About time I updated this thing. Not a lot going on.

Crashed my truck into a fire hydrant cause of anxiety attack.

Think I am gonna put money away for a tablet to try to get into drawing again. Can't really afford much. Pretty much broke.

Lets see, a bunch more family deaths since the last obit.

Tried to get into game streaming but I don't think anyone would watch, really as I am not totally sure on getting the personality thing down for it.

Just been playing tabletop role-playing games on weekends and currently trying to work on another character. Been playing Pathfinder, which I kinda hate these days but I am used to it. Think my favourite character types are the manipulators rather than obvious combat and casting.

Tried other role-playing games besides pathfinder but the groups kept falling apart.

Had a couple failed relationships.

Had to deal with seeing a friend's suicide note on my phone. I had wondered why he was not coming online anymore. Worst part is that the damn thing was delayed so I didn't see it until a while after it was over.

Barely talk to anyone online anymore. Nobody seems to be interested in talking, really. Not sure why I have anyone on my steam list at all.

Not sure what else to say at the moment.

Ok, so I was driving down the highway to get to a friend's house. It is snowing pretty bad at this point. I cross over a bridge going at 40kmph in a 80kmph zone due to road conditions. I see some guys in the left lane wearing reflective jackets, so I get on my breaks to slow and stop. My truck hits ice and just keeps going past them for a bit, at which point I hear them yelling and I see a cop car. Note, this car was parked in the ditch and facing the road rather than parked along side it so this is actually illegal. When I am able to stop my car, I roll down the window and shout that I am sorry because I hit ice and could not safely stop without crashing. A cop comes over yelling at me that it does not matter and I should have been going slower since he was wearing a reflective jacket. Now, thing is that I was going 40kmph and that is much slower than in-city speed. Also, I see lots of people in these jackets cause you can get them from Wal-Mart and Canadian Tire, plus he was wearing black or dark blue aside from that coat. It was night and snowing. I told him again that I hit ice and it was an act of nature, so there was nothing I could do to stop immediately. He yells something at me again and asks for my license. Thankfully I did not get a ticket but I would have fought it if he did give me one. Oh and to try to wave me down, this cop thinks it was a good idea to walk right into my lane. I almost went into the ditch trying not to kill him since I could not stop.

I have Jury Duty on Monday but the weather is terrible and it is in the next town over. There is a snowstorm scheduled for the week so I have been calling the sheriff's office to cancel for days. Problem is, the phone number they gave me was for the office down south where they get less than an inch of snow, plus they did not answer the phone after ten rings or use an answering machine. So come Monday, I have to risk my life or face criminal charges.

Happy Birthday to me, I am 28 as of 8:10 am this morning. Got some Crown Royal, new Nike shoes, a 3DS XL and some Kinect games. I got Just Dance Greatest Hits and it is actually kinda fun. I am worn out after playing Eye of the Tiger.

Happy New Year everyone! Hope this one is better than the last three for me.

Happy Birthday to me! I am now 27. I thought I was 27 months ago and was turning 26. Heh, my mind is funny sometimes.

At 6:30 pm, a close friend of the family died from lung cancer. My late father's best friend. True he is not family but he may as well have been. He will be missed.

My second cousin died of pancreatic cancer on Saturday around 10 pm. I don't have the exact time. I found out after I got home. Saw a wolverine on the drive home though, so there's that.

My grandmother just passed away moments before I started making this post. 79 years old and bouncing back and forth in hear health for years now. She's gone.

My uncle died today from a combination of Pneumonia and Pancreatic Cancer. He will be greatly missed.

Strained my back moving cement slabs and cinder blocks so now it hurts to move at all. Dropped one of the slabs on my foot. Slipped in the shower, making my back hurt even more. I hate every Friday the 13th.

Today, one of my uncles has passed away due to a heart attack. He will be missed.

Ahoy ye. Today be that most glorious of days where we speak the tongue of our predecessors and take anything we be wantin'. That's right, it be Talk Like A Pirate Day. Go do yer stealin', listen to the music of the pirates on thee youtubes, and be playin' that most glorious of games series, Monkey Island. Tis a day to truly cut loose and be free. Remember me fellow buccanears, you are a pirate.

Well, it's that time of year again. My birthday is here and I'm feeling ok. I may be 26 in years but in my head I am still 21. Hope this all turns out to be a good day and I hope pretty much everyone else has a good day as well.

Well, my birthday is coming up on September 17th. Another year older and one less year to live. Yeah I get depressed around this time. Also found out the leader of my gaming group is really a sick bastard. It started off as just talking and it turns out he's all in favour of ignoring war crimes and napalming a civilian settlement if it means getting a couple terrorists. He was even ok with nuking a country to get all the few possible terrorists that could be in it. This is just disgusting and sets the concept of human kindness back a few steps. People like this are the ones that make Americans look bad and keep me from ever wanting to travel, if not move, to that country. It is simply despicable. Especially since killing civilians like that puts you on the same level as the terrorists you would be going after and just makes other want to continue and do the same to you. It's called making a martyr of all those innocents. He always seemed like a good guy though. A pathological liar and very sore loser though he will never admit these, but still an alright guy. I just can't stand being around someone like that any longer. And here I thought I was always the screwed up twisted guy. Remember folks, true victory in a conflict can not come from simply killing everyone you can. True victory can only come from a truce. This kind of attitude that he has is the real problem with humanity these days. In the way this guy is thinking when it comes to killing numerous civilians to get a few enemies,  Mephis Mephis Taitetsu Keibin, you are a sick babykilling bastard that does not deserve any shred of compassion or happiness in this life. I hope your e-family and friends wake up and realize the real person you are under that false nice guy mask you put on around them.

Alright so, I am thinking about running a Call of Cthulhu role-playing campaign and I have exactly zero players. Yes I intend to do this online but preferable over skype, though a dicebot everyone can use while I watch their rolls would be preferable to me rolling everything. So if anyone might know any role-players that are interested, let me know. Also, I don't want players that take the games so seriously that they will flip if someone makes a mistake or it doesn't go the way the want. After all, it is just a game. Also if you know someone RUNNING an online rpg game I would be interested in joining. Don't care what system as long as it is not that game Fatal, I just want to play an online pencil and paper role-playing game.

Well, it is that day again. Time for all Canadians to drink and play street hockey. 7:29 am and I am on my third bottle of Molson.

Was at the doctor today getting a followup before surgery was scheduled, just to check the damage after giving it two weeks of relaxing. Well hot damn, not a hernia. Just pulled a very sensitive muscle that will take a month to heal. Almost hit the doctor due to him being too round with the "turn and cough" test.

I slipped in the shower, practically doing the splits and was sore all day. Found a lump in my groin and got scared, thinking it might be cancer and went to get checked out. Turns out I have a very small hernia and, like all hernias, requires surgery. Well, this is going to suck.

Bit old news now but come on montreal, that was pathetic. So the Canadiens are out of the running and it's going to be Flyers vs Blackhawks. Honestly, I do hope Flyers win this but Chicago is probably going to get the cup.

There! About damn time Canadiens won. 5-1 against Flyers. THAT is how you do it. Now keep it up and don't lose again. Nobody wants to see the Canadiens lose. Well, nobody that matters that is. Oh and I posted this a day late due to drunkenness.

Oh come on! Flyers wins again 3 -0. They must be putting something in the water over there because this just doesn't make sense. Come on Montreal, we know you can take these guys down. Now get the lead out and start playing!

Not in a very good mood right now. Look, I do like the Flyers but I come on now. You simply do not beat the Canadiens like that. Something must have happend in that game that I didn't catch but there is no way that score should have happened. Either way, Canadiens are NOT going to win on the 18th.

Saturday, February 13th, 2010, 7:00 AM. My Grandfather passed away.

Finally got around to setting up my FA icon. Had to use paint though to get it to fit, which made it look a bit pixelated on the outline. Still though, I really like this picture and it is done by  agentelrond Agent Elrond or "Rondie." Nice person, fun to talk to and great artist. I highly suggest you go check out his work.

It hasn't been a year since my dad passed away and now my grandfather is in the hospital just waiting to go. This has just been a horrible time.