious, I'm pretty good at hiding my panic attacks, usually I'll just sit there quietly for awhile, then try to leave. BUT everytime I go to these things, I'll meet people that seemingly like me, and will want me to stay at the party, game, group event, that is freaking me out and making me have a panic attack. Usually I don't want to seem like a dick, so I'll just stay and endure it, trying my best not to say something stupid, and just getting more and more angry at the situation.
Also, I never am that interested in anything happening there anyway, I just usually go to one or two things, stay in the board game room until I make a complete fool out of myself, have people continually offer me alcohol until I get tipsy and feel like shit, then go to artist alley and draw one or two things. the majority of the con is just me browsing around artist alley, trying to find people to draw fat versions of my character, or walking around aimlessly, seeing people that know me.
Usually when I go, people always tell me they want to hang out with me or take me somewhere, then immediately forget that I exist and go off, and sooooooo many people want me to try to find them and such. I never really get to hang out with any of them. then I get "OH GOD I ONLY GOT TO SEE YOU FOR LIKE A MINUTE, MAYBE NEXT YEAR."
I am not going through that again, like I said, I did have fun. But most of the people I see that seem like they would be cool to hang out with, I'm too socially awkward to actually meet, or if I do, they really don't want to be friends.
I don't think I will be going again, I may change my mind, usually I use this con as an excuse to get away from work for a couple of days and relax, but I never get to relax at a con, too much drama happening, too many people complaining about the small shit that "ruins" the con for them.
For all of those that I met at FWA and actually had fun with you, and it was nice to meet you.
Also I never really get online anymore, I work so freaking often that when I get an off day, I'm too freaking tired to even get online. I've stopped Rping entirely.
Hell, I'm probably not going to go again, FWA is fun and all, but most of it is just me wasting money on useless stuff, getting angry at the hotel and all the people that do stupid shit, trying to conversate with people awkwardly in some attempt to be social and part of the community.
Honestly, Big groups of people make me super nervous and anxious, I'm pretty good at hiding my panic attacks, usually I'll just sit there quietly for awhile, then try to leave. BUT everytime I go to these things, I'll meet people that seemingly like me, and will want me to stay at the party, game, group event, that is freaking me out and making me have a panic attack. Usually I don't want to seem like a dick, so I'll just stay and endure it, trying my best not to say something stupid, and just getting more and more angry at the situation.
Also, I never am that interested in anything happening there anyway, I just usually go to one or two things, stay in the board game room until I make a complete fool out of myself, have people continually offer me alcohol until I get tipsy and feel like shit, then go to artist alley and draw one or two things. the majority of the con is just me browsing around artist alley, trying to find people to draw fat versions of my character, or walking around aimlessly, seeing people that know me.
Usually when I go, people always tell me they want to hang out with me or take me somewhere, then immediately forget that I exist and go off, and sooooooo many people want me to try to find them and such. I never really get to hang out with any of them. then I get "OH GOD I ONLY GOT TO SEE YOU FOR LIKE A MINUTE, MAYBE NEXT YEAR."
I am not going through that again, like I said, I did have fun. But most of the people I see that seem like they would be cool to hang out with, I'm too socially awkward to actually meet, or if I do, they really don't want to be friends.
I don't think I will be going again, I may change my mind, usually I use this con as an excuse to get away from work for a couple of days and relax, but I never get to relax at a con, too much drama happening, too many people complaining about the small shit that "ruins" the con for them.
For all of those that I met at FWA and actually had fun with you, and it was nice to meet you.
Also I never really get online anymore, I work so freaking often that when I get an off day, I'm too freaking tired to even get online. I've stopped Rping entirely.
Free art raffle :3
Posted 12 years agoI don't want to hear about it.
Posted 12 years agoI don't want to.
Shut up.
Shut up.
I'm 23.
Posted 12 years agoYay.
turning 23 on July 24th.
Posted 12 years agoBirthdays have never really meant that much to me. lol if you guys want to wish me a happy one, do as you wish, I'm just happy I got that day off from work. Yay.
Maybe it's my regret.
Posted 12 years agoOr maybe I just feel like in 11 years I should have at least visited his grave once. After the funeral, I never really had a chance to go back.
at least, that's what I keep telling myself.
This is about my Dad, who died when I was 12, he was a great man, and I really miss him every now and then.
It's always at random times that his thought will enter my head and I will be happy for a few minutes, then the
memories that It was 11 years ago, And all the things that have happened in those 11 years slowly fill my mind.
Brother got shot, mother went crazy and tried to hit me with a truck, had to go to a baptist childrens home for a few years, ran away from that and lived with my aunt and uncle in their horribly under -taken-care-of house with the dogs and then having to leave there when I was 19, I mean that last one was a change for the better. but all of this crazy stuff happened within just a few years after my dad's death.
Not to mention on the way back from his funeral I got into a car wreck, quite literally the ride home, wreck, had to go to the hospital, I wasn't PHYSICALLY hurt, and I was too mentally numb to even realize how bad the wreck was. I thought it was quite funny how my uncle was sitting over in the other hospital bed with 3 broken ribs, messed up spine, smashed head, and a few other things, and I was fine, I literally got out of the truck, walked to the back, took my funeral jacket off, and sat on the back of the truck waiting for someone to come by, too numb to do anything but wave to cars.
Then seeing my mother nearly jump out of moving vehicle to see if I was okay. She was dumb and compulsive like that.
My father's name was James Edward Howard, He was born July 30,1942, He died September 11, 2002, He served 22 years in active military and in Vietnam. He got MANY MANY metals of Honor, and even a purple heart for that.
He was a great man, and I can only hope that someday I'll think of his images in my mind as a shining light to be a better person, instead of just missing him...
Love you dad...
Michael...
at least, that's what I keep telling myself.
This is about my Dad, who died when I was 12, he was a great man, and I really miss him every now and then.
It's always at random times that his thought will enter my head and I will be happy for a few minutes, then the
memories that It was 11 years ago, And all the things that have happened in those 11 years slowly fill my mind.
Brother got shot, mother went crazy and tried to hit me with a truck, had to go to a baptist childrens home for a few years, ran away from that and lived with my aunt and uncle in their horribly under -taken-care-of house with the dogs and then having to leave there when I was 19, I mean that last one was a change for the better. but all of this crazy stuff happened within just a few years after my dad's death.
Not to mention on the way back from his funeral I got into a car wreck, quite literally the ride home, wreck, had to go to the hospital, I wasn't PHYSICALLY hurt, and I was too mentally numb to even realize how bad the wreck was. I thought it was quite funny how my uncle was sitting over in the other hospital bed with 3 broken ribs, messed up spine, smashed head, and a few other things, and I was fine, I literally got out of the truck, walked to the back, took my funeral jacket off, and sat on the back of the truck waiting for someone to come by, too numb to do anything but wave to cars.
Then seeing my mother nearly jump out of moving vehicle to see if I was okay. She was dumb and compulsive like that.
My father's name was James Edward Howard, He was born July 30,1942, He died September 11, 2002, He served 22 years in active military and in Vietnam. He got MANY MANY metals of Honor, and even a purple heart for that.
He was a great man, and I can only hope that someday I'll think of his images in my mind as a shining light to be a better person, instead of just missing him...
Love you dad...
Michael...
New phone, same number
Posted 12 years agoIf you have my number, text me, I got all my contacts back, so feel free to text. :)
Well, my phone won't turn on at all.
Posted 12 years agoIt's been acting wonky for awhile now, first the power button stopped working so I had to turn on the phone/screen (if it was already on) using the usb, or by getting a text.
Now it won't turn on or charge at all. Either bad battery or it's just gone. I really don't want to have to buy a new phone. =.-.=; so if any of you guys have my number or anything like that. It's not working.
Now it won't turn on or charge at all. Either bad battery or it's just gone. I really don't want to have to buy a new phone. =.-.=; so if any of you guys have my number or anything like that. It's not working.
I swear...
Posted 12 years agoSo I've been on facebook for the last couple of days, I'm not really a facebook person but I'm trying.
I keep seeing people posting art that's not theirs, I mean, Not their character, not their art, they saw it on here and posted it.
but that wasn't what annoyed me. it was that they went into paint.net and added a logo of their name to the pictures.
Maybe it's just me, but I find it... http://youtu.be/aaSRYecKaqc
Warning: mature art in link below.
https://www.dropbox.com/s/onamm6nbo.....20anything.png
That's a picture of a stupid child on facebook. also and I'm not making this up, one of his status things was "Is it bad to have a small penis?"
found that hilarious, trying to make up for it with other things I guess.
I keep seeing people posting art that's not theirs, I mean, Not their character, not their art, they saw it on here and posted it.
but that wasn't what annoyed me. it was that they went into paint.net and added a logo of their name to the pictures.
Maybe it's just me, but I find it... http://youtu.be/aaSRYecKaqc
Warning: mature art in link below.
https://www.dropbox.com/s/onamm6nbo.....20anything.png
That's a picture of a stupid child on facebook. also and I'm not making this up, one of his status things was "Is it bad to have a small penis?"
found that hilarious, trying to make up for it with other things I guess.
about the posts!
Posted 12 years agoSince I finally wasn't a LAZYASS, and we got the scanner hooked up, i'm trying to post a lot of the stuff that I've drawn in the past couple months.
right now I'm just posting a few before going to work, SCAN / CUT / RESIZE / POST. it doesn't seem like much work, but it's quite annoying. XD
right now I'm just posting a few before going to work, SCAN / CUT / RESIZE / POST. it doesn't seem like much work, but it's quite annoying. XD
I forgot to add.
Posted 12 years agoTo my last journal.
FUCK THIS GAY EARTH.
FUCK THIS GAY EARTH.
You know what's great?
Posted 12 years agoKnowing that your friends are fucking, and having them try to hide it from you because they know you're the one that was friends with all of them. Then they stop hanging out with you, because they know you liked them all, and it would be too awkward to tell you.
That feeling of bitter betrayal makes me want to stab my fucking eyeballs out so I don't have to see their fucking faces anymore. I know I shouldn't be angry, but I guess It's just pure JEALOUSY.
Yes, I'm jealous, I know I shouldn't be. But i'm fucking human. I usually go numb when I have big amounts of feelings, but this time I can't. I can't go into that numb state that's usually so calming, so fucking nice.
I want my inability to feel anything back. But it's slowly fading, the safe warmth that was pure numbness goes away after you get too close to people.
That feeling of bitter betrayal makes me want to stab my fucking eyeballs out so I don't have to see their fucking faces anymore. I know I shouldn't be angry, but I guess It's just pure JEALOUSY.
Yes, I'm jealous, I know I shouldn't be. But i'm fucking human. I usually go numb when I have big amounts of feelings, but this time I can't. I can't go into that numb state that's usually so calming, so fucking nice.
I want my inability to feel anything back. But it's slowly fading, the safe warmth that was pure numbness goes away after you get too close to people.
almost 15k pageviews!
Posted 12 years ago:D accomplishment? I don't know if I want to do one of those if you get a pic of it you'll get something thingggssss D:
kirban I think. IDK D: what do you guys think$#$#!@$
kirban I think. IDK D: what do you guys think$#$#!@$
Alright, got a few things to do! also fwa
Posted 12 years agoFwa was great, got to meet a whole bunch of different people! Hung out with many new friends!
So as for things to do. I'm posting this journal to remind me of what I need to draw next. the things I got from fwa.
Firstly I need to finish a drawing I'm doing for
2 An anubis pic for waya. I always forget his fa name...
3 a badge for
Also known as titus.
If I owe you guys anything else or want me to draw it, tell me.
So as for things to do. I'm posting this journal to remind me of what I need to draw next. the things I got from fwa.
Firstly I need to finish a drawing I'm doing for
2 An anubis pic for waya. I always forget his fa name...
3 a badge for
Also known as titus.If I owe you guys anything else or want me to draw it, tell me.
so who else is going to FWA?
Posted 12 years agoI'm going to be going, maybe I'll see you guys up there!
Looking for an apartment again... fuck-
Posted 12 years agoSo, about a week ago our housemate, that me and 
pay 620 dollars a month to for rent /utilities and such, for the house we bought together, told us that she hasn't been paying the mortgage. for 2-3 months and we are all probably going to get evicted. Now, she didn't tell me this, because she knows that I get rather pissy about small things much less NOT PAYING THE FUCKING MORTGAGE.
And honestly I've come to expect this type of behavior from her, But she has the audacity to think that we are just going to move into a new apartment with her, she still wants money from us so we can pay for her boyfriends CDL school and licencing... But we pay her that money TO HAVE A FUCKING ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND POWER, not for some dumb bullshit like her boyfriend. And frankly her boyfriend is a nice guy, In love with a crazy, stupid, retarded bitch, They're thinking of marriage and such, but she's been in two already. You know why those didn't work out?
BECAUSE NOBODY FUCKING LIKES HER FAT STUPID ASS. and I say fat because she's like 350- 400 pounds. That isn't some type of anger thing I do to people, I love fat, so it isn't really an insult, BUT SHE IS DISGUSTING. And I hope she dies in a horrible way. Honestly I do. I have no respect, faith, trust, or care for this woman anymore, after 3 years of putting up with her bullshit, I'm done with it. She's manipulative, angry, compulsive, and overall the most retarded person I know. She doesn't have a job even though she had a year to get one, she was on unemployment for a year A FUCKING YEAR. who needs that long to find a job when she's apparently over qualified for anything. all she does is play W.O.W. all fucking day and bitch at us if we do anything.
I've passed the anger and rage point and have went straight to disappointment. How fucking stupid can you be...
So moral of the story is me and are going to be looking for a place to stay soon. because we're getting evicted anyway. Oh and we tried to take a shower today and there isn't any hot water. so she probably stopped paying that too. if so I'm not paying her a fucking cent more. she can have her house, her mortgage, and her bills, all on her, the bank can take the house I'm not living here anymore and we're not on the lease. So good fucking luck on that you stupid fucking whore.
I hate her. I really do. I thought I could only hate my mother this much, my mother tried to run me over with a truck. but no. I think Elise John comes in a very close second. and if she see's this SO FUCKING WHAT? Just means I don't have to say it all to her fucking ugly face.
The only things I wanted today was a hot shower and a relaxing day, and now I can't even fucking have that.
Looking for a new place. the more I hear it the more I think about our last 4 moves, I'm tired of moving, I really am.
Oh well. guess I'll just have to learn to get over it.
pay 620 dollars a month to for rent /utilities and such, for the house we bought together, told us that she hasn't been paying the mortgage. for 2-3 months and we are all probably going to get evicted. Now, she didn't tell me this, because she knows that I get rather pissy about small things much less NOT PAYING THE FUCKING MORTGAGE. And honestly I've come to expect this type of behavior from her, But she has the audacity to think that we are just going to move into a new apartment with her, she still wants money from us so we can pay for her boyfriends CDL school and licencing... But we pay her that money TO HAVE A FUCKING ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND POWER, not for some dumb bullshit like her boyfriend. And frankly her boyfriend is a nice guy, In love with a crazy, stupid, retarded bitch, They're thinking of marriage and such, but she's been in two already. You know why those didn't work out?
BECAUSE NOBODY FUCKING LIKES HER FAT STUPID ASS. and I say fat because she's like 350- 400 pounds. That isn't some type of anger thing I do to people, I love fat, so it isn't really an insult, BUT SHE IS DISGUSTING. And I hope she dies in a horrible way. Honestly I do. I have no respect, faith, trust, or care for this woman anymore, after 3 years of putting up with her bullshit, I'm done with it. She's manipulative, angry, compulsive, and overall the most retarded person I know. She doesn't have a job even though she had a year to get one, she was on unemployment for a year A FUCKING YEAR. who needs that long to find a job when she's apparently over qualified for anything. all she does is play W.O.W. all fucking day and bitch at us if we do anything.
I've passed the anger and rage point and have went straight to disappointment. How fucking stupid can you be...
So moral of the story is me and
are going to be looking for a place to stay soon. because we're getting evicted anyway. Oh and we tried to take a shower today and there isn't any hot water. so she probably stopped paying that too. if so I'm not paying her a fucking cent more. she can have her house, her mortgage, and her bills, all on her, the bank can take the house I'm not living here anymore and we're not on the lease. So good fucking luck on that you stupid fucking whore.I hate her. I really do. I thought I could only hate my mother this much, my mother tried to run me over with a truck. but no. I think Elise John comes in a very close second. and if she see's this SO FUCKING WHAT? Just means I don't have to say it all to her fucking ugly face.
The only things I wanted today was a hot shower and a relaxing day, and now I can't even fucking have that.
Looking for a new place. the more I hear it the more I think about our last 4 moves, I'm tired of moving, I really am.
Oh well. guess I'll just have to learn to get over it.
So Jaggar and I broke up.
Posted 13 years agoYeah, it happened.
I'm 22!
Posted 13 years agoMy birthday is today. Woot. the 24th of july :D
Check this out! jaggar is streaming a zombie game!
Posted 13 years agoOkay streaming now
Posted 13 years agoYou guys asked for a drawing stream so here it is, :D
come on in and join click the conference if you want to talk! :D
https://join.me/319-418-552
come on in and join click the conference if you want to talk! :D
https://join.me/319-418-552
Do you guys want more streams?
Posted 13 years agoI may do one later if you guys are going to like show up and talk and stuff.
