My kindle made me by accident delete all my watchers its cuz the angle tilts as I tilt the kindle I by accident pressed the Nuke watches button stupid kindle just so you guys know I didn't do that on purpose

go here to get free art i did you can too http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:36275270

im not doing request but they are so give it a shot if possible heres the link im getting involved and you can too http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5070893/

i meant  costume_connectionsfa anywho my guess is the winner will be decided by voting i assume last time did not go well for me or the time before that but i hope to maybe win this one but if anyones interested they can give it a shot too

im entering  costume_connections contest to make your own superhero i worked two or three hours on this two months designing her so i hope to frick that i win but anyone else out there is free to enter i have little faith in winning contests

my scanner is fixed and ill begin my art work before it breaks again ive already started muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaa!!!!!! turns out i had way too much disk space and downloads clogging up the system and slowing everything down so once that was cleared up i fixed everything now i can do art like i planned clown around and all around chaos

ok to all the people whom i owe trades my scanner is a piece of crap! it keeps saying my images i scan cannot be copied for some stupid reason so i gotta find some other way to get your art up so im really really sorry if im taking freaking months to do art cuz im trying guys i have had little motivation to draw and when i finaly get the motivation to scan in a pic my scanner rejects the pic figures so guys if you know a computer expert tell him to help me cuz i need to get this freaking thing fixed

ok i realized how many forgotten artist i owe trades to so im doing this to make up for forgetting this is what dead air in the chatroom and noone to talk to does to me so im doing this to help myself and others ok

heres who i owe people stuff so i dont forget i dont know how to link icons so im going by username


bman700
star_sage
EVA_kittyjonesy91


if i forget anyone ill find out i dont let these things get away unless im really clumsy and i still freaking need help on my yahoo issues this stupid stupid computer issue needs fixing

ok my computer seems fine all the other stuff works well enough but my yahoo is bugged like crap! its getting me very frustrated because now whenever i go to yahoo mail the top right corner where more windows can be opened flickers then all my contacts which usually display the username and yellow dot signaling their availability is now replaced with huge text and blue font text for the usernames i try to click them but the chat window either takes like four million years to load or when it loads theres nowhere to type its just this violet box with no text box the emoticon option is there but i can do anything with it clicking does nothing i clicked every inch of that box and nothing happened i have tried restarting the computer i have tried letting it cool down i have shut it down for like 24 hours and still it does this on yahoo every other site is fine though please if any of you out there know what in the name of schrodingers pussy (physics joke) is going on here please tell me i cant contact my friends on yahoo im jonesing its bugging the hell out of me please someone tell me whats wrong

that was the most badass my little pony episode ive ever seen its worthy of odyssey or prust it was amazing, epic, and kick ass ponies in action i saw pinkie pie beat up evil monsters there was some awesome songs which had essence of disney all over it they even had a villain song i would have flipped out if discord started singing or something but holy crap changeling queen sung like ursula in little mermaid i mean jeez i knew something was up the minute cadence acted differently but i thought it was a misunderstanding or she had just became snobby but dang what i got was a hell of a twist this was the most well done episode ive ever seen i give it ten out of ten! it answered plenty of questions and i dare say i saw a few new possible couples rarity and fancypants maybe? spike and sweetiebelle perhaps? but yeah that rocked! and i will tell all my friends if they have not already seen it to totally see it what a kick ass finale to this season whooooooooooo!!!!!!!

i had the absolute worst stomach ache ever i could not sleep i could not get rid of the pain i finally asked to be taken to the emergency room and was whisked away for a world of fear and pain i have vasavagal trypanophobia fear of all medical procedures involving hypodermic syringes unfortunately that did not stop them from shoving a metal screwdriver looking needle in my arm causing my phobia to spiral out of control and for me to act like malcolm mcdowell in a clockwork orange when those scientists were trying to break his mind scariest freaking thing ever except hell cuz hell is scarier but still that came pretty dang close i am so making sure i dont get syringes in my arm for a long long time and if they have to do it i demand to be asleep first because that hurts sooooooo bad turns out there was nothing wrong with me that is ridiculous i went through all that crap for nothing i actually called my gf up cuz i was scared out of my mind she said if i had to stay the night there she would visit me i love her so much none of my previous girlfriends ever cared about me as much as she does

free art contest im entering though i never win these things ever go here if you want to win http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3119715/ heaven knows i wont

ok now im aware i owe art to people to those people i have not forgotten you see the main reason is i need lots of late night time to draw but as of late ive been getting too sleepy too early and when i sleep i sleep hard i think its cuz of my depression but i have not forgotten you guys i hate it when i forget art im supposed to do but im gonna try to resist the urge to sleep and draw i always do my end of a trade even if it takes awhile

i wouldnt have made this journal if i hadnt heard twilight sparkle say windigo anyone of my friends who has known me for a long time knows about my manga "windigo kingdom" im amazed at the various depictions of windigos according to the ponies their version of windigos are wintery spirits of distrust who freeze the surrounding area as long as they have negative emotions to feed on my depiction of windigos were green dragons who were associated with the sun anyway this was a pretty good special

ok i know ive been slow on art theres a reason for this i am a wreck my depression is dragging me down its making me slow secluded and without any motivation to draw im really sorry its just im going through alot of issues right now i feel so hopeless and lonely its destroying my mind i promise ill get to the art i owe just please understand the reason for my delays

discord made my ribs hurt i was laughing hard he had this in the bag the chaos he was creating ah it felt just like wonderland magnificently maddening the ponies couldnt find their elements and though that moment where twilights tear turning into a heart split in two did strike a heartstring in me cuz if anything i know what its like to lose friends it made up for it when she got her friends back i was hoping for a more elaborate method than just the magic horn of purging memories but oh well the final confrontation oh my gosh that was a bit of a cop out discord got too cocky and let his gaurd down one of the main rules do not let your gaurd down if that had been me in that situation i would have put up an anti mcguffin forcefield and fly off i guess that makes me a more clever force of chaos i have to admit i actually felt bad for discord when he was turned to stone granted discord wasnt the only one getting stoned around here *drum snare* when i saw that i was like "party poopers no cake for you" its like a total killjoy there i was really enjoying his fun yeah im not evil he may have been a villain but i really enjoyed him i hope he comes back at some point along with gilda btw am i the only one notcing noone has done a pinkie pie chocolate rain music vid come on someones gonna do it its obvious please give some comments on this journal

im amazed discord is basically an evil version of me i am totally unpredictable i love messing around and causing chaos granted i dont hurt anyone but still clowns are chaotic and im a clown discord made the MLP villains of the past generations of this series look pitiful granted that purple tsunami of a formless entity composed of mood slime was a destructive force practically obliderating their version of ponyville and coating it with mood slime that turns anyone covered in it into a jerk but still discord and me would get along just fine if he were not so evil the guy knew exactly what the ponies were gonna do and countered it i love this guy he made me laugh so much with his madness and nonsensical mayhem hes got all the abilities i have granted it was a cruel ass move to turn the ponies into the exact opposite of their harmony elements thats just wrong dude im all for distorting the landscape and making stuff just plain weird but turning friends against eachother? that is a line me and my klowns dare not cross this guy is gonna give me so many ideas hehehehehehe it is gonna be a beautiful day to klown stuff up! ^_^

if you have craving for booty and arent a pirate come and get yours herehttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2669036/

i rp on yahoo most of the time if you want masky rp with the kitty go to yahoo and add me just know that i can be draining sometimes im a hyper kitty all you have to do is comment on this journal and ill tell you my email address as for the people whom i owe art to sorry for the really long wait the kitty takes art classes on wednesday so my schedule is way messed up please be patient ill try my best to get yours done

ok i entered a contest for miumisha heres a link http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:19641932 you pick a number from 1 to 100 and its kinda random but oppurtunity for maskyness yeah im gonna give it a shot not expecting much though i have really rotten luck at contests so anyone who wants a shot go on and give it a shot

well everythings fixed again finally so expect to see more masking goodness immediately this means im gonna list all whom i trade with as not to forget but first let the next art boom commence enjoy the ride

well its a good thing that i did that art boom cuz the very moment all those trades i owed were done my main computers motherboard collapsed in on itself like a neutron star and now its stone cold frozen dead until its fixed i have no choice but to once again postpone trading except this time i dont owe nothing at least i dont think so

ok since my computer has yet to be fixed im gonna do an art boom an all out mindfrick of art uploaded at once ive found out my laptop can be hooked up to the scanner once i figure out how to do so ill get all the trades i owe up along with a ton of other pics ive done in my spare time so you guys dont have much longer to wait

my main computers motherboard crashed and needs to be replaced so trades are currently halted until i fix it but i promise to fix it soon in the mean time ill be drawing up the trades so when fixed ill upload them all but until that bare with me i hope you dont mind waiting

its apparent that my efforts to clear my sullied name are fruitless ever since these blasted rumors started my friends were corrupted by them they have since alienated me they refuse to talk to me and block me when i try to merely converse or comment a pic in politics i learned crowds are easily lead this seems to be quite true in my case as mere rumors turned a group of people i once looked up to and admired as my friends into a group who now shunned me ive tried to move on but those who i may or may not have wronged remind me of my past or what they concieve to be true about me i grow tired of it tired of crying tired of being bullied, ridiculed, blocked, betrayed and hurt though ive also befriended new people i try not to tell them of my past or the people who are out to ruin me but some know im innocent and have fought back against the people who are after me im so cautious of what i say now i often wish i could change the things ive done but its become clear i dont think they will ever forgive me or accept me again i admit back then i was wild and often got overinvolved in things but im autistic so i tend to get carried away i doubt informing them of that fact will change anything though its really sad watching them have all the fun knowing i cant join but i refuse to let them win i know im innocent i have friends who know im innocent and ill continue my life and draw art here regardless of what they say but if they are reading this now all i can say is "im sorry for everything and i miss you guys ill alway remember the good times and i hope to someday be given a second chance"....i need a hug now im really sad ill still be producing art though so expect more from me comment if you desire