After taking a long break from the furry community me and my husband decide to come back and have a space for our furry interests and the friends we've made or have not seen in a while. We've both been pretty busy with life and the current state of the world especially the countries we are respectively from are not doing to well, mass unemployment, a global epidemic and social unrest and riots have been more frequent but honestly those things pale in comparison to our on personal problems and relationship we've been having, it's been hard but after all of it we stuck together and have decided to move forward. I don't think it's the most healthy to close yourself off and we are gonna try to make an effort to make a few friends or patch things up with old friends and enjoy our small piece of the furry community. Time will still be short for us however we are gonna try to be a bit more active and less closed off like we have been I think it will benefit us and our relationship as a whole. I do want to make an apology though for all the people we have lost contact with, we've met a lot of people over the years in this community and a lot of people come and go but there is still a few people who are genuinely concerned about us wondering what's going on and to all those people who still care I'm deeply sorry when things got tough we both retreated from everything and everyone and since have really been too anxious and too tired to reconnect, it's not that we don't care we do but we are at that age where settling down and focusing on life is the most important thing such as getting a job, buying food, finding a career in life and wondering how all those things fit together it's really draining and we've barely had all that much time for each other but we are gonna try to make time while also taking care of everyday life responsibilities, the future is unknown though but that's honestly half the fun of life, when we finally do settle down and stabilize our lives it will only benefit us and we'll have much more time to pursue our hobbies interests and just enjoy life in a way we haven't been doing in a long time. Thank you for anyone still reading this and I hope your doing good even if things aren't right now you can't be down forever you eventually have to get back up.... holy shit that was cheesy alright expect more from this profile in the future the foox is gonna find a trash can to sleep in!

All The Reasons Why I Love Baud And All The Things To Look For In A Relationship:

Honestly no words can describe how much I love my beautiful husband, this is gonna be pretty sappy but I believe it is important. I struggled for a long time with fully committing to a serious relationship and always wanted someone exactly like me, don't do this your are never gonna find that person and if you did you will be unhappy. I realized that after meeting Baud, now it's not bad to find someone with similar interests as you find some common ground and building off of that is very important but if you always have this picture of the person of your dreams in your head and want someone to be exactly like that you will be disappointed and only narrow your chances at a happy relationship. Find a few things you can relate to or build off of but instead of focusing on your similarities instead work off of your different interests, if the person your dating and yourself do this you'll be surprised at what you two find! Baud and me had some common ground like he liked furries, I like furries we both were happy to say hi to each other... and that's how it started he liked black metal, I liked grunge, he was into computers I was into pharmacology, he liked Pokemon I liked resident evil... we had more unique differences then similar interests but that's what really strengthened our relationship! I showed him grunge music and he grew to love it, he showed me dark souls and now it's one of my favorite game series of all time even though I didn't like hard games, I showed him resident evil even though he didn't like survival or horror games but he ended up beating most of series and I helped in coop, he at the start of the relationship didn't have almost any fetishes besides cute girly femboy butts in panties then I turned him into a degenerate like me! What I'm trying to say is there is a person out there for you but that person isn't going to be what you expect when you date someone give that person a real chance and they might show you something truly special that the lover of your dreams never could!

I don't like roses, they stab
I'm more into the person that can
And will come back
Nothing against you at all
Your just not a type to talk
People might hate you and laugh
It's just high school, don't worry you'll last

Mankind is handful of hard tools
I want him to lean and two lips
But he's confused and a short mist
Covered in a mystery of his past shit

Roses are red, your mind is blue, but no one is coming after you...x4

As they reach out to touch you
You snap at them with your bite
They just laugh and made you feel blue
Now that nobody noticed you

Roses are red,your mind is blue, but no one is coming after you...x4

June has arrived at last
Maybe you can over come your past
No more suffering caused by those fools
Beating you down has made them cool
But nobody knew they would come after you
I know you'll fight back and make them bleed there jewels!

Roses are red,your mind is blue, but no one is coming after you.....x5

Your the dragonsnap and there your food!

I need a admission slip
I can not be more confused
I just need some time to realize what I missed
Fuck I'm in love and feel amused
I don't know, I feel unused

I am (nostalgic) (x3)
Numb on ya
I am (nostalgic) (x3)
I hate it lalala

I'm on top
Or what was that a joke
Maybe not anymore
Since I fuck myself even more
It's hard to explain
I know it's hard to get laid
these days, its like I need a new name

I am (nostalgic) (x3)
Numb on ya
I am (nostalgic) (x3)
I hate it lalala

Deep In thought
I really want to get caught
In the act
Don't blame me I'm mad!
And it's sounds bad
But I really want to go running right back!

Right back (x3)

Right back....right back.....right.....I'm running right back.....

I don't know where I fit
I can't let it go
I can't become this
No one can ever know

But you just got to give in
If not then who will you be
What will you choose
To be honest there is nothing for you to loose


What am I (Extend) I can not regret
What am I (Extend) you are not my friend (x3)

You definitely don't mind getting off first
Embarrassed to look at me and to even say hello
Why the fuck can't I just let it go

Your stuck in my head
I hate you
Again sleeping in my bed
Fuck you
Not enough is said
What are you
I can not pretend

What am I (Extend) I can not regret
What am I (Extend) you are not my friend (x3)

I can't even look at you anymore
But I still can't seem to say
Because everything you do
Is just a game
Nothing more is said with shame

I can't handle much
I needed you
But you didn't
Not even once

What am I (Extend) I can not regret
What am I (Extend) you are not my friend (x3)

Your stuck in my head
I hate you
Again sleeping in my bed
Fuck you
Not enough is said
What are you
I can not pretend

I don't want this to be it
But are you going to quit
Because I don't know how much more of this shit I can take
I'll wait for you to express yourself
But please be honest and well
One day it's all going down
And it will hurt me to see you frown

Women are a choir
So I rather become gay
Then to be your whore
There's nothing better
Then self satisfaction
To bad you can't even please
A napkin, because you'll need one
After you make a mess with your faggot

So please come back one day
I'll be here to suck out your pain
Only because you pay me
On the street corner of halt and bend over shame, in away
I think I can handle your urge
To sit and wait, do nothing but get baked and repeat the process at the end of the day

No more living in fear
Manifest itself within you
Waiting for it all to come
Hoping and waiting is dumb
Action is the next step
But to take that step
You got to embrace what comes next (extend)

Live for now
No more stress
All I ever do
Is worry
But not right now
Not anymore
Because I'm alive and your life is yours (extended) (x2)

I can't stand it
It's hard to get up
But not getting up
Is not worth it
The time is ticking
and yet your still missing
Find yourself
Embrace help
Because one day you'll wished you yelled (extend) (x2)

Live for now
No more stress
All I ever do
Is worry
But not right now
Not anymore
Because I'm alive and your life is yours (extended) (x2)

I want to stick around
Iv got lots to do
Finishing up
It can't happen
Because you need to keep going
Need to to keep finding
One day you'll see it
And want it
Finally then you can be happy (extend)

I like the way
Can't wait
Need to complain
What else is there to say

I need a raise
What should I do
What can I do
I'm dazed like that one spring day
Except without all the rain

Let it go x2
The rain can't x3 have a hold x2

It's a fallen lamp
Leading to what
Ever you think we can do
But getting there
Is a journey in
Witch you'll cave in

But creating a mistake
Is in the pay
Like getting up to undo
What you say to the mirror
Because you punched it again
To see if it will move
Only to get the same reaction you always do

Let it go x2
The rain can't x3 have a hold x2

Refill your broken rut
You can't get out
Stuck underneath your will
The most power you'll ever feel

Stuck x15

Freshman year for six months,
then I was fucking done
I'll scream at the sun,
tell it to sleep for another twelve hours
Because I'm not worth the keep
when the light shines bright
And Iv given all I can
I put up my wits end
I fought for years and still can't win
It stabs like a knife,
but as a pencil in hand

So if you see me in the newspapers
Remember I will always be your friend
And that you can never die
When you live
You can't love
If you think your dead
So put up a fight
Even if you will still lose your life
And everything that comes from within

Peacefulness is regretfulness
God won't feed your asses
Neither will you when you relapse
Gagging on the hope
Of people thinking everything is a noose rope

So if you see me in the newspapers
Remember I will always be your friend
And that you can never die
When you live
You can't love
If you think your dead
So put up a fight
Even if you will still lose your life
And everything that comes from within


Nothing is but cut short
No voice is heard
And It never really works
Because schools a outlet
For the worst

I don't even care
I don't even know
I'm afraid to know
Knowing only gos
Knowing only gos
Knowing only gos

You will be trapped all alone
Never leaving home
Light will come again
The sun will shine
But only if your kind
And even then you'll find
That
Knowing only gos
Knowing only gos
Knowing only gos

Leave it all behind
You'll be captured by
The vines that twist and bind
Love your undefined
Because you'll regret your life
Knowing only gos
Knowing only gos
Knowing only gos

If you hear that someone is speaking ill of you, instead of trying to defend yourself you should say: ‘He obviously does not know me very well, since there are so many other faults he could have mentioned’.”
― Epictetus

I am lost
Far from here
I cut deep down
My ankles are raw

Soothing warmth
Hard to believe
Steaming heat
I am not the norm

So when I cup
Release your palms
I feel myself fall
Fall so far I'm gone
Never to resurface from the cause

Nothings taught
I need a beer
Late for life
I'm in thought

Sadness horde
I'm underneath
Dragged down by my knees
I am a whore

So when I cup
Release your palms
I feel myself fall
Fall so far I'm gone
Never to resurface from the cause

I am not the cause
I am not the cause
I am not your cause

I tried multiple times to pick and choose what I wanted to learn from basic, school education, in witch to study subjects I wanted to personally understand and use in everyday life. Unfortunately you don't always get what you want from traditional education courses, especially when the school picks what classes and electives you want to study, if you do poorly in other forms of teaching in witch you don't understand. I dropped out and said fuck it, I'm not going to wast another second of my life doing something i have no complete interest in. If you want to attended class with people you don't like or even care to be around, do to there own messed up reason for being in such a restricting environment of pick in choose lessons, then that's fine by me....but don't expect me to follow anyone's advise about future situations, because before you know it..there might not even be a civilized future to do your worthless, money earning, educated wasted, ass to compete In. So leave it to me to decide what is best to for me, because as far as I know, there is no social norm in witch I should follow.

I'm surrounded by fire
I am the fire
I burn so bright
So bright that I am ice
I don't see I can't see
I'm not nice
I can't be nice
Because everyone is my face

Yeah there my mask
They don't know
No they don't
But there my mask
And I am not a real man

I hide away
Not to far
But only enough
So I don't get scar'd
So I get no burns
I can't get healed
There's no more pain
Because I'v escape
Yes I'v escaped
To a place
That's not to far from your space

I am home
But there is none
Because home is where your at
And I I'm not
Never again
I have no real home in the end
I have no real home in the end

It's all gone locked away In my head

Oh that coco is not for you guys
It's for me and my friend
Under candlelight drinking warm 40 ounces
And wishing that we where dead

Oh the seasons pass and
I can't love anybody besides myself
Myself x3
I don't need anyone's help

The smell of burnt matches are erotic
When I'm towards my wits end
But loving someone else
Is almost impossible to pretend

Turing in my service at 7/11
Because the store clerk burns another hole in my stomach
My patience is drying once again
The prostitutes around the corner are not 27

Oh the seasons pass and
I can't love anybody besides myself
Myself x3
I don't need anyone's help

I am definitely not a better man
I certainly need time
Over and over again

But like I said
Where a pair of unsober mess
So I present you with this lucky clover

Fallen leaves
Stain the grass
Making a path
Around the trees
Believing you'll find a way
To escape the life of the endless cycles
You get thrown into every day

A stolen kiss
From hidden lips
Tongue in cheek
It makes you promise the lies you'll keep

Fuzzy feelings
Creeping towards the room
Heated spit
Intertwined with glue
Entering within a second
I have my whole world to lose

Kicking feet
Near the bridge
Aching dreams
Thrown away
Like your life
Except when we engage
In activities that feel like a nice getaway

A stolen kiss
From hidden lips
Tongue in cheek
It makes you promise the lies you'll keep

Write a theme
That catches your eyes
Amusement is a fine line
I'll hold your hand across the table
So no ones knows your unable
To tell the truth
Im so sorry
It's hard to do
I don't know what you'll choose

I abuse laughing gas
I'm wasted more then my past
Nothing is the same
There's nothing to do but change

Yeah, I choke on myself
Yeah, so fucking what
Everything changes
Even your useless recycled life

I laugh on the outside
I slit my throat on the inside
I chose from the gates
Hell and heaven are gay
I'll make it my own
Because life isn't worth my soul

Beneath the water of us
I feel myself succumb
Drinking and taking drugs
I get a head rush for fun

Yeah, I choke on myself
Yeah, so fucking what
Everything changes
Even your useless recycled life

Don't bother making me fine
I never asked to be worried about
I can take care of myself
But I'm not myself in the long run
And I hate the way my mouth is full of blood

Don't, don't
Hideaway
You may be godless
But remember you have no faith

No one is listening
To your prayers
No beliefs and no more
Chapel house fairs

Nobody is saved
You can't runaway
Its getting dark
And your lost
You got to find a way
Afternoon twilight
Suffers the forest dark side

To get out of this town
Everyone thinks there's a god around
But your the last one left
That has got any common sense
But still your trapped in a hideaway

Yeah a hideaway
Nothing left but to hideaway

I cant even sleep on the ground
Because this is gods land of pointless ass clowns
Hillbilly, cowboys and drunks
Ravage the streets with the word of god
But let's face it, the men in suits that come up to your house
will probably be the first ones to get caught
while they hand over the bible to the cops
and the cycle restarts with you saying oh god ...