So yep. I went through every password I thought I ever used, and then I just remembered one I made up because my old Gaia got hacked, and that was used here too. xD Because I just totally suck like that. Indeed.

is the new account by the way. Just tossing that out there.

Lots of things have changed, but I'm still me. <3

I am feeling so overwhelmed with my life. Getting on the internet used to be fun and good and stuff. Now it just...I don't know. I feel bad when I don't get on, but I feel worse constantly coming on to these art communities which take up 98% of what I do on the internet and never saying anything to anyone, not posting art, and having nothing to say in journals.

I'm going to take a break from the internet to get my act together, come back with a new account on each site I used to be active on, (Here, dA, and maybe SA.) I'll be posting no older art to these new accounts, I'll hopefully have a new character for myself, one that I could actually feel comfortable and right identifying with. I will post new pictures of old characters though.

Argh! I just need a break. I need to get out of this house, find a place for just me, my fiance, and our baby. This shit is stressful as all hell.

I'll be on Gaia once in a while still, and I check my gmail account about once a week, so if anyone needs to get a hold of me...

Gaia: [Kiwi.Flavored.Mogadore~]
Gmail: kaokeo[at]gmail.com

I wish I had a computer that worked with a scanner. I wish I had the money to get one. But I probably won't even see a penny of my tax returns because of student loans I never finished paying off. They're already keeping 15% of my paychecks! Ugh. Debt sucks.

I know a lot of the pictures were doodles, and I know all are crappy photos, but hey, we can't all be perfect all the time. Right? I just feel bad that I never post anything anymore. But I am still drawing.

It isn't super new, but I just got pictures taken with my camera, and they aren't so good, but without a scanner, they'll have to do. Just proof I'm not dead, yea?

Had my baby! She's precious. No pictures for furfags.

Yarly! I'm gonna be OLD! Yay! But I can't get drunk for at least another year...not til the tot quits sucking mah tit anyway. Then I can be as bad as I want to! But...I mean, drinking is fun and all, but it takes too much to get me drunk...either that or it just goes too slow through my system that it feels like it. Who knows.

Baby showers are on Oct. 5th and 12th, both sundays! So um...yea. I dunno, I'ma go now..gotta get ready to go BACK to the hospital for the second needle fun in one day...

Though I was hoping for a boy, oh well. I'm still happy.

So yesterday I spent five hours in the hospital hooked up to monitors for the baby, and had an ultrasound of baby and kidneys because of super bad pains all through my abdomen and into my back. Everything seemed normal, ultrasounds checked out good, pee test was normal, kept me monitored another hour after the ultrasounds, and then sent me home with instructions to make a follow up appointment with my OB, or go back to the hospital if it got worse. And the only thing they could tell me is it wasn't contractions, could be a small kidney stone that didn't show up in the ultrasound, though I had one before and this is way different kind of pain, or the baby is laying on a nerve. She sure does kick a lot though, even the nurses handling me were surprised and asked if that was normal. xD

My little Isabella...or Izabella if I can get the odder spelling past THE MAN. Any cute middle name suggestions? I'm drawing a blank.

Baby kicks A LOT. Jose finally felt it.

I have a new yahoo messenger account, its CorgiEclipse. I don't have anyone on my buddy list, thats how lame I am.

Um....baby is kicking right now. He wants food. BBQ chicken sounds delicious, but Jose is too busy playing DMC3 right now to get up and cook for me. I'm no good at cooking chicken, I always make it underdone. I'm bad at grilling. And baked chicken is too dry...all we have left to drink is crystal light, and it makes my throat feel really funny.

I wish I knew where the scanner was so I could use it. I have a shit ton of doodles I want to upload. We need a place to live, on our own, this place sucks donkey balls. Big sweaty and unsexy ones.

It definitely isn't a pregnant friendly game. My bad balance has increased triple fold, and I about fell on my ass on LIGHT mode. Light mode guys. Now that is bad. Granted I haven't played in almost a year, but I can't even do MY song on heavy. MY SONG! Grrr....I love DDR. I kinda forgot where I put my games, but I found them while cleaning, so it was exciting, but now I'm pooped after ten minutes of FAIL! I feel sad. D:

And yea...not going.

But I am possibly going to Cleveland{Ohio} For a day. Or two. Possibly three. Zoo, tower city, rock and roll hall of fame. In that order depending on funds. If at all, because Jose is being a stinky butt, and the weather isn't being totally awesome for outdoor stuff. But Cleveland could be way different than Ashtabula, even two towns over its only threatened rain, while here it's down poured and stormed. I love storms, but I don't think they are awesome for zoo walking.

OK so people i should have stuff mailed in the next three days whether I get them scanned or not. So I need addresses from everyone.

I'm in love with my bat girl, and getting my hairs cut off today super cute and short as hell. Leaving now so see ya!

Hopefully I can get to a scanner soon, one to scan in done badges, and two because this little girl I just made up is awesome!

She'll probably have a lot of tweaking as I think up a backstory for her, and develop her personality. She is a 2'6" Honduran white bat. The cutest little fluffballs I've ever seen! She's covered in fluff, making her look chubbier than she is, though she isn't super thin to begin with...I'm sure she;ll turn out a fun and outgoing character, as thats what I was thinking as I doodled her, but no clue what sort of story she should have. I don't know if she'd fit into the native american inspired world of Mosspaw, or the crazy fantasy/sci-fi world of Kao-Keo...who knows.

I hate using the wii it disconnects a lot. In the middle of long journals. I have one jumbo badge that needs background color and a mini that needs ink and color.

Offering the same amount of bigger badges this week and as many of the small ones as I can sell. Prices the same as before $25, $15, and $5. Sketches come with the small ones at $1 each on folded sketch paper in an envelope. Just so you know. Thats it for now.

So, four people have requested badges, and I've finished them, except for the background of the big one, can't decide on a good color or two or whatev. If you're interested in one of the remaining free ones see my last journal.

I am also open for commissions. Just badges for now. Hopefully I can get to use the scanner soon so I can have at least one example of each badge type...I'd really rather have these in the mail by thursday, but I dunno...I have everything I need to mail them out though so yea.

Badge style 1: $25 Your character in a big rectangle around 6 inches or more tall with a border and symbols of whatever playing card you like best, or some other sort of small design in two opposite corners. Cut to shape and laminated, includes clip.

Badge style 2: $15 Plain and simple your character bust shot, shaped border or whatever you'd prefer, cut to shape and laminated, includes clip.

Badge style 3: $5 Itty bitty around 2 inches, super cute stylized toony/chibi charm badge. Threaded onto string long enough to use as a necklace, trimable to whatever size you'd prefer, with beads if desired. Cut to shape and laminated, can include clip if buyer choses.

Currently, I am out of clips...work is out of them, so I haven't been able to buy them, and every other store is closed when I go into work at 10, and get off at 7...So, I'm to lame to leave the house in the day time unless I need to.

I think thats it...yea. Nap time is about to come up, so I suppose I'll get off the computer for now. I'll be doing a lot more doodling thursday and friday since I've got the days off. Maybe I'll start offering bigger commissions once I get the one way way way way way over due one I've got done...maybe.

Ok...so I'm finally slowly getting back into the swing of drawing again...(this means to mister Adam who has waited so patiently, I'll have your commission at least started soon...I lost so much of my inspiration over that for no apparent reason...) I've been doing some cute doodles that I think will work out as badges...but I don't want all the examples to be of my characters! So, I already have a few friends in mind to doodle, but if you don't think I consider you a friend, then just post here requesting a badge.

I will be doing 6 requests, and only SIX. >:[
1 of type one.
2 of type two.
3 of type three

Three styles that seem to be working for me:

1] A jumbo sized badge done like a playing card with your character in a cute uber-stylized toony/chibi style. These are at least 6 inches, they are bigger than my hands! (But then again I do have tiny hands...)[When these become commissions they will be 25ish dollars]
[FULL: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/coyotesmith]


2] The generic bust shot inside a shape with name placed cleverly.
[These will be about 15ish dollars]
1. http://www.furaffinity.net/user/johnny777nny
2.

3] And itty bitty charm sized badges, like seen here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1246264/
These ones would be on some thick thread for bracelets/necklaces. I may even buy some beads to decorate them, I unno yet.
[And these...prolly only like 5 dollars. I could easily mail them in an envelope, with crappy folded doodles on paper maybe for like an extra few bucks or something, I dunno yet.]
1. http://www.furaffinity.net/user/neoscribbles
2.
3.

All three styles will be laminated, and the six samples WILL be mailed out. Slowly though. Prolly not in time for AC. And definitely not until I get some people to buy for me. Why buy? Because I need money for the baby. S/he is due in November, and me and the man are still living with his parents. We need more monies to get out!

And if you see this after six people reply and want to commission, note me ok? I take paypal and um...thats really it for now. Cash at your own risk too, but I can't do money orders, I don't have a bank account at the moment, too lazy to get everything I need for one.


AAAAAANNND~ A meme.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:

Kayla needs a guy she can keep....(But I have my love-muffin already!)


Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:

kayla looks like she is havin so much fun! oh and those eyes...


Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
Kayla says I love you!


Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:

Kayla wants breakfast (Oh so true! I'm starved!)

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:

Kayla does karaoke at 16 months


Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:

Kayla hates stairs.

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:

Kayla asks him to untie her, because she is a doctor and she can take care of her.


Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:

Kayla goes into premature labor. (Eeek, scary shit yo. Let's hope I don't really.)


Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:

Kayla likes to kill plastic ponies.


Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
Kayla eats meat.


Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:

Kayla wears a white hooded top with a striped skirt. (Ugh, this is a BARBIE thing...)


Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:

Kayla was arrested for streaking on a nudist beach

So, you all finally get to 'meet' the maybe-new-me.

And some ratty monsters of awesomeness.

And a few other doodles.

So, anyone got any advice on what to name her? And don't say stick with Eclipse, cause it's not gonna happen.

And anyone wanna doodle me a cuter avatar? I'll pay in some way, money, doodles, just note me or something, I don't have a working paypal account right now, I don't have a bank account anymore.

Oh, and I go for my first ultrasound on Friday. EXCITING!

Well, after getting over the initial shock, I'm actually happy, and sorta excited!

I always wanted at least one demon spawn, just didn't expect it to happen so soon, being between birth control pills, trying to find one that doesn't fuck with my migranes to the point I want to just pass out, and constantly using condoms...I somehow became pregnant.

But it's not that bad of a thing, I'm 20, he'll be 21 on the 18th, we're both responsible and mature when we need to be, it's just more fun to unleash the inner child. And we both have full time jobs, and he'll hopefully be on third shift within the next few months. His parents are ecstatic, and they want to help with everything, my moms still in shock though. She's happy, but not so jumping for joy as Joser's mom. Silly people.

Not sure I'll be going to AC now, I may still try to make it, but I'd feel odd with a pregger belly being there...I'm about a month and a half along, just with the docs guesstimating, I go in for an ultrasound in three weeks, so we'll know for sure then.

It is scary as hell though. I won't lie. And this morning sickness sucks. I haven't pucked more than just a small spitful since I was a kid! Ugh. The only thing that doesn't make me puke is cheap fast food burgers. Even with cheese. Which um...I'm quite lactose intolerant, so yea. It's odd.

So I learned why I've been really sick the past four days...and it wasn't the undercooked mahi mahi. All I will say now is I'm very scared and keep crying. I dont know what to do or how to tell the people who need to know...its bad.

1.) Who is your primary character so far?
Wolf and Lucario as far as the newbies, but I still have love for my Bowsie.

2.) Secondary character?
Falco, Fox, pikachu, and sheik

3.) Character just for fun, not competitive play?
Pokemon trainer, samus and yoshi

4.) Favorite series in which a character was used for Brawl?
Pokemon, Mario, Zelda

5.) If you could add one character from another Nintendo game, who would it be?
Not exactly nintendo, but neither is Sonic, but Nights would be awesome. Maybe some other Sonic characters too, like Knuckles, or maybe tails.OH! And Billy Hatcher! xD

6.) If you could add one character from any other video game ever, who would it be?
Chocobo.

7.) If you could add/change one thing about an existing character, what would it be?
Some could do with a better final smash.

8.) Coolest looking character?
Bowser. He is just awesome, especially omgfangirlsqueal GIGABOWSER~

9.) Worst looking character?
I dunno....I'll agree with whoever I stole this from on R.O.B. he is teh lame.

10.) Biggest let-down character?
SAMUS! It needs to be easier to use her as zero suit, I like playing with the smash balls off sometimes. (is there another way though? I can't figure it out...)

11.) Cheapest' character?
Peach, I hear all you have to do is kidnap her and she's all yours for the raping....oh, and Lucas. Because blah! He's the only one that gives me problems and I dunno why. Especially when Jose plays against me using him..

12.) Best looking effects/weapons?
New graphics since melee are just drool worthy, I love the smart bombs, and banana peels, still love having some nintendo jedi fights with the beam swords, and I dunno what else right now...I just know I wanna play bad now.

13.) Favorite Final Smash?
Giga Bowser and the big aura beam of Lucario's.

14.) Dumbest Final Smash?
Zelda, its the same just single shitty arrow for her and Sheik.

15.) Best outfit?
Not an outfit per say, but green fluff lucario! And I do love biker Wario, and the GoggleChu.

16.) Favorite stage?
New Pork City, its so big and shiny.

17.) Favorite boss in the Subspace Emissary?
The final boss is PRETTY.

18.) What did you think of the Subspace Emissary?
Better than Melee's story mode by far. So pretty and fun and just stuff.

19.) Did you get it at midnight release?
No...my city was on a level four emergency alert that night cause of a blizzard, you could get arrested for even being on the roads, or maybe it was just ticketed, but arrested sounds better... but that lifted at 7am-ish, and Wal-Mart opened up, and we went and got it soon as we heard we could leave the house. Got stuck in the snow at the end of our road...and we live on the corner! xD

20.) Did you dress up as any of the characters?
I'm not that much of a fan-girl. Though it'd be fun for a few of 'em.

21.) Did you get a Japanese Wii and game to play it early?
Naw, I don't speak much in the way of Japanese.

22.) Do you use the Wiimote or the Gamecube controllers?
Wiimote and nunchuck, too lazy to dig out one of the spare five gamecube controllers, and Jose whines if he doesn't get to use his. So I'm used to the new controls, pretty fun too.

23.) Are you sad that "wave dashing" is gone?
What is this? I've never heard of it...or maybe called it something different, I do not know. I sucked to bad to beat everything in Melee, and was still at the button mashing level of a two year old when I finally gave up after losing the file a friend made with all the unlocked stuff for me...

I seem to have lost my last PS1 memory card...and it had data from Final Fantasy 1, 2, 5, 6, 7, 8, and 9 on it. Maybe 4, but that disk doesn't read well...GOLDEN CHOCOBO! KNIGHTS OF THE ROUND! Things I forget how exactly to get because I haven't tarded over that game in years, til now, and I can't find the card!!!!

So, I need just an empty card someone doesn't need anymore, and I'll do a sketch or two or three, maybe even more than one card. Nothing big sketch wise. Just single character stuff, cutsie, or semi-realistic. And all on one page. Maybe some ink thrown on. And all on bristol board or cardstock, depends on which one I can find first buried in my big huge boxes of lots of stuff that makes it easier to move when we gets all our monies together.

Long winded journal for a simple offer. One of my worst habits, over explaining and talking too much.

So, me 'n Jose got it. And...

I love it!

I love the Smash Bros games, and this one...hehehe, Lucario is my favorite pokemon character on the game, I already kick much ass with him. I haven't used snake yet, or Sonic, but I did unlock one character not posted on the site so far. Toon Link, the version from Wind Waker and that other one on DS I didn't play. So yea. I wonder how many other unannounced characters there will be!

Okay, back to playing now, I think I'll try Sonic out, see if he's as fun as Fox and Falco.

Well, my boyfriend is all go for taking me to AC and hanging out.

We'll be leaving our house in Ashtabula on the 24th, and leaving as late as we can on the 29th, as long as we both can get the days off of work. If we put in for the vacation now, it shouldn't be a problem, since I know the other cashiers haven't requested those days yet! Yay! I sure hope it works out. I make plenty money to go, and so does he, so we're set, just....we'd probably need to share a room with someone, since the hotels are pretty much booked...

So, anyone with a room with two open spaces for two clean people who know how to behave when its important, let me know, or anyone interested in staying at the omni, we could book a room there possibly, as long as we get another person or two who want to stay and split room costs.

Rules:
1. Post these rules
2. Each Tagged person must write 8 facts about themselves
3. You have to inform 8 people that they have been tagged on their userpage - (but I won't because 1 I'm lazy, and 2 if you want to do it, do it. If not, then don't.)

1. I'm short, I'm chubby, I have big boobies, and boys like them, but I'd like more girls to like them too. :(
2. I own around ten sketchbooks at a time that I work in on a somewhat daily basis, yet only color about 1 out of every 20 or so doodles.
3. I can never draw my character the same way twice, my style is too inconsistent.
4. I LOVE mohawks...and mine needs a trim, it's almost unnoticably a mohawk now.
5. Bright green is my favorite color, but I also like bright aqua colors, purple, bright pink, orange, sometimes yellow, and gray.
5. I love to wear skirts, but I hate to shave my legs. Eeeewwwwe. Especially in the winter...(I get baaaad razor burn, ok? I hate the constant itch and burn.)
6. I love my boyfriend to death, I'd do anything for him, I'm a very loyal person, and hate to get betrayed, then I hold grudges like I was born to do it.
7. I'm a college drop-out too....I was in Multimedia, mainly for the computer animation part. It was Boooooring, and lame, and stupid, and I was acing everything without even a thought, even the class everyone was failing, because the teacher didn't teach, and no one knew anything, not even me, but I can teach myself really easily, and bam! Or maybe it was just the boobs...I think some people only like me because of them...
8. I'm hardcore in love with rabbits, rats, skunks, snakes, sugar gliders, and KATAMARI DAMASHII!

Now I dunno, I'm just so hyper, because I actually got around six hours of sleep, didn't get awoken by an alarm or person, and didn't wake up in the middle of a dream, which pisses me off, and makes me super groggy and tired for about 10 hours before I finally start to wake up, at which point work is over, Jose is headin' to work, and I'm home all alone and sad...

One...I suck. I love to complain and shit, and well, I feel bad about it but can't stop doing it.

Twoooo....HAHAHAH! Karma is a BITCH! Just like me. >:D

And three...I'm stressed and I hate it. Me and Joser-muffin need to get our own place. Period. I'm grateful his mom let me stay with them, but not grateful that she constantly bitches that I do NOTHING around here and that she's constantly cleaning up after me. False. I clean up my own shit, and other peoples when it's in my way...like the younger brother who doesn't lift the toilet seat and pisses all over it, the dad who leaves nasty dirt rings and hair in the tub and on the soap, both younger brothers who trim their hair over the sink and just leave it, who never do their own dishes...argh! Just because I have two baskets full of clothes that won't fit into my dresser, and because she can't leave my laundry alone until I have a full basket dirty....I don't ask her to do my clothes, I tell her to leave them alone...but she can only look at them for a day before she mixes them in with everyone elses...seriously, it takes a week or more for me to dirty enough clothes to make a load thats washable...not a day...grr...then she bitches that I never do my laundry and that she does everything for me.


Oh, and I eat almost exclusively when I'm at work, and she bitches about me eating all the food and how she always cooks for me. If I eat at home its in the morning after shes at work and me and Jose get breakfast, usually just a couple eggs each, or at dinner, when EVERYONE is eating. Don't bitch at me it costs over $200 a month for groceries with 3 sons, a daughter, herself and a husband. Its not because of me its so damn expensive! Grr....See. Like I said in number one. I bitch a lot....

As I have to work tonight, I can't wait til midnight to wish a good new year on anyone who still pays attention to me over here. And as I'm still staying in the house of the boyfriends entire family...with no privacy whatsoever...I can't get any drawings done, or scanned. Since the only scanner is on the computer in his brothers room that takes half an hour just to load firefox, and another ten minutes whatever webpage its on....teh suck.

Well gais and gals, it's been fun. But I'm happy to give 07 the boot, as 08 holds some pretty promising things, such as an apartment just for two! *girly squeal~*

Alright, take it easy~ And don't let the alcohol get the better of any of you!